Do you?

Ystd was going quite alright... hmm met wif some minor problems during tuition... but at least the things are done la... after that was suppose to go meet Eric Jun Hao and David de… as im late for the first part of the plan… I say I will meet them at Jurong Point for the movie… but den suddenly Jun Hao and Eric not going… so canceled movie… super sian… stayed home again…
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Went back reached around 2pm… Dota all the way… hmm ystd my hero kills totaled to about 100+ in five games… hmm quite a lot… yup… so was pretty much on the edge of my seat most of the time… but sian would prefer to go out…
-Hmm 2am… I watched a movie titled “Click”… it’s the second time I’ve watched it le… this movie is very funny and touching at the same time… its about a guy who works a lot and pretty much neglected his family… he was came across this universal remote control which allows him to control life like the way remote controls work in televisions… he can fast forward time, skip chapters, pause events, etc… however after some time the remote control fast forwards time on its own… skipping everything that was unpleasant…the guy missed many things… he got wat he always wanted… his promotion… but he missed out on times spent with his parents, his wife and his kids… his wife left him for another man… he cant even be there for his father’s funeral… that’s when he realized the importance of spending time with his family… the last parts were very touching… when he told his family about his regrets when he is juz about to die… watched it twice… cried twice… but… it is a happy ending… shall not spoil it by spilling the beans… hope those who have not seen it can go check it out… slept at 3.40am…
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Today went to tuition again… Ting’s bro was very nice today… did everything I told him to do… he finished 3 sets of math full practice… after that played bubbles with him again haha…tink he is well prepared for the test le… hope he does well on Monday…
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Hmm that’s all for my weekends… gona book in soon le… in1hrs time… something nice to share, a verse which the couple in the movie “Click” used… it is like a promise of their love…

It was said once before they had their first kiss…
Woman: Will you still love me in the morning?
Man: Forever and ever babe…

And once juz before the man died…
Man: Will you still love me in the morning?
Woman : Forever and ever babe…

This verse also brings back some of my memories too… every couple has some kind of verse which touches each other greatly… its really memorable and meaningful to the individuals … to me too… I still remember it… Do you?... hmm not everyone gets a second chance… unfortunately not everyone… sigh…

WOOT...

Here for a fast entry... today is Friday... why i can book out??? haha becuz i passed all my major tests woot... (pat pat) proud of myself.... haha this week and next week can book out Friday... yea... Deepavali also coming soon le means got off day hahaha... happy...
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Tml gona go to tutor Ting's bro... hmm hope he wil study super hard... get good marks... will be happy for him... haha after that gona rush to Eric's house meet up with him, Jun Hao and David again... our plan is to play abit of play station... go to JP watch a movie den dinner... rather dry but is the chatting that wil make it worthwhile haha... cant wait...
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Next week Saturday gona meet up with Ben they all le... haha the plans are stil pending but should be very nice la haha... best if Ben can organise one big thing den all go for a meal or wat... haha...
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Hmm later dun tink practising guitar le... no time... quite tired le... mentally tired too... nothing much le... "Do not wait to strike till the iron is hot; but make it hot by striking..." William B. Sprague... Haha nice... Nitex ppl...

Haha weekend over again...

Been quite a boring weekend la... stay home... games guitar and stuff... study abit only... the rest tink i go camp den study ba... hope i dun fail the oncoming test... gona book in bout 2 hrs time... time really past super fast leh blink of an eye booking in again…
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Yup today printed lots of guitar tabs… mostly old songs by Hillary Duff and Shakira… my fingerings are abit off and unfamilar again le… cuz 5 days never touch guitar… today only practiced bout an hour liddat… but the good news is that now I can change to the barre chord fingerings quite fast le… whether accurate anot is another story… but given practice should be able to make it work la… dun really know how do I fair now in my skills cuz all the practices were done alone… hmm was hoping to have somebody whom im comfortable with to judge my guitar and singing skills… yup that will be very nice…
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Been blog hopping every weekend… saw many ppl going out with friends to catch up… and many have new friends to go out together also… yup could say im abit envious leh… now wana go out also duno wana find who leh… den last week actually can meet up with secondary school friends de… but confined then missed it… haiz so sian…
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Nothing much le… after this week when I book out… guess will be more happy le… ya and next week muz give tuition… cant afford to waste anymore time le… he will be having his exams very soon… Yup something to share before i go… "Everyone hears what you say... Friends listen to what you say... Best friends listen to what you don't say..." haha... meaningful... Smilez ppl...

Streaks of grey...

Juz returned home today cant go tuition Ting's bro... got confined for failing a test... wasted bout 12 hours liddat... alot leh... hmm next week major tests... cannot afford to fail de... if fail they say will out of course... so much to study but so little time... hmm aiya complain so much oso no use... oso muz get through... hope time wil fly faster... few more weeks and we'll be through haha...
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Today my dad came to fetch me... he asked me why i so late den can go home... den told him bout the failing thing la... later we continued chatting... linked to his job and many other things... den he noticed that i cut my hair... talked about it for awhile and den i turned to look at his hair... his sideburns were greying le... i know its been there for very long le... today den i took a long look at it... duno why i see le... felt abit sad la... duno why i felt guilty all of a sudden... hope to have a better relationship with my family...
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Hmm nothing much le... cant go out this week... will be busy... next week should be quite free le... later gona watch bleach again haha... im so excited bout the oncoming episodes... cuz my friend sort of gave me a brief description of wat the coming stories will be like... haha cant wait... a little something to share... "Do not blame Heaven, and do not blame earth, for your loneliness... You are traveling the ways of loneliness because your mind has not tried to conquer the darkness of frustration-frown..." by Sri Chinmoy...

New Song...

Lately found a super nice song... had this song quite some time ago... was not very appealing to me at first... so never paid much attention to it... til ystd when i was searching for guitar tabs to play... i decided to randomly check some songs out... when i saw the lyrics of the song... its like wa how can i miss this song out... wana share with u all who never heard it before... or like me, heard it but neglected it...
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人质

张惠妹

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我和你啊存在一种危险关系

彼此挟持这另一部份的自己

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本以为这完整了爱的定义

那就乖乖的守护着你

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相爱变成猜忌怀疑的烂游戏

规则是要憋着呼吸越靠越近

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但你的温柔是我唯一沉溺

你是爱我的就不怕有缝隙

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在我心上用力的开一枪

让一切归零在这声巨响

如果爱是说什么都不能放

我不挣扎反正我也没差

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人质在这一刻得到释放

相爱的纯粹落得如此下场

你满意吗我们都别说谎

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Describing an ending love in context of a hostage... professional...

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Sometimes i really respect ppl who have the talent to create lyrics that hit listeners in the heart... though this song is only a simple tune all the way, with the lyrics added, its like magic the way the lyrics alter the feel of the song... listening to this song really touches me alot... i like the last two parts of the lyrics the most... hope one day i can create a song of about the same standard... yup and also A-Mei's voice... totally rocks...

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Hmm today was a rough day for me... quarrelled wif my mum ystd... today she left a note beside my bed... saying how disappointed she was with me... it really cut me alot... but haiz... got used to getting cut by ppl anyway... Mum there's alot of things that you don't understand, but anyway i do owe you a sry... sigh...

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Yup booking in very soon le... guess this week will be faster cuz left 4 more days to book out day... something nice to share... "Don’t bother just to be better than your counterparts or predecessors... Try to be better than yourself..." William Faulkner... take care ppl... hav a great week ahead...

Tuition...

Hmm today went to tuition Ting's bro again... stepped in, sat down... asked abit here and there... den i opened the chinese assessment book... hmm was hoping that he wil tahan about half an hour before getting tired... den when i ask him to start... he started to say all the things that he said when he was tired... and he totally dunwan to do... very sad leh... i kip telling him its not alot... its not difficult... hmm tried to persuade him for 45 min... he was close to tears le... i duno why... i never raise my voice or scold him in any way... at that moment... i really felt like giving up and not to come next week... i would not want to become enemies with him when im trying to help him... it defeats the purpose... really sad and lost... but after more explaining and stuff... he finally understood that im not there to make his Saturday a dreadful one... and den he started to do the assignments... yup though the remaining time is short... he did quite alot... i was relieved la at last he listened... brought him out to play bubbles... haha... had a fun time with him... been long since i last played bubbles haha... Ting's mum bought nasi lemak for me...
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Will be booking in on Monday... yup so anybody wana go out Sunday? quite bored at home... though im having a test on one whole book on Thursday, i dun really wana study leh... weekends are meant to be enjoyed... not to mug... yup... so anybody wan to go out chill pls call me...
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Nothing much le... something which i feel that inspires me alot... and also guess many ppl need it out there as well... "It is wise to keep in mind that neither success nor failure is ever final..." Roger Babson... haha cool... nitex ppl...

Booking in soon le...

Hmm ystd was quite a nice day... Was supposed to reach Ting's house at 11am de... den duno why my hp alarm never ring... or ring le but i off it den forget... hmm duno la but i woke up at 1030am... bathe eat breakfast rushed there... reached bout 1130am le... hmm the lesson went successfully though... tink next Sat muz increase time for tuition otherwise dun tink can finish everything before his exam... see how la...
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After the tuition rushed down to Jurong Point... the meeting time was 1pm, i was already late by half hour le... end up i have to wait for them for another half hour... lol why everybody like being late de... We had Long John Silvers for lunch because Eric is dying to have some fried meat lol... Sian la actually i wana watch the movie "Shoot Em Up" de... the advertisement look so cool la haha... as Jun Hao watched it before, we scraped the plan... we settled with the movie "Resident Evil Extinction" instead... Quite cool la haha... i like action movies with one cool looking super duper hero wahaha nice... after the movie we went to KFC for dinner cuz Eric tinks the fried meat he had earlier is not enough to sustain his hunger... we reluctantly went with him haha... we had a nice chat bout many things and den we parted at bout 730pm...
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That night was very long... i practised my beloved guitar for some time... got a few new song tabs... haha was soo happy while practising cuz i got back my guitar feel le... its a very nice feeling singing your heart out in your own room... with the music at your control... its like K Box haha... kinda forget that i was super tired until i took a break... slept at 4am... Hmm was tinking if next time when my skills are better... will i get a new guitar ma? or will i stick with this black guitar forever? haha... we'll see...
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Today i'll be booking in soon le... bout 2 more hours... duno why everytime got this lost and sad feeling when i go back... hmm... monday got a practical which freaks me out... super scared haha... hmm but i guess time will past very fast la... yup before i know it... will be booking out again soon le... oh ya hope the secondary school outing wil be settled... haha let me hav something to look forward to...
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Hmm today gona change a new song which i really like alot... its a sad song though... talks about the feelings after a breakup... the lyrics were written beautifully... everytime i listen to this song, felt that even the lyrics were crying out... yup very nice and impressive song so hope u all will like it too...
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不让我的眼泪陪我过夜

金莎

你的柔情似水
几度让我爱得沉醉
毫无保留

不知道後悔

你能不能体会真情可贵

没有馀力伤悲

爱情像难收的覆水

长长来路

走的太憔悴

你只留下我收拾这一切

不让我的眼泪陪我过夜

不让你 的吻留著馀味

忘了曾经爱过谁

慢慢习惯了寂寞相随

不让我的眼泪陪我过夜

不让你的脸梦里相对

爱的潮水已经退

我的真情不再随便给

没有馀力伤悲

爱情像难收的覆水

长长来路

走的太憔悴

你只留下我收拾这一切

不让我的眼泪陪我过夜

不让你的吻留著馀味

忘了曾经爱过谁

慢慢习惯了寂寞相随

不让我的眼泪陪我过夜

不让你的脸梦里相对

爱的潮水已经退

我的真情不再随便给

不让我的眼泪陪我过夜

不让你的吻留著馀味

忘了曾经爱过谁

慢慢习惯了寂寞相随

不让我的眼泪陪我过夜

不让你的脸梦里相对

爱的潮水已经退

我的真情不再随便给

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Hmm yup nothing much le... something interesting here haha... "We are each of us angels with only one wing... And we can only fly while embracing each other..." - Lucian de Croszonza... Cya ppl in a weeks time... take care le... smilez...

Book out le...

Hmm today booked out at around 2030... reached home bout 2100 le... quite an early book out... yup been adapting le... more friends more fun... but as always stil afraid of the same old things... now i juz wana clear the course and clear it quick... and hopefully get to somewhere nice...
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Tml im gona meet up with some JJ friends le... Eric, Junhao and David haha havent seen them in awhile le... really wana know wats up in their life now... meeting 1pm at Jurong Point... tink im gona be abit late ba... cuz gona tuition Ting's bro... his exams are coming le... wana let him study more but scared later he frustrated again... hmm hope everything turns out well tml ba... Hmm bout the outing stil haven decide where to go after we meet... but mostly is movie and walk walk ba... haha... sit down talk... chill and stuff...
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Oh ya tink next Saturday gona go out with last time secondary school friends... wa if yes den i wil be super happy la... long long time no see them le... haha come to think of it... kinda miss the days with them too... hope the outing can be carried out successfully with good response... haha hope...
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5 days never touch guitar... abit lost touch le... haiz... damm sian... stil muz slowly play back and get the feel back again... haiya... i wana learn la... i hate deproving.... in everything i do... hate it loads...
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Hmm nothing much le... very late le... tml muz wake up early... now gona go watch my favourite anime "Bleach" again... Something nice to share which i feel is very inspiring... from one of my Sergeants in camp... Its not the rank that makes the man... Its the man that makes the rank... haha nice... take care le ppl... nitez world...

Lonely...

Gona book in about 2hrs frm now le... i really dread going back... tinking bout the whole rountine all over again... i dun really have any good friends there also... its been one week le... 9 more weeks to go... 63 more days... sigh...
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Sometimes i really need somebody to be there... Somebody to talk to... Somebody to run to... Somebody to voice out my problems... Somebody to encourage me... Somebody to stand on my side... Somebody to pull me up... Somebody to wipe the tears from my face... Somebody to hear my song... from my guitar... and also from my heart... haiz... Sometimes i really hate life... lonelyness is boundless... my room... my computer... my guitar and... myself...
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"The most painful love there is, is the love left unshown.. A love that cannot be expressed, affection left unknown... The love that withholds touching, afraid of what it would say... And the most painful thing about unexpressed love is... it never fades away..." --Susan Polis Schutz...
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I miss you so much...


Do u know...?

Sad la...

Juz booked out ystd night came back was around 9 pm something le... Hmm lately been feeling chest pains... when i run for awhile and i really mean awhile... i wil start to get out of breath... even in push up positions, i feel very stressed at my chest level there... it makes my breathing difficult... and when i stand up again... i will feel very breathless... and the thing is that the breathlessness will only go away in a matter of hours... so weird de... i dun use to hav this problem de... tink my heart is failing me le... wana train up myself oso cant... Medic course... im stil trying to get out of course... tink i'll spare the details ba...
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Today went to Ting's house to tutor her brother... hmm duno why start awhile he started to get restless den when i gave him some simple things to do... he cried... im very sad leh see him liddat... we two use to play happily de... now liddat... haix he is the second person that cried in front of me in that house le... haix i really feel very sad... am i that bad ma?... i tried talking nicely wif him, try to make him realise tat im trying to help him... but never worked... i also cant scold him cuz wil only make things worse... after very long den managed to calm him... since he dunwana do any work, i played hopscotch with him... yup... soon we had lunch rested awhile den i taught him for another 30 min or so den went back home le... hope next week dun liddat le... his tests are coming... i wana do a good job...
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One week never touch guitar le... sergeants want me to cut fingernails on my right hand... cant really pluck tat well le... plucking with a pick is quite slow... my F and Bm chord changing timing now also slow down le... haix... i wana improve leh.... i stil need to go on to other difficult chords le... like Dm, Bm7, B7, those are not barre chords... but its difficult to reach for me...
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Nothing much le... something to share ba... "We don't stop laughing because we get old; we get old because we stop laughing..." i feel im getting old le... tat explained the chest pains lolx... take care everybody and stay happy...