Ystd at around 8am somebody msg me... "pls pray for your mum, she is detected of cancer and is going for an operation on Thurs"... my first thought was that this person got nothing better to do... actually it was my aunt... at night den my mum told me bout the cancer thingy... she hav already known it since April... i feel that its a blessing that it is detected to be a first degree cancer... which is stil not serious... as long as it does not spread... luckily it was found out at this stage... heard that it was still curable... yup she's going to the operation room next Thurs... i left a note on her wallet wishing her good luck... hope she can feel that i still care though cuz ystd kinda blamed her for keeping this from us...
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Ystd prayed for her too... during prayer suddenly the good things she done all appear in front of me... she said she knew the news around April... April was a rough month for me cuz of my relationship probs... was juz snapping at anybody who disturbs me and every day wil numb myself wif games and every night will juz weep in bed... my mum knows it but in order to save my face she never discussed it with me... i know she cares alot and worries alot bout me... cuz she met my ex one day and asked bout me... my ex told me my mum asking bout me... duno why i juz felt very touched when i heard it...
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i can imagine my mum's feeling... I hav been through the feeling when i was suspected of a chronic diesease... when i hear it... i was so shocked and lost la... i thought im gona die soon le... i almost gave up studying also... totally no mood to do anything... cant stop the tears on my way home... but luckily my ex was there for me la... cried in her hug... she comforted encouraged and supported me... i managed to pick myself up... yup later in the year went for another few tests... they found my heart to be abnormal abit but its working normally... so i actually do not hav the diesease la... but i stil muz go back check up to ensure... i feel my mum is such a strong person... despite the fear she is facing she stil puts me first... instead of worrying bout herself... she was more anxious about me... haiz feel very guilty for wat i hav done last time...
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Hmm nvm wats done cant be undone i can only treat her better in future lo... yea to be honest my relationship with my parents are alot better liao le... Hmm i hav faith that with God... i can say at ease that my mum wil return a healthier person after next Thursday...
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Friends go for a check up together with your families once in awhile ba... its better to be safe than sry... yup...
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Hmm nothing on my mind now... i juz want her to be safe when she comes back... Yup ppl when we're feeling down or fail or the times where u feel like life's meaningless... dun fret... theres something that wil be there to guide us... thats the love from our family... so honour your father and mother as they are our light... treasure them...
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