Everythings changing le...

Today went to play lan game wif army friends again... but this time Wilson Jing Chang and Benjamin came along... it was a 4 vs 5... but we stil managed to win 3 out of 4 games... so quite happy la...
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Went to Bugis after dinner... walked around and found out so many new shops being set up and many others replaced... the top floor of Bugis is now a food court haha cool... we juz walk here and there for awhile... sat bus 197 home with Benjamin...
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Speaking of Benjamin... haha brings me back lots of memories... the times we played pokemon cards... times when he pushed me into the mud... times when we cheated in tests... times when we played basketball... times when we laughed together... but now he change so so much le... not the good Benjamin i know last time... but a better one haha...
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Haha we chatted on many things... on studies, on dota, even on love as well... I remember he used to dislike studying... everytime i do badly in tests... i wil compare my results wif him to make myself feel better... Now he is planning on going overseas to study so as to further brighten his future... we even discussed bout the pros and cons of going overseas to work and return rich and stuffs like that... haha i wil spare the details on what we said la... but i must say he is really very mature liao... im sure he wil do well in the days to come...
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Juz now during dota, Benjamin's girlfriend, Michelle msged him two words "more seaweed"... she liked the seaweed that Ben gave her ystd... Ben is very sweet at times also haha... Actually he is supposed to go back to his second house in Bishan today but he took the time to go down to his girlfriend's house in Clementi juz to give her the packet of seaweed as a surprise... nice rite haha... cant imagine wat wil be on Michelle's face when she sees him haha... their two years anniversary juz passed a few weeks ago... haha all the best pal...
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Felt kinda sad when he mentioned bout Michelle... cause i really feel bad for not treating my ex girlfriend as good as i should be... only to regret after its too late... after i realise how important she is to me... sigh... its been 8 months le... stil feel the occasion sourness biting at my heart... but doesn't matter le... wats done cannot be undone... but i certainly do owe u a sry...
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We alighted near Michelle's house and we waited for bus 198 together... after i board the bus den he go find Michelle... I've got so many things to talk to him but the time is so short always... i can learn alot through chatting with him... and the best part now is that the issues that we talk about now makes me reflect on myself also... hope we can chat again soon...
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Time really pasts so so so quickly... 2 more days before i go out of Tekong... haha den block leave lo... hope can go out more often wif friends... wana find a snow cap type of headress... haha i see one of my friends wear very nice lol... yup nothing much le... Ben juz reach home... gona dota wif him liao...
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"A fight may come and go very easily, but a friendship could last forever..." Haha nightz world...

Going off le...

Wow talk about short weekends... haha wasted it on dota... deprove alot le... but the last game was nice... makes my day...
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Hmm i feel im recovering quickly le... happy happy... lookin at the timetable... this week in NS is gona be fun... haha... aiya no time le... gona book in bout one and half hr later... muz stop liao...
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"Happiness is enhanced by others, but does not depend upon others..." SMILEZ!! haha take care ppl...

Sick le...

Book out le... 7 more days in Tekong before POC...
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Duno why lately feel like vomiting after every meal... den no appetite... tink u give me Mac i oso cant finish half... totally no strength... plus diarrhoea... i climb up five floors of steps start to pant le... duno wat happen eh... haix sad... hope it heals quickly...
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I wana go out hav fun de leh... sian no time liao... tml booking in again le... hmm nvm la... on Sept 11 got block leave... muz fulfil promise go back to Senja wif Wee Ling... haha other den that tink no more plans le... see how la... hope can hav as much activities as possible...
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I wana go guitar lessons... anybody wan go wif me?? i wan a companion... otherwise i alone leh haha... i really wana do well in this area... it makes me feel alot better when i express myself through the songs i write... haha... yup... if after i post to unit is 8am to 5pm... den maybe i'll go for night classes...
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Nothing much le... lately seen lots of bullying going around... disgusted by their acts... but nvm... i cant do anything to help them think... hope they wil wake up... "Never look down on anybody unless you're helping him up..." Jesse Jackson... take care ppl...

Going off le...

Bout about 2 hrs more will be on my way to Tekong... Hmm abit sian le as usual... but nvm used to this feeling le... hope next weekend can hav better activties...
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Hmm change a new song ba... quite an old sad song by JJ... the tune and the lyrics are great... i listened to it quite a number of times le... stil think its nice... hope u all enjoy it too...
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距离

林俊杰

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在距离三公里的位置

我在这里

想像心中的你的呼息

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同样的熄着灯的窗子

你在那里

听不到我呼吸着分离

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我走向前你看不见

真的遥远

就连叹息影子听见

也是无言

你走向前我看不见

你的思念

你和我之间

刻着一条界线不曾有改变

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保留着三公分的距离

我的眼里

填满着整个我爱的你

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坐在同一张四方桌子边

你的眼里

读不到眷着我的讯息

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我走向前你看不见

真的遥远

就连叹息影子听见

也是无言

你走向前我看不见

你的思念

你和我之间

刻着一条界线不曾有改变

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当爱离开之前

能多苦

能多深

能多甜

距离是你走过我身边

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我走向前你看不见

真的遥远

就连叹息影子听见

也是无言

你走向前我看不见

你的思念

你和我之间

刻着一条界线不曾有改变

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Hmm thats pretty much the time i got left le... gona go pack up my things and get ready liao... take care ppl...
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"Time is too slow for those who wait, too swift for those who fear, too long for those who grieve, too short for those who rejoice, but for those who love, time is eternity..." - Henry Van Dyke (1852-1933) American Clergyman...

Saturday...

Today woke up at about 730am rushed down to khatib to play bball wif army friends... haha my frien bluff me... he tell me alot ppl come... den end up only nine turned up... enjoyed myself when playing... the feeling of wanting to win... the feeling of dealing with fatigue... the feeling of teamwork... haha... but injured my leg abit... now very sour... hope it heals before i book in tml... we played til bout 12 noon liddat... drained out... too long no play le haha...
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After that nothing to do... went to play lan game lo... lost a few again... very sian la... now hardly see the "victory" word on my monitor le... played til bout 5pm liddat... after that actually wana go watch "Rush Hour 3" de... but everybody watch before le... i tried to deceive one of my frien to watch second time... but fail lol sad... waste my saliva... took a cab home...
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Saw pasa malam below my house again le... always reminds me of things...
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Hmm oh ya most of my friends all in uni le... hope they can cope la... heard the pace is very fast... we humans hav no limits... juz a little getting used to and all wil be fine... haha jia you...
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Yup nothing much le... need to catch up on slp... tink today latest muz slp by 3am... nothing much le... something very nice that i learnt today from my army friend Andy... Do u all know why the engagement ring is placed on the 4th finger? Haha cuz the veins in the 4th finger are the closest to the heart... sweet... nitex ppl...

BOOK OUT LE... hooray...

Haha found out many ppl in camp know how to play the guitar haha... asked for their guidance along the way... they taught me how to play some songs too... their fingers are very very fast haha... first time see haha... seeing them play motivates me to go on... haha but i wonder how much longer can i reach their stage... but nvm la juz practice...
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Next week wil be rather xiong for me in NS... but after that week all wil be quite relax liao... yup endure...
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Sian come back dota lose like siao... too long never touch wil become noob... haha today my pudge got owned by a new hero... sad... lol nvm... it will be temporary...
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Ppl say when u go NS... you wil be closer to family... haha i seem to be the opposite... when i book in... i dun even feel the slightest sadness... its juz the same feeling of staying home... juz abit more sian only... and juz look forward to the next book out... sometimes i feel im juz roaming aimlessly...
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Nothing much le... see wat tml has installed for me ba... "Exert your talents, and distinguish yourself, and don't think of retiring from the world, until the world will be sorry that you retire..." Samuel Johnson... haha impacting... nitex...

Nice lyrics...

Haha today saw this while im finding guitar tabs... I've listened to this song quite a few times le... not very nice when i first heard it... but when i look at the lyrics... its so beautifully done... especially the chorus... so i like this song alot liao... haha by looking at this song... i feel that there's really no limits in the world of song writing... awesome...
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词:方文山 曲:周杰伦

"不能说的秘密"

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冷咖啡离开了杯垫

我忍住的情绪在很后面

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拼命想挽回的从前

在我脸上依旧清晰可见

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最美的不是下雨天

是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐

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oh

回忆的画面

在荡着秋千梦开始不甜

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你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远

又何必去改变你走过的世界

用你的指尖阻止我说再见

想像你在身边才完全失去之前

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你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远

或许命运的签只让我们遇见

只让我们相恋这一季的秋天

飘落后才发现这幸福的碎片

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要我怎么捡

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Haha so many talented ppl around... haha really respect such ppl...

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Nothing much le... booking in bout 2 hrs time... yup... something very impacting to share... "Go for it now... The future is promised to no one..." Wayne Dyer... Haha now i feel so pumped up and ready to go lol... take care ppl cya in a weeks time... enjoy the song...

Time flies...

Haha ppl joke that time pasts faster in mainland compared to Tekong... lol very true... but nvm la... to me, spending time in mainland ain't more meaningful den spending time in Tekong haha...
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Had an outing today... my bunk mates are jokers... super funny... in the rough way la lol... tink im getting influenced by the bad culture abit le... haha but no worries la... i have been taught well... Sian actually today wana catch Rush Hour de... everyone caught it liao... so sian...
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Yup got my guitar bag today le... tml gona bring it to camp... my skills been stationary for quite some time le... muz practise intensively during my admin time in Tekong... Wilson introduced me quite a number of places where i can learn my guitar... hmm im thinking of taking guitar lessons during weekends... not confirmed la juz c how it goes ba...
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Nothing much le... "If you don’t reach down and help pick up those less fortunate, the day will come when due to sheer weight of numbers, those less fortunate will reach up and pull you down..." Joby Harris... Haha so always lend a helping hand... you never know that a simple act can work magic in one's heart... Nightz... take care ppl...

Short weekends...

Last Sunday wrote a new song... titled "Stop"... was very happy when i complete it but after awhile den i realised there is some similarities with two other secular songs... lol very sian... but stil ok la not entirely same... and stil have its uniqueness... so i decided to keep it...
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Juz discovered can bring guitar to army... woot... can practice le... i got a cool friend in army who learns singing... i learned alot from him just by talking to him... haha awesome la free music lessons...
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Tml going to discovery centre in the morning... duno after that got any plans to go out anot... so many movies i wana watch...
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Sunday booking in le...
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4 more weeks... cool...
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"Nothing is over when you stil have something to give... Everything ends only at the moment you stop trying..."

Booking in soon le...

Today been overwhelmed with thoughts... thinking in bed... had some quarrels wif my mum again... haix... i really dunwana quarrel de... i will feel damm guilty de... and im trying to improve our relationship le... den everytime due to her lack of understanding and my lack of tolerance... i will blow it... back to square one again... haix... super super sian... i wil lose faith and will be disappointed... sometimes i really feel so inferior and small... cant even do such a small thing right... so little good points so many bad points... perhaps this is the reason why im alone now... cant even find anyone to go on an outing... let alone talking to anyone bout such personal issues... haix things sure are different now...
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Sometimes i envy you... the life you have now... got things to do everyday... ppl to talk to everyday... family to cuddle with everyday... being happy everyday... im happy for u... yet there's an unexplainable sadness hidden within my smile...
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Booking in tml le... time pasts so fast at home... abit sian now le... stil abit sick... hope tml wil get better...
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Time doesnt stop for anybody... regardless you're happy... or sad... time pasts... on and on...
But...
Juz how long more do i need?
Sigh...
Hurt...