Troubled...

Hmm ystd juz received my uni admission for environmental engineering admission... yup im relieved la at last got a uni would want me le...now waiting for my NS letter only... zzz duno wat they doing de... but really thank God for this le... To all those who hav not received hope u all wil get it asap yea...

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Hmm ystd night was very funny... a cockroach flew inside my brother's room... den he went to take a cup and cup the coackroach on the wall den tell me to take a piece of paper to slide beneth the cup so that the cockroach wun escape and because he nid to transport it out of his room... He was very scared la when doing it den i juz stand aside then support him mentally cuz im very scared of this thing too... haha after that he went into the toilet intending to throw it into the toilet bowl... i continue watching tv when he called me again... i went to the toilet then saw him violently shaking the cup wif the cockroach inside... he say he want to make it dizzy and would not fly off when he threw it in the toilet bowl... he saw me den said hey can u get ready the water to pour into the toilet bowl as soon as i thow the cockroach in?... haha of cuz i rejected la wat if it flew out and landed on me... haha den he c me not willing to help den he say 'orh u stand there lo' den he continue shaking the cup violently... haha intend to stun the coackroach more... for safety... haha it was hilarious la we both laughed... i dun tink i gave a gd description haha but nvm he managed to wash the cockroach down the toilet bowl...

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Today was so tired feel like slping during tuition...den today was suppose to go church de but end up never... partly im very tired and also there is alot of things bothering me that make me lose to heart to go back... though my life is blessed by God... but...haiz i duno how to put it la very confused... feeling terrible but duno for wat... I myself dun even understand... haiz tink run away for a moment ba...

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Hmm today while practising guitar my brother say y ur pattern of strumming all the same de... hmm i oso tink so... i only know one type only... nobody really had the heart to teach me for long hrs though... ya so much wana ask n learn... hmm nvm slowly practise the foundations that i hav first ba... Oh ya my father knows how to play the guitar too... my mum said when he first arrived in singapore he only has a few clothes some money and a guitar... haha i never ask him to play b4 la but i would love to hear it... My father is a great man... loves me alot but last time i kip looking down on him... haiz wat an asshole... Now im trying to treat my parents as good as possible le... friday blew up for 1 sec den felt very guilty over it... nvm slowly ba yea...

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Today watched return of the condor heroes again... Yang Guo grow up le... hmm frankly the computer effects is making me quite sian la... cuz really too fake le... but haha wana c the whole story on tv la... maybe i'll read my comic again...

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Hmm milon writing a new song le... haha tink he completing it by tml ba... yea... should be a great one...

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Yup that all le hmm nid to share a positive thing... Hmm anger clouds the mind... control it or be controlled... haha should heard it ba? but how many can do it? Haha i guess majority have this problem ba... Jia you le can de...

 

Third day at work...

Hmm ystd uploaded pics to photobucket.. at last can put pics on my blog le... me now at work... 3 ppl only in the morning... so im quite free... Ya since can update pics... i did a little something bout my past... Bout her... to express my thanx for her... Very emotional when doing the thing... lucky the camera in my workplace is facing my back... and not my face... yea kinda reminds me alot of things... hope she can be happy foreva...
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Hmm ystd work was very slack at CC i watched a movie Rob B Hood on the internet haha... cuz really no ppl the earnings for the time is only $57... which after deducting my pay is only about $10 for the company... Ya no ppl lo... after 530am i went to teach tuition liao le...
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Sian... im facing a problem... i can only do one job only liao... cuz my timing in the CC is frm 10am to 7pm le... i cant make it back in time for tuition haiz... ystd i teach the students they seem to understand it at one go... I feel im making great progress on my teaching i dunwan stop here... i like the students alot... i wana c them do well... den the teachers there who taught me how to teach... Mr Chua... and Mr Tiing and the other collegues... i had fun working wif them... i really like the place alot... haiz got to work something out la... i only got a week to settle this... i nid ppl who wans a job on Saturdays... yea pls tag me if u want... Ystd took some pics of some students yup here they are...


This is Wei Jie bright kid... I taught him the importance of models haha though its a small thing but i feel proud of him... he came wif gd grades le... he's maintaining and doing even better now... yup another bright kid is Sek Heng i dunhav his photo yet but he's v v cute too... both are primary 3 and great students... these two are my potential A students haha...

Hao Boon is the guy wearing specs he is primary 5 now... Hao Yong is the other one and he is primary 4 now... they hav a little sister Gracia... they come to tuition together de... Hao Boon is smart la but i tink he is overdependent on teachers... he needs to know how to solve the question himself... Hao Yong is my best friend the way he smile is really handsome and cute leh u feel like pinching him... He wil play play wif u at the beggining of the lesson but if u get stern he wil pay attention... though he's not very strong but i hope i can do more for him yea... Gracia is quite a playful student la haha she is the weakest... cuz at times really cant get her to study even other teachers oso cant do anything bout it... ya theres the pic wif Gracia wif Hao Yong... They always fight de... but they look so angelic... thats the thing bout kids... fight one moment and hug the next :) Y cant adults b liddat too??

This is Agnes the new student who came lately she looked alot like my cousin Wen Xin and her smile is the same also... she's a cute and beautiful girl... hmm was teaching her English ystd... she is very mature for a primary 4 student... ya... had fun chatting and joking wif her... Very happy though she is new she is clicking well wif me... that wil make my teaching easier...

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Haha yup tml wil upload the other students so u all can c wat they look like la... i like my students alot... hope they wil all grow up to be great ppl wif bright futures...

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Ya as always a gd thing at the end of the entry...Hmm ok this... Silence is golden... every1 take some time to reflect on yourself before u slp... 5 min maybe... juz remain silent and think... wat hav i been doing today... is it correct? or is it wrong... den take the neccessary actions to do even more if ur correct and to stop if its wrong... A change in character wil only begin when u yourself realise that u hav a problem... u tell it to yourself... take care friends...

My Precious Memories...

Me and the best girl in my life...







She loved everything that i loved...




Trying out my

brand new jerseys...





Doing happy things together...

She at my home...

Us at Seoul Garden...

She loves ice cream...

I love chicken meat and of cuz her too...

Though Im bad at times...

She was always forgiving...

Always...

Our graduation night picture...

She looked awesome...

Forever my dear...

But all is too late now...

How i Wish it was not...

How i wish for another day with you...

How i wish that fate wil bring us back...

Till that day...

All i can say is...

I will never break my promise to u...

Thanx for the precious memories...

Thanx for the precious happiness...

I love u... Foreva n eva babe...

And it will never change...

Thanx (-____-,)

Second day at work...

Hmm ystd never blog becuz was abit emo at night yea... now im working lo... since nothing to do so blog now la haha...
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This job was great la hmm it has alot of free times for u to do whatever u want la... sometimes can even play counterstrike here lol... now its 1030am le stil no customers coming in... Hmm this job is like a lanshop cashier... yup but not as advanced as a real lanshop la... u hav to count the time by yourself de... there are only two games here... maple story and counterstrike... to be honest i find it sadening la to c so many students coming here juz say play all the way to the closing time... some students even came at 1030am... hmm wondering if they skip sch lo... wan play den play after sch la... dun go sch sure hard to catch up de... hmm hope they understand la... dun lose your future to the virtual world... cuz i almost lost it myself even though i was not as bad as them la... i stil go sch stil do homework yea... my results stil sux... Hmm thats my 10 cents worth of advice la... this job is only on Wednesday Friday and Sunday... i tink one month later wil change to everyday le... cuz now got two ppl in charge of the job so muz split the days evenly... so tink one month later my tuition job no more le...
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Later going tuition hmm i really like it there... dun really wana quit lo... i love the kids there... some la ahahaha no no cant bias... i tink i friend friend wif them too much le den sometimes they wil bargain wif me bout the work i give them... hmm today muz change muz b super stern yea... Nah dun tink its me style haha i very soft hearted de... its my strength and my great weakness... -
Hmm i found out something bout myself i cant slp early... i muz wait til im beat den its safe to slp... ystd i lay in bed for 2 whole hrs... trying to slp and pass on to the new day... when i cant slp... i tink... when i tink... i will emo... when i emo i cant slp... haiz this has been wif me for a long time le... maybe thats y im slping so late everyday...
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Hmm sometimes i can talk to God... sometimes i juz need somebody there... though friends u all were great... but theres stil a little something missing... the thing that i hav in the past... which i dun now... its so hard to explain... though we chat... but the way we chat hurts me... I thank God for his arrangements but... y this ne? y? A part of me know to forget is the only way... but a part of me wants to reme... even if its to hurt... at least i stil reme...
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Sry for the negative thingy hmm let me tink of somthing gd ba... hmm oh ya... Garrett once shared this... yea... i changed it abit to the context of non chirstians... Here goes... If we talk about how great we use to be in the past... something is wrong... you are not as good now le... Always change and work towards excellence... let your light in the past be blinded by the light which you shine now... Let your present be your brightest light always... Amen to that... take care all...

Success...

Hmm today waked at 130pm cuz ystd hanged out quite long during supper wif wilson and milton... tink we 330am den went home... we never eat anything juz drank a glass of milk... zzzz so sweet like adding condensed milk to water liddat... after that talk talk abit here and there then went home le hahaha...
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Yeah success today during tuition i was very very patient :) haha i taught two students how to write a gd eng compo... its my 1st time teaching bout this and i hope my method is effective... hope tml they can hav great ideas for the titles they are writing... Today two new students came to the centre haha i tink the amount of students coming in are increasing quickly... today juz got my pay... $185 for one month... though its little but i hardly spend much la cuz no movies no eating out yup... haha but i would love to spent it the way i did last time... ya lo...
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Tml working le its my 1st day... i duno how to go there yet leh so muz wake way early before the time to report for work... den wee ling sick cant go work tml so she cannot show me where the place... scared tml get lost or what de... hmm wil try my best to do the job rite yea... haha tml shall update on how my work was...
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Short entry for a change...
Haha something to share which Bryan told me some time ago... When you are down to nothing... God is up to something... yup so if you are having your down sides in life... dun wry... cuz the rainbow is juz behind the tears that covers your vision... take care everybody :)

Completed...

Haha 1st things 1st paragraphing... Hmm sry last time never leave paragraphs one look muz b v irritated ba haha... Nvm muz learn haha...
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Hmm ystd stayed up but thought about how the song goes... c if its nice tested and added the chords... duno if the chords were correct... i juz noe that it sounds nice wif it can le haha... hmm stil duno how to put the chords juz by listening to the tune not up to the level yet haha.. scully all wrong de... but nvm EVERYTHING MUZ LEARN haha yea... the song is titled "默默" had a hard time tinkin of a title actually... Yup tink put this more suit le haha... Bored??? I noe next paragraph... wun bored le ba haha
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Wow ystd i saw fear factor couple's special at 230am... fear factor is a reality show where ppl compete for a million dollars... they hav to complete or beat the others in timing in a stunt... yup though this couple's special i seen b4 le but i stil wana watch again... there are 8 diff couples a few has been eliminated already yup... i already knew who won the million dollars... it was a married couple... haha last night they were doing a stunt which involves taking 5 flags the fastest yup... den the guy fell but held on to something... it was not allowed... they were fouled and the number of flags they obtained were only 3.. cuz after the penalty the flags taken was not counted... it seemed like the end of the road for them they were most likely be eliminated... cuz taking 5 flags was not a big prob... beating the timing was... the host asked the wife hey how do u feel?? the wife said i dun feel anything cuz its not my fault... haha it was a nasty comment... the husband juz smiled... the wife noticed her mistake seeing her husband feeling guilty... smiled... and gave him a kiss on the cheeks haha thats all... it was juz like saying that nvm dear u mean more than a millon bucks to me... haha yup at last another team commited the exact same penalty and got zero flags... haha the married couple went thru to the finals liddat haha... besides this, the married couple oso showed support for each other in their other stunts which i would not mention haha...
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Haha v happy to c marilyn and sue ping yeah long time never talk to them le hope they wil leave their emails in the tag box asap yea haha...
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Tml labour day... but stil hav to work tuition yup cuz exams coming le muz help the students... tml muz b very patient muz do a gd job!! cuz thats my duty muz responsible... hope they can do well for their exams la... if they were to come back saying yea i got band 1 so easy the test... i wil b very very happy hahaha... speaking of job actually the CC job i found its only working for 4 hrs per day yea liddat only 1 week only got $165 if count both jobs together... hope can increase the working hrs asap...
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Yup tat all... later 1am gona go supper wif milton and wilson... haha sry if its a little long haha but its juz bout 5 min la haha... Treasure everybody wor take lots of care ppl!!!

Owl man... ta da da da da ta da...

Yea ystd b owl again... slept at 530am hahahaha... this is bad... tink i muz force myself to slp latest by 4am everyday... Heard that slping late wil hurt the liver...
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Was trying to complete the song... i started at 1230... After pondering for over 2 hrs... at last something... den i found out that the lyrics dun fit the chorus tat well... plan scrapped... no la not really scrapped juz put aside maybe next song lol... after another hr came out wif a new set of lyrics... haha great fits better but stil altogether not v nice :( working on it again tonight yup...
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Oh ya Bryan mentioned a song creation for church asked me to write lyrics and he wil take charge of melody some1 else wil sing it la haha... nervous but im starting after completing my own song...
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Den after that about 4am something le, i watched the movie Ghost Rider again on vcd... not really nice la but i like the coolness yea haha... 530am blackout on my bed haha... today 2pm wake wahaha... hmm my uncle came to my house... to those who duno my uncle and i not on gd terms de... hav not talked since bout sec 4 ya... probably given up on me le... He is a great tuition teacher he teaches for a living... and he is rich... should know how gd is he le... the A1 that i got for my O lvl chinese is oso his credit... but he is over protective of me... i noe he meant well but den 1 day cant take it juz quarrel den until now oso never talk le... not angry wif him anyway yea never got the guts to tell him thanx for teaching me the gd things and the bad yup... thank u lots... Hmm he stayed for bout few min den go le... no talk again...
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Hmm moving on i played a draft dota game... wif my sec sch friends... Used my favourite hero Pudge... we won la... oh ya my favourite game is dota been playing it for 2yrs le though abit sian liao but stil abit fun la haha... those students who havent try de den dun... cause it wil distrupt ur studies haha... trust me... but if u can control urself then great should give it a try... each game only costs one hour of ur entire life... ROFL...
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K la going to find guitar chords for practice later... yup... Take care friends anything can find me np de... Life is short live it meaningfully...