Sad la...

Juz booked out ystd night came back was around 9 pm something le... Hmm lately been feeling chest pains... when i run for awhile and i really mean awhile... i wil start to get out of breath... even in push up positions, i feel very stressed at my chest level there... it makes my breathing difficult... and when i stand up again... i will feel very breathless... and the thing is that the breathlessness will only go away in a matter of hours... so weird de... i dun use to hav this problem de... tink my heart is failing me le... wana train up myself oso cant... Medic course... im stil trying to get out of course... tink i'll spare the details ba...
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Today went to Ting's house to tutor her brother... hmm duno why start awhile he started to get restless den when i gave him some simple things to do... he cried... im very sad leh see him liddat... we two use to play happily de... now liddat... haix he is the second person that cried in front of me in that house le... haix i really feel very sad... am i that bad ma?... i tried talking nicely wif him, try to make him realise tat im trying to help him... but never worked... i also cant scold him cuz wil only make things worse... after very long den managed to calm him... since he dunwana do any work, i played hopscotch with him... yup... soon we had lunch rested awhile den i taught him for another 30 min or so den went back home le... hope next week dun liddat le... his tests are coming... i wana do a good job...
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One week never touch guitar le... sergeants want me to cut fingernails on my right hand... cant really pluck tat well le... plucking with a pick is quite slow... my F and Bm chord changing timing now also slow down le... haix... i wana improve leh.... i stil need to go on to other difficult chords le... like Dm, Bm7, B7, those are not barre chords... but its difficult to reach for me...
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Nothing much le... something to share ba... "We don't stop laughing because we get old; we get old because we stop laughing..." i feel im getting old le... tat explained the chest pains lolx... take care everybody and stay happy...

Nice new song...

Ystd was my ah gong's birthday... went to one of my uncle's house... haha had a fun time playing over there... played alot with Simon Nicole Jamie... talked alot to Wenxin Wenxi... haha Amanda and Hazel very little time spent together, they watching spongebob square pants... hmm i also watching it la super funny haha... after that we sang the birthday song for my grandfather... and had some cheese cake... super nice haha... but very small piece... took many many photos... after that saw my cousin Zi Xuan playing the piano... wow super pro lo... den later Wenxin Wenxi also came to play... they taught me a simple tune frm Jay Chou's last movie... the song is titled "Secret"... haha after repeated teachings, managed juz to do a juz the starting part haha... but very fun leh piano.... yup enjoyed myself... reached home 11pm...
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Been waking early and going out for the past 5 days le... super tired... slept at 3am ystd haha... today waked at 115pm haha... sian la... i love the feeling of lazing in bed...
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Hmm lately found a song... very very nice de... i feel it really expresses wat im thinking... ya lo... hmm though some parts i still dun quite get the meaning... but roughly its there la... hope u all can enjoy it too...
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开场白
蔡依林

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再见面已经是朋友了

我们就这么单纯瞎聊着彼此说以后

时间过了学会珍惜了

原来最初的快乐并不是我们要的

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终于能够坦白说着

我当时的脆弱

是唯一的一次

不留着遗憾的

简单结束了陌生

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我们微笑了

也都不躲了

这单纯的坦诚

就这样我们为彼此推翻着

不扰了

我们都笑了

时间停了

我们珍惜这一刻

放下累积的负荷卸下沉默

学会了不保留

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再见后真的是朋友了

我们都不再单纯

也会笑着看以后

时间过了也更珍惜了

原来当时的快乐仍在你我记忆中

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终于能够坦白说着

我现在不寂寞

是全新的一次

再也没了遗憾

简单地回应着伤痛

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我们微笑了

也都不躲了

这单纯的坦诚

就这样我们为彼此推翻着

不扰了

我们都笑了

时间停了

我们珍惜这一刻

放下累积的负荷卸下沉默

学会了不保留

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我们微笑了

也都不躲了

这单纯的坦诚

你好吗多么默契的开场白

我笑了

我们不走了

不再尴尬了

不回头凑理由

希望我们从此都真的快乐

说好了不说走

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Hmm in my opinion... this song is about a couple who came together easily but broke up due to differences... found out later part that they stil remember and love each other... they met up and both decided to return to each other... i feel its quite romantic but a rare reality... im not really sure if tats the correct meaning la so do correct me bout the meaning if im wrong cuz i wana know... but the last part of the lyrics was really nice... erm all of it is nice la haha... and Jolin's voice really works magic in the chorus really nice... hmm take some time to let it buffer and hope u all like it yea...
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Block leave is over le... 13 days juz like that haha... yup tml going in le... abit sian leh... haha everyone also quite gloomy... except those stay out de ba i guess haha... but haiya stil muz go... muz well live my last day of freedom happily...
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Something profound that u all gotta see... "Love is not blind - it sees more, not less... But because it sees more, it is willing to see less..." by Rabbi Julius Gordon... impacting rite... haha enjoy your weekends ppl... cya all in 5 days time... hopefully less...