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Haha so happy many of my jc pals tagged so long never talk to them liao they stil remember me haha woot... haha happy la today... super duper happy... why?? haha duno juz happy lo...
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Hmm my mum had done the operation liao le... the cancer cells were taken out le... but she stil has to go for regular scans to make sure those cells are not hiding somewhere... she at hospital stil call me to ask me eat already anot haha... hmm heard from my father that she stil hurts abit... hmm duno wat happen exactly... but she wil be discharged today in the afternoon... yup actually today was gona hav my dinner wif my tuition collegues de... but i rejected it ystd... cuz gona c my mum... and partly Ting also coming to c her... yup haha... thank God for the successful operation...
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Ystd work... i made a mistake la... tink it was rather big mistake but i duno haha... lack of experience... i thought its a super small thing so never take into consideration... den sort of got scolded again haha... but nvm la... next time juz remember this mistake can le... haha like wee ling said... i juz learnt it the hard way haha... den later for the last 3 hours was helping wee ling to cut and paste some stickers la... but there is one whole stack lo... and muz do nice nice de otherwise tio scolding again haha... chatted as we do but hard as we tried... we stil cant finish... but its ok la haha...
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I went home after that den played a public game wif milton... haha i was owning with pudge... den halfway through the game... my opponents ask hey Blessed Boy(my gaming nick also la) are u jin ming's friend? haha jin ming was one pro basketballer which is also quite pro in dota de... he now in army... i used to play wif him and his friends everyday during my jc times... haha my opponents happened to be one of jin ming's friend la haha... such a small world... i duno them but they know me... they say they played with my pudge before last time haha... tink im kinda known for my pudge lol... haha jk la not so bu yao lian...
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Was gona off my comp at 1130 de... then milton told me recently he wrote a tune that he created but he duno how to put in the lyrics... haha he wanted me to fill in the lyrics... i was so happy la when i heard that... its kinda like making a song together... den next time if either of us gets the chance to perform it... we wil say... this song's tune is made by milton and the song's lyrics is by ziheng... den start playing... wa its really very satisfactory lo... u all may think i siao or wat de haha but it had always been one of my goals la... to make a song with either bryan or milton... we went down for supper... with wilson coming along too haha... he was quite bored la haha... cuz wilson duno anything bout guitar de lol...
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After having our meal we went to a park... and milton plucked the tune out as i took down the notes... by the way his tune was awesome la... really very nice de... and besides that he really taught me alot during that 1 hour or so lo... he taught me which is the base string for each chord... the importance of the base string... the strumming emphasis... the lowering of chords... the postion of the hand during plucking. and so much more la.. wow was totally blown away la by the amount of things Ive learnt... last time i stil left out the base string during strumming cuz i dunlike the sound haha... den when i went home it was about 2am... was supposed to slp but dying to try out what ive learnt and i practised till 3am before slping... haha i tried out everything that he taught me and everything really sounds better le... haha then i look at the notes of the tune that milton created... den i say ok now the hard part... haha i used to do plucking with only my thumb lol... so its very slow la... i tried with his positioning den i used my index finger and middle finger for the first time... haha 1 hr and i hav done the intro for the tune liao... i feel it was more than good le... cuz the tune was really very fast... which was impossible for me to do last time... and i managed to play it in only an hour... i felt so encouraged lo... as promised im not gona let him down... gona write a nice set of lyrics for the nice tune...
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Hmm everyday before i go to work... a bottle filled with water will be on top of my bag... cuz my parents know that i dun go and fill water bottle de... wil rather be thirsty than take a min to fill up a water bottle... haha so my mum wil help me la... den today while i was bathing i thought hmm today sure no ppl fill up bottle for me cuz mum not home ma... to my surprise... in my bag stuffed at a very weird place... was another bottle again... my father filled it up for me... im really touched la and i smiled to myself haha... my family is great...
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Haha so much is going on now... i love life haha... somore tml gona go play bball wif my jc friends... soo excited la... all ns man fit lo... lol NVM i use speed... and strength counts for nothing wahahaha... juz jk they are faster den me... JJC bball team... no height... average skills but we hav something and thats speed... haha thats wat i feel... after that im gona go home and change before going to RED RAIN CONCERT WOOOOOOT... one of my favourite christian band... haha wana come ma??? today last day le wor...
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Haha yup new day le... really very sry for such a long post haha muz hav felt giddy ba... haha cuz too much to say le... today gona pray for RED RAIN's influence over the ppl... yup haha something to share by me haha... Life is actually good when we know which are the places to look in... Take care le smilex smilex life is great...

Im glad to be alive...

Ystd Bryan msged me that they prayed once again for my mum as a cg... today Gina and Garrett msged me sayin that they are praying for me too... feel very encouraged and cared for... i never really talk to my mum about the operation lest it wil upset her or wat de... today is the operation day... later at lunch gona call my father to ask bout her scan... if scan no cancer cells den no need for the operation le... yup to all church friends really thanx duno wat to say liao :) will be posting good news tml...
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Ystd shut down my comp at bout 1130 liddat... practise guitar... duno why juz cant let out voice... the guitar tempo and the strumming patterns i cant seem to get them right together... basically the sound is like killing chicken... when i do the strumming right its very difficult to sing along... if i sing right then the strumming wil b wrong... cant seem to make it work together... few times i juz lay back on my bed thinking y no improvement de? i stil continued with the practise till bout 1am la... it is the first time that i wanted to stop... i went to watch tv after that... i felt God is delivering a msg to me... ystd Jolin was the guest for the show yu le bai fen bai... she said that everything is possible through hardwork... and dun feel discouraged if the results dun come so soon or there are small setbacks... cuz every effort u put in wil always carry u higher... haha after that my fire seems to burn even brighter le... tonight gona try again le yea yea...
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Hmm today soooo happy i found a new song... its introduced by Wee Ling... this song is not very appealing at first la... but after looking at the lyrics and the mv and hearing it after a few times... i really started to like it so so much... and its really something that i want to express to someone... haha duno bout u guys but its my favourite song... haha put it on blog liao... oh ya if u all want to c the mv... its here but click after u hav finished reading my blog haha... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j4y-RzVGrHg
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Haha the lyrics is so good la though very simple but the msg was sent... after hearing the song i juz felt that love is great and its the only light left in this darkened world... haha a rock version of expressing love... here are the lyrics...

"Far Away" Nikelback

This time, This place

Misused, Mistakes

Too long, Too late

Who was I to make you wait

Just one chance

Just one breath

Just in case there's just one left

'Cause you know,

you know, you know

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That I love you

I have loved you all along

And I miss you

Been far away for far too long

I keep dreaming you'll be with me

and you'll never go

Stop breathing

if I don't see you anymore

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On my knees, I'll ask

Last chance for one last dance

'Cause with you, I'd withstand

All of hell to hold your hand

I'd give it all

I'd give for us

Give anything but I won't give up

'Cause you know,

you know, you know

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[CHORUS]

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So far away

Been far away for far too long

So far away

Been far away for far too long

But you know, you know, you know

I wanted

I wanted you to stay

'Cause I needed

I need to hear you say

That I love you

I have loved you all along

And I forgive you

For being away for far too long

So keep breathing

'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore

Believe it

Hold on to me and, never let me go

Keep breathing

'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore

Believe it

Hold on to me and, never let me go

Keep breathing

Hold on to me and, never let me go

Keep breathing

Hold on to me and, never let me go

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Haha i found the guitar tabs for this song le... the chords are rather new to me and quite difficult to play de... but i wil train this song haha and this wil be the first song i fully master haha... yea jia you...
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Nothing much le... juz glad to be alive... and i love all of u... haha RED RAIN... last chances to find me... fast fast... Saturday and Sunday... Yup something nice to share... out of the calender de haha... When u start to feel the flight of time... U will start to understand the meaning of life... Hmm chimology but i think i understand abit haha... tc ppl enjoy the song haha...

Plans for the next few days...

Hmm ystd wana write song duno y juz nothing come out of my mind... maybe cuz i need to be alone ba... otherwise no thoughts... haha nvm c how it goes... maybe during the weekends den i try again...
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Ystd while i was on the MRT... i passed by the Jurong East pasa malam... the stalls were gone le... hmm den i remembered that a few days ago it was juz setting up... i love shopping the pasa malam though the stuffs are always the same... my ex loves it alot too... she loves the corn wif butter... haha i wil always say... "so unhealthy stil eat"... last time we will never miss a single pasa malam near my house... we wil always make it b4 they move again... now they are juz passing by juz liddat... sigh...
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Moving on... Do u all know what day is today... haha its maple story's birthday... lol such games oso hav birthday de... the ppl playing here say today once u kill a monster it wil drop a random item... hmm so i might be expecting tons of ppl coming in le haha... ystd i approached one guy and i ask him y u kip playing maple... he replied that cuz nothing to do at home ma... hmm i told him to learn something la haha den he juz smile smile liddat... haha nvm once he grow older wil c things differently le...
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Haha now got one baby girl very cute... she is pressing her face on the glass wall seeing me... lol she pressing very hard... her face all distorted liao haha so cute... and now she go lick the wall also lol... haha... Innocence is beauty...
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Yup gona expect lots of things coming up liao le... tml my mum's operation... i duno wat time it wil end... today gona ask... if operation ends early... den i'll be going to c her awhile la... oh ya to Ting, u say wana come along? hmm u free tml ma? msn me if u read this... Juz pray that the operation wil go on smoothly la... hope the tissue papers hav been of help... yup...
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On Friday my tuition collegues and i are all going to a sushi restaurant... haha and Vincent will be treating us lo... so excited for it... been so long since i went to dine in a restaurant le... duno if it will be a buffet or something out of the menu... everybody will be there haha sort of like small reunion for us...
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Saturday tuition day and RED RAIN... wa kao excited la... everybody wil be super high lol... i really mean high... haha hope many ppl wil be there... they wil surely enjoy it...
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Yup nothing much le... something strong to share... not by me de... haha... "He who manages time is organised... But he who manages himself is wise"... haha self-control ppl... take care le...

Heaty...

Hmm lately been feeling very heaty within... duno if i ate too much fried stuff or what liao le... tink oso cuz i slp very late every night... heard it affects too... been waking up feeling totally dehydrated... lol... duno why so long liao stil heaven recover yet... been drinking barley... vitamin c... and lots of water le... hope it does not get worse...
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Ystd dota we had a draft match with wilson's friends... erm draft match is a serious match which is something like an official competition style of playing la usually played by clans... both team chooses the hero one by one with alternating turns... so as to counter each other la... in the 5 opponents, a few of them were girls... and we totally got thrashed la... zzz... the girl on my lane so pro la... totally stopped me from earning gold at all leh... i dun even dare to go near... juz go near for a moment next thing my life wil be left wif a quarter... first time i face such circumstances... somore a girl opponent saded lol... haha stil reme 2 heroes killed me in juz 2 sec... den later on every1 was getting ganged and killed and so on la... lol milton and i felt very discouraged after that... later milton and i continued playing in public games and we lost all the matches haha... sad gaming day lol... haha but nvm la thats wat makes the game fun...
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Bryan sent me some church songs that were very very nice... haha... like it alot... was trying to find the chords for the church songs but cant seem to find it... yup currently in my computer i hav 1 hr worth of nice church songs and 14 hrs worth of nice secular songs... haha alot hor... nid to balance them out someday...
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Hmm lately been having inspirations to write a song again le... duno y my mind had been recalling things again... haha decided to write one during work today... hope it can be a successful piece and den i can fill in the chords at home... haha...
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Been reading Jie Wei's blog for some time le... every week he wil blog once cause he is in NS... and he wil share something which is so inspiring haha do click on his link... i love his blog lol...
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Hmm two more days b4 my mum's operation le... yup yup...
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OH OH OH RED RAIN is coming le... quick quick... stil hav some time left... quick ask me about it... haha super duper nice de... miss this and u wil hav to wait for another year b4 they come again le... its free... ya do come if you are free on Saturday or Sunday...
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Yup nothing much le... haha something to share... Feeling despair after defeat is weakness... Feeling strength after defeat is power... haha been reading ppl blogs and many of them hav goals to fulfil... which is totally awesome haha jia you le hope u all can reach it... smilex...

Touched...

Wow ystd spent the whole afternoon in church cuz i stayed for two services... becuz Pastor Joakim from Sweden is here to preach... haha was really amazing the sermon yup... felt so different and impacted... the first sermon was about virgin Mary how she was a role model in the christian walk... she dared to accept God has chosen her... she dared to pay the price... and she stood strong in faith at tough times... and there are 7 more which is very hard to explain but these were the three that really struck me... the second sermon was bout a connection with ppl of the higher generation... becuz the best part of the younth is their strength while the best part of the old is their greyed hair... very very inspiring day...
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Yup something else happened... After the first service Bryan, Feng Xu, Gabriel, Henry, Wendy and some other leaders did something that brought me close to tears... they took out two packets of tissue paper... then they gathered and say... hey Ziheng we would like to pray for your mum... They told me... that they wil pray on the tissue paper and told me to bring it home for my mum to use... hav faith that with our prayers on the tissue... when she uses it... through God's grace she will be cured... cuz thru God all things are possible Amen... i duno why when i saw them gather and heard what they said... i felt a great stir in my heart... really felt like crying cuz i was very deeply touched... i sucked back my tears and prayed together with them... im not very good with words... but to u all... really thanx for the effort... these actions means alot to me... thanx ppl u all are truly awesome... after going home i put the tissues in her handbag... hope she uses it...
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Reflected alot when i went home... i wana make some sacrifices already le... with every sacrifice comes great power in ones life... i need a controlling hand to help me with it... cuz sometimes my weakness is i lack the will power... yup wana reduce the time for computer games... hav more time for guitar hav more time for things that are benificial to me... God help me...
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Haha some pics here... my great pal... great leader Bryan... haha he was always there for me la... this guy wear so nice... outshine me liao zzz haha... next time i wear long sleeve put tie then take pic with him again... haha... nice person la... he lives a life for others and is working towards selflessness... respectable friend... he has a great vision in church... though he is younger but he is wiser haha... i really learned a great deal from him...

Haha frm left Henry, Jie Wei, me and Bryan... I juz met Henry ystd cuz there are three services and i think he is going to the different services from me... so never met him b4... but cool la he... Jie Wei army boy... first day i returned to church he approached and talked to me bout alot of things... shared with me some army things... haha nice bunch of ppl... next time i was thinking of taking a pic of all the bball players in our zone... 4 ppl haha juz like this... yea...
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Ystd practised guitar haha i feel church songs sounds nicer when i play them... next time get more guitar tabs from bryan wahaha... but i played for bout 1 hr or so then my fingers began to hurt le... lately duno why felt my strength juz draining away... my hands wil feel tired if i press barre chords for too long even basic chords would hurt the tips of my fingers... dun usually hav such problem... hmm only one explaination... not enough practise... haha tonight practise till 4am...
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Yup today work cant wait to get home to watch return of the condor heroes... haha very very nice... RED RAIN coming next week SATURDAY and SUNDAY... wil be reminding u all for the next five days... very very nice de... trust me... u all wil be amazed by the change of style in chirstian songs... do ask me about it... i'll tell you more about it kk...
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Haha nothing liao let me share a little something... pastor shared this last few weeks ago... haha good thing bout pastors is that every week they will hav new things that will inspire us... yup here goes... when u hear somebody trying to correct you in the positive way... or the word of God... or inspiring phrases... or anything that applies to you... hearing without doing is juz pure knowledge... haha friends... dare to accept... dare to pay the price of correction... the price wil be nothing compared to the results...