BOOK OUT LE... hooray...

Haha found out many ppl in camp know how to play the guitar haha... asked for their guidance along the way... they taught me how to play some songs too... their fingers are very very fast haha... first time see haha... seeing them play motivates me to go on... haha but i wonder how much longer can i reach their stage... but nvm la juz practice...
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Next week wil be rather xiong for me in NS... but after that week all wil be quite relax liao... yup endure...
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Sian come back dota lose like siao... too long never touch wil become noob... haha today my pudge got owned by a new hero... sad... lol nvm... it will be temporary...
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Ppl say when u go NS... you wil be closer to family... haha i seem to be the opposite... when i book in... i dun even feel the slightest sadness... its juz the same feeling of staying home... juz abit more sian only... and juz look forward to the next book out... sometimes i feel im juz roaming aimlessly...
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Nothing much le... see wat tml has installed for me ba... "Exert your talents, and distinguish yourself, and don't think of retiring from the world, until the world will be sorry that you retire..." Samuel Johnson... haha impacting... nitex...

Nice lyrics...

Haha today saw this while im finding guitar tabs... I've listened to this song quite a few times le... not very nice when i first heard it... but when i look at the lyrics... its so beautifully done... especially the chorus... so i like this song alot liao... haha by looking at this song... i feel that there's really no limits in the world of song writing... awesome...
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词:方文山 曲:周杰伦

"不能说的秘密"

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冷咖啡离开了杯垫

我忍住的情绪在很后面

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拼命想挽回的从前

在我脸上依旧清晰可见

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最美的不是下雨天

是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐

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oh

回忆的画面

在荡着秋千梦开始不甜

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你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远

又何必去改变你走过的世界

用你的指尖阻止我说再见

想像你在身边才完全失去之前

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你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远

或许命运的签只让我们遇见

只让我们相恋这一季的秋天

飘落后才发现这幸福的碎片

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要我怎么捡

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Haha so many talented ppl around... haha really respect such ppl...

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Nothing much le... booking in bout 2 hrs time... yup... something very impacting to share... "Go for it now... The future is promised to no one..." Wayne Dyer... Haha now i feel so pumped up and ready to go lol... take care ppl cya in a weeks time... enjoy the song...

Time flies...

Haha ppl joke that time pasts faster in mainland compared to Tekong... lol very true... but nvm la... to me, spending time in mainland ain't more meaningful den spending time in Tekong haha...
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Had an outing today... my bunk mates are jokers... super funny... in the rough way la lol... tink im getting influenced by the bad culture abit le... haha but no worries la... i have been taught well... Sian actually today wana catch Rush Hour de... everyone caught it liao... so sian...
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Yup got my guitar bag today le... tml gona bring it to camp... my skills been stationary for quite some time le... muz practise intensively during my admin time in Tekong... Wilson introduced me quite a number of places where i can learn my guitar... hmm im thinking of taking guitar lessons during weekends... not confirmed la juz c how it goes ba...
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Nothing much le... "If you don’t reach down and help pick up those less fortunate, the day will come when due to sheer weight of numbers, those less fortunate will reach up and pull you down..." Joby Harris... Haha so always lend a helping hand... you never know that a simple act can work magic in one's heart... Nightz... take care ppl...

Short weekends...

Last Sunday wrote a new song... titled "Stop"... was very happy when i complete it but after awhile den i realised there is some similarities with two other secular songs... lol very sian... but stil ok la not entirely same... and stil have its uniqueness... so i decided to keep it...
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Juz discovered can bring guitar to army... woot... can practice le... i got a cool friend in army who learns singing... i learned alot from him just by talking to him... haha awesome la free music lessons...
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Tml going to discovery centre in the morning... duno after that got any plans to go out anot... so many movies i wana watch...
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Sunday booking in le...
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4 more weeks... cool...
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"Nothing is over when you stil have something to give... Everything ends only at the moment you stop trying..."

Booking in soon le...

Today been overwhelmed with thoughts... thinking in bed... had some quarrels wif my mum again... haix... i really dunwana quarrel de... i will feel damm guilty de... and im trying to improve our relationship le... den everytime due to her lack of understanding and my lack of tolerance... i will blow it... back to square one again... haix... super super sian... i wil lose faith and will be disappointed... sometimes i really feel so inferior and small... cant even do such a small thing right... so little good points so many bad points... perhaps this is the reason why im alone now... cant even find anyone to go on an outing... let alone talking to anyone bout such personal issues... haix things sure are different now...
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Sometimes i envy you... the life you have now... got things to do everyday... ppl to talk to everyday... family to cuddle with everyday... being happy everyday... im happy for u... yet there's an unexplainable sadness hidden within my smile...
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Booking in tml le... time pasts so fast at home... abit sian now le... stil abit sick... hope tml wil get better...
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Time doesnt stop for anybody... regardless you're happy... or sad... time pasts... on and on...
But...
Juz how long more do i need?
Sigh...
Hurt...

Sigh...

Quite a lonely book out... wana go out awhile, catch a movie or something but oso duno can find who... its either they're studying... working... staying so far away... or already going out with other friends le... haiz very sian... ystd stil ranted at my parents on stupid things... haiz... sometimes really feel distant from everybody... only thing im close to is guitar and dota... so much things wana share wif someone yet nobody is close enough...
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Feeling abit sick le... been having occasion headaches... i tot this only happens in Tekong cuz temperature there higher bout 2 degrees there... come home stil the same... comes and goes de... sore throat also... haiz sian... now juz counting down to book in day... book in liao den count down for book out day... Bleah no life... Sigh...
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A little something that caught my eye... "Love is life... And if you miss love... you miss life..." Leo Buscaglia... Hmm... i really miss life... really...

New Song...

So long no blog le... Hmm im not supposed to talk about army here so not much to update too haha... but at last im home le... back to my room... back to my guitar... back to my comfy computer seat... lol...
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Been tinking of many things during the nights... somehow straightened my thoughts on certain things... but somehow those straightened thoughts now wil soon be messy again...
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New song that i like alot... "Big Girls Don't Cry" by Fergie... ppl always know her for her dances and stuff... tink she got something like a bad girl image, but this song really proves that her voice is awesome too... shows a different side of her... nice yea...
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Big Girls Don't Cry

Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
Your probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But Ive got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps until I'm full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
Ill be your best friend and you'll be mine
Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if u want to
Cause I want to hold yours too
Well be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But its time for me to go home
Its getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
La Da Da Da Da Da

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Love this song... lol... hope u all enjoy... something nice which is hung on the toilet... The fastest way to get love is to give love... The fastest way to lose love is to hold on too tightly... The only way to keep love is to give it wings... hmm i feel its abit chim... duno if its true... but haha maybe one day i'll figure out... Take care le ppl...

Thank you all so much...

HAHAHA... happy happy... erm ok abit mixed feelings la... happy cause many things happened which i wil mention later... kinda sad too but the sadness comes from the happiness that i hav now haha...
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Thursday... went out with Wendy and Bryan to Jurong Point... Haha i saw Swee San, Eileen and Fong Lin shopping there as well... Yup tink Wendy and Bryan hav not been to Jurong Point in years le... haha so i intro them as always my favourite food korea cuisine... we chatted bout our past... happy times together and many other stuffs la... was really a fun conversation... Haha get to know Wendy a bit more better... we chatted til quite late la bout 930 liddat... den we went down to get bubble tea... Den Bryan gave me a diary done by church ppl with their regards for me... to giv me support in NS la... haha went home, after reading the diary, i was really touched lo... Wendy gave me a nice can of cookies... thanx ppl i appreciate it...
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Friday... haha my long awaited outing with Ting... haha i dressed my best, blow my hair nice nice... and we met at 1200... haha... we went to get our Simpsons movie tickets which was scheduled at 1230... went to Value and bought some drinks, chips and sea weed... haha the movie was totally funny la... haha b4 the movie even start got something very cute le... and also there's a part which is very very sad regarding the couple... yup a nice movie... go catch it... haha after the movie went to eat korea cuisine again... cause Ting long time no eat le... haha den go play pool with her... starting i lost 3 matches in a row... haha duno why the ball juz dunwan go in the hole... even black ball oso go wrong hole... haha but later things started going my way... end up me winning 4 matches to 3... tink she abit disappointed haha but she really played well... we shopped abit at This Fashion... She bought a very unique white top... haha it'll look fabulous on her but dun tink i'll get to see it... after that it was quite late le... was preparing to go home le... actually wanted to take a pic wif her de cuz its my last day with hair and also because i took the time to dress up haha... but her bus came immediately... she passed me a card and boarded it le... felt very lost again after that... and when i read her card... haiz i hav no idea that it wil stil be so painful after so long... haha... but stil thanx alot le... i enjoyed the outing alot... take good care of urself ok...
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During the outing my uncle msged me to wish me luck... i dun hav his number... so i asked him who he was la... den he reply... "I am your er jiu(second uncle) deleted my no.? dun slp too late tonight..." i so pai sei... though we had some quarrels last time and we hardly talk now and yet he stil cares for me... yup thanx alot...
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haha and to Kai Xin Wee Ling and Elaine thanx for the regards too... i had a nice time chatting with u all... u ppl rock... muz go out gather one day leh... haha yup do tc... haha surprisingly even my working colleague Dolly called to say hi and told me to take care and stuff... wow haha touched leh... thanx so much... owe my colleagues a treat on my first book out...
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At night... 8pm... Milton and Wilson was already waiting for me le... my best pal Benjamin MSN me and apologised that he cant play on my last day... haha its ok... its the thoughts that matter... Yup we played a total of 4 games... wat a nice set of last games... we were basically thrashing our opponents... and within the 4 games, two of the games we were handicapped at a 4 vs 5... my last game was with my favourite hero Pudge... haha was juz hunting all my opponents down... very nice... after the games... its was already 1130 le... we chatted in msn awhile discussing how we played and stuff... and when im leaving the conversation... I said... "Guys its been an honour fighting by your side..." haha den a few LOLs coming here and there... Den Wilson said... "Nah the honour is ours..." Erm this came from WILSON leh lol... thanx for the games pals... u all are the best teamates lol... i enjoyed myself alot...
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Now its 12am le... tml need to wake at 7am... but i feel a need to blog juz to express my thanx to u ppl... as always something to share le... today's one is the best one... the thing i wana share is... You people... because you friends are the best things that i can share... haha cya all in two weeks time... nitex... thank you all so much...

Inspiration Surge...

Haha ystd after watching "Yu Le Bai Fen Bai" was really inspired by the singer that was invited to the programme... haha duno how to explain... juz suddenly have alot of thoughts in my head...
I tink is becuz of the lyrics in his songs...
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So after watching the show, i continued with a chorus that i made bout some days ago... i was thinking for very long which verse will go nice wif the chorus... but cant get a really nice one... so left it aside lo... ystd after the show... juz took a pen and wrote down everything without thinking much... haha tink i completed the whole lyrics in 30 min... den the rest of the time was adding chords and so on la... haha happy happy my 5th song le yea... the Title is "七个月"... i felt this is my best one yet cuz lyrics more chim abit and tunes more complicated LOL... Haha oh boi i hav a dream to one day play in a band... to play together wif my best friends... exchanging ideas sharpening each other's skills and so on... wow juz think about it... that will be the the best thing...
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Yup so fast NS coming le... haha no worries... no worries... tml going out with Bryan and Wendy... Tml de tml going out with Ting to watch my favourite cartoon... "The Simpsons" woot haha... very funny show... after all that gona go botak and be a training machine lol...
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Tink i end of here le... something nice to share that motivates me... "Nothing happens until I make it happen..." by Scott Wilson... Haha tc le ppl... bye...

Weekends...

Haha talk abit bout ystd... Guan Soon, Darwin, Zheng Way, Shi Wei, his bro, Jeremy, Benjamin, Milton, Wilson and me went to play lan at Novena... haha quite fun la... Mil Wil and I won the first two rounds of 4 vs 3... but after that when Shi Wei and gang came, we den lost the other two games... yup quite disappointed with the lost... but like a nice Yuhua gathering liddat lol... waste money... $10 leh... lol but once in a blue moon... it was past midnight le... so Mil Wil Ben and me took a cab home... Ben went to Michelle's house to stay over night... den i realise Ben and Michelle two years plus liao le... haha happy for him... after dropping ben off... we went supper straight... reached home bout 130 le...
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Today went to church... pastor preached bout something not very spiritual... bout the business plans of S'pore and how its linked to building a church... yup learned a great great deal...
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And then today den i know that Bryan is going overseas next month le... in August... he's going to Australia to study business... abit shocked la so fast going liao le... hmm hey pal sry like often rejected outings... wil go out wif u one day b4 my NS starts promise... May u hav no troubles with the studies over there... come back well equipped wif a set of skills and companies will be out to grab u... yup... do take care le over there...
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Nothing much le... share something awesome haha... "When one door closes another opens. But often we look so long so regretfully upon the closed door that we fail to see the one that has opened for us... by Helen Keller..." Take care smilez...