Weekends...

Haha talk abit bout ystd... Guan Soon, Darwin, Zheng Way, Shi Wei, his bro, Jeremy, Benjamin, Milton, Wilson and me went to play lan at Novena... haha quite fun la... Mil Wil and I won the first two rounds of 4 vs 3... but after that when Shi Wei and gang came, we den lost the other two games... yup quite disappointed with the lost... but like a nice Yuhua gathering liddat lol... waste money... $10 leh... lol but once in a blue moon... it was past midnight le... so Mil Wil Ben and me took a cab home... Ben went to Michelle's house to stay over night... den i realise Ben and Michelle two years plus liao le... haha happy for him... after dropping ben off... we went supper straight... reached home bout 130 le...
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Today went to church... pastor preached bout something not very spiritual... bout the business plans of S'pore and how its linked to building a church... yup learned a great great deal...
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And then today den i know that Bryan is going overseas next month le... in August... he's going to Australia to study business... abit shocked la so fast going liao le... hmm hey pal sry like often rejected outings... wil go out wif u one day b4 my NS starts promise... May u hav no troubles with the studies over there... come back well equipped wif a set of skills and companies will be out to grab u... yup... do take care le over there...
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Nothing much le... share something awesome haha... "When one door closes another opens. But often we look so long so regretfully upon the closed door that we fail to see the one that has opened for us... by Helen Keller..." Take care smilez...

GROSS...

LOL ystd got one adult cockroach come inside my room... never notice it till im practising guitar... it climbed up a chair... shocked man... so big... den i was looking at the cockroach for bout 5 min liddat... i duno wat to do also... i scared if i removed my view for a moment it will be gone... cuz liddat at least i know where it is... better den knowing its there but duno where... den my mum came out for a drink and i told her... eh mummie you zhang lang (means got cockroach in chinese lol)... den suddenly the cockroach took flight around the room... wa lau disgusting man... flying cockroaches hate it man... den my mum tell me use newspaper wack... crawl de maybe i dare... but fly de... zzz dun tink so later i wack halfway it land on me how... den at last my mum woke my father den after bout 5 min he caught it in a plastic bag... whole family wake up cuz of cockroach... ok i know damm sissy... but i juz hate cockroachs...
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Haha its friday today le... thats fast... exactly 7 more days before NS... haha nothing much le... share something... "One man tells a lie, dozens repeat it as the truth. - Chinese Proverb..." cool huh haha... take care le bb...

A chat with Milton...

Haha ystd chatted abit with Milton after playing one game... ystd den i know that Wilson's brother got some problems with his heart and also some problems with speaking... felt very sad for him la... feel that life is really not that bad liao le... thats something we kip forgetting... den we went on...
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Milton says that when he has time wil often tink about wat will happen if the world is gona end soon... den he explained the seriousness of our earth damaging acts... yup... Haha den he said that God promised not to use water to destroy earth... so he predicted that fire is the next element... so we take it as the earth is gona explode or a meteour will crash to earth...
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Haha den i asked him if in 2 hrs time the meteour will come... wat will u do? First thing he said is that he will share John 3:16 with all his friends... den hug his family and scream lo... i was thinking wat wil i do... hmm i dun really know... Tink i'll would love to spend the last moments with somebody lol...
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Den the conversation turned all funny la... actually was serious de... den we said how bout a last game of dota? or spam guitar? lol... den it got more shallow... i told Milton that hey maybe some ppl on the earth wil reveal their secret powers that they kept hidden within them... like superman or iceman or even justice league??... den we talked about characters in the anime "Bleach" that possess unique powers to save us from the meteours... we discussed which powers will be useful in stopping the meteour... and so on la... we end up laughing lol... but it was very fun... talking useless things lol...
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Haha lately found a nice song by Avril... When You're Gone... its very nice... i like the lyrics alot though... and theres a little something special in Avril's vocal... erm duno how to explain... maybe halfway from teenager to adult kind of voice? haha her voice really puts the extra cream on the cakes... oh ya she got nice blue eyes too...
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AVRIL LAVIGNE "When You're Gone"

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I always needed time on my own

I never thought I'd need you there when I cry

And the days feel like years when I'm alone

And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now

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[Chorus]

When you're gone

The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone

The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone

The words I need to hear to always get me through the day

and make it ok

I miss you

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I've never felt this way before

Everything that I do reminds me of you

And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor

And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now

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[Chorus]

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We were made for each other

Out here foreverI know we were, yeah

All I ever wanted was for you to know

Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul

I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

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[Chorus]

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Haha hope u all enjoy it... i love the chorus part when she sing "and make it ok"... haha super nice... ya lo... haha... oh ya heard frm Wilson that Avril's married le hmm... so young... but cool...

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Nothing much le something nice to share... something to motivate everybody... very nice... "Whether you think you can or whether you think you can't, you're right..." by Henry Ford... Haha so dun give up ppl... tc le...

Lol...Sway New Guy...

LOL Today at my work place... internet server down... then very troublesome muz call here call there haha... the new guy called me a few times le... as i have never met such situations before... so dun really know how to handle properly haha... i juz told him to call the company to get someone down to repair it... hmm duno ok le anot...
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Ystd heard a few songs by local singapore super band 迷路兵 haha nice songs they created... haha also inspire me alot... cool band everyone should listen to their music... wish that they will be a future band that can make a mark outside Singapore as well...
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Today juz saw a little something in my bro's room haha... damm cute de... In block letters it says "Very important person award..." then below it says certificate to (bro's name) for being there always when im down... for being understanding... and so on la got alot... one whole list... haha den his gf's signature below... lol... sweet haha...
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Ok nothing much le gona go watch tv liao le... share something which is very very nice too haha its was on Swee San's msn nick... "Love is only a word until somebody comes along and gives it a meaning..." NICE RITE?? awesome haha... take care bb...

Alone at home...

Today my mum go back to work lo... my bro also go to work lo... my father as always go to work lo... i dun need go to work lo... haha... alone at home... duno bout u all... but being alone sometimes its a great feeling... like i hav the whole house to myself liddat haha... yup... lol sian la tink i become abit anti social le... juz dunwan to talk... dunwan to be bothered... juz wana be alone...
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Juz a short one today... cuz its really boring now lol... hanging on to 1/4 of the world that i hav left now haha... yup something cool for ya all... "The anger and hatred we feel, hurts us so much more than it hurts the hated." Author: dreamslaughter... haha so actually when we're angry or hating somebody... the only person that is suffering the most is urself haha... forgive and forget... tc ppl bb...

Last day at work le...

Haha today is my last day le... new guy come le... teach him a few things here and there so he can handle the things when im gone... haha quite nice guy la... knowing that i like songs he stil take the trouble to burn cd for me... he is here since Thursday le... got a little company for my last few days haha... but due to age gap haha not much things to talk about...
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Yea was supposed to treat my collegues de... but i tink alot of them thought that my last day is next week... so they never ask me bout the treat... hmm i wun be coming back liao... so instead juz bought back a pack of donuts for them... tink they abit unhappy cuz was supposed to be lunch de haha... but nvm la haha... at least a little something better den nothing...
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Today is Eileen's birthday haha... happy bday le may all your wishes and dreams come through... hope she do well in her university studies le and may she be happy always haha... yup tink they are celebrating at K-Box today...
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Yup its bout 530 le... bout an hour or so before i go home le... haha duno suld be happy or not lol... stopping work means NS coming liao le... frankly im quite prepared bout the whole thing le... juz worried bout feeling lonely inside... hmm hope to meet some nice friends over there la...
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Today paid May Ee and Hui Li their pay... totals up to about $150 liddat... stil owe Ting they all bout $50 liddat... hmm overall my bank account only increase bout 1.2k++ liddat only after two and a half months of working, thats after i pay my debt and spent $100 on clothes... hmm weird leh duno why become so little...
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Yup nothing much le... found something which is nice for couples haha... "Love like she's the first. Fight like he's the last..." sweet haha... take care ppl hav a great weekend...

Pondering...

Something done by Jie Xin haha... Yup "Why be optimistic & end up disappointed, when you can be pessimistic & perhaps be pleasantly surprised?"... haha but sometimes being negative may not be a good... it lowers our confidence and dulls our motivation... on the other hand being positive would give us a renewed strength to push on... so... which one is better? haha... take care...

Progress...

Ystd was playing the guitar... haha duno suld be happy or not, my changing of chords from Bm to F is faster by 0.2 sec le... its quite insignificant but at least its abit la... ystd i tried out the 4/4 strumming pattern on the changing of the Bm to F chord also... it was really a strain on the muscle near my thumb because the duration of 4/4 beat is longer... the muscle got so tired that i had to let go at the tenth time i change the chord... was unable to continue le... so decided to pluck the tune of the song "Hero" by Enrique Iglesias... turned out quite well haha tink cuz its easy... haha and also my voice is recovering le... yup slept well last night due to the accumulated tiredness...
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LOL today the first thing that happen to me at work is that Dolly blame me ystd work never go find her... joker... haha den she went on and on wanting me to treat them lunch cuz its gona be my last day at work soon... tink gona treat Elaine and Dolly only cuz they're the only ones im closer to la... Yeap funny ppl lol...
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Hmm ystd saw something on Yanling's msn nick... which she had found it somewhere... its very meaningful la haha i like it alot... "True love does not have a happy ending, because true love does not have an ending..." haha impacted me alot... short post today but the nice quote should be more den enough... smilez :)

Can't slp...

Ystd tink about 3.45 liddat den finally fall asleep... duno why i cant leave my mind blank think here think there... damm sian leh... especially when u know that there's work tml... i tossed and turned for about one and half hour or so... today wake liao, expected... tired...
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Haha speaking of being unable to slp... when i was young i was super afraid of the dark... i will always tell my mum to accompany me to slp... my bed has two levels... so she will always slp below me... hmm when i cant slp... i wil juz turn and tell my mum... eh mummy wo shui bu zao (means i cant slp in chinese)... her answer will always be the same... guan yan jing(means close your eys in chinese)... although i know this will always be her ans... i will always ask even when she's sound asleep le... haha duno why, maybe juz for the assurance ba... den i can slp le haha... childhood memories lol...
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Haha theres one more method which i always use when i cant slp... i wil close my eyes and i will look at the back of my eyelids... though its pitch darkness... but sometimes if u concentrate hard enough, u will see patches of white light... everytime its a different pattern... i dun tink u all understand la... but its very fun de... muz really concentrate very hard and look in front when u close your eyes... haha i tink it blocks out other thoughts so allows me to slp easier... u all can try also haha...
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Ohh ystd found some new songs again haha... post on blog next week... the songs are by Enrique Iglesias... haha nice vocal and hot looks... cool...
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Yup a sweet thing to share...
A girl asked a boy if she was pretty.
He said no.
She asked him if he wanted to be with her forever.
He said no.
She then asked him if he would cry if she walked away.
He again said no.
She had heard too much.
She needed to leave.
As she walked away, he grabbed her arm and told her to stay, he said,"You're not pretty, you're beautiful. I don't want to be with you forever, I need to be with you forever. I wouldn't cry if you walked away, I would die."

New song...

Hmm got a new song introduced by one of my friends... haha its a super sad song but its very nice la... the lyrics alone is already good le... i love this song... so hope u all enjoy it too... yup and learn to treasure your loved ones... the lyrics are below... let the words stir your hearts for a moment...

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-Tonight I Wana Cry-

-Keith Urban-

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Alone in this house again tonight

I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine

There's pictures of you and I on the walls around me

The way that it was and could have been surrounds me

I'll never get over you walkin' away

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I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show

And I thought that bein' strong meant

never losin' your self-control

But I'm just drunk enough to let got of my pain

To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain

From my eyes

Tonight I wanna cry

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Would it help if I turned a sad song on

'All By Myself' would sure hit me hard now that you're gone

Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters

It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better

But I'll never get over you by hidin' this way

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I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show

And I thought that bein' strong meant

never losin' your self-control

But I'm just drunk enough to let got of my pain

To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain

From my eyes

Tonight I wanna cry

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I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show

And I thought that bein' strong meant

never losin' your self-control

But I'm just drunk enough to let got of my pain

To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain

From my eyes

Tonight I wanna cry

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Haha yup thats all... something to share by an unknown person... i tink its really really awesome... "Love me when I least deserve it, because that's when I really need it..." hope u all understand wat it means la... i pondered for sometime before figuring out... but once u know the meaning... u'll agree wif me that this phrase is really great... take care ppl...