Thanx ppl...

Haha first of all quite happy that lots of ppl tag... yup really very touched la... hmm im sure she'll be fine de... thanx alot...
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My mum really is strong... frm her actions cant even tell that she is bothered by it... i dun really know how she feels now... duno whether suld i ask about it anot... duno if it wil make her more nervous... i tink my brother duno bout this yet... yupz juz pray that she'll be fine...
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Ystd i received my pay slip... i got only $600++ only leh... haiz the CPF thingy really took out a large sum... it even reduced my basic pay... Frm $6.00 to $5.25 per hour... i duno wil reduce lo... i tot only juz 20% deducted frm total... on top of that i stil hav to pay May Ee some money cause she replaced me a few days... tink i left with $400 plus only... sian i was expecting more de... i hav plans to pay alot of things this month de leh... i tink i cant even save at all lo... even without spending on a single thing... stil heaven even include food yet... haiz... now duno wat to do liao...
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Ystd wilson milton and me had two games of dota... we won a 3v3 match vs milton's friends... and also a handicapped match of 3v5... actually was 4v5 de but our teamate was feeding... feeding means keep dying and feeding gold to the opponents... so that person was not of much use... wilson was really angry with him haha... but we stil managed to pull it off... nice game though...
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Ystd was really bad cuz i never practise guitar at all lo zzzz... it was my first day without touching the guitar... cuz i went down for supper wif my dota friends... we had kaya bread half-boiled egg and ice lemon tea... very nice... 2am den come back... after reading my bible plan den fainted on my cosy bed... haha today go home muz double my practise time le...
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One more reminder... Red Rain is coming very very soon le... June 16 and 17... if u wana go pls let me know... u wil b blown away by their music... trust me... furthermore their songs soothes the heart... dun miss this... come come wooot!!!
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Ya nothing much liao le see wat today has installed for me... excited... hmm lets share something... this is something frm pastors a few weeks back which i think is very very good... "Wat determines the extend of your sacrifice is not the amount that u offer but the amount that you have left"... something quite random la... but i love it alot... take care ppl and thanx again... i appreciate it... :)

Mummy Good Luck...

Ystd at around 8am somebody msg me... "pls pray for your mum, she is detected of cancer and is going for an operation on Thurs"... my first thought was that this person got nothing better to do... actually it was my aunt... at night den my mum told me bout the cancer thingy... she hav already known it since April... i feel that its a blessing that it is detected to be a first degree cancer... which is stil not serious... as long as it does not spread... luckily it was found out at this stage... heard that it was still curable... yup she's going to the operation room next Thurs... i left a note on her wallet wishing her good luck... hope she can feel that i still care though cuz ystd kinda blamed her for keeping this from us...
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Ystd prayed for her too... during prayer suddenly the good things she done all appear in front of me... she said she knew the news around April... April was a rough month for me cuz of my relationship probs... was juz snapping at anybody who disturbs me and every day wil numb myself wif games and every night will juz weep in bed... my mum knows it but in order to save my face she never discussed it with me... i know she cares alot and worries alot bout me... cuz she met my ex one day and asked bout me... my ex told me my mum asking bout me... duno why i juz felt very touched when i heard it...
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i can imagine my mum's feeling... I hav been through the feeling when i was suspected of a chronic diesease... when i hear it... i was so shocked and lost la... i thought im gona die soon le... i almost gave up studying also... totally no mood to do anything... cant stop the tears on my way home... but luckily my ex was there for me la... cried in her hug... she comforted encouraged and supported me... i managed to pick myself up... yup later in the year went for another few tests... they found my heart to be abnormal abit but its working normally... so i actually do not hav the diesease la... but i stil muz go back check up to ensure... i feel my mum is such a strong person... despite the fear she is facing she stil puts me first... instead of worrying bout herself... she was more anxious about me... haiz feel very guilty for wat i hav done last time...
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Hmm nvm wats done cant be undone i can only treat her better in future lo... yea to be honest my relationship with my parents are alot better liao le... Hmm i hav faith that with God... i can say at ease that my mum wil return a healthier person after next Thursday...
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Friends go for a check up together with your families once in awhile ba... its better to be safe than sry... yup...
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Hmm nothing on my mind now... i juz want her to be safe when she comes back... Yup ppl when we're feeling down or fail or the times where u feel like life's meaningless... dun fret... theres something that wil be there to guide us... thats the love from our family... so honour your father and mother as they are our light... treasure them...

I must stay positive...

First things first i tink each week i wil change a new blog song... yup for this week is titled "Love, Me" by Collin Raye... its a touching love flashback between two ppl... hmm i feel this song is very meaningful... haha my bro and I loved it... Shows how wonderful love can be when it works out... even til the person is old... or even after the partner passed away... their love is stil strong... all the memories are as clear as crystal... quite touched by the song... haha hope u all wil enjoy it...
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Ystd was a peaceful day at work nothing happen... the weird lady came back offered me some kueh haha very funny... tink no more problems frm her le ba...
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Yup was talking to someone ystd for most of the time la... started off very well but towards the end we sort of disagreed on something...yup she ended wif a few words that really really hurt me... made me really look down on myself... i felt very lost after hearing it... been pondering over this... but its ok... i know to her... those were juz words...
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Been practising the 4/4 strumming pattern... ytsd i listened to the tunes i play carefully... i realised that when i play some songs with their chords... they dun sound like the songs... for example when ppl hear the chords of the song without the lyrics they duno im playing that particular song... but with the lyrics added den they wil say ooooh... something liddat la... its juz an example... quite dishearted la... when i see others play... juz need to listen for awhile den can know wat they playing le... i tink there are two possible reasons... they used plucking while i used strumming... or my strumming pattern not correct... c how it goes ba... tonite i gona try again...
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Haha my goal is to be something like Tank... not in his vocal or looks la... nowhere compared to him... but in his guitar skills... he said once, that if he knows how to sing it... he would be able to play it... and he uses plucking throughout the songs... so ppl will juz name one song... and he wil play it on the spot... haha like him alot... his songs are awesome too... yup hope i can reach that level one day... God aid me...
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Yup tink gona stop here liao le... a new day awaits me... hope it wil be a better one... haha something nice to share... think positively... a better day wil start by thinkin it will be...

Wasted three days...

Haha never update blog for the last three days cuz i prefer to blog at work cuz at home i nid to use other methods to post instead of juz clicking new posts... yup haha wasted three days cuz spent most of my time on dota... haha alot of you ppl duno what is it ba giv u all a brief description :)
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Haha ystd Dota Allstars 6.44 was released... there are 6 new heroes... some changes here and there... haha tried all of the 6 new heroes out... hmm some really requires training im not sure how to bring out the full potential of the hero yet... the thing about this game is that its played worldwide even working adults go to lan shop for one game lol... and also the improved maps are constantly being released with new items new heros... so will hardly ever get bored wif the same old things la... currently there are about 88 heroes le... erm so u hav to play the game 88 times to b juz an average player... haha but overall its not some lame game... cuz a single mistake can cost you your victory... it requires teamwork, strategy, skills, estimation and the knowledge of other heroes, cuz no hero is perfect as there will b some others which can counter you... yup been playing this game wif my friends milton wilson and guan soon nowadays... haha wilson is the most pro in the four of us la haha...
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Haha this is a little something taken on dotaportal.com its a fan submitted artwork... haha i really love this pic alot la... duno how its done cuz it looked so perfectly drawn haha...

Abit of description bout these two haha... on the left in the cool armour suit and the fabulous muscles is a hero named Sven the Rougue Knight... haha its one of the good guys which in general known as the Sentinals... the one on the right... MY FAVOURITE HERO... Pudge the Butcher... From the looks he is obviously one of the baddies which in general known as the Scourge... haha I've been training Pudge for maybe a year plus le... i chose this as my main hero cuz i observed that this guy is on the top of the food chain... he is a predator with only two to three heroes that can counter it... and the way he makes a kill with his hook is very cool and ppl wil always b awed and say nice one... to anyone who wants to prove me wrong by saying that this guy is lousy haha feel free to initiate your challenge... haha try the game if u are not studying... but don't get HOOKED... lol (deeper meaning)

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On the weekends continued with the tv series the return of the condor heroes... the story is accelerating at a fast rate haha and those exciting parts are coming up so fast... its very nice liao now do catch it...

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Ystd talked to Bryan through the phone haha he told me bout some problems he faced la... this lets me know more about him la... and the way he attends to the problem really gains my respect haha... shan't elaborate more... Bryan take care le... as u said God wil bring you through this... haha next time we take a picture together den i post and let u all c him wahahah...

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Hmm on my way here on the MRT juz now... I suddenly thought of the past days during my basketball years... frm secondary all the way to jc... how we persevered and endured in trainings... how we absorbed coach's teachings how we improved... how we made fun at each other during friendly matches... how we gathered under coach's words while panting hard during tournaments... the joy that we lost and won together as a team... i feel thats the magic of sports... its not the results its the processes... this brings a smile to my face... i miss those days... i miss playing...

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Haha yup thats basically it ba.. nothing much liao le... Something knowledgable to share frm the book i read... do u all know that laughter contains some sort of "pain killer" elements... its like a drug where u get a high but this is the self produced drug by the body and its a good thing... it heals sickness and prolongs life... it is also found that tears also contain some of the "pain killer" elements too but wif other things also la... when we are sad our body produce these liquids to soothe ourselves... so we feel better after a cry... the water containing the elements produced in our eyes which are unable to drain off by the tear ducts in the eyes quickly, will leak out as tears... haha cool rite how the body works... yup stay happy ppl take care le...