Good news...

Hmm i got my job le its something like a cashier at a community centre near bukit panjang... hmm yup quite happy la though the pay i get for one month is stil very low... yup but better den now ba...
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Lets talk bout ystd hehe talked to hui li long time no chat wif her le she my sec sch friend not v close though... had quite a long chat hope she wil b doing better each day yea :) visited many other ppl's blog too... majority of my sec sch friends were having great lives hmm except a few ba... treasure life k? Dun waste your life away...
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Wa my bro's fishes all died cuz he change all the water at one go lol hmm now he's planning on getting new fishes le...
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Ystd 5am den slp... was staying up and writing a song... its a sad song written thru my memories and during my time alone... i completed the chorus le but i feel its not gd enuff nid to touch up... v excited cuz its my 1st song wif music in it. i wrote two songs for my ex last time without music de... haha now can add music le but juz nobody to share wif sigh...
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Very tired 9am wake up for tuition... was quite guilty cuz i felt pissed wif a student... tink cuz not enuff slp den bad mood.., he asked me questions frm the question... girls ate 44 more cookies den boys... he ask me why liddat... den he oso duno nid to minus it... hmm got quite fed up though after i tried explaining for some time... but muz b patient la next lesson muz do a better job... Hope for a student requires patience... im very impatient nid to change haha...
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Went to church and today talked about God wil accept u no matter wat u hav done in the past... cuz his grace is upon anything... yup hmm this service its quite inspirational but i already know le yup pastor said it b4 last time... But to those who are there who hav not heard it... it would b of great help... pastor is a great preacher haha... trying to fight the doubts i hav... hmm went to hav lunch wif church friends... hmm dun really fit in well ba takes time ba...
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Haha came back watch the 1st episode of "return of the condor heroes" quite a boring start but i wil follow it de... i love shows that hav a happy ending... haha faster get to the part where they fall in love lol... though the actions abit fake but its the story line ba quite nice de go check it out :)
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Oh ya to u i wil return the guitar when i hav the chance... Got so much to say to u yet i know its better not to... and its probably useless...anyway take care le Ting ur awesome... hmm hate this sour feeling...

Bad news...

Sigh juz called up the NS ppl... they said that the September slots for enlistment full le... now left December de... sigh wasting time leh... been hurrying them since january le... now muz wait so long... ppl come out of uni work for half yr le i stil doing NS... Ppl in NS dun care much bout others... they say ok ok wil check it out... put down the phone no more le... carry on wif their things... they hav only one thing in mind thats ORD yup... one living example is my bro he oso dun care bout things in the army... think almost everyone is liddat ba... wasting time man... duno wat they doing so so inefficient... zzzzz... shall not say anymore le... Hmm juz hope i get a job soon ba... Today is a full day at home... been a week since i can stay home for a full day le... hmm two tv shows are coming le... one is "return of the condor heroes" in channel U... haha i hav been a fan of the story... another is a title called "yuan dian" in channel 8... both are coming soon... hmm hope its nice :) Ohhh lately read a manga called first love haha very funny story bout teenages... hope to complete the story soon cuz as the manga is quite old it is very rare in stores now hard to purchase it... lately developed a strong interest for music... even piano wahaha... maybe thats wat i really like :P but guitar 1st ba... oh ya thanx Shane my jc friend who taught me lots of things bout comp... tink if he comes online later online i wil ask him more about song htmls yup... take care everyone... Live everyday like your last...

Long day outside...

Haha today dragged myself out of bed to go to Bryan's house in Eunos for follow up at 1030... Yea he did a great job but stil duno y i stil hav doubts of my own that i cant seem to let go... think takes time ba yea... but stil thank him alot for his time... Haha we did for bout 4 hrs and i think the thing i learn is that Live a significant life and be fruitful... After that i made my way down to the tuition centre... Was late for 10 min... but nvm never get scolded but muz make sure i dun repeat it le... Hmm juz got a haircut yesterday... hmm the students say not nice all laugh at me... v sad den i act angry... den THEY STIL CONT LAUGHING EH!! So bad de... I teach them so long le!! Haha but nvm la i like them alot haha i laugh and joke wif them about the shirts they wearing... Get back at them hehe... Today they are revising a topic on animals... i spent 45 min finishing everything... den Mr Chua my mentor tutor tell me to teach main points enough... den he did a chapter on plants in 5 min... it was brief but was very effective... pale beside him... but nvm i wil learn more frm him as i go on :) Their exams are coming le... hope they do well... sure can de la they very pro le after my guidance wahaha... Yup today there was too many teachers and very few students... Many went for camp when next week is exam... hmm weird... Yup we chatted alot and today there was a new student primary 1 girl very cute... Hmm i tink Wee Ling is coming back for another week to help us...The job is a great joy haha hope she can stay on in May too... Oh ya Wee Ling is introducing a job for me... waa hope i get it leh cuz my NS enlistement earliest wil b at September sigh wasting time... My 1st pay check wil b used on my 1st guitar!!! But before that hope i can pass the interview la... Hmm learning more things about blogging slowly maybe can add songs to the blog or whatever that looks nice la... Bryan muz teach me more!! Yup think thats all... Treasure everybody love everybody... God bless take care everyone :)

Introduction...

Me me me im Su Ziheng haha 18 yrs old awaiting NS now haha. Im waiting for universities to call me too zzz i got BBD for my A levels duno if any would want me... hope they would la haha... Erm i am a guy and i like playing basketball listening to songs... Haha to everyone out there if u wana know a song can ask me to intro... Im open to intros too :) I feel the greatest joy any musician can have is the appreciation of people... I duno if its true but i put myself in their shoes and think yea... so if u all think a song is nice go tell a friend :) My favourite food is korea cousine which i use to eat alot in the past... now dunhav le... my favourite colour is yellow cuz very bright... oh oh oh my bday is 4th of july hehehehe coming le wor hmm duno if any1 wil remember... Haha oh ya im learning the guitar now from some help frm my awesome friends Milton and Bryan... Milton is my gaming friend and Bryan is my secondary sch friend... They are both awesome guitarists... They are both modest about it but in my eyes they are great haha... i develpoed my interest for guitar when i c Milton playing wow!! He even has his own video on youtube... Hope one day i can compose a song with either of them haha... oh ya any1 wana teach me pls do share some of ur skills i can treat u lunch hehe... Hmm was hoping to get a new guitar on my birthday... Cuz the guitar im using now is my ex's... duno if i wil ever get the chance to return it to her sigh... haha shall not elaborate all i can say is that she's the best girl Ive known in my life and she stil is yea... Love her so much hope she is happy and hope one day fate will bring us back... hope ba sigh... lets go on b4 i get emo again... Yea Bryan dragged me to Heart of God church... today is my 4th time going to church.. today is for CG which Garrett is preaching... Ya we learning bout progressive commitment in church yea hmm its quite an interesting topic... u need some guidance otheriwse reading the bible would not be of help... Oh ya Garrett muz touch on for a moment... He's such a spiritual guy u talk to him u feel like changing for the better u feel peace and at the same time u gain wisedom... Awesome guy man... Another great guy is Bryan haha he's handsome malaysian, lose to me bball wahahahaha.. eh no ar we the same standard... haha though he is younger then me... I respect him like i respect teachers... Yea haha he's a great man too great friend who cares for everyone... He lives for others... I respect that... Oh ya this blog he oso helped alot cuz theres some problems with my own comp that cant assess certain pages... oh ya im computer noob... Yea church friends rox they so friendly... Felt happy wif them especially Rebecca haha she's a pleasant girl la very funny... i was juz sitting down in church and she shouted at me... Hey Ziheng can u come at laugh at me now?? LOL Rofl confident girl whos secure great... and other ppl oso alot la they very gd jiu dui le... Hmm today Garrett prayed for me saying that God is real... To be frank i was having doubts if God was real even when i go to church yea... I would ask myself wat if im wrong?? wat am i doing wif my life... yup Its troubling me... Duno if God told him this i never told him about it and he juz stepped up and prayed... Though i stil hav doubts but i believe that God wil let me c more of him soon :) AMEN to that... Hmm i got a great friend who is called Benjamin haha this guy is a plain joker got a girlfriend who is called michelle i tink yea... he was my friend in sec 1... he stil is now... he is now at Manchester having attachment... haha he goes dating wif his girlfriend in England cuz Michelle is having her attachment there too... Hmm one more great friend whom i knew since sec sch... He is Zheng Way though not very close to him he is the best bballer in my sec sch... hope he is doing ok... Me now currently slacking at home and teaching tuition at somewhere near jurong jc... i dun get paid much but i juz go there for the fun ans satisfaction... Wee Ling a jc frien is joining me for a week there... im so happy that two students learnt to draw model becuz of me... so happy :) hmm i tink thats all la.. so long i read back oso frustrated lol kk la take care everybody may God bless u all always AMEN... bb

Helping

Haha, this is bryan here, helping to touch up ur blog.