A chat with Milton...

Haha ystd chatted abit with Milton after playing one game... ystd den i know that Wilson's brother got some problems with his heart and also some problems with speaking... felt very sad for him la... feel that life is really not that bad liao le... thats something we kip forgetting... den we went on...
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Milton says that when he has time wil often tink about wat will happen if the world is gona end soon... den he explained the seriousness of our earth damaging acts... yup... Haha den he said that God promised not to use water to destroy earth... so he predicted that fire is the next element... so we take it as the earth is gona explode or a meteour will crash to earth...
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Haha den i asked him if in 2 hrs time the meteour will come... wat will u do? First thing he said is that he will share John 3:16 with all his friends... den hug his family and scream lo... i was thinking wat wil i do... hmm i dun really know... Tink i'll would love to spend the last moments with somebody lol...
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Den the conversation turned all funny la... actually was serious de... den we said how bout a last game of dota? or spam guitar? lol... den it got more shallow... i told Milton that hey maybe some ppl on the earth wil reveal their secret powers that they kept hidden within them... like superman or iceman or even justice league??... den we talked about characters in the anime "Bleach" that possess unique powers to save us from the meteours... we discussed which powers will be useful in stopping the meteour... and so on la... we end up laughing lol... but it was very fun... talking useless things lol...
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Haha lately found a nice song by Avril... When You're Gone... its very nice... i like the lyrics alot though... and theres a little something special in Avril's vocal... erm duno how to explain... maybe halfway from teenager to adult kind of voice? haha her voice really puts the extra cream on the cakes... oh ya she got nice blue eyes too...
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AVRIL LAVIGNE "When You're Gone"

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I always needed time on my own

I never thought I'd need you there when I cry

And the days feel like years when I'm alone

And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now

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[Chorus]

When you're gone

The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone

The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone

The words I need to hear to always get me through the day

and make it ok

I miss you

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I've never felt this way before

Everything that I do reminds me of you

And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor

And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now

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[Chorus]

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We were made for each other

Out here foreverI know we were, yeah

All I ever wanted was for you to know

Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul

I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

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[Chorus]

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Haha hope u all enjoy it... i love the chorus part when she sing "and make it ok"... haha super nice... ya lo... haha... oh ya heard frm Wilson that Avril's married le hmm... so young... but cool...

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Nothing much le something nice to share... something to motivate everybody... very nice... "Whether you think you can or whether you think you can't, you're right..." by Henry Ford... Haha so dun give up ppl... tc le...

Lol...Sway New Guy...

LOL Today at my work place... internet server down... then very troublesome muz call here call there haha... the new guy called me a few times le... as i have never met such situations before... so dun really know how to handle properly haha... i juz told him to call the company to get someone down to repair it... hmm duno ok le anot...
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Ystd heard a few songs by local singapore super band 迷路兵 haha nice songs they created... haha also inspire me alot... cool band everyone should listen to their music... wish that they will be a future band that can make a mark outside Singapore as well...
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Today juz saw a little something in my bro's room haha... damm cute de... In block letters it says "Very important person award..." then below it says certificate to (bro's name) for being there always when im down... for being understanding... and so on la got alot... one whole list... haha den his gf's signature below... lol... sweet haha...
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Ok nothing much le gona go watch tv liao le... share something which is very very nice too haha its was on Swee San's msn nick... "Love is only a word until somebody comes along and gives it a meaning..." NICE RITE?? awesome haha... take care bb...

Alone at home...

Today my mum go back to work lo... my bro also go to work lo... my father as always go to work lo... i dun need go to work lo... haha... alone at home... duno bout u all... but being alone sometimes its a great feeling... like i hav the whole house to myself liddat haha... yup... lol sian la tink i become abit anti social le... juz dunwan to talk... dunwan to be bothered... juz wana be alone...
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Juz a short one today... cuz its really boring now lol... hanging on to 1/4 of the world that i hav left now haha... yup something cool for ya all... "The anger and hatred we feel, hurts us so much more than it hurts the hated." Author: dreamslaughter... haha so actually when we're angry or hating somebody... the only person that is suffering the most is urself haha... forgive and forget... tc ppl bb...

Last day at work le...

Haha today is my last day le... new guy come le... teach him a few things here and there so he can handle the things when im gone... haha quite nice guy la... knowing that i like songs he stil take the trouble to burn cd for me... he is here since Thursday le... got a little company for my last few days haha... but due to age gap haha not much things to talk about...
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Yea was supposed to treat my collegues de... but i tink alot of them thought that my last day is next week... so they never ask me bout the treat... hmm i wun be coming back liao... so instead juz bought back a pack of donuts for them... tink they abit unhappy cuz was supposed to be lunch de haha... but nvm la haha... at least a little something better den nothing...
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Today is Eileen's birthday haha... happy bday le may all your wishes and dreams come through... hope she do well in her university studies le and may she be happy always haha... yup tink they are celebrating at K-Box today...
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Yup its bout 530 le... bout an hour or so before i go home le... haha duno suld be happy or not lol... stopping work means NS coming liao le... frankly im quite prepared bout the whole thing le... juz worried bout feeling lonely inside... hmm hope to meet some nice friends over there la...
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Today paid May Ee and Hui Li their pay... totals up to about $150 liddat... stil owe Ting they all bout $50 liddat... hmm overall my bank account only increase bout 1.2k++ liddat only after two and a half months of working, thats after i pay my debt and spent $100 on clothes... hmm weird leh duno why become so little...
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Yup nothing much le... found something which is nice for couples haha... "Love like she's the first. Fight like he's the last..." sweet haha... take care ppl hav a great weekend...

Pondering...

Something done by Jie Xin haha... Yup "Why be optimistic & end up disappointed, when you can be pessimistic & perhaps be pleasantly surprised?"... haha but sometimes being negative may not be a good... it lowers our confidence and dulls our motivation... on the other hand being positive would give us a renewed strength to push on... so... which one is better? haha... take care...

Progress...

Ystd was playing the guitar... haha duno suld be happy or not, my changing of chords from Bm to F is faster by 0.2 sec le... its quite insignificant but at least its abit la... ystd i tried out the 4/4 strumming pattern on the changing of the Bm to F chord also... it was really a strain on the muscle near my thumb because the duration of 4/4 beat is longer... the muscle got so tired that i had to let go at the tenth time i change the chord... was unable to continue le... so decided to pluck the tune of the song "Hero" by Enrique Iglesias... turned out quite well haha tink cuz its easy... haha and also my voice is recovering le... yup slept well last night due to the accumulated tiredness...
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LOL today the first thing that happen to me at work is that Dolly blame me ystd work never go find her... joker... haha den she went on and on wanting me to treat them lunch cuz its gona be my last day at work soon... tink gona treat Elaine and Dolly only cuz they're the only ones im closer to la... Yeap funny ppl lol...
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Hmm ystd saw something on Yanling's msn nick... which she had found it somewhere... its very meaningful la haha i like it alot... "True love does not have a happy ending, because true love does not have an ending..." haha impacted me alot... short post today but the nice quote should be more den enough... smilez :)

Can't slp...

Ystd tink about 3.45 liddat den finally fall asleep... duno why i cant leave my mind blank think here think there... damm sian leh... especially when u know that there's work tml... i tossed and turned for about one and half hour or so... today wake liao, expected... tired...
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Haha speaking of being unable to slp... when i was young i was super afraid of the dark... i will always tell my mum to accompany me to slp... my bed has two levels... so she will always slp below me... hmm when i cant slp... i wil juz turn and tell my mum... eh mummy wo shui bu zao (means i cant slp in chinese)... her answer will always be the same... guan yan jing(means close your eys in chinese)... although i know this will always be her ans... i will always ask even when she's sound asleep le... haha duno why, maybe juz for the assurance ba... den i can slp le haha... childhood memories lol...
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Haha theres one more method which i always use when i cant slp... i wil close my eyes and i will look at the back of my eyelids... though its pitch darkness... but sometimes if u concentrate hard enough, u will see patches of white light... everytime its a different pattern... i dun tink u all understand la... but its very fun de... muz really concentrate very hard and look in front when u close your eyes... haha i tink it blocks out other thoughts so allows me to slp easier... u all can try also haha...
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Ohh ystd found some new songs again haha... post on blog next week... the songs are by Enrique Iglesias... haha nice vocal and hot looks... cool...
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Yup a sweet thing to share...
A girl asked a boy if she was pretty.
He said no.
She asked him if he wanted to be with her forever.
He said no.
She then asked him if he would cry if she walked away.
He again said no.
She had heard too much.
She needed to leave.
As she walked away, he grabbed her arm and told her to stay, he said,"You're not pretty, you're beautiful. I don't want to be with you forever, I need to be with you forever. I wouldn't cry if you walked away, I would die."

New song...

Hmm got a new song introduced by one of my friends... haha its a super sad song but its very nice la... the lyrics alone is already good le... i love this song... so hope u all enjoy it too... yup and learn to treasure your loved ones... the lyrics are below... let the words stir your hearts for a moment...

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-Tonight I Wana Cry-

-Keith Urban-

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Alone in this house again tonight

I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine

There's pictures of you and I on the walls around me

The way that it was and could have been surrounds me

I'll never get over you walkin' away

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I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show

And I thought that bein' strong meant

never losin' your self-control

But I'm just drunk enough to let got of my pain

To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain

From my eyes

Tonight I wanna cry

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Would it help if I turned a sad song on

'All By Myself' would sure hit me hard now that you're gone

Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters

It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better

But I'll never get over you by hidin' this way

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I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show

And I thought that bein' strong meant

never losin' your self-control

But I'm just drunk enough to let got of my pain

To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain

From my eyes

Tonight I wanna cry

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I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show

And I thought that bein' strong meant

never losin' your self-control

But I'm just drunk enough to let got of my pain

To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain

From my eyes

Tonight I wanna cry

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Haha yup thats all... something to share by an unknown person... i tink its really really awesome... "Love me when I least deserve it, because that's when I really need it..." hope u all understand wat it means la... i pondered for sometime before figuring out... but once u know the meaning... u'll agree wif me that this phrase is really great... take care ppl...

Yi Jia Ren Chalet...

Hey blogging from home now... many things to update today...
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4th of July is my birthday haha... alot of church ppl wished me happy birthday so thanx alot le... hmm was practising guitar wanted to bring it wif me to the chalet... to play for Ting... but my throat really cannot le, i cant reach high keys, even for my own song i cant... so i was devastated la so decided not to bring it le... guess its fated... i dunwana give a lousy performance also... woke up at around 11am packed my things and went to the chalet myself... Haha this chalet is for a particular group in the class only la... hmm consist of Jie Xin, Swee San, Fong Lin, Yan ling, Shane, Eileen, Ting and me la... we named this group Yi Jia Ren la haha... hmm it was cause of Ting that i am a part of the group...
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Hmm when i reached the chalet they were already playing UNO stacko le... yup after awhile i went out to buy some things with Shane and when we returned, the lights were switched off and there was a nice mango cake for me accompanied by the nice bday songs... they chipped in to get a few clothes for me too... Ting gave me a personal gift... a key chain wif the shape of a guitar... those type where often malay ppl set up stalls in pasa malam, and they wil make it on the spot for u... haha to tink of it, i duno why but it really hurts me... we passed by so many such shops saying how nice their craftwork was... now it has become my birthday gift... but i loved the keychain alot alot... yup besides all the presents, they also prepared a card...
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Yup later on we continued playing la... til its dinner time when we settled our meal in the kopitiam... yup after that went to play pool wif the whole group... everybody dun know how to play de... only Shane, Ting and me know how... so we teached them along the way la... was very very fun... and super funny la... and best of all its cheap...
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After that we went to the arcade hmm played the basketball machine... i kip losing leh... whoever teams wif me sure get the lowest score de... duno why liddat... tink too easy le thats why i cant do it wahaha... no la i suck in that game... haha we went on to Daytona after that and i continued my losing streak haha...
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It was quite late le so we went back to chalet to play games... its very difficult to explain the games la... but its all those games that were played by stars on tv... for eg, 1 representative frm each grp wil act out something and the others wil try to guess... haha and so much more la...we played truth or dare... and really frm that game i really understood everybody at a deeper level la... had fun slept around 4am...
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Haha the next day.... we were supposed to go to Sentosa de, seeing that the sky was turning grey, we decided to get a few VCDs to watch at home... after much looking around we decided to get Primeval, Pretty Woman and Poseidon... we watched Primeval first... ok i think its really boring la... yea haha after that everybody was falling asleep la... so everybody went on to play Dai Di and mahjong... i went out to grab something to eat...
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Hmm actually was feeling very lost at that time la... same old things bothering me... haha so took that excuse to go out for a walk... i went to the beach there... the journey there was so hot but i was shivering from the occasion cold winds... felt very emo at that time... i went to the rock where Ting and Me first vandalised something haha... we made an agreement that we'll come and vandalise one rock each year... sigh its smudged already le... no longer that clear anymore... guess it cant take the continuous pounding of the rain... so it fades... all that is left now is juz some little outlines and a few tears of my own there... took a picture of it... really means alot to me... sigh... dwelled there for a little longer before going back to get something to eat...


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When i got back... played abit of Dai Di wif Eileen Fong lin and Jie Xin... haha i kip winning yea... then we went to dinner at the same kopitian... we returned early cuz many wanted to see Lin Yu Zhong on tv... he's one with great talents and he has a great voice and best of all he played the guitar too... after that we played some games again... this time it was something like a test on everybody's understanding on each other... we wil set questions regarding ourselves to let others guess the correct ans... haha everybody did badly la... but it was fun...
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Continued with the second movie... Pretty Woman... this movie is quite an old movie le... its very meaningful... how a hooker and a selfish businessman fell in love with each other... how the hooker was changed by the businessman to be a straight lady... and how the businessman was changed by the hooker to be a person who does business wif compassion... ok i did quite a bad description... go catch it very nice de... i love something that they said at the last part when they finally got each other... the businessman asked the woman "So wat happened after the knight climbs up the tower to save the princess?" the woman replied "the princess saves the knight right back"... SOOOOO sweet la haha... nice show...
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Everybody was tired le... so we never get to watch Poseidon... yup we woke at 6am and took a taxi home to our respective homes... when i alighted from the taxi i looked at Ting from the back window... she never turned back...
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Yup dragged myself up home... i took out the card and read the msges one by one... i was really reading wif tears... i duno why... im juz very touched... did a msg for everyone to thank them for their efforts... and thats basically wats happened...
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Oh ya here's a picture when she visited my mum a few weeks back only... juz let u all c ba :)


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This year my birthday was happy... but... its juz that i didn't get to share it wif anybody...
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Thanx to all once again... i love u all... sry for taking 5 min of your time but thanx for reading :) Yup... "A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out." Walter Winchell... Take care le...

Happy Gathering...

Hmm few days no blog le... many things happened... start wif Saturday ba... Hmm was actually going to tuition de but end up never... went to church later on... yup pastor preached bout the things which most christians missed out on... she brought us back on track la... Yup after that church friends prepared a card and bought a small cheese cake to celebrate my bday la... hmm was happy la... thanx ppl appreciate it alot :)
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On Sunday met up wif Benjamin his girlfriend Michelle and Leonard... hmm we met at Jurong Point at 6pm... haha as always they were late bout 20 min liddat... haha we went to buy the tickets for TRANSFORMERS... later on we ate korea cuisine... haha chatted alot through our meal... as our movie was quite late... we went to play pool... actually i dun intend to play de... cuz i duno how... but seeing that the group dun really hav a common interest besides pool, so i juz go wif them lo... haha very very funny lo the game cuz we kip missing alot of easy shots haha... Ben and Michelle team up... Leonard and me team up... sian la we lost 3 games to 1 haha but cant blame la... i was juz hitting the ball happily only haha... wa Michelle also know how to play de haha tink she score more den Ben... yup after that went to get some things to drink and eat before going to the cinema... we were sitting at the second row... it was so uncomfortable la... and very difficult to see the graphics clearly cuz too close to the screen le... the movie was nice juz disappointed at the view... becuz of that i cant tell which is good guy which is bad guy... and it seem juz like a whole chunk of metals crashing into one another... but got to admit the actions were great and long and very funny also haha... Yup if we were at the back sit... we would hav enjoyed the movie more... it was about 1130 le when the movie ended... Leonard got to rush home while Ben Michelle and me boarded the 198 bus... haha for the whole journey really really had a great time chatting to Ben, he told me bout his Manchester trip wat he learned and so on la... haha very sorry to Michelle la cuz Ben never talk to her on the trip back... but she's a very understanding girl so dun tink she will mind such things... haha so little time yet so much to catch up... haha i sent Ben a msg after the gathering regarding how i enjoyed the time la... haha he replied that he enjoyed too and that he stil remembered all the times that we had together, he also added an extra "friends forever"... haha really means alot to me... hope we can hav another outing soon...
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When i reached home sat down, i suddenly got an inspiration to write a song la... so since juz got back from gathering decided to do a song for Ben... haha finished the chorus le and also some parts of the verse... Hmm hope can do a good one la... yup speaking of song quite sad la... i did not do a good job for Milton's tune... i got the wrong tune... means i used a similar tune but not the correct one... so the lyrics would be hard to fit lo... haiz v disappointed though... he said that he dunwan the lyrics cuz he dunwana change my lyrics juz to suit his tune as it'll be unfair to me... and he says my version of singing the lyrics is nice... so he told me to improve on the song lo... though its a kind way to put it la... but its stil very sad la... well its my fault la for not making sure the tune was right... sigh im a let down... Hmm Milton said that if i improved on my strumming patterns it would be a great song... cuz he told me that my strumming is all over the place totally weird... now been learning the basics again le... counting "1 and 2 and 3 and 4 and" lol juz hope it helps la... now im also training the barre chords F and Bm... i told myself this two chords first... muz get it quick and get it right... so i juz change F to Bm 20 times whenever i pick up the guitar...
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Yup tml is chalet le... im juz looking forward to seeing u again... duno if i wana bring my guitar anot... cuz im really quite lousy still... and due to all the junk food my voice is totally CMI... but i duno if i stil got any chance to meet u after the chalet anot... so guess i'll probably juz bring and play it for u only... dun laugh wor haha...
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Hmm nothing much le... today i looked at the mirror when i was changing... i smiled and found out that it was not so smooth anymore le... hmm tink its been long since i stayed happy for a whole day... juz hope it gets better la... yup a nice phrase to share... "To gain that which is worth having, it may be necessary to lose everything else." -Bernadette Devlin. very true... but sometimes the question is do we know what is worth having?? take care ppl...