Friday, June 29, 2007

Junk food spree...

Wa this few days really ate alot of junk... unhealthy things... even healthy things also eat until bad... on Wednesday i ate 4 eggs altogether... so much la... Hmm ate fried chicken chop rice for dinner... at night finished one big packet of potato chips... Den Thursday ate KFC for lunch... So much chicken and oil and pepsi... almost all meals are fried food... at night supper wif Milton and Wilson... i ate 2 eggs again and condensed milk drink which is so so sweet... After the two days my body really cant take it le... stomach so pain... its not the type of pain where when u relieve it den it wil be gone... it is the type pain that signals u tat you r falling sick... today breakfast i stil ate chicken nuggets for breakfast... later gona hav lunch wif Wee Ling they all le... Wee Ling today last day at work sure got junk food again de... Hmm muz stop this le... otherwise really gona fall sick...
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Duno if its juz me or is the weather getting hot... i tink i hav the power to control sweating... when im out on gatherings or any other outings i wil always control my sweat so tat if possible not a single drop la... haha when doing sports juz let it flow... cool huh lol... Hmm lately i feel that im the one emitting so much heat... even the walk frm my house to the MRT station wuld make me highly uncomfortable... so hot... Haha remember got one night it was raining... and it was very cold outside la... as it was late le i closed my windows and door to practise guitar... it was really hot inside haha den when i practise finish my whole window fogged up haha i also shock... my mum says im heaty lol... hmm maybe ba... muz start to tc of myself le...
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Tink im gona meet up wif Ben to watch Transformers on Saturday or wat de... havent decide yet... this few days had a fair share of wins and losses in dota... haha had a great time cuz Ben can join us liao...
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Haha nothing much liao... something relevant to share today... old chinese saying... "Trouble comes out from the mouth and sickness comes in through the mouth"... not very accurate la... direct translation lolx... haha duno why frm young im tinking of ways to dispute this saying haha juz felt that the saying is abit too vague... but is stil very true la haha... tink b4 u talk or eat haha... smilex ppl...

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Reflections...

Hmm today juz saw Bryan's blog... some sad news for him la... hmm this friend had always been there for it whether i need it or not... 24 - 7 listener... hmm den today den i realise bout his sad news la... Hmm God is up to something... and it will be something totally awesome... You are a great person... so many ppl are behind you... hmm tc le...
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Hmm ystd felt really pissed at something so small la... i feel that there had been a problem wif me for quite a long time le... i always get sad or angry at the slightest things... i wil do things out of impulse also... i might feel nothing at that moment... but after bout 20 min or so when i reflect on my actions... i will regret it... alone in my room tears wil juz form and i wil always ask myself... why am i like this... im not like this de... haix very sad... there used to be somebody who encouraged me and gave me more confidence in myself cuz she was the only person who knows this... now i muz pick myself up everytime and give myself a chance... haix wats done is done... wats the point of regretting when things are over... sigh... ystd though i did not greatly offend or anger anybody but in my heart no matter how small a mistake is... a mistake is a mistake... it really made me felt bad bout myself... maybe its also because of the words from all my loved ones that hav hurt me before... i duno how to explain... Hmm juz something personal bout me ba...
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Hmm Benjamin Chua is back from Manchester le... my good friend... ystd the small thing got something to do wif him de... but he knows me quite well too... so tink he used to it le... yup hope to go out wif him one day before my NS starts... this frien had never failed to make me laugh la... remembering when i was in secondary sch wif him... when i bored i wil call him juz to disturb him for awhile... den he wil entertain me with his jokes... we also used to quarrel over some things... over disagreements and even pokemon cards etc... haha we even made a stupid but constructive pact together... we made a pact that we wil not gang up to cheat on ppl anymore le... hmm i guess he's ok wif it since its in the past so i share abit la... we were something like con mans la... we go around cheating younger ppl to exchange expensive rare cards for our not so valuable ones... so when im in action he wil go and help me la... saying this one good trade or what de... haha in return i help him when he is in action la... den using the same methods we sell the cards together at a higher price la... ok ok i know we are like total ass holes... we knew it was wrong la... so we made a pact lo and we really stood strong... so really no more of such things le... haha had so much fun during my sec sch times wif him... Overall he's a great person la... he is very secure bout himself... he remembers the good things and forgets the bad almost one day after... Yup he's an awesome friend, a humorous figure and a far away brother to me...
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Yup congrats to Ting who got into uni... seems like everything is getting better le... haha hope it wil stay this way le... yup take care of yourself... cya soon le...
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Hmm today i talked to another guy playing maple... he is a drop out la... reason... he pon sch juz to play maple... so tink the principle basically granted his wish la... i asked him why he gave up something so important for something so insignificant... he cant gave me a ans... he told me that he's going to go to another sch next year... i forgot the name le... but the sch is for PSLE failures... drop outs... or students who are expelled... and he told me if lucky can go ITE... i feel that wif so many ppl who hav no intention of studying... they may juz influence one another... and majority wil juz end up giving up studying again... juz hope that the guy is the minority and wil make it one day... Hmm den he told me his maple account can sell bout 8k to 9k... basically i tink its crap la... if he can sell it... the person who buys it is seriously dumb... i dun even hav 8k on me lo... spend 8k on games?? zzz i rather slp on the bank notes...
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Hmm nothing more le... later gona continue wif Bleach... hmm yup something to share again i saw this some time ago... this is very strong... "The most powerful weapon on earth is the human soul on fire." ~ Ferdinand Foch ~ i love this so much... light yourself on fire and be wat u want to be... hmm hav a great day ahead ppl :)

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Interesting day...

Hmm ystd woke at 11am go bathe le den go straight to Bishan... the journey was so long lo... went to the CPF building to change the router... Its been so long since i last came to Bishan... so decided to shop for some clothes... haha lucky for me most things were on sale la... i spent about $96 on two long sleeves and three T-shirts... ok la like it quite alot... was wanting to get jeans de... but i spend too much liao so decide to wait for my next pay den go shop abit... Yup after shopping there till bout 1330 liddat... i went down to Plaza Sing to get the guitar bag... but suay it was their anniversary so they are closed for the day lo haha... Sad so i juz walked around look abit here and there lo haha...
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Yup after that went to meet Elaine... hmm she also change le... grew long hair haha cool... hmm we went to watch the movie Fantastic Four... haha very nice and funny la... the movie got into the nice part very fast... haha i like the silver surfer... he is so cool la... and he got nice silver muscles lol... i like the part where he grabbed the human torch up into space suffocating him haha... nice nice... we both enjoyed the movie alot la... the ending part was also very cool... those who haven watch it yet... i shall not spoil the fun haha...
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After the movie we went to meet Shermaine... haha she stil the same cute look but mature haha no big difference haha... we had Korea Cuisine for dinner... we had a long chat thru our meal... haha catch up on lots of stuff... through them also got some information bout other friends... den later talked bout things on love and stuff lol... Shermaine like specialist liddat she doing the talkin while Elaine and i listened lol... haha oh ya they very waste food also... so nice the Korea Cuisine but they left so much meat there... felt like helping them eat lol... Yup after that was bout 730 le... Shermaine had to go off for tuition liao le... was wanting to take some pics with them but since she rushing i guess next time ba haha... had a fun day though...
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Hmm went home after my bro fixed the router my zion programme can be used again le haha... weird... yup i tink on Sunday me and milton were disagreeing on somethings la... about dota... yup kinda wanted to settle the scores ystd haha... but disappointment my Pudge lost to his Obsidian Destroyer... felt very demoralised after the game la... my best character... and i failed to defend his name... but Milton's hero build was modified to suit the situation of 1 vs 1 and to counter my hero... means in team games he wil not build his hero in this way... i juz followed my original hero build for team games... so was kinda lost la... haha i hav always guarded one lane wif two heroes against me... and i hav no problems... Milton proved to me hey dude u hav seen nothing yet haha... but i admit la Milton is a much better player den me... he got a mind made for strategies... gona hav my rematch today... gotta plan something out le... even if its a pro like Milton, any other hero i can lose... but not Pudge...
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Today back to work liao le... nothing interesting yet haha... oh ya been liking Wang Li Hong's song lately... haha i like alot of artists now... yup something to share le but not by me... its very very impactful de... "The power of imagination makes us infinite"... and this continues to my friend's msn nick... "Anything that is dreamable is reachable"... Cool yea... haha rock on ppl...

Sunday, June 24, 2007

Drifted...

Hmm lately been drifting away from God le... need to go back soon... Hmm yup... feel kinda lonely le...
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Haha sianz my brother router spoilt le... means no internet for me till Monday... he came back from his holiday trip and download stuff for 3 days straight... den router too hot den spoilt le den he stil wan me to go and help him change... haiz no choice need to have internet earlier so muz help him go down to Bishan and change a new one...
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Today on MRT got an adult couple... the lady was very sweet and pretty den the man very very macho and quite handsome de... but the man got a really fierce look if he don't smile... when i c him i abit shocked tot i offend him or wat... haha den very funny later he and his girlfriend started chatting den by using his hands, he started to act out the things he said... then they both started playing here and there... lol i was sitting opposite of them and the sight was hilarious la... so mature and macho look guy playing wif his hands lol... haha den both of them end up laughing haha... really sweet... bout 10 sec later they go back to serious again lol... haha i did quite a bad description la... haha but if u were there... u wil smile with me de haha... haha tats why ppl say love is being stupid together lol...
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Ystd went for supper with Milton and Wilson again... Milton is blowing me for the song le... haha not tat kind of angry type of blowing... he's juz excited... hmm i abit stressed up... i scared later turn up not nice... like disappoint him liddat... ARRRH inspiration faster come leh... haha hope can finish the verses by today... haha...
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Yup nothing much le... caught something nice on net again... "It is not how much you do, but how much love you put in the doing."... Haha i love this yea... do things with your heart... take care le ppl...