Thursday, June 21, 2007

Weekends approaching...

Weekends been passing by juz liddat... time passes by so fast... been bout 7 months le after my A levels... now i look back everything is juz a blink... haix this 7 months was supposed to be very enjoyable de... but end up dreading through the holidays... NS coming in bout 1 months time only le... juz one thing to look forward to now... thats my jc friends chalet gathering... yup on the 4th of July... cuz i can c her again le yea...
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Felt that this world is getting darker... Alot of NS friends come out... five sentence got one F word lol... and the culture in NS really sux... they talk about sex with total disregard for females... yup dun really like it... makes me worry alot bout her... scared that she might get cheated by other men in future or wat de... but i cant do anything la... feel quite powerless sometimes... Hmm den last Saturday saw a man and woman quarreling so loudly (i mean literally yelling) on the MRT... i think the problem is that they stare at each other... the man juz started ranting at her called her mad woman and stuff... den the woman scolded back too calling him mad man... zzz i was looking for a moment la but got bored... comon u scold me mad i scold u back liddat also muz win... and later they kip repeating the same stuff... grown ups still liddat... Ystd a woman was backstabbing somebody in the MRT through the phone... talking about wat motive why she do this and that... she said it so loudly as though this is the most wonderful thing... i can even hear her through my ipod... Today i was on the train... was juz looking around den i caught the eye of a man for bout 2 sec liddat... he den raised his head by body language like asking me wats wrong liddat... was quite taken aback duno why his reaction so big den juz looked away... weird ppl zzz...
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Yup today nothing much juz the same old stuff... something to share from the internet... "Happiness is always here, but covered by thoughts, desires and fears"... very true... but i feel its easier said than done... sometimes i find it real hard to put aside the thoughts desires and fears juz to taste the goodness of happiness... maybe thats why been unable to feel happy lately... hmm im working towards it though... Yup at least to know what u hav to put aside is the first step la... hope u all can be happy everyday always... afterall happiness prolongs life lol... take care le...

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