New song lo hurray...

Hmm ystd went to my youngest uncle's house to celebrate a belated Christmas haha... our family tradition... was actually out with Jun Hao, David and Eric, but they were gona watch a movie... as i've seen all the movies that were screening that day... i told them to go ahead with the movie plan while i go see my relatives... hmm everytime i go see them... some ppl wil amaze me by the way they had changed haha... my cousin Wen Xi is now taller den her elder sis le... never noticed that... 165 le... thats like my sec 3 height... Simon and Nicole had slimmed down alot... and many more la haha... had a nice meal there...
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On my way home... my father talked bout his job... seems like his superior is giving him some work load that is not supposed to be done by him... even on his leave days, that guy stil wan him to go back... its been going on for quite a few years le... seriously F him man... take advantage of him not being able to switch his job easily... sometimes i really feel for my parents... becuz of this home need to endure all the shit thrown at them... hmm my parents are thinking bout setting up a small business outside if the superior continues with his shit... though i know it is difficult and risky... i wil stil give my full support la... can fork out all my savings if it is required... somore my bro studies business and can offer his advice... so should not be a problem... but see how it goes la... nothing is decided yet... juz hope that superior of his wakes up man...
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LOL last week during guard duty on Thursday... was doing the sentry duty... seriously bored... so started to reflect bout myself... wat am i gona do with my life that is in a mess now... in future?... all these time wasted wil be gone juz liddat... hmm i took out a paper and wrote my goals down and stuff... I've decided to cut down on Dota le... slowly la haha... spend more time on guitar... with family... and after i've been posted to AFC, i wil go take my driving lessons... and of cuz personal improvement too... yup yup... left the slip of paper in my wallet so i muz stick to it...
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Hmm queued next on my list of nice nice songs is this song by... "戴佩妮"... tink she's been singing for quite a long time le... so many albums by her... this song really grabbed me when i first heard it bout few months back... i tink another singer sang this song on tv... thats how i got to know the song la... the lyrics are really meaningful... simple thoughts by an individual expressed in words... i tink its really awsome la...
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街角的祝福

戴佩妮

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多少个秋多少个冬

我几乎快要被治愈好

但还是会只因为一个重覆的话题

就无心自扰

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也曾想过若真遇见

我们应该如何是好

我想我还是会站在某一个街角

不让你看到

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只因为我不想打扰

只因为怕你解释不了

只因为现在你的眼睛里

她比我还重要

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我只好假装我看不到

看不到你和她在对街拥抱

你的快乐我可以感受得到

这样的见面方式对谁都好

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我只好假装我听不到

听不到别人口中的她好不好

再不想问

也不想被通知到

反正你的世界我管不了

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若不想问若不想被通知到

就把祝福留在街角

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The last phrase was really the icing on the cake... makes me think alot haha... this piece is written by the singer herself... haha respect her man... love this song alot... tried to play in on guitar... dun really sound nice... yet... haha hope u all enjoy it...
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Haha one more thing today is my Mum's birthday... duno her age... never ask haha... but dun worry dun worry stil young lol... yup happy birthday le mum... its not that i bu ting hua... is u ting bu dong lol... no la jk... i love u haha...
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Nothing much le... i know super long and boring haha sry bout that... something to share before i go... "Even if I don't reach all my goals, I've gone higher than I would have if I hadn't set any... -- Danielle Fotopoulis..." Take care le ppl... new year coming le so SMILEZ haha...

Pictures...

Sentosa!!!





Most of the ppl that were there... some were out buying drinks or wondered off somewhere when we were taking the photo...

6 ppl trying to bring down Yu Quan... im emptying his pockets lol... wa that guy in front is Wei Long... hmm Navy is a scary unit haha... but nice leh his pacs...

After 5 more mins... serious we still cant bring him down...

After a long struggle... lol at last... splash...

Haha super fun outing...

Chicken rice dinner at Vivo... it was really super nice... and cuz we were all super hungry also haha... should try it la... its at the basement floor in Vivo... Ting taking candid shots of everybody lol...

Shagged face... but going home le after such a long day... haha...

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Few pics here... there are a few others... but those pics i look like a freak lol... here are the only acceptable ones haha... had a really fun time with them... hope to hav more of such outings...

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"Friendship is a treasure gift, that gives our hearts a lift, a blessing we just cannot do without, because friendship is what living is all about..."

Christmas Eve...

Hmm Christmas eve evening was really a very very fun time... went down to the park near my house for a BBQ... actually its a gathering for the 4E6 class... but as Ben never tell me the full story... so went with them haha... the food was really nice la... there are chicken, prawn, pork, salmon and satay... the pest part was that the place was filled with ppl... hmm namely Kaixin, Ding Yang, Milton, Jia Yong, Benjamin, Ker Jia, Jorichie, Ting Wei, Steph, Min Feng, Chun Hui, Tong Wei and also a few others who came for only a very short while...
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We chatted and cooked all the food from 730pm all the way to around 3am... after that we decided to go Orchard to walk walk... Kai Xin took her 7 sitter car and drove us there... lol muz say im abit worried la (no offence ar Kaixin lol)... but haha she did fine... we wanted to eat "tau hui" but unfortunately the shop was closed... we stayed in the car and looked at the pretty lights along Orchard Road... after that it was already 415am le, we headed to West Coast's Mac to hav our breakfast... Ben and i ended up playing the playground over there haha... Kaixin fetched us back and i reached home around 6am... wa shag man...
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Today woke at 1230pm and met up with Soon Siong, Kelvin, Steph, Chun Hui, Leonard and Jing Chang to walk around in Orchard... but many ppl had to leave very early... so left only 3 ppl there... Leonard, Soon Siong and me... talk crap with him until Ying Ling and Wynne came... im super tired le and also as they're gona drink later, i decided to go home le...
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Hmm thats pretty much it le... tired... but fun la haha... nothing much le... share something nice... "The best way to make your dreams come true is to wake up... Paul Valery..." haha Merry Christmas ppl... take care...

Sentosa outing...

Hmm ystd was really a fun day la... we met around 9am in the morning and made our way there... Wai Yan, Kah Heng, Kumaran, Yu Quan, Wei Long, Long Cheng, Chun Seng, Alvin, Woon Chang, Bryan, Ting Ting, Jie Xin, Mei Hong, Collen and Pearly were the ppl there... hmm chatted alot with the guys on the MRT... asked bout their NS life and stuff... Kah Heng and Woon Chang are sergeants le lol...
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When we reached the place... we tried to play an 8 on 8 beach volleyball... lol not very fun la... everybody keep missing and then it was too crowded which makes it very difficult to play... haha we played a match of 21 points to make the play more exciting... my team was leading 8 to 0 de... den duno y lost to them 23- 21 haha...
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After that Wei Long and Long Cheng went down to the water... lol their body super built la... the NAVY had trained them well... lol envy den feel very inferior... lol no la... hmm i gave up training my body le... medical officer said that my right chest muscle is either retreating or its not there at all... den tink wun be able to build them up no matter how much i train... hmm abit sian la... but haix what to do...
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We pulled everybody down into the water after that haha... super funny... the way 6 ppl pin down a person and throw them into the water... and we faced a super strong resistance by Yu Quan... he is a very small guy... but he is super strong and he keep kicking lol... Wai Yan and I tried to bring him down ourselves... but we totally cannot subdue him... lol called for reinforcements... everybody came... and after a super long struggle... 8 ppl managed to bring him down lol...
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After that Marilyn and Jia Lin came but never really talk to them much la... we played Captain's Ball in a sheltered area... was very challenging... cuz everybody gave it their 110%... even the girls were trying their very best... everyone sweated like crazy from running up and down... we played two matches... both teams won one match... tink it was the best part of the outing there... after the games felt my right sole aching like crazy probably due to the sprain i had in the water eariler on.. sian im getting weaker le...
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Was late in the evening le... many started to go off le... we had our dinner at a chicken rice restaurant at the basement of Vivo City... duno whether its super nice... or its juz that we were too hungry le... wanted to go for a movie... no movies nice to watch currently and everybody is very tired le... went home after walking around...
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Hmm pictures... havent got it yet... but once i get it will upload it... haha... tml booking in for half a day... den can go home le... hmm felt some great inspirations after the outing... wana write a song haha maybe write it on monday night ba...
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Yup nothing much le... "Not doing more than average is what keeps the average down... -William M. Winans..." Hmm i also feel that giving your best in everything u do wil make whatever u do enjoyable... haha take care le ppl... smilez...

"National Treasure" rocks...

Last Thursday... Benjamin came to my house... play dota lol... he lost two games to computer LOL... we met up with Wilson, Wei Tian and Leonard in the evening... we met Milton, Kai Xin and Ding Yang at Jurong Point... they were shopping for Ker Jia's bday present and would hav dinner with her later in the night... haha we were walking in two groups so never had a chance to talk to them... best i can do is to call Ker Jia and wish her through the phone haha...
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We decided on the movie "National Treasure 2 the book of secrets"... Leonard did not watch with us because he went to drink with his friends... hmm felt that Leonard really changed alot after going in to NS... in short, we juz prefered the older version of him... yup carried on without him... the movie was totally sweet man... the way Nicolas Cage obtain the clues to get the treasure and go through pains to get one step closer and closer... and all his plans were really unexpected and super cool... great movie man... keeps u in suspense almost right from the start... 4.5/5...
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Today juz came back from camp... today had a very nasty experience with a process called Nasal Swab... inserts a stick into ur nostril and go in further and further... super disgusting man the feeling... but lucky was only less then 2min... enuff to make everybody tear... hmm medical side ppl practice weird things...
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Saw Caleb my bball senior in the medical centre today... he came to do his FFI ORD... lol his only 1 year older and he's already a 2nd lieutenant and ORDing next Feb... haha ppl see him will say good morning sir... ppl see me wil say eh u private go knock it down 20... lol no la jk haha...
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Tml going to Sentosa with secondary school ppl... hmm dun really reme who is going le... hmm hope there's alot ppl going and hope to hav fun tml... and pray hard dun rain man... otherwise really sian...
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Oh yea tml Bleach movie is coming out... "The Diamond Dust Rebellion" haha i cant wait man...
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Nothing much le... "You can run from the disappointment through trying to forget, but it's only when you embrace your past that you truly move forward..." take care ppl...

Haha lonely...

Hmm now my house is soo empty... its kinda weird and scary in a sense... sometimes i really wan peace... but when i get it... i start to miss them... even weekends... u dun really treasure them till u experience NS... hmm wonder why are humans like that... we will only miss the water when it is gone... haha...

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Here to change a new song... this band... I tink its been around for quite some time le... dun really know much about them... but frm today wil start supporting them le... the lead singer's voice is really unique... laid back but has a lighter feel... really nice man... he writes his own songs... and the way he writes is something like, few words but a whole lot of meaning... yup none other den the band "苏打绿"...

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频率

苏打绿

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是不是只能透过双手

爱才会有交直流

我也找不到够坚强的插座

看天空里浮云悠游

羡煞了我的不自由

我站在窗口我蹲在角落

听你的流动

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谁说学不了微风

过眼从山间飞过
看耳边的窝

堆成泡沫

咽了下一口

就放出彩虹

落在我胸口

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跳动的世界里找你的频率

静止也不休息抓住你的呼吸

我再多说一句

猜你的回应

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流动的时间里找你的旋律

转眼整个世界只剩你的应许

今夜就开始放晴

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我身上还有春天的痕迹

尘封的记忆已开始飘零

瞬间和永远零距离

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我放自己飞行

在有你的记忆yeah……wo……

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So nice rite... haha the tune and the lyrics and everything... i dun really get the full meaning of the lyrics but i know it roughly la... tink thats wat makes this song beautiful... hope u ppl enjoy it alot... there are many other nice songs like... 这天, 漂浮, 小情歌 all by the same band which is really worth listening too... tink next week gona change again... haha...
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Nothing much le... "Life is not measured by the number of breaths you take... but by the moments which take our breath away..." haha tink im really starting to like music... due to the constant discovery of new awesome songs and lyrics that take my breath away... smilez ppl take care le hav a great week ahead...

Home alone...

Hmm ystd juz got back frm camp... actually Wednesday and Thursday i get to go back home... Warrant Hans was in a good mood so let us stay out wahaha... Hmm tink my attachment duration at the medical centre would be extended... cant finish the schedule yup... maybe one more week ba...
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Ystd was spending alot of time orientating Shane to Dota haha... he's a new player so i played together with him in Dota AI(artificial intelligence)... cuz cant let him play public games yet otherwise he will kena scold by other ppl... haha... hope this does not affect his studies... tink he's mature enuff to control le haha...
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Today went to watch "The Warlords" with Ben and Leonard... haha quite nice la... featuring three big stars... never had dinner with them cuz they're gona hav it somewhere with Zheng Way... muz pay $28... so i never go le haha... but had fun with them today... Wil be having another meeting on Christmas ba...
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Hmm today my parents had flown overseas to my dad's hometown... actually i wana go also de leh... long time never see the ppl on my father's side... tml my bro is flying overseas to work... nobody at home le haha... all the way til next week...
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Currently been listening to a band named... "苏打绿" the lyrics of various songs really super good... got to know this band frm tv ystd lol... really nice... suld go check out thier songs...
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Nothing much le... "A smile is a curve that sets everything straight..." haha take care ppl stay happy...

New Song...

Last Friday really super sian... we were revising spinal management in camp... thats the only thing that i do not know... i gave up studying that topic due to time constrain... i told the sergeant i never study that... den he stil kept on asking me questions... duno which part of "never study" he dun understand... make me look like an idiot who smoked through my basic medic course... crap man... but new place... quite ok la... medical officers and warrants there are very nice ppl...
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Ystd went out with my BMT friends... See Yong and Terrence... actually Wee Ling wanted to go back Senja there de... but after movie with the two, its already 1830 le... no time go back wif Wee Ling liao... feel so bad leh until now stil haven visit them when i promised to do so... Ystd juz knew that Wee Ling went to Hong Kong with David... lol so good de... i always felt that going overseas together as a couple is really nice haha...
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Ystd watched the movie "The Kingdom" its a movie about terrorism... good movie la... a meaningful ending as well... since See Yong had a $45 Delifrance voucher... we went there to eat... costed $72... so expensive... along Orchard Road met sergeant David, Jian An my basic medic course friend... and Cindy my Jurong Junior College orientation group leader... haha small world...
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Yup a nice song which was introduced to me by my BMT friend Wilson... its very nice but tink not many ppl heard it before... haha... again its the lyrics that made me like this song... i find that im more of a lyrics kind of guy haha... hope u all like it...
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再一次拥有

龚诗嘉

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我想念去年的冬天

下着雪的那一夜

你给的温柔紧握的双手

温暖整个寒冬

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失去了曾经的拥有

在你离开以后

带走了笑容

只留下寂寞

忘了幸福是什么

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没有你的夜特别的漆黑

只能闭上双眼去感觉

没有我的夜谁在你身边

代替了那个从前

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能不能再听一次你说爱我

回到还在你怀里的时候

能不能让我再一次拥有

曾属于我的温柔

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Nice and touching... msg being brought across beautifully... Both the singer and the writer should be proud of this... love this song alot...
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Hmm been trying to find the guitar tab for this song... but i have only one website that have chinese song tabs... and it happened that this song was not there... so if u ppl know another website that provides guitar tabs for chinese songs... let me know k... thanx lots...
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Nothing much le... tml gona book in le... though its roughly 2 weeks more to the end of my attachment course but tinking bout all the injections... lol sad sia... ystd when we walked down Orchard Road, i saw this quote on one of the buildings which i tink is really nice haha... "I don't jump high... I juz fly low..." lol a cool way to express confidence... haha tc ppl...

Army Fitness Centre???

Hmm I’ve been posted to Army Fitness Centre… the only one who is posted there… its somewhere in Pasir Laba Camp… hav not been there yet but one thing is confirmed… its not a medical centre… now I hav to stay in for one more month to complete the “on job training” with ppl at Pasir Laba Medical Centre… after one month den wil proceed to Army Fitness Centre… stay in or out not confirmed… I know very little bout that place… I only know that all my weekends wil be on duty… in exchange for two weekdays off… sian… hmm tml gona book in le… the discipline there seems super strict…
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Today at 6pm on Channel U… they’re showing a repeated Chinese Singaporean film… "任我遨游"… haha I stil reme this show was shown when I was secondary four… and the time when im having my O levels… though its my impt exam I stil watched it la… due to the continuous recommendation of Ting lol… but the show is nice la haha… if I can book out everyday den can follow the series but too bad can’t…
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Nothing lo… "Only a life lived for others is worth living..." Author:Albert Einstein... MEDICS!!! lol... cya ppl on Friday... organizers pls call me... im getting bored lol...

Graduate lo...

Hmm today is my graduation day… haha… quite happy la… can say that im quite proud too… got a medic armband… haha was very nervous when I went up to stage to take the certificate… so many ppl… lucky the commander kept smiling… somehow calmed me a little… lucky never do anything wrong to embarrass myself haha… looking forward to getting the beret… the current green cap like not nice de haha… tomorrow is the announcement of where will I be posted to le… hmm if gd news… tml I’ll be home… if not… haha means bad news le… stay in for the rest of 1 year and 8 months… lol excited…
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Many many outings coming up le… but dun really know the dates… juz waiting for the organizer to tell me the time and place den I’ll go haha… month of December rocks haha…
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Guitar making sweet progress… can avoid looking where im pressing and get the barre chords right… hmm at least 85% of the time its right… haha happy… but stil long way to go…
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Hmm nothing much le… "The best way to find yourself, is to lose yourself in the service of others..." - Ghandi... Hmm one of my friend proved this to be true... haha tc le... hope to cya tml lol...

One more week left...

Hmm ystd dota at East Coast til very late… lost a lot… cuz Milton not playing… Wilson only played two matches which we won… too many ppl there le… muz take turns to play… but the good thing is the long bus trip home… I had a nice chat with Leonard, Jing Chang, Benjamin and Wilson… chatted bout the the good old secondary sch days haha we kept laughing throughout the journey… will be meeting them again around the Christmas period… went home and slept immediately… tired…
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Today woke up at around 11am… went down to get a haircut… hmm I was expecting a malay waiting there for customers… cuz from far, it really looked like a malay layout… hmm it turned out to be a salon which is quite cheap… $8 for a haircut… haha went in everything looks so new… a woman did my haircut… quite weird… first time let woman cut my hair in my life haha… my bro used to do it for me… but overall she did a great job I tink haha…
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Hmm next week most probably going back to Senja CC with Wee Ling… long time never see the ppl there le… on 22nd Dec tink there’s a class outing ba… dun really know which class la… but can go out good le… haha… still long…
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Yup nothing much le… This week when I get back to camp got my most hated field camp… haha but its juz one more week!!! Before passing out parade…hope I go to a nice place… but also quite sad la… there are a bunch of nice friends inside… whom I tink I will really miss… though the number is little… but haha they’re great…
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Something to share before I go off… "All men dream but not equally... Those who dream by night in the dusty recesses of their minds wake in the day to find that it was vanity; but the dreamers of the day are dangerous men, for they may act their dream with open eyes to make it possible... T.E. Lawrence..." haha cya le... take care...

Movies!!!

Haha ystd watched some old movies, "Hitch" and "50 First Dates"... both are love stories with humour... a little sad part in the middle... but both ended happily... both movies were really nice haha... bought them for my family to watch during the nights out when im in camp... in my opinion... "50 First Dates" is a nicer movie haha cuz im really touched by the true love shared between the two... yup go catch it if u all have time...
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Today went to the open house in my camp... checked out all the big vehicles used to carry casualties... watched a flashback clip of our pioneers in their past 40 years of medical service... overall quite ok la... returned home after 2 hours...
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Tml gona go out with Ben they all... hope it'll be a fun trip... 9am muz reach Jurong East MRT station... muz sacrifice my beauty slp le... lol muz cherish weekend instead of slping it away...
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Nothing much le... "Love has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get, it's what you are expected to give — which is everything..." yup cya soon tc le...

14 hours...

On Friday saw everybody carrying bags wearing smiles on their faces... haha they can book out... 8 other platoon mates and I only got nights out... hav to come back by 10pm on that same night... hmm slept in camp and started my duty at 8am... 24 hours of guard duty burned out almost my whole weekend... i only booked out at 830am today... 14 hours...
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But luckily one of my good friend lent me a small small radio, the size of an mp3 to keep me from boredom... haha discovered a whole list of nice songs... so very thankful for the small radio haha... one song really took my breath away... i mean for a moment la when i paid attention to the lyrics... i stopped my breathing so i do not miss wat is being sang... yup here is the song...
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当你离开的时候

蔡健雅

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我只能低着头发呆

让回忆渗透脑袋

渐渐变空白

我把它当做个意外

但内心还想不开

因为我明白

其实你都还在

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我想起了你给我的感动

想起我们之间的温柔

我想起了我们第一次牵手

我闭上眼想起当时你许下的承诺

把你整个心都交给我

然而到后来我什么都没有

当你离开的时候

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我可以当作已释怀

他对我也算关怀

他看不出来

我知道这样不应该

在他身上找依赖

算不算是种出卖

因为你一直在

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我想起了你给我的感动

想起我们之间的温柔

我想起了我们第一次牵手

我闭上眼想起当时你许下的承诺

把你整个心都交给我

然而到后来我什么都没有

当你离开的时候

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我想起了你给我的感动

想起我们之间的温柔

我想起了我们第一次牵手

我闭上眼想起当时你许下的承诺

把你整个心都交给我

然而到后来我什么都没有

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越是没用力

越是心痛

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我想起了你给我的感动

想起我们之间的温柔

我想起了我们第一次牵手

我闭上眼想起当时你许下的承诺

把你整个心都交给我

然而到后来我什么都没有

当你离开的时候

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I duno why... this song took me back on an emotional journey... everything in the chorus reflects like a mirror... hmm yup... i was doing my prowling duty in camp when i heard this... i closed my eyes as i walked and listened... chuckled for a moment when i recalled the small little memories that we had... haha... but after the song ended and i opened my eyes again... it leaves me with juz the fading ends of my smile... hmm but this song really touched me alot...
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Nothing much happened today le... juz here to share this song... you all may not feel the way i feel for this song... cuz to me... i feel its more about the memories i had... haha so its ok... but overall i tink its stil an awesome song la... nice lyrics nice voice... there are a few other super duper nice songs... tink I'll share them with u ppl next time too...
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Hmm had a little tiff with parents... cuz im having a foul mood ba... but come on its 14 hours leh... haha... im feeling better now le... but gtg soon le... needa be back in camp by 1015pm... 2 more weeks lo... something to share before i go off... “Life gives us brief moments with another... but sometimes in those brief moment we get memories that last a life time..."
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To you...
Though... fate decide to pull us apart... but hey stil thanx for the memories... sometimes i may wana forget them but... haha... how?... take care and stay happy always ya... :)

Woot my seventh song...

Ystd was a very very nice and satisfactory day for me… I watched tv from 1am to 1.30am… den decided to practice abit of guitar before slping… but duno why suddenly got a hugh surge of inspiration… since the time permits… I sat down and tried to create a song… took quite long la… I spent a total of 3 and a half hours… thought of the right tune very quickly… however I took a lot of time to write the lyrics… probably becuz of all the nice songs that I’ve been exposed to… I felt I had done quite a gd job on the set of lyrics… the song’s lyrics has got some poem feel to it… I feel it also have some resemblance of Jay’s style of writing, those dreamy dreamy type haha lol… I slept at about 5am after finishing up and testing and stuff… I feel it’s the best song that I created so far… haha my seventh song… proud of it... actually its supposed to be eighth le … but I scrapped one out… cuz I feel its not up to standard la… the title of the song is “玫瑰花 ”… its actually a simile… comparing a rose to love, with a little msg frm myself haha… Aiya if someone can listen and tell me how they find it… wil be nice haha… if got ppl say its good maybe put on me blog lol…
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Hmm spoke to my mum on issues about buying new guitar... she like very supportive... even more enthu den me... yup wil be getting a new one if i got 8am to 5pm after my course... if sway sway muz stay in again... den dun tink so le... dun get hopes to high first... later disappointment greater haha...
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Orrrh its Sunday le, my long awaited book in day… lol crap… however holidays well spent ba… haha nvm la… look forward to booking out… which is next Sunday due to guard duty… wa come to tink of it… very long wahaha… 3 more weeks!!!... haha nothing much le… "Life is not about waiting for the storm to pass... Its about learning to dance in the rain..." Take care ppl... smilez... cya next Sunday...

King Kong!!

Hmm today watched the movie "King Kong" with my parents they all... haha long time never watch movie with parents le... tink next time should buy more movies home... i watched "King Kong" before already... with Ting... tink was last year around April there ba... cant really recall when le...

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The movie was very nice eh... 3 whole hours... the actions were totally wow... haha the best part is when King Kong took on three T-Rex... lol punch them and slam them like sandbags... haha... and most importantly i feel that the movie is trying to convey a msg... the cruelty of corrupted ppl... and the warmth of love... even from a beast... animals do hav feelings too... Though i know its fake... but Im really touched by the act of King Kong... trying to protect a girl despite it being wounded severely by gunshots... yup a sad ending... for once i was hoping to change the ending haha... but nonetheless money well spent, 4.8 out of 5... for those who hav watched it already, go catch it again... it wil stil be nice de...
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Arrrh one more day to book in day... sad le sad le... i already cherish these few days le... but its stil so so short... aiyo... haha... cant wait to finish my course... ystd printed lots and lots of song tabs by 张惠妹... found some new nice songs by her in my brother's Ipod... yup later gona practise awhile...

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Nothing much le... "Change is the essence of life... Be willing to surrender what you are, for what you could become..." thats all... take care ppl...

Orrh time past so fast...

First things first... head super duper pain... duno wat happen... tink stare at screen too long... here for a short post...
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Hmm was actually back on Wednesday already... yup two days had passed in a blink of an eye... ystd went out with Elaine to Vivo city cuz needa give her something... and to go there walk walk... shopped alot of things... i got a nice black suit for only $39 after a 20% discount... hmm actually wana movie de... but the timing sux la... so we juz walked around... Vivo really very big... haha ate lots of candies also lol... bought King Kong DVD for only $8... haha for my father to watch de... enjoyed myself there...
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Yup today pretty much stayed at home... hmm today juz received news that Ting's bro didn't do really well for his exams... abit sad la... Math band 1 but English and Chinese band 3... never improve.... got a kind of failure feeling... lol... hmm :(
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Hmm tink i stop here le... the pain is getting unbearable le... haha something to share... "You cannot be brave if you do not have a coward inside you..." - Deepak Chopra... cool haha... tc ppl...

New nice song...

Hmm ystd was fun… went out with Ben, Mil, Wil, Jing Chang, Guan Soon, Jeremy, Shi Wei. Wei Tian, and Zheng Way to east coast there… pretty much dota the whole day away… hmm but was fun la had a number of good games… but was hoping to do something more meaningful haha…had Burger King at about 1130pm… so expensive… $9.30 for a meal plus large onion rings… next time cannot anyhow order le lol… made our way back by bus and chatted a lot on the way haha…
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Hmm gona change a new song le… cuz I like the lyrics of this song a lot… its brief... but it explains and fully expresses everything... very well written… its actually a song sang by the band "动力火车"... totally rox la... but i found this somewhere which is sung by a female... i duno who... a pity... her voice really works very well in this song also... when I hear such songs… really motivates me to work harder… so that next time i can create a song liddat… take some time listen... confident u all will like it...

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也许有一天

作词:陈绮萱

作曲:陈忠义

编曲:江建民

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也许有一天我会爱上你

也许有一天我们在一起

也许有一天等一个也许

也许有一天我们都忘记

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如果一切都会过去不如留点回忆

当我看着你的眼睛我等的是奇迹

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也许有一天你会想起我

也许有一天我们都忘记

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就算一切都会过去还是应该相信

当你睁开你的眼睛看一看我的心

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Duno why i juz love this song... we duno wats going to happen in the future... Friends may become lovers... Lovers may become friends... who knows?... nobody... this is one of my personal favourites... hope u all enjoyed it... (ps. i can play this on guitar... well juz the chords lol)

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Yup gona book in very soon le… I found out something… everytime I book in… will feel very lost and very emo de… but after when I go back to camp will be ok le… weird… yup it’s the start of my 7th week le haha!!... hmm but hor I tio guard duty on one of the up coming weekends… sad la… can only book out on Sunday 8am den book in at 10pm again… hmm dun tink so much le cuz this week wil be short… Wednesday will be booking out again le… looking forward to that…
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I'm going to smile and make you think I'm happy...

I'm going to laugh so you don't see me cry...

I'm going to let you go in stlye...

And even if it kills me I'm going to smile... - Unknown

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Take care ppl... smilez... cya ppl on Wednesday :)

Do you?

Ystd was going quite alright... hmm met wif some minor problems during tuition... but at least the things are done la... after that was suppose to go meet Eric Jun Hao and David de… as im late for the first part of the plan… I say I will meet them at Jurong Point for the movie… but den suddenly Jun Hao and Eric not going… so canceled movie… super sian… stayed home again…
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Went back reached around 2pm… Dota all the way… hmm ystd my hero kills totaled to about 100+ in five games… hmm quite a lot… yup… so was pretty much on the edge of my seat most of the time… but sian would prefer to go out…
-Hmm 2am… I watched a movie titled “Click”… it’s the second time I’ve watched it le… this movie is very funny and touching at the same time… its about a guy who works a lot and pretty much neglected his family… he was came across this universal remote control which allows him to control life like the way remote controls work in televisions… he can fast forward time, skip chapters, pause events, etc… however after some time the remote control fast forwards time on its own… skipping everything that was unpleasant…the guy missed many things… he got wat he always wanted… his promotion… but he missed out on times spent with his parents, his wife and his kids… his wife left him for another man… he cant even be there for his father’s funeral… that’s when he realized the importance of spending time with his family… the last parts were very touching… when he told his family about his regrets when he is juz about to die… watched it twice… cried twice… but… it is a happy ending… shall not spoil it by spilling the beans… hope those who have not seen it can go check it out… slept at 3.40am…
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Today went to tuition again… Ting’s bro was very nice today… did everything I told him to do… he finished 3 sets of math full practice… after that played bubbles with him again haha…tink he is well prepared for the test le… hope he does well on Monday…
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Hmm that’s all for my weekends… gona book in soon le… in1hrs time… something nice to share, a verse which the couple in the movie “Click” used… it is like a promise of their love…

It was said once before they had their first kiss…
Woman: Will you still love me in the morning?
Man: Forever and ever babe…

And once juz before the man died…
Man: Will you still love me in the morning?
Woman : Forever and ever babe…

This verse also brings back some of my memories too… every couple has some kind of verse which touches each other greatly… its really memorable and meaningful to the individuals … to me too… I still remember it… Do you?... hmm not everyone gets a second chance… unfortunately not everyone… sigh…

WOOT...

Here for a fast entry... today is Friday... why i can book out??? haha becuz i passed all my major tests woot... (pat pat) proud of myself.... haha this week and next week can book out Friday... yea... Deepavali also coming soon le means got off day hahaha... happy...
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Tml gona go to tutor Ting's bro... hmm hope he wil study super hard... get good marks... will be happy for him... haha after that gona rush to Eric's house meet up with him, Jun Hao and David again... our plan is to play abit of play station... go to JP watch a movie den dinner... rather dry but is the chatting that wil make it worthwhile haha... cant wait...
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Next week Saturday gona meet up with Ben they all le... haha the plans are stil pending but should be very nice la haha... best if Ben can organise one big thing den all go for a meal or wat... haha...
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Hmm later dun tink practising guitar le... no time... quite tired le... mentally tired too... nothing much le... "Do not wait to strike till the iron is hot; but make it hot by striking..." William B. Sprague... Haha nice... Nitex ppl...

Haha weekend over again...

Been quite a boring weekend la... stay home... games guitar and stuff... study abit only... the rest tink i go camp den study ba... hope i dun fail the oncoming test... gona book in bout 2 hrs time... time really past super fast leh blink of an eye booking in again…
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Yup today printed lots of guitar tabs… mostly old songs by Hillary Duff and Shakira… my fingerings are abit off and unfamilar again le… cuz 5 days never touch guitar… today only practiced bout an hour liddat… but the good news is that now I can change to the barre chord fingerings quite fast le… whether accurate anot is another story… but given practice should be able to make it work la… dun really know how do I fair now in my skills cuz all the practices were done alone… hmm was hoping to have somebody whom im comfortable with to judge my guitar and singing skills… yup that will be very nice…
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Been blog hopping every weekend… saw many ppl going out with friends to catch up… and many have new friends to go out together also… yup could say im abit envious leh… now wana go out also duno wana find who leh… den last week actually can meet up with secondary school friends de… but confined then missed it… haiz so sian…
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Nothing much le… after this week when I book out… guess will be more happy le… ya and next week muz give tuition… cant afford to waste anymore time le… he will be having his exams very soon… Yup something to share before i go… "Everyone hears what you say... Friends listen to what you say... Best friends listen to what you don't say..." haha... meaningful... Smilez ppl...

Streaks of grey...

Juz returned home today cant go tuition Ting's bro... got confined for failing a test... wasted bout 12 hours liddat... alot leh... hmm next week major tests... cannot afford to fail de... if fail they say will out of course... so much to study but so little time... hmm aiya complain so much oso no use... oso muz get through... hope time wil fly faster... few more weeks and we'll be through haha...
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Today my dad came to fetch me... he asked me why i so late den can go home... den told him bout the failing thing la... later we continued chatting... linked to his job and many other things... den he noticed that i cut my hair... talked about it for awhile and den i turned to look at his hair... his sideburns were greying le... i know its been there for very long le... today den i took a long look at it... duno why i see le... felt abit sad la... duno why i felt guilty all of a sudden... hope to have a better relationship with my family...
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Hmm nothing much le... cant go out this week... will be busy... next week should be quite free le... later gona watch bleach again haha... im so excited bout the oncoming episodes... cuz my friend sort of gave me a brief description of wat the coming stories will be like... haha cant wait... a little something to share... "Do not blame Heaven, and do not blame earth, for your loneliness... You are traveling the ways of loneliness because your mind has not tried to conquer the darkness of frustration-frown..." by Sri Chinmoy...

New Song...

Lately found a super nice song... had this song quite some time ago... was not very appealing to me at first... so never paid much attention to it... til ystd when i was searching for guitar tabs to play... i decided to randomly check some songs out... when i saw the lyrics of the song... its like wa how can i miss this song out... wana share with u all who never heard it before... or like me, heard it but neglected it...
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人质

张惠妹

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我和你啊存在一种危险关系

彼此挟持这另一部份的自己

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本以为这完整了爱的定义

那就乖乖的守护着你

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相爱变成猜忌怀疑的烂游戏

规则是要憋着呼吸越靠越近

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但你的温柔是我唯一沉溺

你是爱我的就不怕有缝隙

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在我心上用力的开一枪

让一切归零在这声巨响

如果爱是说什么都不能放

我不挣扎反正我也没差

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人质在这一刻得到释放

相爱的纯粹落得如此下场

你满意吗我们都别说谎

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Describing an ending love in context of a hostage... professional...

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Sometimes i really respect ppl who have the talent to create lyrics that hit listeners in the heart... though this song is only a simple tune all the way, with the lyrics added, its like magic the way the lyrics alter the feel of the song... listening to this song really touches me alot... i like the last two parts of the lyrics the most... hope one day i can create a song of about the same standard... yup and also A-Mei's voice... totally rocks...

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Hmm today was a rough day for me... quarrelled wif my mum ystd... today she left a note beside my bed... saying how disappointed she was with me... it really cut me alot... but haiz... got used to getting cut by ppl anyway... Mum there's alot of things that you don't understand, but anyway i do owe you a sry... sigh...

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Yup booking in very soon le... guess this week will be faster cuz left 4 more days to book out day... something nice to share... "Don’t bother just to be better than your counterparts or predecessors... Try to be better than yourself..." William Faulkner... take care ppl... hav a great week ahead...

Tuition...

Hmm today went to tuition Ting's bro again... stepped in, sat down... asked abit here and there... den i opened the chinese assessment book... hmm was hoping that he wil tahan about half an hour before getting tired... den when i ask him to start... he started to say all the things that he said when he was tired... and he totally dunwan to do... very sad leh... i kip telling him its not alot... its not difficult... hmm tried to persuade him for 45 min... he was close to tears le... i duno why... i never raise my voice or scold him in any way... at that moment... i really felt like giving up and not to come next week... i would not want to become enemies with him when im trying to help him... it defeats the purpose... really sad and lost... but after more explaining and stuff... he finally understood that im not there to make his Saturday a dreadful one... and den he started to do the assignments... yup though the remaining time is short... he did quite alot... i was relieved la at last he listened... brought him out to play bubbles... haha... had a fun time with him... been long since i last played bubbles haha... Ting's mum bought nasi lemak for me...
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Will be booking in on Monday... yup so anybody wana go out Sunday? quite bored at home... though im having a test on one whole book on Thursday, i dun really wana study leh... weekends are meant to be enjoyed... not to mug... yup... so anybody wan to go out chill pls call me...
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Nothing much le... something which i feel that inspires me alot... and also guess many ppl need it out there as well... "It is wise to keep in mind that neither success nor failure is ever final..." Roger Babson... haha cool... nitex ppl...

Booking in soon le...

Hmm ystd was quite a nice day... Was supposed to reach Ting's house at 11am de... den duno why my hp alarm never ring... or ring le but i off it den forget... hmm duno la but i woke up at 1030am... bathe eat breakfast rushed there... reached bout 1130am le... hmm the lesson went successfully though... tink next Sat muz increase time for tuition otherwise dun tink can finish everything before his exam... see how la...
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After the tuition rushed down to Jurong Point... the meeting time was 1pm, i was already late by half hour le... end up i have to wait for them for another half hour... lol why everybody like being late de... We had Long John Silvers for lunch because Eric is dying to have some fried meat lol... Sian la actually i wana watch the movie "Shoot Em Up" de... the advertisement look so cool la haha... as Jun Hao watched it before, we scraped the plan... we settled with the movie "Resident Evil Extinction" instead... Quite cool la haha... i like action movies with one cool looking super duper hero wahaha nice... after the movie we went to KFC for dinner cuz Eric tinks the fried meat he had earlier is not enough to sustain his hunger... we reluctantly went with him haha... we had a nice chat bout many things and den we parted at bout 730pm...
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That night was very long... i practised my beloved guitar for some time... got a few new song tabs... haha was soo happy while practising cuz i got back my guitar feel le... its a very nice feeling singing your heart out in your own room... with the music at your control... its like K Box haha... kinda forget that i was super tired until i took a break... slept at 4am... Hmm was tinking if next time when my skills are better... will i get a new guitar ma? or will i stick with this black guitar forever? haha... we'll see...
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Today i'll be booking in soon le... bout 2 more hours... duno why everytime got this lost and sad feeling when i go back... hmm... monday got a practical which freaks me out... super scared haha... hmm but i guess time will past very fast la... yup before i know it... will be booking out again soon le... oh ya hope the secondary school outing wil be settled... haha let me hav something to look forward to...
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Hmm today gona change a new song which i really like alot... its a sad song though... talks about the feelings after a breakup... the lyrics were written beautifully... everytime i listen to this song, felt that even the lyrics were crying out... yup very nice and impressive song so hope u all will like it too...
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不让我的眼泪陪我过夜

金莎

你的柔情似水
几度让我爱得沉醉
毫无保留

不知道後悔

你能不能体会真情可贵

没有馀力伤悲

爱情像难收的覆水

长长来路

走的太憔悴

你只留下我收拾这一切

不让我的眼泪陪我过夜

不让你 的吻留著馀味

忘了曾经爱过谁

慢慢习惯了寂寞相随

不让我的眼泪陪我过夜

不让你的脸梦里相对

爱的潮水已经退

我的真情不再随便给

没有馀力伤悲

爱情像难收的覆水

长长来路

走的太憔悴

你只留下我收拾这一切

不让我的眼泪陪我过夜

不让你的吻留著馀味

忘了曾经爱过谁

慢慢习惯了寂寞相随

不让我的眼泪陪我过夜

不让你的脸梦里相对

爱的潮水已经退

我的真情不再随便给

不让我的眼泪陪我过夜

不让你的吻留著馀味

忘了曾经爱过谁

慢慢习惯了寂寞相随

不让我的眼泪陪我过夜

不让你的脸梦里相对

爱的潮水已经退

我的真情不再随便给

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Hmm yup nothing much le... something interesting here haha... "We are each of us angels with only one wing... And we can only fly while embracing each other..." - Lucian de Croszonza... Cya ppl in a weeks time... take care le... smilez...

Book out le...

Hmm today booked out at around 2030... reached home bout 2100 le... quite an early book out... yup been adapting le... more friends more fun... but as always stil afraid of the same old things... now i juz wana clear the course and clear it quick... and hopefully get to somewhere nice...
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Tml im gona meet up with some JJ friends le... Eric, Junhao and David haha havent seen them in awhile le... really wana know wats up in their life now... meeting 1pm at Jurong Point... tink im gona be abit late ba... cuz gona tuition Ting's bro... his exams are coming le... wana let him study more but scared later he frustrated again... hmm hope everything turns out well tml ba... Hmm bout the outing stil haven decide where to go after we meet... but mostly is movie and walk walk ba... haha... sit down talk... chill and stuff...
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Oh ya tink next Saturday gona go out with last time secondary school friends... wa if yes den i wil be super happy la... long long time no see them le... haha come to think of it... kinda miss the days with them too... hope the outing can be carried out successfully with good response... haha hope...
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5 days never touch guitar... abit lost touch le... haiz... damm sian... stil muz slowly play back and get the feel back again... haiya... i wana learn la... i hate deproving.... in everything i do... hate it loads...
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Hmm nothing much le... very late le... tml muz wake up early... now gona go watch my favourite anime "Bleach" again... Something nice to share which i feel is very inspiring... from one of my Sergeants in camp... Its not the rank that makes the man... Its the man that makes the rank... haha nice... take care le ppl... nitez world...

Lonely...

Gona book in about 2hrs frm now le... i really dread going back... tinking bout the whole rountine all over again... i dun really have any good friends there also... its been one week le... 9 more weeks to go... 63 more days... sigh...
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Sometimes i really need somebody to be there... Somebody to talk to... Somebody to run to... Somebody to voice out my problems... Somebody to encourage me... Somebody to stand on my side... Somebody to pull me up... Somebody to wipe the tears from my face... Somebody to hear my song... from my guitar... and also from my heart... haiz... Sometimes i really hate life... lonelyness is boundless... my room... my computer... my guitar and... myself...
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"The most painful love there is, is the love left unshown.. A love that cannot be expressed, affection left unknown... The love that withholds touching, afraid of what it would say... And the most painful thing about unexpressed love is... it never fades away..." --Susan Polis Schutz...
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I miss you so much...


Do u know...?

Sad la...

Juz booked out ystd night came back was around 9 pm something le... Hmm lately been feeling chest pains... when i run for awhile and i really mean awhile... i wil start to get out of breath... even in push up positions, i feel very stressed at my chest level there... it makes my breathing difficult... and when i stand up again... i will feel very breathless... and the thing is that the breathlessness will only go away in a matter of hours... so weird de... i dun use to hav this problem de... tink my heart is failing me le... wana train up myself oso cant... Medic course... im stil trying to get out of course... tink i'll spare the details ba...
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Today went to Ting's house to tutor her brother... hmm duno why start awhile he started to get restless den when i gave him some simple things to do... he cried... im very sad leh see him liddat... we two use to play happily de... now liddat... haix he is the second person that cried in front of me in that house le... haix i really feel very sad... am i that bad ma?... i tried talking nicely wif him, try to make him realise tat im trying to help him... but never worked... i also cant scold him cuz wil only make things worse... after very long den managed to calm him... since he dunwana do any work, i played hopscotch with him... yup... soon we had lunch rested awhile den i taught him for another 30 min or so den went back home le... hope next week dun liddat le... his tests are coming... i wana do a good job...
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One week never touch guitar le... sergeants want me to cut fingernails on my right hand... cant really pluck tat well le... plucking with a pick is quite slow... my F and Bm chord changing timing now also slow down le... haix... i wana improve leh.... i stil need to go on to other difficult chords le... like Dm, Bm7, B7, those are not barre chords... but its difficult to reach for me...
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Nothing much le... something to share ba... "We don't stop laughing because we get old; we get old because we stop laughing..." i feel im getting old le... tat explained the chest pains lolx... take care everybody and stay happy...

Nice new song...

Ystd was my ah gong's birthday... went to one of my uncle's house... haha had a fun time playing over there... played alot with Simon Nicole Jamie... talked alot to Wenxin Wenxi... haha Amanda and Hazel very little time spent together, they watching spongebob square pants... hmm i also watching it la super funny haha... after that we sang the birthday song for my grandfather... and had some cheese cake... super nice haha... but very small piece... took many many photos... after that saw my cousin Zi Xuan playing the piano... wow super pro lo... den later Wenxin Wenxi also came to play... they taught me a simple tune frm Jay Chou's last movie... the song is titled "Secret"... haha after repeated teachings, managed juz to do a juz the starting part haha... but very fun leh piano.... yup enjoyed myself... reached home 11pm...
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Been waking early and going out for the past 5 days le... super tired... slept at 3am ystd haha... today waked at 115pm haha... sian la... i love the feeling of lazing in bed...
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Hmm lately found a song... very very nice de... i feel it really expresses wat im thinking... ya lo... hmm though some parts i still dun quite get the meaning... but roughly its there la... hope u all can enjoy it too...
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开场白
蔡依林

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再见面已经是朋友了

我们就这么单纯瞎聊着彼此说以后

时间过了学会珍惜了

原来最初的快乐并不是我们要的

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终于能够坦白说着

我当时的脆弱

是唯一的一次

不留着遗憾的

简单结束了陌生

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我们微笑了

也都不躲了

这单纯的坦诚

就这样我们为彼此推翻着

不扰了

我们都笑了

时间停了

我们珍惜这一刻

放下累积的负荷卸下沉默

学会了不保留

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再见后真的是朋友了

我们都不再单纯

也会笑着看以后

时间过了也更珍惜了

原来当时的快乐仍在你我记忆中

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终于能够坦白说着

我现在不寂寞

是全新的一次

再也没了遗憾

简单地回应着伤痛

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我们微笑了

也都不躲了

这单纯的坦诚

就这样我们为彼此推翻着

不扰了

我们都笑了

时间停了

我们珍惜这一刻

放下累积的负荷卸下沉默

学会了不保留

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我们微笑了

也都不躲了

这单纯的坦诚

你好吗多么默契的开场白

我笑了

我们不走了

不再尴尬了

不回头凑理由

希望我们从此都真的快乐

说好了不说走

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Hmm in my opinion... this song is about a couple who came together easily but broke up due to differences... found out later part that they stil remember and love each other... they met up and both decided to return to each other... i feel its quite romantic but a rare reality... im not really sure if tats the correct meaning la so do correct me bout the meaning if im wrong cuz i wana know... but the last part of the lyrics was really nice... erm all of it is nice la haha... and Jolin's voice really works magic in the chorus really nice... hmm take some time to let it buffer and hope u all like it yea...
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Block leave is over le... 13 days juz like that haha... yup tml going in le... abit sian leh... haha everyone also quite gloomy... except those stay out de ba i guess haha... but haiya stil muz go... muz well live my last day of freedom happily...
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Something profound that u all gotta see... "Love is not blind - it sees more, not less... But because it sees more, it is willing to see less..." by Rabbi Julius Gordon... impacting rite... haha enjoy your weekends ppl... cya all in 5 days time... hopefully less...

Sad man got so zhun or not...

Duno if im sway or wat de... posted to Nee Soon camp... be a medic... and stay in... haiz... all my plans all can scrape liao... no more guitar... no more driving... no more dota... no more going out... haiz of all vocations... why medic de... im super afraid of blood lo... i see fracture pics i oso wana puke liao... tell me inject someone i sure stun there... i ask them if got phobia of such things den how? Then the guy tell me to voice out during my 1st day... den go c doctor... if confirm le... maybe can get re-posted to somewhere else... if they dun approve... den im gona be stuck there for almost 2 years... how sia... sad...
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Pretty much spoiled my mood... went out shopping and played pool with Ting... hmm made me feel a little better la... but come home sian again... feel like canceling all the other plans of going out on Saturday... dun really feel like stepping out le... haiz... no point talking here la... juz Monday i go unit and see how it goes...
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Nothing le... an encouragement quote... "I am not discouraged, because every wrong attempt discarded is another step forward..." Thomas A. Edison...

Im so happy...

Haha... i juz got back home...

Im soooo happy... u know why???? duno rite haha... Today I have managed to complete my song on time... i have managed to sing my song with only one mistake... (this is actually quite bad) and most importantly i managed to surprise her and to see that smile of hers... haha been so long since i last saw that smile up close... Its Ting's birthday today... yup... hahaha i enjoyed talking to her... hope u too... here are the photos taken at her house...

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Happy 19th birthday girl... may happiness and beauty and good things follow u through all of time...
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Nothing much le... today was spend on preparing the song and buying the present and stuff... but it was worth it haha... yup yup lol... something to share by an unknown person... "Life is a journey, and love is what makes that journey worthwhile..." haha take care ppl hav a pleasant night... im so happy haha...

Sian so difficult de...

Sian inspiration can never be forced... done alot of different sets of lyrics... but all i feel very substandard de... so waste alot of time... really muz wait for inspiration... hmm... even the tune also need inspiration... sian duno when den can finish the song...
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Hmm hav to check my posting on the 20th of September... on the 24th wil be going to the unit le... woo... time really flies when u are slacking... Hope i get a nice 8am to 5 pm unit haha... den my plans can carry out le... go find a centre to learn guitar and to carry on tutoring Ting's bro... wa better dun so happy yet... later tio muz stay in de... wil super sad lol...
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Yup thats all le... no programmes for the last few days... juz sian lol... a little something... "We have the power to shrink our dreams to fit reality or the power to stretch our reality to fit our dreams..." by Anon... if everyone thinks this way... wat wil our future be like?? haha... take care ppl...

Sigh sad...

Today went to Ting's house to tutor his youngest bro... he having oral exam on Monday and Tuesday... tml gona go to her house again for another session with him... yup he's quite good with his reading... its juz the picture description... really tires and stresses him out when we were practising...
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Hmm duno why during the time there i felt very lost... although i already know the people there le... but it really feels so weird... i feel like they were strangers to me liddat... after i left... felt very sad... tat... everything had turned out this way...
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Hmm went to JP after that and bought a nice black snow cap... haha duno why i hav a special liking for snow caps... actually frm last time until now, i was hoping that someone wil sew a snow cap for me so that i can wear during slping time haha... yup... went home and tried it out... looks weird... but nvm haha...
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Today met up wif my mentor Mr Chua to collect my pay... just found out that he is gona close down the tuition centre in October le... hmm he told me that he dunhav time for the centre le... by closing it, he would hav more time to focus on his job in Singapore Poly... but i stil feel its abit of a waste la... cuz the centre was already building up a good reputation... but im not in any position to tell him anything la... hmm but im quite proud of the centre... cuz the best thing is that it produces results...
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Another day had passed... hmm... a little something which i came across by an unknown person... "A guy and a girl can be just friends but at one point or another one of them will fall for the other, maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late or maybe, just maybe... forever..."

Im Bored...

Having cough le... after i book out i finished alot of junk food at home... potato chips... seaweed... chocolate... pork floss... within two days all gone le... haha... i asked for it... but junk food is so nice hahaha... muz stop le... cant afford to stay sick...
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Today very sian la... supposed to go out wif army ppl... so many ppl end up not going den i oso sian never go liao... duno when wil we have another outing... bored leh... most of my other friends are studying and having tests... so today i stayed home all day... dota all the way... really become noob le... dun really have the game sense tat i hav before liao... lost most of the matches today... Today also watched a movie at home... Bleach" Memories of nobody"... nice actions during the ending haha... suld go catch the anime haha... its super nice... u wil be awed by the coolness of their characters...
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Nothing much le... hope somebody asks me out soon before time runs out... otherwise really rotting at home le... anywhere wil do... shop or movie or walk walk haha... so do call me if u are equally bored haha...
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Gona go down for supper wif Wilson and Milton le... long time since we three ate together le haha... Something nice to share... "Kind words can be short and easy to speak but their echoes are truly endless..." Mother Theresa... haha so dun hold back ur praises... u might juz make a person's day... tc ppl nitex...

Woot block leave...

Haha me juz book out today... gona post to unit liao le... before that got a long 10 days of holiday... gona hav lots of programmes... i hope lol...
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I felt that i am very lucky to meet such great friends in army... they come from different backgrounds... get to know alot bout their interesting backgrounds... haha i got a friend who was once a gangster la... but he change alot le... had alot of fun talking with him bout his past... got a friend who loves music alot... learns singing and very well trained in instruments... got some friends who are very mature... got some friends who are simply jokers... and so on la... haha... i feel that i've learned alot from them... cuz we wil gather to chat whenever we hav the time... and some views that they share really are different and the best part is that they can explain it till it inspires me also haha... For eg... i asked my friend... hey if you can only save your wife or your son trapped in your house engulfed in flames... who wil u save? one of my joker friends say he'll save the house... but my other friend replied that he'll save the son... den i asked him why... den he said... cuz my wife will wan me to do so... haha i stunned for a moment... cause i've never thought of that... we pratically talked bout almost everything under the sun... Today POC le... hmm gona miss them... hope we can gather once in awhile after we go to our units...
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Hmm nothing much le... today dota was a disaster... got thrashed twice... demoralised... haha but nvm la... now im tinking of writing a song... but im coughing again leh... sian... nvm see how it goes ba... try my best...
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I love this thingy... "When you make a mistake, don't look back at it long. Take the reason of the thing into your mind, and then look forward... Mistakes are lessons of wisdom... The past cannot be changed... The future is yet in your power." -- Phyllis Bottome... Nitez ppl... take care...

Everythings changing le...

Today went to play lan game wif army friends again... but this time Wilson Jing Chang and Benjamin came along... it was a 4 vs 5... but we stil managed to win 3 out of 4 games... so quite happy la...
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Went to Bugis after dinner... walked around and found out so many new shops being set up and many others replaced... the top floor of Bugis is now a food court haha cool... we juz walk here and there for awhile... sat bus 197 home with Benjamin...
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Speaking of Benjamin... haha brings me back lots of memories... the times we played pokemon cards... times when he pushed me into the mud... times when we cheated in tests... times when we played basketball... times when we laughed together... but now he change so so much le... not the good Benjamin i know last time... but a better one haha...
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Haha we chatted on many things... on studies, on dota, even on love as well... I remember he used to dislike studying... everytime i do badly in tests... i wil compare my results wif him to make myself feel better... Now he is planning on going overseas to study so as to further brighten his future... we even discussed bout the pros and cons of going overseas to work and return rich and stuffs like that... haha i wil spare the details on what we said la... but i must say he is really very mature liao... im sure he wil do well in the days to come...
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Juz now during dota, Benjamin's girlfriend, Michelle msged him two words "more seaweed"... she liked the seaweed that Ben gave her ystd... Ben is very sweet at times also haha... Actually he is supposed to go back to his second house in Bishan today but he took the time to go down to his girlfriend's house in Clementi juz to give her the packet of seaweed as a surprise... nice rite haha... cant imagine wat wil be on Michelle's face when she sees him haha... their two years anniversary juz passed a few weeks ago... haha all the best pal...
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Felt kinda sad when he mentioned bout Michelle... cause i really feel bad for not treating my ex girlfriend as good as i should be... only to regret after its too late... after i realise how important she is to me... sigh... its been 8 months le... stil feel the occasion sourness biting at my heart... but doesn't matter le... wats done cannot be undone... but i certainly do owe u a sry...
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We alighted near Michelle's house and we waited for bus 198 together... after i board the bus den he go find Michelle... I've got so many things to talk to him but the time is so short always... i can learn alot through chatting with him... and the best part now is that the issues that we talk about now makes me reflect on myself also... hope we can chat again soon...
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Time really pasts so so so quickly... 2 more days before i go out of Tekong... haha den block leave lo... hope can go out more often wif friends... wana find a snow cap type of headress... haha i see one of my friends wear very nice lol... yup nothing much le... Ben juz reach home... gona dota wif him liao...
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"A fight may come and go very easily, but a friendship could last forever..." Haha nightz world...

Going off le...

Wow talk about short weekends... haha wasted it on dota... deprove alot le... but the last game was nice... makes my day...
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Hmm i feel im recovering quickly le... happy happy... lookin at the timetable... this week in NS is gona be fun... haha... aiya no time le... gona book in bout one and half hr later... muz stop liao...
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"Happiness is enhanced by others, but does not depend upon others..." SMILEZ!! haha take care ppl...

Sick le...

Book out le... 7 more days in Tekong before POC...
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Duno why lately feel like vomiting after every meal... den no appetite... tink u give me Mac i oso cant finish half... totally no strength... plus diarrhoea... i climb up five floors of steps start to pant le... duno wat happen eh... haix sad... hope it heals quickly...
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I wana go out hav fun de leh... sian no time liao... tml booking in again le... hmm nvm la... on Sept 11 got block leave... muz fulfil promise go back to Senja wif Wee Ling... haha other den that tink no more plans le... see how la... hope can hav as much activities as possible...
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I wana go guitar lessons... anybody wan go wif me?? i wan a companion... otherwise i alone leh haha... i really wana do well in this area... it makes me feel alot better when i express myself through the songs i write... haha... yup... if after i post to unit is 8am to 5pm... den maybe i'll go for night classes...
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Nothing much le... lately seen lots of bullying going around... disgusted by their acts... but nvm... i cant do anything to help them think... hope they wil wake up... "Never look down on anybody unless you're helping him up..." Jesse Jackson... take care ppl...

Going off le...

Bout about 2 hrs more will be on my way to Tekong... Hmm abit sian le as usual... but nvm used to this feeling le... hope next weekend can hav better activties...
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Hmm change a new song ba... quite an old sad song by JJ... the tune and the lyrics are great... i listened to it quite a number of times le... stil think its nice... hope u all enjoy it too...
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距离

林俊杰

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在距离三公里的位置

我在这里

想像心中的你的呼息

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同样的熄着灯的窗子

你在那里

听不到我呼吸着分离

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我走向前你看不见

真的遥远

就连叹息影子听见

也是无言

你走向前我看不见

你的思念

你和我之间

刻着一条界线不曾有改变

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保留着三公分的距离

我的眼里

填满着整个我爱的你

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坐在同一张四方桌子边

你的眼里

读不到眷着我的讯息

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我走向前你看不见

真的遥远

就连叹息影子听见

也是无言

你走向前我看不见

你的思念

你和我之间

刻着一条界线不曾有改变

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当爱离开之前

能多苦

能多深

能多甜

距离是你走过我身边

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我走向前你看不见

真的遥远

就连叹息影子听见

也是无言

你走向前我看不见

你的思念

你和我之间

刻着一条界线不曾有改变

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Hmm thats pretty much the time i got left le... gona go pack up my things and get ready liao... take care ppl...
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"Time is too slow for those who wait, too swift for those who fear, too long for those who grieve, too short for those who rejoice, but for those who love, time is eternity..." - Henry Van Dyke (1852-1933) American Clergyman...

Saturday...

Today woke up at about 730am rushed down to khatib to play bball wif army friends... haha my frien bluff me... he tell me alot ppl come... den end up only nine turned up... enjoyed myself when playing... the feeling of wanting to win... the feeling of dealing with fatigue... the feeling of teamwork... haha... but injured my leg abit... now very sour... hope it heals before i book in tml... we played til bout 12 noon liddat... drained out... too long no play le haha...
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After that nothing to do... went to play lan game lo... lost a few again... very sian la... now hardly see the "victory" word on my monitor le... played til bout 5pm liddat... after that actually wana go watch "Rush Hour 3" de... but everybody watch before le... i tried to deceive one of my frien to watch second time... but fail lol sad... waste my saliva... took a cab home...
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Saw pasa malam below my house again le... always reminds me of things...
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Hmm oh ya most of my friends all in uni le... hope they can cope la... heard the pace is very fast... we humans hav no limits... juz a little getting used to and all wil be fine... haha jia you...
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Yup nothing much le... need to catch up on slp... tink today latest muz slp by 3am... nothing much le... something very nice that i learnt today from my army friend Andy... Do u all know why the engagement ring is placed on the 4th finger? Haha cuz the veins in the 4th finger are the closest to the heart... sweet... nitex ppl...

BOOK OUT LE... hooray...

Haha found out many ppl in camp know how to play the guitar haha... asked for their guidance along the way... they taught me how to play some songs too... their fingers are very very fast haha... first time see haha... seeing them play motivates me to go on... haha but i wonder how much longer can i reach their stage... but nvm la juz practice...
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Next week wil be rather xiong for me in NS... but after that week all wil be quite relax liao... yup endure...
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Sian come back dota lose like siao... too long never touch wil become noob... haha today my pudge got owned by a new hero... sad... lol nvm... it will be temporary...
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Ppl say when u go NS... you wil be closer to family... haha i seem to be the opposite... when i book in... i dun even feel the slightest sadness... its juz the same feeling of staying home... juz abit more sian only... and juz look forward to the next book out... sometimes i feel im juz roaming aimlessly...
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Nothing much le... see wat tml has installed for me ba... "Exert your talents, and distinguish yourself, and don't think of retiring from the world, until the world will be sorry that you retire..." Samuel Johnson... haha impacting... nitex...

Nice lyrics...

Haha today saw this while im finding guitar tabs... I've listened to this song quite a few times le... not very nice when i first heard it... but when i look at the lyrics... its so beautifully done... especially the chorus... so i like this song alot liao... haha by looking at this song... i feel that there's really no limits in the world of song writing... awesome...
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词:方文山 曲:周杰伦

"不能说的秘密"

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冷咖啡离开了杯垫

我忍住的情绪在很后面

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拼命想挽回的从前

在我脸上依旧清晰可见

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最美的不是下雨天

是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐

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oh

回忆的画面

在荡着秋千梦开始不甜

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你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远

又何必去改变你走过的世界

用你的指尖阻止我说再见

想像你在身边才完全失去之前

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你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远

或许命运的签只让我们遇见

只让我们相恋这一季的秋天

飘落后才发现这幸福的碎片

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要我怎么捡

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Haha so many talented ppl around... haha really respect such ppl...

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Nothing much le... booking in bout 2 hrs time... yup... something very impacting to share... "Go for it now... The future is promised to no one..." Wayne Dyer... Haha now i feel so pumped up and ready to go lol... take care ppl cya in a weeks time... enjoy the song...

Time flies...

Haha ppl joke that time pasts faster in mainland compared to Tekong... lol very true... but nvm la... to me, spending time in mainland ain't more meaningful den spending time in Tekong haha...
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Had an outing today... my bunk mates are jokers... super funny... in the rough way la lol... tink im getting influenced by the bad culture abit le... haha but no worries la... i have been taught well... Sian actually today wana catch Rush Hour de... everyone caught it liao... so sian...
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Yup got my guitar bag today le... tml gona bring it to camp... my skills been stationary for quite some time le... muz practise intensively during my admin time in Tekong... Wilson introduced me quite a number of places where i can learn my guitar... hmm im thinking of taking guitar lessons during weekends... not confirmed la juz c how it goes ba...
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Nothing much le... "If you don’t reach down and help pick up those less fortunate, the day will come when due to sheer weight of numbers, those less fortunate will reach up and pull you down..." Joby Harris... Haha so always lend a helping hand... you never know that a simple act can work magic in one's heart... Nightz... take care ppl...

Short weekends...

Last Sunday wrote a new song... titled "Stop"... was very happy when i complete it but after awhile den i realised there is some similarities with two other secular songs... lol very sian... but stil ok la not entirely same... and stil have its uniqueness... so i decided to keep it...
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Juz discovered can bring guitar to army... woot... can practice le... i got a cool friend in army who learns singing... i learned alot from him just by talking to him... haha awesome la free music lessons...
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Tml going to discovery centre in the morning... duno after that got any plans to go out anot... so many movies i wana watch...
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Sunday booking in le...
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4 more weeks... cool...
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"Nothing is over when you stil have something to give... Everything ends only at the moment you stop trying..."

Booking in soon le...

Today been overwhelmed with thoughts... thinking in bed... had some quarrels wif my mum again... haix... i really dunwana quarrel de... i will feel damm guilty de... and im trying to improve our relationship le... den everytime due to her lack of understanding and my lack of tolerance... i will blow it... back to square one again... haix... super super sian... i wil lose faith and will be disappointed... sometimes i really feel so inferior and small... cant even do such a small thing right... so little good points so many bad points... perhaps this is the reason why im alone now... cant even find anyone to go on an outing... let alone talking to anyone bout such personal issues... haix things sure are different now...
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Sometimes i envy you... the life you have now... got things to do everyday... ppl to talk to everyday... family to cuddle with everyday... being happy everyday... im happy for u... yet there's an unexplainable sadness hidden within my smile...
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Booking in tml le... time pasts so fast at home... abit sian now le... stil abit sick... hope tml wil get better...
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Time doesnt stop for anybody... regardless you're happy... or sad... time pasts... on and on...
But...
Juz how long more do i need?
Sigh...
Hurt...

Sigh...

Quite a lonely book out... wana go out awhile, catch a movie or something but oso duno can find who... its either they're studying... working... staying so far away... or already going out with other friends le... haiz very sian... ystd stil ranted at my parents on stupid things... haiz... sometimes really feel distant from everybody... only thing im close to is guitar and dota... so much things wana share wif someone yet nobody is close enough...
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Feeling abit sick le... been having occasion headaches... i tot this only happens in Tekong cuz temperature there higher bout 2 degrees there... come home stil the same... comes and goes de... sore throat also... haiz sian... now juz counting down to book in day... book in liao den count down for book out day... Bleah no life... Sigh...
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A little something that caught my eye... "Love is life... And if you miss love... you miss life..." Leo Buscaglia... Hmm... i really miss life... really...

New Song...

So long no blog le... Hmm im not supposed to talk about army here so not much to update too haha... but at last im home le... back to my room... back to my guitar... back to my comfy computer seat... lol...
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Been tinking of many things during the nights... somehow straightened my thoughts on certain things... but somehow those straightened thoughts now wil soon be messy again...
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New song that i like alot... "Big Girls Don't Cry" by Fergie... ppl always know her for her dances and stuff... tink she got something like a bad girl image, but this song really proves that her voice is awesome too... shows a different side of her... nice yea...
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Big Girls Don't Cry

Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
Your probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But Ive got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps until I'm full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
Ill be your best friend and you'll be mine
Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if u want to
Cause I want to hold yours too
Well be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But its time for me to go home
Its getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
La Da Da Da Da Da

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Love this song... lol... hope u all enjoy... something nice which is hung on the toilet... The fastest way to get love is to give love... The fastest way to lose love is to hold on too tightly... The only way to keep love is to give it wings... hmm i feel its abit chim... duno if its true... but haha maybe one day i'll figure out... Take care le ppl...

Thank you all so much...

HAHAHA... happy happy... erm ok abit mixed feelings la... happy cause many things happened which i wil mention later... kinda sad too but the sadness comes from the happiness that i hav now haha...
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Thursday... went out with Wendy and Bryan to Jurong Point... Haha i saw Swee San, Eileen and Fong Lin shopping there as well... Yup tink Wendy and Bryan hav not been to Jurong Point in years le... haha so i intro them as always my favourite food korea cuisine... we chatted bout our past... happy times together and many other stuffs la... was really a fun conversation... Haha get to know Wendy a bit more better... we chatted til quite late la bout 930 liddat... den we went down to get bubble tea... Den Bryan gave me a diary done by church ppl with their regards for me... to giv me support in NS la... haha went home, after reading the diary, i was really touched lo... Wendy gave me a nice can of cookies... thanx ppl i appreciate it...
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Friday... haha my long awaited outing with Ting... haha i dressed my best, blow my hair nice nice... and we met at 1200... haha... we went to get our Simpsons movie tickets which was scheduled at 1230... went to Value and bought some drinks, chips and sea weed... haha the movie was totally funny la... haha b4 the movie even start got something very cute le... and also there's a part which is very very sad regarding the couple... yup a nice movie... go catch it... haha after the movie went to eat korea cuisine again... cause Ting long time no eat le... haha den go play pool with her... starting i lost 3 matches in a row... haha duno why the ball juz dunwan go in the hole... even black ball oso go wrong hole... haha but later things started going my way... end up me winning 4 matches to 3... tink she abit disappointed haha but she really played well... we shopped abit at This Fashion... She bought a very unique white top... haha it'll look fabulous on her but dun tink i'll get to see it... after that it was quite late le... was preparing to go home le... actually wanted to take a pic wif her de cuz its my last day with hair and also because i took the time to dress up haha... but her bus came immediately... she passed me a card and boarded it le... felt very lost again after that... and when i read her card... haiz i hav no idea that it wil stil be so painful after so long... haha... but stil thanx alot le... i enjoyed the outing alot... take good care of urself ok...
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During the outing my uncle msged me to wish me luck... i dun hav his number... so i asked him who he was la... den he reply... "I am your er jiu(second uncle) deleted my no.? dun slp too late tonight..." i so pai sei... though we had some quarrels last time and we hardly talk now and yet he stil cares for me... yup thanx alot...
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haha and to Kai Xin Wee Ling and Elaine thanx for the regards too... i had a nice time chatting with u all... u ppl rock... muz go out gather one day leh... haha yup do tc... haha surprisingly even my working colleague Dolly called to say hi and told me to take care and stuff... wow haha touched leh... thanx so much... owe my colleagues a treat on my first book out...
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At night... 8pm... Milton and Wilson was already waiting for me le... my best pal Benjamin MSN me and apologised that he cant play on my last day... haha its ok... its the thoughts that matter... Yup we played a total of 4 games... wat a nice set of last games... we were basically thrashing our opponents... and within the 4 games, two of the games we were handicapped at a 4 vs 5... my last game was with my favourite hero Pudge... haha was juz hunting all my opponents down... very nice... after the games... its was already 1130 le... we chatted in msn awhile discussing how we played and stuff... and when im leaving the conversation... I said... "Guys its been an honour fighting by your side..." haha den a few LOLs coming here and there... Den Wilson said... "Nah the honour is ours..." Erm this came from WILSON leh lol... thanx for the games pals... u all are the best teamates lol... i enjoyed myself alot...
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Now its 12am le... tml need to wake at 7am... but i feel a need to blog juz to express my thanx to u ppl... as always something to share le... today's one is the best one... the thing i wana share is... You people... because you friends are the best things that i can share... haha cya all in two weeks time... nitex... thank you all so much...

Inspiration Surge...

Haha ystd after watching "Yu Le Bai Fen Bai" was really inspired by the singer that was invited to the programme... haha duno how to explain... juz suddenly have alot of thoughts in my head...
I tink is becuz of the lyrics in his songs...
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So after watching the show, i continued with a chorus that i made bout some days ago... i was thinking for very long which verse will go nice wif the chorus... but cant get a really nice one... so left it aside lo... ystd after the show... juz took a pen and wrote down everything without thinking much... haha tink i completed the whole lyrics in 30 min... den the rest of the time was adding chords and so on la... haha happy happy my 5th song le yea... the Title is "七个月"... i felt this is my best one yet cuz lyrics more chim abit and tunes more complicated LOL... Haha oh boi i hav a dream to one day play in a band... to play together wif my best friends... exchanging ideas sharpening each other's skills and so on... wow juz think about it... that will be the the best thing...
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Yup so fast NS coming le... haha no worries... no worries... tml going out with Bryan and Wendy... Tml de tml going out with Ting to watch my favourite cartoon... "The Simpsons" woot haha... very funny show... after all that gona go botak and be a training machine lol...
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Tink i end of here le... something nice to share that motivates me... "Nothing happens until I make it happen..." by Scott Wilson... Haha tc le ppl... bye...