Thoughts...

Sigh losing much fire in my life... lately dun really hav the mood to do anything... been thinkin alot at night... cant really slp ystd... been reading many ppl's blog regarding regrets... felt a little sad la... If we all can hav somebody or something that can tell us which is right and which is wrong... weather we are at fault or not... how great is that... at times i really get very frustrated with such questions... God can be the one... but sometimes i wonder is it God or are we juz doing a simple reflection for the day... if thats so... we'll be simply going round in circles... if we are wrong and we think we're correct we will not ponder about it anymore... how are we gona correct that? very difficult to explain also... but i know for one thing God helps us to start anew regardless weather he might be true or not... but in simpler terms... either its God or its juz self deception... but i know that either of the both will be a good thing in this case... feeling quite faithless within... juz my thoughts...
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Yup just wana be alone... but with somebody who understands me... who i can trust and share everthing but not selectively... who is 100% real... who is willing and interested... currently there's no such person anymore le... sigh endure awhile more ba... juz hope Saturday's sermon can spark my fire again...
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Short post for today... Hmm something which i liked alot from the show "Yuan Dian"... it says somethin like... When u successfully avoid a problem for today... den congrats u still hav tomorrow... Though avoiding something may appear to be the best thing to do at the moment... it never really solves the problem... yup so tackle them today... tc le ppl...