Book out le...

Hmm today booked out at around 2030... reached home bout 2100 le... quite an early book out... yup been adapting le... more friends more fun... but as always stil afraid of the same old things... now i juz wana clear the course and clear it quick... and hopefully get to somewhere nice...
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Tml im gona meet up with some JJ friends le... Eric, Junhao and David haha havent seen them in awhile le... really wana know wats up in their life now... meeting 1pm at Jurong Point... tink im gona be abit late ba... cuz gona tuition Ting's bro... his exams are coming le... wana let him study more but scared later he frustrated again... hmm hope everything turns out well tml ba... Hmm bout the outing stil haven decide where to go after we meet... but mostly is movie and walk walk ba... haha... sit down talk... chill and stuff...
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Oh ya tink next Saturday gona go out with last time secondary school friends... wa if yes den i wil be super happy la... long long time no see them le... haha come to think of it... kinda miss the days with them too... hope the outing can be carried out successfully with good response... haha hope...
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5 days never touch guitar... abit lost touch le... haiz... damm sian... stil muz slowly play back and get the feel back again... haiya... i wana learn la... i hate deproving.... in everything i do... hate it loads...
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Hmm nothing much le... very late le... tml muz wake up early... now gona go watch my favourite anime "Bleach" again... Something nice to share which i feel is very inspiring... from one of my Sergeants in camp... Its not the rank that makes the man... Its the man that makes the rank... haha nice... take care le ppl... nitez world...

Lonely...

Gona book in about 2hrs frm now le... i really dread going back... tinking bout the whole rountine all over again... i dun really have any good friends there also... its been one week le... 9 more weeks to go... 63 more days... sigh...
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Sometimes i really need somebody to be there... Somebody to talk to... Somebody to run to... Somebody to voice out my problems... Somebody to encourage me... Somebody to stand on my side... Somebody to pull me up... Somebody to wipe the tears from my face... Somebody to hear my song... from my guitar... and also from my heart... haiz... Sometimes i really hate life... lonelyness is boundless... my room... my computer... my guitar and... myself...
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"The most painful love there is, is the love left unshown.. A love that cannot be expressed, affection left unknown... The love that withholds touching, afraid of what it would say... And the most painful thing about unexpressed love is... it never fades away..." --Susan Polis Schutz...
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I miss you so much...


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