Last day at work le...

Haha today is my last day le... new guy come le... teach him a few things here and there so he can handle the things when im gone... haha quite nice guy la... knowing that i like songs he stil take the trouble to burn cd for me... he is here since Thursday le... got a little company for my last few days haha... but due to age gap haha not much things to talk about...
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Yea was supposed to treat my collegues de... but i tink alot of them thought that my last day is next week... so they never ask me bout the treat... hmm i wun be coming back liao... so instead juz bought back a pack of donuts for them... tink they abit unhappy cuz was supposed to be lunch de haha... but nvm la haha... at least a little something better den nothing...
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Today is Eileen's birthday haha... happy bday le may all your wishes and dreams come through... hope she do well in her university studies le and may she be happy always haha... yup tink they are celebrating at K-Box today...
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Yup its bout 530 le... bout an hour or so before i go home le... haha duno suld be happy or not lol... stopping work means NS coming liao le... frankly im quite prepared bout the whole thing le... juz worried bout feeling lonely inside... hmm hope to meet some nice friends over there la...
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Today paid May Ee and Hui Li their pay... totals up to about $150 liddat... stil owe Ting they all bout $50 liddat... hmm overall my bank account only increase bout 1.2k++ liddat only after two and a half months of working, thats after i pay my debt and spent $100 on clothes... hmm weird leh duno why become so little...
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Yup nothing much le... found something which is nice for couples haha... "Love like she's the first. Fight like he's the last..." sweet haha... take care ppl hav a great weekend...

Pondering...

Something done by Jie Xin haha... Yup "Why be optimistic & end up disappointed, when you can be pessimistic & perhaps be pleasantly surprised?"... haha but sometimes being negative may not be a good... it lowers our confidence and dulls our motivation... on the other hand being positive would give us a renewed strength to push on... so... which one is better? haha... take care...

Progress...

Ystd was playing the guitar... haha duno suld be happy or not, my changing of chords from Bm to F is faster by 0.2 sec le... its quite insignificant but at least its abit la... ystd i tried out the 4/4 strumming pattern on the changing of the Bm to F chord also... it was really a strain on the muscle near my thumb because the duration of 4/4 beat is longer... the muscle got so tired that i had to let go at the tenth time i change the chord... was unable to continue le... so decided to pluck the tune of the song "Hero" by Enrique Iglesias... turned out quite well haha tink cuz its easy... haha and also my voice is recovering le... yup slept well last night due to the accumulated tiredness...
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LOL today the first thing that happen to me at work is that Dolly blame me ystd work never go find her... joker... haha den she went on and on wanting me to treat them lunch cuz its gona be my last day at work soon... tink gona treat Elaine and Dolly only cuz they're the only ones im closer to la... Yeap funny ppl lol...
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Hmm ystd saw something on Yanling's msn nick... which she had found it somewhere... its very meaningful la haha i like it alot... "True love does not have a happy ending, because true love does not have an ending..." haha impacted me alot... short post today but the nice quote should be more den enough... smilez :)

Can't slp...

Ystd tink about 3.45 liddat den finally fall asleep... duno why i cant leave my mind blank think here think there... damm sian leh... especially when u know that there's work tml... i tossed and turned for about one and half hour or so... today wake liao, expected... tired...
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Haha speaking of being unable to slp... when i was young i was super afraid of the dark... i will always tell my mum to accompany me to slp... my bed has two levels... so she will always slp below me... hmm when i cant slp... i wil juz turn and tell my mum... eh mummy wo shui bu zao (means i cant slp in chinese)... her answer will always be the same... guan yan jing(means close your eys in chinese)... although i know this will always be her ans... i will always ask even when she's sound asleep le... haha duno why, maybe juz for the assurance ba... den i can slp le haha... childhood memories lol...
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Haha theres one more method which i always use when i cant slp... i wil close my eyes and i will look at the back of my eyelids... though its pitch darkness... but sometimes if u concentrate hard enough, u will see patches of white light... everytime its a different pattern... i dun tink u all understand la... but its very fun de... muz really concentrate very hard and look in front when u close your eyes... haha i tink it blocks out other thoughts so allows me to slp easier... u all can try also haha...
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Ohh ystd found some new songs again haha... post on blog next week... the songs are by Enrique Iglesias... haha nice vocal and hot looks... cool...
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Yup a sweet thing to share...
A girl asked a boy if she was pretty.
He said no.
She asked him if he wanted to be with her forever.
He said no.
She then asked him if he would cry if she walked away.
He again said no.
She had heard too much.
She needed to leave.
As she walked away, he grabbed her arm and told her to stay, he said,"You're not pretty, you're beautiful. I don't want to be with you forever, I need to be with you forever. I wouldn't cry if you walked away, I would die."

New song...

Hmm got a new song introduced by one of my friends... haha its a super sad song but its very nice la... the lyrics alone is already good le... i love this song... so hope u all enjoy it too... yup and learn to treasure your loved ones... the lyrics are below... let the words stir your hearts for a moment...

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-Tonight I Wana Cry-

-Keith Urban-

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Alone in this house again tonight

I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine

There's pictures of you and I on the walls around me

The way that it was and could have been surrounds me

I'll never get over you walkin' away

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I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show

And I thought that bein' strong meant

never losin' your self-control

But I'm just drunk enough to let got of my pain

To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain

From my eyes

Tonight I wanna cry

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Would it help if I turned a sad song on

'All By Myself' would sure hit me hard now that you're gone

Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters

It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better

But I'll never get over you by hidin' this way

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I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show

And I thought that bein' strong meant

never losin' your self-control

But I'm just drunk enough to let got of my pain

To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain

From my eyes

Tonight I wanna cry

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I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show

And I thought that bein' strong meant

never losin' your self-control

But I'm just drunk enough to let got of my pain

To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain

From my eyes

Tonight I wanna cry

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Haha yup thats all... something to share by an unknown person... i tink its really really awesome... "Love me when I least deserve it, because that's when I really need it..." hope u all understand wat it means la... i pondered for sometime before figuring out... but once u know the meaning... u'll agree wif me that this phrase is really great... take care ppl...