Good thing or bad thing?

Ystd after i alight the MRT i was adjusting my bag abit... den my elbow totally rammed into the sign board in the station... PONG... tink alot ppl look at me... tink i trying to kill the sign board or wat de... i faster walk away so pain la... but i walk bout 30 more steps before sayanging my elbow... cuz very pai seh liao lol... wa go home minor bending of the arm also pain le... cant even do my routine push ups... lucky stil can guitar lol...
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Den ystd also sian... i was trying to transfer two pictures frm my handphone to my comp... the comp juz could not read lo haix... den was trying it out for 30 min le... fed up... go restart comp... den when after restarting... a program cound not be used liao... that program happens to be zion... the program which allows me to search and join public games de... so when im alone with no friends i can go and join in... now cant le... if my friends are too busy to play... i cant play alone le... wa at that time really frustrated one by one spoilt... and of all programmes zzz... but after that cooled down a little den also tink not so bad la... next time can spend more times on guitar or other things... so decided to leave the program unfixed... yup tink its a bad thing wif something goodness within la haha...
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Hmm today listened to SHE songs for a change on my way to work... their vocals really very very good... Selina's voice very soothing and Hebe's voice can manage high keys and Ella's low voice really adds the cream to the cake... each hav their own strengths and together they are juz perfect la haha... even simple hummings in their songs are nice altogether... haha found another two songs which i liked...
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Yup nothing much le... something which i found which i tink everybody know... but put in a better way... "Let the joy in your heart overflow and water everyone you meet"... u feeling happy today? haha yea? den go "infect" one more haha... smilex and take care...

Weekends approaching...

Weekends been passing by juz liddat... time passes by so fast... been bout 7 months le after my A levels... now i look back everything is juz a blink... haix this 7 months was supposed to be very enjoyable de... but end up dreading through the holidays... NS coming in bout 1 months time only le... juz one thing to look forward to now... thats my jc friends chalet gathering... yup on the 4th of July... cuz i can c her again le yea...
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Felt that this world is getting darker... Alot of NS friends come out... five sentence got one F word lol... and the culture in NS really sux... they talk about sex with total disregard for females... yup dun really like it... makes me worry alot bout her... scared that she might get cheated by other men in future or wat de... but i cant do anything la... feel quite powerless sometimes... Hmm den last Saturday saw a man and woman quarreling so loudly (i mean literally yelling) on the MRT... i think the problem is that they stare at each other... the man juz started ranting at her called her mad woman and stuff... den the woman scolded back too calling him mad man... zzz i was looking for a moment la but got bored... comon u scold me mad i scold u back liddat also muz win... and later they kip repeating the same stuff... grown ups still liddat... Ystd a woman was backstabbing somebody in the MRT through the phone... talking about wat motive why she do this and that... she said it so loudly as though this is the most wonderful thing... i can even hear her through my ipod... Today i was on the train... was juz looking around den i caught the eye of a man for bout 2 sec liddat... he den raised his head by body language like asking me wats wrong liddat... was quite taken aback duno why his reaction so big den juz looked away... weird ppl zzz...
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Yup today nothing much juz the same old stuff... something to share from the internet... "Happiness is always here, but covered by thoughts, desires and fears"... very true... but i feel its easier said than done... sometimes i find it real hard to put aside the thoughts desires and fears juz to taste the goodness of happiness... maybe thats why been unable to feel happy lately... hmm im working towards it though... Yup at least to know what u hav to put aside is the first step la... hope u all can be happy everyday always... afterall happiness prolongs life lol... take care le...

Thoughts...

Sigh losing much fire in my life... lately dun really hav the mood to do anything... been thinkin alot at night... cant really slp ystd... been reading many ppl's blog regarding regrets... felt a little sad la... If we all can hav somebody or something that can tell us which is right and which is wrong... weather we are at fault or not... how great is that... at times i really get very frustrated with such questions... God can be the one... but sometimes i wonder is it God or are we juz doing a simple reflection for the day... if thats so... we'll be simply going round in circles... if we are wrong and we think we're correct we will not ponder about it anymore... how are we gona correct that? very difficult to explain also... but i know for one thing God helps us to start anew regardless weather he might be true or not... but in simpler terms... either its God or its juz self deception... but i know that either of the both will be a good thing in this case... feeling quite faithless within... juz my thoughts...
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Yup just wana be alone... but with somebody who understands me... who i can trust and share everthing but not selectively... who is 100% real... who is willing and interested... currently there's no such person anymore le... sigh endure awhile more ba... juz hope Saturday's sermon can spark my fire again...
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Short post for today... Hmm something which i liked alot from the show "Yuan Dian"... it says somethin like... When u successfully avoid a problem for today... den congrats u still hav tomorrow... Though avoiding something may appear to be the best thing to do at the moment... it never really solves the problem... yup so tackle them today... tc le ppl...

Moody...

So many days never blog le... start from Friday ba... was so happy and excited la... my ex was coming to visit my mum... hmm very long never see her le... yup saw her... stil as angelic as she looks... her life is so busy now... work and work... yup hope she takes care of her health... when i saw her, all the memories juz came back to me... haix felt very emo... we had dinner together chatted abit here and that... later she went to my house my grandma was also there... so she found it very difficult to talk to my mum as my mum kept talking to my grandma... i called her to my room... was wanting to play a song that i wrote for her... never got to complete the song due to some reasons... ended up playing "perfect" by simple plan for her... hmm we had a nice long chat before i reluctantly see her go off... haix i know what i feel... i miss u so so much... they say that time heals... i say that u had only got used to it...
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Hmm Saturday Red Rain was here though it was good but did not enjoy it that much cuz was feeling rather sick ba... and was not in a very good mood... yup juz wanted to be alone... to all those who i didn't reply with enthusiasm... im sry... but there was one song which i liked very much... not by Red Rain but by a band in our own church... they performed it during the concert... On my way back was tinking bout the old stuff's again... and when i was reaching the traffic light i met the whole group of friends together... ting, woon chang, chun seng, wei long, kah heng, wai yan and siew hui... they were back from their Sentosa outing... yup so long never talk to them le was quite shy to say anything... hmm duno wat happen to me le... i used to be very outspoken de...
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Been trying quite hard to write the lyrics for milton's tune and i stayed up til bout 4am on Friday, Saturday and Sunday... i only managed to come out with the chorus... its not bad le la goes well with the tunes... but i feel its stil not very good... dun really wan the song to be only a ok standard... i wan it to be better... hope i can get inspirations soon... Milton is right he said something nice... Dun force inspirations... let inspirations force you... haha cool...
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Besides guitaring and watching tv been dotaing my time away... sigh sian...
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Nothing else on my mind le... came across this person, Mignon Mclaughlin's quote which i tink its nice to share... yup here goes... "In the arithmetic of love, one plus one equals everything, and two minus one equals nothing"... Yup its better to experience juz the first part of the quote... the second part ain't something pleasant... hmm take care le...