Wa this few days really ate alot of junk... unhealthy things... even healthy things also eat until bad... on Wednesday i ate 4 eggs altogether... so much la... Hmm ate fried chicken chop rice for dinner... at night finished one big packet of potato chips... Den Thursday ate KFC for lunch... So much chicken and oil and pepsi... almost all meals are fried food... at night supper wif Milton and Wilson... i ate 2 eggs again and condensed milk drink which is so so sweet... After the two days my body really cant take it le... stomach so pain... its not the type of pain where when u relieve it den it wil be gone... it is the type pain that signals u tat you r falling sick... today breakfast i stil ate chicken nuggets for breakfast... later gona hav lunch wif Wee Ling they all le... Wee Ling today last day at work sure got junk food again de... Hmm muz stop this le... otherwise really gona fall sick...
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Duno if its juz me or is the weather getting hot... i tink i hav the power to control sweating... when im out on gatherings or any other outings i wil always control my sweat so tat if possible not a single drop la... haha when doing sports juz let it flow... cool huh lol... Hmm lately i feel that im the one emitting so much heat... even the walk frm my house to the MRT station wuld make me highly uncomfortable... so hot... Haha remember got one night it was raining... and it was very cold outside la... as it was late le i closed my windows and door to practise guitar... it was really hot inside haha den when i practise finish my whole window fogged up haha i also shock... my mum says im heaty lol... hmm maybe ba... muz start to tc of myself le...
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Tink im gona meet up wif Ben to watch Transformers on Saturday or wat de... havent decide yet... this few days had a fair share of wins and losses in dota... haha had a great time cuz Ben can join us liao...
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Haha nothing much liao... something relevant to share today... old chinese saying... "Trouble comes out from the mouth and sickness comes in through the mouth"... not very accurate la... direct translation lolx... haha duno why frm young im tinking of ways to dispute this saying haha juz felt that the saying is abit too vague... but is stil very true la haha... tink b4 u talk or eat haha... smilex ppl...
Friday, June 29, 2007
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
Reflections...
Hmm today juz saw Bryan's blog... some sad news for him la... hmm this friend had always been there for it whether i need it or not... 24 - 7 listener... hmm den today den i realise bout his sad news la... Hmm God is up to something... and it will be something totally awesome... You are a great person... so many ppl are behind you... hmm tc le...
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Hmm ystd felt really pissed at something so small la... i feel that there had been a problem wif me for quite a long time le... i always get sad or angry at the slightest things... i wil do things out of impulse also... i might feel nothing at that moment... but after bout 20 min or so when i reflect on my actions... i will regret it... alone in my room tears wil juz form and i wil always ask myself... why am i like this... im not like this de... haix very sad... there used to be somebody who encouraged me and gave me more confidence in myself cuz she was the only person who knows this... now i muz pick myself up everytime and give myself a chance... haix wats done is done... wats the point of regretting when things are over... sigh... ystd though i did not greatly offend or anger anybody but in my heart no matter how small a mistake is... a mistake is a mistake... it really made me felt bad bout myself... maybe its also because of the words from all my loved ones that hav hurt me before... i duno how to explain... Hmm juz something personal bout me ba...
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Hmm Benjamin Chua is back from Manchester le... my good friend... ystd the small thing got something to do wif him de... but he knows me quite well too... so tink he used to it le... yup hope to go out wif him one day before my NS starts... this frien had never failed to make me laugh la... remembering when i was in secondary sch wif him... when i bored i wil call him juz to disturb him for awhile... den he wil entertain me with his jokes... we also used to quarrel over some things... over disagreements and even pokemon cards etc... haha we even made a stupid but constructive pact together... we made a pact that we wil not gang up to cheat on ppl anymore le... hmm i guess he's ok wif it since its in the past so i share abit la... we were something like con mans la... we go around cheating younger ppl to exchange expensive rare cards for our not so valuable ones... so when im in action he wil go and help me la... saying this one good trade or what de... haha in return i help him when he is in action la... den using the same methods we sell the cards together at a higher price la... ok ok i know we are like total ass holes... we knew it was wrong la... so we made a pact lo and we really stood strong... so really no more of such things le... haha had so much fun during my sec sch times wif him... Overall he's a great person la... he is very secure bout himself... he remembers the good things and forgets the bad almost one day after... Yup he's an awesome friend, a humorous figure and a far away brother to me...
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Yup congrats to Ting who got into uni... seems like everything is getting better le... haha hope it wil stay this way le... yup take care of yourself... cya soon le...
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Hmm today i talked to another guy playing maple... he is a drop out la... reason... he pon sch juz to play maple... so tink the principle basically granted his wish la... i asked him why he gave up something so important for something so insignificant... he cant gave me a ans... he told me that he's going to go to another sch next year... i forgot the name le... but the sch is for PSLE failures... drop outs... or students who are expelled... and he told me if lucky can go ITE... i feel that wif so many ppl who hav no intention of studying... they may juz influence one another... and majority wil juz end up giving up studying again... juz hope that the guy is the minority and wil make it one day... Hmm den he told me his maple account can sell bout 8k to 9k... basically i tink its crap la... if he can sell it... the person who buys it is seriously dumb... i dun even hav 8k on me lo... spend 8k on games?? zzz i rather slp on the bank notes...
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Hmm nothing more le... later gona continue wif Bleach... hmm yup something to share again i saw this some time ago... this is very strong... "The most powerful weapon on earth is the human soul on fire." ~ Ferdinand Foch ~ i love this so much... light yourself on fire and be wat u want to be... hmm hav a great day ahead ppl :)
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Hmm ystd felt really pissed at something so small la... i feel that there had been a problem wif me for quite a long time le... i always get sad or angry at the slightest things... i wil do things out of impulse also... i might feel nothing at that moment... but after bout 20 min or so when i reflect on my actions... i will regret it... alone in my room tears wil juz form and i wil always ask myself... why am i like this... im not like this de... haix very sad... there used to be somebody who encouraged me and gave me more confidence in myself cuz she was the only person who knows this... now i muz pick myself up everytime and give myself a chance... haix wats done is done... wats the point of regretting when things are over... sigh... ystd though i did not greatly offend or anger anybody but in my heart no matter how small a mistake is... a mistake is a mistake... it really made me felt bad bout myself... maybe its also because of the words from all my loved ones that hav hurt me before... i duno how to explain... Hmm juz something personal bout me ba...
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Hmm Benjamin Chua is back from Manchester le... my good friend... ystd the small thing got something to do wif him de... but he knows me quite well too... so tink he used to it le... yup hope to go out wif him one day before my NS starts... this frien had never failed to make me laugh la... remembering when i was in secondary sch wif him... when i bored i wil call him juz to disturb him for awhile... den he wil entertain me with his jokes... we also used to quarrel over some things... over disagreements and even pokemon cards etc... haha we even made a stupid but constructive pact together... we made a pact that we wil not gang up to cheat on ppl anymore le... hmm i guess he's ok wif it since its in the past so i share abit la... we were something like con mans la... we go around cheating younger ppl to exchange expensive rare cards for our not so valuable ones... so when im in action he wil go and help me la... saying this one good trade or what de... haha in return i help him when he is in action la... den using the same methods we sell the cards together at a higher price la... ok ok i know we are like total ass holes... we knew it was wrong la... so we made a pact lo and we really stood strong... so really no more of such things le... haha had so much fun during my sec sch times wif him... Overall he's a great person la... he is very secure bout himself... he remembers the good things and forgets the bad almost one day after... Yup he's an awesome friend, a humorous figure and a far away brother to me...
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Yup congrats to Ting who got into uni... seems like everything is getting better le... haha hope it wil stay this way le... yup take care of yourself... cya soon le...
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Hmm today i talked to another guy playing maple... he is a drop out la... reason... he pon sch juz to play maple... so tink the principle basically granted his wish la... i asked him why he gave up something so important for something so insignificant... he cant gave me a ans... he told me that he's going to go to another sch next year... i forgot the name le... but the sch is for PSLE failures... drop outs... or students who are expelled... and he told me if lucky can go ITE... i feel that wif so many ppl who hav no intention of studying... they may juz influence one another... and majority wil juz end up giving up studying again... juz hope that the guy is the minority and wil make it one day... Hmm den he told me his maple account can sell bout 8k to 9k... basically i tink its crap la... if he can sell it... the person who buys it is seriously dumb... i dun even hav 8k on me lo... spend 8k on games?? zzz i rather slp on the bank notes...
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Hmm nothing more le... later gona continue wif Bleach... hmm yup something to share again i saw this some time ago... this is very strong... "The most powerful weapon on earth is the human soul on fire." ~ Ferdinand Foch ~ i love this so much... light yourself on fire and be wat u want to be... hmm hav a great day ahead ppl :)
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
Interesting day...
Hmm ystd woke at 11am go bathe le den go straight to Bishan... the journey was so long lo... went to the CPF building to change the router... Its been so long since i last came to Bishan... so decided to shop for some clothes... haha lucky for me most things were on sale la... i spent about $96 on two long sleeves and three T-shirts... ok la like it quite alot... was wanting to get jeans de... but i spend too much liao so decide to wait for my next pay den go shop abit... Yup after shopping there till bout 1330 liddat... i went down to Plaza Sing to get the guitar bag... but suay it was their anniversary so they are closed for the day lo haha... Sad so i juz walked around look abit here and there lo haha...
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Yup after that went to meet Elaine... hmm she also change le... grew long hair haha cool... hmm we went to watch the movie Fantastic Four... haha very nice and funny la... the movie got into the nice part very fast... haha i like the silver surfer... he is so cool la... and he got nice silver muscles lol... i like the part where he grabbed the human torch up into space suffocating him haha... nice nice... we both enjoyed the movie alot la... the ending part was also very cool... those who haven watch it yet... i shall not spoil the fun haha...
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After the movie we went to meet Shermaine... haha she stil the same cute look but mature haha no big difference haha... we had Korea Cuisine for dinner... we had a long chat thru our meal... haha catch up on lots of stuff... through them also got some information bout other friends... den later talked bout things on love and stuff lol... Shermaine like specialist liddat she doing the talkin while Elaine and i listened lol... haha oh ya they very waste food also... so nice the Korea Cuisine but they left so much meat there... felt like helping them eat lol... Yup after that was bout 730 le... Shermaine had to go off for tuition liao le... was wanting to take some pics with them but since she rushing i guess next time ba haha... had a fun day though...
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Hmm went home after my bro fixed the router my zion programme can be used again le haha... weird... yup i tink on Sunday me and milton were disagreeing on somethings la... about dota... yup kinda wanted to settle the scores ystd haha... but disappointment my Pudge lost to his Obsidian Destroyer... felt very demoralised after the game la... my best character... and i failed to defend his name... but Milton's hero build was modified to suit the situation of 1 vs 1 and to counter my hero... means in team games he wil not build his hero in this way... i juz followed my original hero build for team games... so was kinda lost la... haha i hav always guarded one lane wif two heroes against me... and i hav no problems... Milton proved to me hey dude u hav seen nothing yet haha... but i admit la Milton is a much better player den me... he got a mind made for strategies... gona hav my rematch today... gotta plan something out le... even if its a pro like Milton, any other hero i can lose... but not Pudge...
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Today back to work liao le... nothing interesting yet haha... oh ya been liking Wang Li Hong's song lately... haha i like alot of artists now... yup something to share le but not by me... its very very impactful de... "The power of imagination makes us infinite"... and this continues to my friend's msn nick... "Anything that is dreamable is reachable"... Cool yea... haha rock on ppl...
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Yup after that went to meet Elaine... hmm she also change le... grew long hair haha cool... hmm we went to watch the movie Fantastic Four... haha very nice and funny la... the movie got into the nice part very fast... haha i like the silver surfer... he is so cool la... and he got nice silver muscles lol... i like the part where he grabbed the human torch up into space suffocating him haha... nice nice... we both enjoyed the movie alot la... the ending part was also very cool... those who haven watch it yet... i shall not spoil the fun haha...
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After the movie we went to meet Shermaine... haha she stil the same cute look but mature haha no big difference haha... we had Korea Cuisine for dinner... we had a long chat thru our meal... haha catch up on lots of stuff... through them also got some information bout other friends... den later talked bout things on love and stuff lol... Shermaine like specialist liddat she doing the talkin while Elaine and i listened lol... haha oh ya they very waste food also... so nice the Korea Cuisine but they left so much meat there... felt like helping them eat lol... Yup after that was bout 730 le... Shermaine had to go off for tuition liao le... was wanting to take some pics with them but since she rushing i guess next time ba haha... had a fun day though...
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Hmm went home after my bro fixed the router my zion programme can be used again le haha... weird... yup i tink on Sunday me and milton were disagreeing on somethings la... about dota... yup kinda wanted to settle the scores ystd haha... but disappointment my Pudge lost to his Obsidian Destroyer... felt very demoralised after the game la... my best character... and i failed to defend his name... but Milton's hero build was modified to suit the situation of 1 vs 1 and to counter my hero... means in team games he wil not build his hero in this way... i juz followed my original hero build for team games... so was kinda lost la... haha i hav always guarded one lane wif two heroes against me... and i hav no problems... Milton proved to me hey dude u hav seen nothing yet haha... but i admit la Milton is a much better player den me... he got a mind made for strategies... gona hav my rematch today... gotta plan something out le... even if its a pro like Milton, any other hero i can lose... but not Pudge...
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Today back to work liao le... nothing interesting yet haha... oh ya been liking Wang Li Hong's song lately... haha i like alot of artists now... yup something to share le but not by me... its very very impactful de... "The power of imagination makes us infinite"... and this continues to my friend's msn nick... "Anything that is dreamable is reachable"... Cool yea... haha rock on ppl...
Sunday, June 24, 2007
Drifted...
Hmm lately been drifting away from God le... need to go back soon... Hmm yup... feel kinda lonely le...
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Haha sianz my brother router spoilt le... means no internet for me till Monday... he came back from his holiday trip and download stuff for 3 days straight... den router too hot den spoilt le den he stil wan me to go and help him change... haiz no choice need to have internet earlier so muz help him go down to Bishan and change a new one...
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Today on MRT got an adult couple... the lady was very sweet and pretty den the man very very macho and quite handsome de... but the man got a really fierce look if he don't smile... when i c him i abit shocked tot i offend him or wat... haha den very funny later he and his girlfriend started chatting den by using his hands, he started to act out the things he said... then they both started playing here and there... lol i was sitting opposite of them and the sight was hilarious la... so mature and macho look guy playing wif his hands lol... haha den both of them end up laughing haha... really sweet... bout 10 sec later they go back to serious again lol... haha i did quite a bad description la... haha but if u were there... u wil smile with me de haha... haha tats why ppl say love is being stupid together lol...
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Ystd went for supper with Milton and Wilson again... Milton is blowing me for the song le... haha not tat kind of angry type of blowing... he's juz excited... hmm i abit stressed up... i scared later turn up not nice... like disappoint him liddat... ARRRH inspiration faster come leh... haha hope can finish the verses by today... haha...
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Yup nothing much le... caught something nice on net again... "It is not how much you do, but how much love you put in the doing."... Haha i love this yea... do things with your heart... take care le ppl...
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Haha sianz my brother router spoilt le... means no internet for me till Monday... he came back from his holiday trip and download stuff for 3 days straight... den router too hot den spoilt le den he stil wan me to go and help him change... haiz no choice need to have internet earlier so muz help him go down to Bishan and change a new one...
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Today on MRT got an adult couple... the lady was very sweet and pretty den the man very very macho and quite handsome de... but the man got a really fierce look if he don't smile... when i c him i abit shocked tot i offend him or wat... haha den very funny later he and his girlfriend started chatting den by using his hands, he started to act out the things he said... then they both started playing here and there... lol i was sitting opposite of them and the sight was hilarious la... so mature and macho look guy playing wif his hands lol... haha den both of them end up laughing haha... really sweet... bout 10 sec later they go back to serious again lol... haha i did quite a bad description la... haha but if u were there... u wil smile with me de haha... haha tats why ppl say love is being stupid together lol...
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Ystd went for supper with Milton and Wilson again... Milton is blowing me for the song le... haha not tat kind of angry type of blowing... he's juz excited... hmm i abit stressed up... i scared later turn up not nice... like disappoint him liddat... ARRRH inspiration faster come leh... haha hope can finish the verses by today... haha...
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Yup nothing much le... caught something nice on net again... "It is not how much you do, but how much love you put in the doing."... Haha i love this yea... do things with your heart... take care le ppl...
Friday, June 22, 2007
Good thing or bad thing?
Ystd after i alight the MRT i was adjusting my bag abit... den my elbow totally rammed into the sign board in the station... PONG... tink alot ppl look at me... tink i trying to kill the sign board or wat de... i faster walk away so pain la... but i walk bout 30 more steps before sayanging my elbow... cuz very pai seh liao lol... wa go home minor bending of the arm also pain le... cant even do my routine push ups... lucky stil can guitar lol...
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Den ystd also sian... i was trying to transfer two pictures frm my handphone to my comp... the comp juz could not read lo haix... den was trying it out for 30 min le... fed up... go restart comp... den when after restarting... a program cound not be used liao... that program happens to be zion... the program which allows me to search and join public games de... so when im alone with no friends i can go and join in... now cant le... if my friends are too busy to play... i cant play alone le... wa at that time really frustrated one by one spoilt... and of all programmes zzz... but after that cooled down a little den also tink not so bad la... next time can spend more times on guitar or other things... so decided to leave the program unfixed... yup tink its a bad thing wif something goodness within la haha...
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Hmm today listened to SHE songs for a change on my way to work... their vocals really very very good... Selina's voice very soothing and Hebe's voice can manage high keys and Ella's low voice really adds the cream to the cake... each hav their own strengths and together they are juz perfect la haha... even simple hummings in their songs are nice altogether... haha found another two songs which i liked...
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Yup nothing much le... something which i found which i tink everybody know... but put in a better way... "Let the joy in your heart overflow and water everyone you meet"... u feeling happy today? haha yea? den go "infect" one more haha... smilex and take care...
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Den ystd also sian... i was trying to transfer two pictures frm my handphone to my comp... the comp juz could not read lo haix... den was trying it out for 30 min le... fed up... go restart comp... den when after restarting... a program cound not be used liao... that program happens to be zion... the program which allows me to search and join public games de... so when im alone with no friends i can go and join in... now cant le... if my friends are too busy to play... i cant play alone le... wa at that time really frustrated one by one spoilt... and of all programmes zzz... but after that cooled down a little den also tink not so bad la... next time can spend more times on guitar or other things... so decided to leave the program unfixed... yup tink its a bad thing wif something goodness within la haha...
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Hmm today listened to SHE songs for a change on my way to work... their vocals really very very good... Selina's voice very soothing and Hebe's voice can manage high keys and Ella's low voice really adds the cream to the cake... each hav their own strengths and together they are juz perfect la haha... even simple hummings in their songs are nice altogether... haha found another two songs which i liked...
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Yup nothing much le... something which i found which i tink everybody know... but put in a better way... "Let the joy in your heart overflow and water everyone you meet"... u feeling happy today? haha yea? den go "infect" one more haha... smilex and take care...
Thursday, June 21, 2007
Weekends approaching...
Weekends been passing by juz liddat... time passes by so fast... been bout 7 months le after my A levels... now i look back everything is juz a blink... haix this 7 months was supposed to be very enjoyable de... but end up dreading through the holidays... NS coming in bout 1 months time only le... juz one thing to look forward to now... thats my jc friends chalet gathering... yup on the 4th of July... cuz i can c her again le yea...
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Felt that this world is getting darker... Alot of NS friends come out... five sentence got one F word lol... and the culture in NS really sux... they talk about sex with total disregard for females... yup dun really like it... makes me worry alot bout her... scared that she might get cheated by other men in future or wat de... but i cant do anything la... feel quite powerless sometimes... Hmm den last Saturday saw a man and woman quarreling so loudly (i mean literally yelling) on the MRT... i think the problem is that they stare at each other... the man juz started ranting at her called her mad woman and stuff... den the woman scolded back too calling him mad man... zzz i was looking for a moment la but got bored... comon u scold me mad i scold u back liddat also muz win... and later they kip repeating the same stuff... grown ups still liddat... Ystd a woman was backstabbing somebody in the MRT through the phone... talking about wat motive why she do this and that... she said it so loudly as though this is the most wonderful thing... i can even hear her through my ipod... Today i was on the train... was juz looking around den i caught the eye of a man for bout 2 sec liddat... he den raised his head by body language like asking me wats wrong liddat... was quite taken aback duno why his reaction so big den juz looked away... weird ppl zzz...
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Yup today nothing much juz the same old stuff... something to share from the internet... "Happiness is always here, but covered by thoughts, desires and fears"... very true... but i feel its easier said than done... sometimes i find it real hard to put aside the thoughts desires and fears juz to taste the goodness of happiness... maybe thats why been unable to feel happy lately... hmm im working towards it though... Yup at least to know what u hav to put aside is the first step la... hope u all can be happy everyday always... afterall happiness prolongs life lol... take care le...
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Felt that this world is getting darker... Alot of NS friends come out... five sentence got one F word lol... and the culture in NS really sux... they talk about sex with total disregard for females... yup dun really like it... makes me worry alot bout her... scared that she might get cheated by other men in future or wat de... but i cant do anything la... feel quite powerless sometimes... Hmm den last Saturday saw a man and woman quarreling so loudly (i mean literally yelling) on the MRT... i think the problem is that they stare at each other... the man juz started ranting at her called her mad woman and stuff... den the woman scolded back too calling him mad man... zzz i was looking for a moment la but got bored... comon u scold me mad i scold u back liddat also muz win... and later they kip repeating the same stuff... grown ups still liddat... Ystd a woman was backstabbing somebody in the MRT through the phone... talking about wat motive why she do this and that... she said it so loudly as though this is the most wonderful thing... i can even hear her through my ipod... Today i was on the train... was juz looking around den i caught the eye of a man for bout 2 sec liddat... he den raised his head by body language like asking me wats wrong liddat... was quite taken aback duno why his reaction so big den juz looked away... weird ppl zzz...
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Yup today nothing much juz the same old stuff... something to share from the internet... "Happiness is always here, but covered by thoughts, desires and fears"... very true... but i feel its easier said than done... sometimes i find it real hard to put aside the thoughts desires and fears juz to taste the goodness of happiness... maybe thats why been unable to feel happy lately... hmm im working towards it though... Yup at least to know what u hav to put aside is the first step la... hope u all can be happy everyday always... afterall happiness prolongs life lol... take care le...
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
Thoughts...
Sigh losing much fire in my life... lately dun really hav the mood to do anything... been thinkin alot at night... cant really slp ystd... been reading many ppl's blog regarding regrets... felt a little sad la... If we all can hav somebody or something that can tell us which is right and which is wrong... weather we are at fault or not... how great is that... at times i really get very frustrated with such questions... God can be the one... but sometimes i wonder is it God or are we juz doing a simple reflection for the day... if thats so... we'll be simply going round in circles... if we are wrong and we think we're correct we will not ponder about it anymore... how are we gona correct that? very difficult to explain also... but i know for one thing God helps us to start anew regardless weather he might be true or not... but in simpler terms... either its God or its juz self deception... but i know that either of the both will be a good thing in this case... feeling quite faithless within... juz my thoughts...
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Yup just wana be alone... but with somebody who understands me... who i can trust and share everthing but not selectively... who is 100% real... who is willing and interested... currently there's no such person anymore le... sigh endure awhile more ba... juz hope Saturday's sermon can spark my fire again...
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Short post for today... Hmm something which i liked alot from the show "Yuan Dian"... it says somethin like... When u successfully avoid a problem for today... den congrats u still hav tomorrow... Though avoiding something may appear to be the best thing to do at the moment... it never really solves the problem... yup so tackle them today... tc le ppl...
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Yup just wana be alone... but with somebody who understands me... who i can trust and share everthing but not selectively... who is 100% real... who is willing and interested... currently there's no such person anymore le... sigh endure awhile more ba... juz hope Saturday's sermon can spark my fire again...
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Short post for today... Hmm something which i liked alot from the show "Yuan Dian"... it says somethin like... When u successfully avoid a problem for today... den congrats u still hav tomorrow... Though avoiding something may appear to be the best thing to do at the moment... it never really solves the problem... yup so tackle them today... tc le ppl...
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
Moody...
So many days never blog le... start from Friday ba... was so happy and excited la... my ex was coming to visit my mum... hmm very long never see her le... yup saw her... stil as angelic as she looks... her life is so busy now... work and work... yup hope she takes care of her health... when i saw her, all the memories juz came back to me... haix felt very emo... we had dinner together chatted abit here and that... later she went to my house my grandma was also there... so she found it very difficult to talk to my mum as my mum kept talking to my grandma... i called her to my room... was wanting to play a song that i wrote for her... never got to complete the song due to some reasons... ended up playing "perfect" by simple plan for her... hmm we had a nice long chat before i reluctantly see her go off... haix i know what i feel... i miss u so so much... they say that time heals... i say that u had only got used to it...
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Hmm Saturday Red Rain was here though it was good but did not enjoy it that much cuz was feeling rather sick ba... and was not in a very good mood... yup juz wanted to be alone... to all those who i didn't reply with enthusiasm... im sry... but there was one song which i liked very much... not by Red Rain but by a band in our own church... they performed it during the concert... On my way back was tinking bout the old stuff's again... and when i was reaching the traffic light i met the whole group of friends together... ting, woon chang, chun seng, wei long, kah heng, wai yan and siew hui... they were back from their Sentosa outing... yup so long never talk to them le was quite shy to say anything... hmm duno wat happen to me le... i used to be very outspoken de...
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Been trying quite hard to write the lyrics for milton's tune and i stayed up til bout 4am on Friday, Saturday and Sunday... i only managed to come out with the chorus... its not bad le la goes well with the tunes... but i feel its stil not very good... dun really wan the song to be only a ok standard... i wan it to be better... hope i can get inspirations soon... Milton is right he said something nice... Dun force inspirations... let inspirations force you... haha cool...
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Besides guitaring and watching tv been dotaing my time away... sigh sian...
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Nothing else on my mind le... came across this person, Mignon Mclaughlin's quote which i tink its nice to share... yup here goes... "In the arithmetic of love, one plus one equals everything, and two minus one equals nothing"... Yup its better to experience juz the first part of the quote... the second part ain't something pleasant... hmm take care le...
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Hmm Saturday Red Rain was here though it was good but did not enjoy it that much cuz was feeling rather sick ba... and was not in a very good mood... yup juz wanted to be alone... to all those who i didn't reply with enthusiasm... im sry... but there was one song which i liked very much... not by Red Rain but by a band in our own church... they performed it during the concert... On my way back was tinking bout the old stuff's again... and when i was reaching the traffic light i met the whole group of friends together... ting, woon chang, chun seng, wei long, kah heng, wai yan and siew hui... they were back from their Sentosa outing... yup so long never talk to them le was quite shy to say anything... hmm duno wat happen to me le... i used to be very outspoken de...
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Been trying quite hard to write the lyrics for milton's tune and i stayed up til bout 4am on Friday, Saturday and Sunday... i only managed to come out with the chorus... its not bad le la goes well with the tunes... but i feel its stil not very good... dun really wan the song to be only a ok standard... i wan it to be better... hope i can get inspirations soon... Milton is right he said something nice... Dun force inspirations... let inspirations force you... haha cool...
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Besides guitaring and watching tv been dotaing my time away... sigh sian...
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Nothing else on my mind le... came across this person, Mignon Mclaughlin's quote which i tink its nice to share... yup here goes... "In the arithmetic of love, one plus one equals everything, and two minus one equals nothing"... Yup its better to experience juz the first part of the quote... the second part ain't something pleasant... hmm take care le...
Friday, June 15, 2007
Good News... Haha Happy...
Haha so happy many of my jc pals tagged so long never talk to them liao they stil remember me haha woot... haha happy la today... super duper happy... why?? haha duno juz happy lo...
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Hmm my mum had done the operation liao le... the cancer cells were taken out le... but she stil has to go for regular scans to make sure those cells are not hiding somewhere... she at hospital stil call me to ask me eat already anot haha... hmm heard from my father that she stil hurts abit... hmm duno wat happen exactly... but she wil be discharged today in the afternoon... yup actually today was gona hav my dinner wif my tuition collegues de... but i rejected it ystd... cuz gona c my mum... and partly Ting also coming to c her... yup haha... thank God for the successful operation...
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Ystd work... i made a mistake la... tink it was rather big mistake but i duno haha... lack of experience... i thought its a super small thing so never take into consideration... den sort of got scolded again haha... but nvm la... next time juz remember this mistake can le... haha like wee ling said... i juz learnt it the hard way haha... den later for the last 3 hours was helping wee ling to cut and paste some stickers la... but there is one whole stack lo... and muz do nice nice de otherwise tio scolding again haha... chatted as we do but hard as we tried... we stil cant finish... but its ok la haha...
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I went home after that den played a public game wif milton... haha i was owning with pudge... den halfway through the game... my opponents ask hey Blessed Boy(my gaming nick also la) are u jin ming's friend? haha jin ming was one pro basketballer which is also quite pro in dota de... he now in army... i used to play wif him and his friends everyday during my jc times... haha my opponents happened to be one of jin ming's friend la haha... such a small world... i duno them but they know me... they say they played with my pudge before last time haha... tink im kinda known for my pudge lol... haha jk la not so bu yao lian...
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Was gona off my comp at 1130 de... then milton told me recently he wrote a tune that he created but he duno how to put in the lyrics... haha he wanted me to fill in the lyrics... i was so happy la when i heard that... its kinda like making a song together... den next time if either of us gets the chance to perform it... we wil say... this song's tune is made by milton and the song's lyrics is by ziheng... den start playing... wa its really very satisfactory lo... u all may think i siao or wat de haha but it had always been one of my goals la... to make a song with either bryan or milton... we went down for supper... with wilson coming along too haha... he was quite bored la haha... cuz wilson duno anything bout guitar de lol...
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After having our meal we went to a park... and milton plucked the tune out as i took down the notes... by the way his tune was awesome la... really very nice de... and besides that he really taught me alot during that 1 hour or so lo... he taught me which is the base string for each chord... the importance of the base string... the strumming emphasis... the lowering of chords... the postion of the hand during plucking. and so much more la.. wow was totally blown away la by the amount of things Ive learnt... last time i stil left out the base string during strumming cuz i dunlike the sound haha... den when i went home it was about 2am... was supposed to slp but dying to try out what ive learnt and i practised till 3am before slping... haha i tried out everything that he taught me and everything really sounds better le... haha then i look at the notes of the tune that milton created... den i say ok now the hard part... haha i used to do plucking with only my thumb lol... so its very slow la... i tried with his positioning den i used my index finger and middle finger for the first time... haha 1 hr and i hav done the intro for the tune liao... i feel it was more than good le... cuz the tune was really very fast... which was impossible for me to do last time... and i managed to play it in only an hour... i felt so encouraged lo... as promised im not gona let him down... gona write a nice set of lyrics for the nice tune...
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Hmm everyday before i go to work... a bottle filled with water will be on top of my bag... cuz my parents know that i dun go and fill water bottle de... wil rather be thirsty than take a min to fill up a water bottle... haha so my mum wil help me la... den today while i was bathing i thought hmm today sure no ppl fill up bottle for me cuz mum not home ma... to my surprise... in my bag stuffed at a very weird place... was another bottle again... my father filled it up for me... im really touched la and i smiled to myself haha... my family is great...
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Haha so much is going on now... i love life haha... somore tml gona go play bball wif my jc friends... soo excited la... all ns man fit lo... lol NVM i use speed... and strength counts for nothing wahahaha... juz jk they are faster den me... JJC bball team... no height... average skills but we hav something and thats speed... haha thats wat i feel... after that im gona go home and change before going to RED RAIN CONCERT WOOOOOOT... one of my favourite christian band... haha wana come ma??? today last day le wor...
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Haha yup new day le... really very sry for such a long post haha muz hav felt giddy ba... haha cuz too much to say le... today gona pray for RED RAIN's influence over the ppl... yup haha something to share by me haha... Life is actually good when we know which are the places to look in... Take care le smilex smilex life is great...
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Hmm my mum had done the operation liao le... the cancer cells were taken out le... but she stil has to go for regular scans to make sure those cells are not hiding somewhere... she at hospital stil call me to ask me eat already anot haha... hmm heard from my father that she stil hurts abit... hmm duno wat happen exactly... but she wil be discharged today in the afternoon... yup actually today was gona hav my dinner wif my tuition collegues de... but i rejected it ystd... cuz gona c my mum... and partly Ting also coming to c her... yup haha... thank God for the successful operation...
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Ystd work... i made a mistake la... tink it was rather big mistake but i duno haha... lack of experience... i thought its a super small thing so never take into consideration... den sort of got scolded again haha... but nvm la... next time juz remember this mistake can le... haha like wee ling said... i juz learnt it the hard way haha... den later for the last 3 hours was helping wee ling to cut and paste some stickers la... but there is one whole stack lo... and muz do nice nice de otherwise tio scolding again haha... chatted as we do but hard as we tried... we stil cant finish... but its ok la haha...
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I went home after that den played a public game wif milton... haha i was owning with pudge... den halfway through the game... my opponents ask hey Blessed Boy(my gaming nick also la) are u jin ming's friend? haha jin ming was one pro basketballer which is also quite pro in dota de... he now in army... i used to play wif him and his friends everyday during my jc times... haha my opponents happened to be one of jin ming's friend la haha... such a small world... i duno them but they know me... they say they played with my pudge before last time haha... tink im kinda known for my pudge lol... haha jk la not so bu yao lian...
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Was gona off my comp at 1130 de... then milton told me recently he wrote a tune that he created but he duno how to put in the lyrics... haha he wanted me to fill in the lyrics... i was so happy la when i heard that... its kinda like making a song together... den next time if either of us gets the chance to perform it... we wil say... this song's tune is made by milton and the song's lyrics is by ziheng... den start playing... wa its really very satisfactory lo... u all may think i siao or wat de haha but it had always been one of my goals la... to make a song with either bryan or milton... we went down for supper... with wilson coming along too haha... he was quite bored la haha... cuz wilson duno anything bout guitar de lol...
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After having our meal we went to a park... and milton plucked the tune out as i took down the notes... by the way his tune was awesome la... really very nice de... and besides that he really taught me alot during that 1 hour or so lo... he taught me which is the base string for each chord... the importance of the base string... the strumming emphasis... the lowering of chords... the postion of the hand during plucking. and so much more la.. wow was totally blown away la by the amount of things Ive learnt... last time i stil left out the base string during strumming cuz i dunlike the sound haha... den when i went home it was about 2am... was supposed to slp but dying to try out what ive learnt and i practised till 3am before slping... haha i tried out everything that he taught me and everything really sounds better le... haha then i look at the notes of the tune that milton created... den i say ok now the hard part... haha i used to do plucking with only my thumb lol... so its very slow la... i tried with his positioning den i used my index finger and middle finger for the first time... haha 1 hr and i hav done the intro for the tune liao... i feel it was more than good le... cuz the tune was really very fast... which was impossible for me to do last time... and i managed to play it in only an hour... i felt so encouraged lo... as promised im not gona let him down... gona write a nice set of lyrics for the nice tune...
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Hmm everyday before i go to work... a bottle filled with water will be on top of my bag... cuz my parents know that i dun go and fill water bottle de... wil rather be thirsty than take a min to fill up a water bottle... haha so my mum wil help me la... den today while i was bathing i thought hmm today sure no ppl fill up bottle for me cuz mum not home ma... to my surprise... in my bag stuffed at a very weird place... was another bottle again... my father filled it up for me... im really touched la and i smiled to myself haha... my family is great...
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Haha so much is going on now... i love life haha... somore tml gona go play bball wif my jc friends... soo excited la... all ns man fit lo... lol NVM i use speed... and strength counts for nothing wahahaha... juz jk they are faster den me... JJC bball team... no height... average skills but we hav something and thats speed... haha thats wat i feel... after that im gona go home and change before going to RED RAIN CONCERT WOOOOOOT... one of my favourite christian band... haha wana come ma??? today last day le wor...
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Haha yup new day le... really very sry for such a long post haha muz hav felt giddy ba... haha cuz too much to say le... today gona pray for RED RAIN's influence over the ppl... yup haha something to share by me haha... Life is actually good when we know which are the places to look in... Take care le smilex smilex life is great...
Thursday, June 14, 2007
Im glad to be alive...
Ystd Bryan msged me that they prayed once again for my mum as a cg... today Gina and Garrett msged me sayin that they are praying for me too... feel very encouraged and cared for... i never really talk to my mum about the operation lest it wil upset her or wat de... today is the operation day... later at lunch gona call my father to ask bout her scan... if scan no cancer cells den no need for the operation le... yup to all church friends really thanx duno wat to say liao :) will be posting good news tml...
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Ystd shut down my comp at bout 1130 liddat... practise guitar... duno why juz cant let out voice... the guitar tempo and the strumming patterns i cant seem to get them right together... basically the sound is like killing chicken... when i do the strumming right its very difficult to sing along... if i sing right then the strumming wil b wrong... cant seem to make it work together... few times i juz lay back on my bed thinking y no improvement de? i stil continued with the practise till bout 1am la... it is the first time that i wanted to stop... i went to watch tv after that... i felt God is delivering a msg to me... ystd Jolin was the guest for the show yu le bai fen bai... she said that everything is possible through hardwork... and dun feel discouraged if the results dun come so soon or there are small setbacks... cuz every effort u put in wil always carry u higher... haha after that my fire seems to burn even brighter le... tonight gona try again le yea yea...
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Hmm today soooo happy i found a new song... its introduced by Wee Ling... this song is not very appealing at first la... but after looking at the lyrics and the mv and hearing it after a few times... i really started to like it so so much... and its really something that i want to express to someone... haha duno bout u guys but its my favourite song... haha put it on blog liao... oh ya if u all want to c the mv... its here but click after u hav finished reading my blog haha... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j4y-RzVGrHg
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Haha the lyrics is so good la though very simple but the msg was sent... after hearing the song i juz felt that love is great and its the only light left in this darkened world... haha a rock version of expressing love... here are the lyrics...
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Haha i found the guitar tabs for this song le... the chords are rather new to me and quite difficult to play de... but i wil train this song haha and this wil be the first song i fully master haha... yea jia you...
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Nothing much le... juz glad to be alive... and i love all of u... haha RED RAIN... last chances to find me... fast fast... Saturday and Sunday... Yup something nice to share... out of the calender de haha... When u start to feel the flight of time... U will start to understand the meaning of life... Hmm chimology but i think i understand abit haha... tc ppl enjoy the song haha...
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Ystd shut down my comp at bout 1130 liddat... practise guitar... duno why juz cant let out voice... the guitar tempo and the strumming patterns i cant seem to get them right together... basically the sound is like killing chicken... when i do the strumming right its very difficult to sing along... if i sing right then the strumming wil b wrong... cant seem to make it work together... few times i juz lay back on my bed thinking y no improvement de? i stil continued with the practise till bout 1am la... it is the first time that i wanted to stop... i went to watch tv after that... i felt God is delivering a msg to me... ystd Jolin was the guest for the show yu le bai fen bai... she said that everything is possible through hardwork... and dun feel discouraged if the results dun come so soon or there are small setbacks... cuz every effort u put in wil always carry u higher... haha after that my fire seems to burn even brighter le... tonight gona try again le yea yea...
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Hmm today soooo happy i found a new song... its introduced by Wee Ling... this song is not very appealing at first la... but after looking at the lyrics and the mv and hearing it after a few times... i really started to like it so so much... and its really something that i want to express to someone... haha duno bout u guys but its my favourite song... haha put it on blog liao... oh ya if u all want to c the mv... its here but click after u hav finished reading my blog haha... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j4y-RzVGrHg
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Haha the lyrics is so good la though very simple but the msg was sent... after hearing the song i juz felt that love is great and its the only light left in this darkened world... haha a rock version of expressing love... here are the lyrics...
"Far Away" Nikelback
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
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[CHORUS]
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing
if I don't see you anymore
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On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
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[CHORUS]
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So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
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Haha i found the guitar tabs for this song le... the chords are rather new to me and quite difficult to play de... but i wil train this song haha and this wil be the first song i fully master haha... yea jia you...
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Nothing much le... juz glad to be alive... and i love all of u... haha RED RAIN... last chances to find me... fast fast... Saturday and Sunday... Yup something nice to share... out of the calender de haha... When u start to feel the flight of time... U will start to understand the meaning of life... Hmm chimology but i think i understand abit haha... tc ppl enjoy the song haha...
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