Booking in soon le...

Today been overwhelmed with thoughts... thinking in bed... had some quarrels wif my mum again... haix... i really dunwana quarrel de... i will feel damm guilty de... and im trying to improve our relationship le... den everytime due to her lack of understanding and my lack of tolerance... i will blow it... back to square one again... haix... super super sian... i wil lose faith and will be disappointed... sometimes i really feel so inferior and small... cant even do such a small thing right... so little good points so many bad points... perhaps this is the reason why im alone now... cant even find anyone to go on an outing... let alone talking to anyone bout such personal issues... haix things sure are different now...
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Sometimes i envy you... the life you have now... got things to do everyday... ppl to talk to everyday... family to cuddle with everyday... being happy everyday... im happy for u... yet there's an unexplainable sadness hidden within my smile...
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Booking in tml le... time pasts so fast at home... abit sian now le... stil abit sick... hope tml wil get better...
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Time doesnt stop for anybody... regardless you're happy... or sad... time pasts... on and on...
But...
Juz how long more do i need?
Sigh...
Hurt...

Sigh...

Quite a lonely book out... wana go out awhile, catch a movie or something but oso duno can find who... its either they're studying... working... staying so far away... or already going out with other friends le... haiz very sian... ystd stil ranted at my parents on stupid things... haiz... sometimes really feel distant from everybody... only thing im close to is guitar and dota... so much things wana share wif someone yet nobody is close enough...
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Feeling abit sick le... been having occasion headaches... i tot this only happens in Tekong cuz temperature there higher bout 2 degrees there... come home stil the same... comes and goes de... sore throat also... haiz sian... now juz counting down to book in day... book in liao den count down for book out day... Bleah no life... Sigh...
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A little something that caught my eye... "Love is life... And if you miss love... you miss life..." Leo Buscaglia... Hmm... i really miss life... really...

New Song...

So long no blog le... Hmm im not supposed to talk about army here so not much to update too haha... but at last im home le... back to my room... back to my guitar... back to my comfy computer seat... lol...
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Been tinking of many things during the nights... somehow straightened my thoughts on certain things... but somehow those straightened thoughts now wil soon be messy again...
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New song that i like alot... "Big Girls Don't Cry" by Fergie... ppl always know her for her dances and stuff... tink she got something like a bad girl image, but this song really proves that her voice is awesome too... shows a different side of her... nice yea...
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Big Girls Don't Cry

Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
Your probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But Ive got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps until I'm full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
Ill be your best friend and you'll be mine
Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if u want to
Cause I want to hold yours too
Well be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But its time for me to go home
Its getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
La Da Da Da Da Da

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Love this song... lol... hope u all enjoy... something nice which is hung on the toilet... The fastest way to get love is to give love... The fastest way to lose love is to hold on too tightly... The only way to keep love is to give it wings... hmm i feel its abit chim... duno if its true... but haha maybe one day i'll figure out... Take care le ppl...