Today been overwhelmed with thoughts... thinking in bed... had some quarrels wif my mum again... haix... i really dunwana quarrel de... i will feel damm guilty de... and im trying to improve our relationship le... den everytime due to her lack of understanding and my lack of tolerance... i will blow it... back to square one again... haix... super super sian... i wil lose faith and will be disappointed... sometimes i really feel so inferior and small... cant even do such a small thing right... so little good points so many bad points... perhaps this is the reason why im alone now... cant even find anyone to go on an outing... let alone talking to anyone bout such personal issues... haix things sure are different now...
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Sometimes i envy you... the life you have now... got things to do everyday... ppl to talk to everyday... family to cuddle with everyday... being happy everyday... im happy for u... yet there's an unexplainable sadness hidden within my smile...
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Booking in tml le... time pasts so fast at home... abit sian now le... stil abit sick... hope tml wil get better...
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Time doesnt stop for anybody... regardless you're happy... or sad... time pasts... on and on...
But...
Juz how long more do i need?
Sigh...
Hurt...
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