Unexplainable sadness kip re-occuring in my mind lately... duno why... haiz... Am i leading a better life now? hmm compared to last time... dun really feel so... cant seem to get this load off my heart... tried not to think about it le... but haiz... perhaps juz missing you again... duno y la if i hav a choice i would like to go back to the past... again haiz...
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Ystd juz talked back rather harshly to my mum cuz she kip nagging again... dun really understand y they wan to open my door to nag abit den close it back... They know that the nagging wuld b useless... but they stil do it... sometimes really wan to b alone... was thinking of putting a do not disturb sign on my door... for both our good... Ystd totally forgot bout the treat mum gd thingy cuz was in quite a foul mood la... den after that den realised... oh no... haiz there goes my efforts... it wil always be like this... then after more quarrels wil come again de...
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Hmm today started watching a new drama titled "corner with love" acted by Luo Zhi Xiang and Da S... ya its basically juz about love la... my ex intro to me de... she say its v nice... i watched abit and indeed was nice la... alot of things in the show reminded me bout alot of things wif her... hmm good memories are so difficult to forget... duno if she felt anything while watching the show anot... yup i heavent finish watching it yet but its v nice la... the 1st few episode hav already caught my attention so im surely gona finish it...
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Yup nothing much le... something to share again... this is something which Bryan corrected me ystd... Hmm he was playing the guitar for CG den in a song one of the chords was wrong... and think it sounds weird... he knows it but he said he wil need some time to figure the right chords out... But it wil take some time... luckily Garrett helped him touch here and there and came out with the right ones almost immediately... haha a chinese saying "there will always be higher mountain then the highest mountain that you know of"... haha den i replied i feel so small... cuz i feel theres so much more to learn la... den Bryan said... "Always feel inspired... never feel inferior"... Simple yet powerful... turn your "inferiorness" into your strength... aim to outgrow the highest mountain always... take care ppl...
Friday, May 18, 2007
Thursday, May 17, 2007
SMU Letter!!!
Hmm ystd juz got a nice letter lying on my bed... ok white envelop with a small blue logo on top... WOOOOO SMU... very happy open the letter.... looking for the word congratulations... haha was so happy and excited la... i never really read la... then these four sickening words came out... We are very sorry.... zzzz sian crumpled the letter throw away le lol... disappointed la but nvm at least they reply... Hmm now left NUS le... surely chances are super slim duno wil get any good news anot haha...
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Hmm ystd my mum nagged at me again... was about to say back den i reme muz control haha... so kept my cool... den i felt very good cuz at least its a small improvement haha... hope this wil continue la...
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Today work as usual slack... im actually reduced to playing with air fresherner caps... cuz cant stare at comp too long wil spoil my eyes... very scared that my eyes wil b damaged cuz things are always getting very blurry at the end of the day... hmm juz now had long conversation wif Wee Ling... we talked about many things... job, uni, friends, work, relationships and family... we also debated some things which we disagreed lol... Hmm pleasant girl to talk to... Yup went to lunch with her ate Long John Silvers... den packed few sushi den back to work le...
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Haha juz received a msg frm Bryan... Red Rain, a christian band is coming to singapore for a performance... Red Rain is an awesome band la they travel around the world each year playing God's music hoping to get more ppl saved into God's embrace... the songs are so captivating... to those who like rock music haha u muz not miss this... the concert is going to rock the whole house!! Giv me a call if you want to go...
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Haha nothing much le... time to share a good thing le... this is something which i thought of a long time ago... This can be used in the context of christians and non christians... A weak love will always be destroyed by a strong temptation... A strong love will always destoy a weak teamptation... But wat about strong love meeting strong temptation?? haha... no ans... cuz they will never meet... take care pals...
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Hmm ystd my mum nagged at me again... was about to say back den i reme muz control haha... so kept my cool... den i felt very good cuz at least its a small improvement haha... hope this wil continue la...
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Today work as usual slack... im actually reduced to playing with air fresherner caps... cuz cant stare at comp too long wil spoil my eyes... very scared that my eyes wil b damaged cuz things are always getting very blurry at the end of the day... hmm juz now had long conversation wif Wee Ling... we talked about many things... job, uni, friends, work, relationships and family... we also debated some things which we disagreed lol... Hmm pleasant girl to talk to... Yup went to lunch with her ate Long John Silvers... den packed few sushi den back to work le...
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Haha juz received a msg frm Bryan... Red Rain, a christian band is coming to singapore for a performance... Red Rain is an awesome band la they travel around the world each year playing God's music hoping to get more ppl saved into God's embrace... the songs are so captivating... to those who like rock music haha u muz not miss this... the concert is going to rock the whole house!! Giv me a call if you want to go...
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Haha nothing much le... time to share a good thing le... this is something which i thought of a long time ago... This can be used in the context of christians and non christians... A weak love will always be destroyed by a strong temptation... A strong love will always destoy a weak teamptation... But wat about strong love meeting strong temptation?? haha... no ans... cuz they will never meet... take care pals...
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
Started Plucking...
Woot ystd printed lots of guitar tabs at my work place lol... i tried it out on my guitar at home... Actually plucking its not that difficult as i thought... i usually see the tabs of the song and freak out... Ystd decided to try figuring out myself... always tot i now stil at strumming level so surely cant do plucking de, so i dun even bother to try it la haha... hmm yup but i tried it out anyway... ystd learnt and memorised the starting tune of the song "Be Like That" by 3 Doors Down... haha though its very small but at least is a start la... next time maybe can do more complicated ones le... Ystd was super tired le but stil stayed up to practise... haha think my feelings for this instrument is growing... Haha maybe next time my boss can allow me to bring my guitar to work den can practise more liao le lol...
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Haha went to work super slack today... morning earn only $5.50... den i watched "kang xi lai le" and "yu le bai fen bai" haha very funny la... so fast time past den went for lunch break... Ate my lunch wif my collegues Dolly Elaine and Wee Ling lol... i ate tom yum soup wif rice... the soup not nice de... stomach quite uncomfortable now... My collegues are very funny de la haha kip joking... den they kip bluffing me... duno y frm the 1st day i kena bluff alot of time lol... tink i look blur to them den they bully me lol no ar no ar they nice ppl haha everytime buy thing for me to eat de...
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Haha now nothing much le waiting for 7pm to come den can go home le... Haha share something tat Bryan shared wif me... A person of no dream is a person of no life... cool... haha so get a dream and a target in life... most importantly work towards it... smilex
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Haha went to work super slack today... morning earn only $5.50... den i watched "kang xi lai le" and "yu le bai fen bai" haha very funny la... so fast time past den went for lunch break... Ate my lunch wif my collegues Dolly Elaine and Wee Ling lol... i ate tom yum soup wif rice... the soup not nice de... stomach quite uncomfortable now... My collegues are very funny de la haha kip joking... den they kip bluffing me... duno y frm the 1st day i kena bluff alot of time lol... tink i look blur to them den they bully me lol no ar no ar they nice ppl haha everytime buy thing for me to eat de...
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Haha now nothing much le waiting for 7pm to come den can go home le... Haha share something tat Bryan shared wif me... A person of no dream is a person of no life... cool... haha so get a dream and a target in life... most importantly work towards it... smilex
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
Mum i love u...
Mother's day is over liao... This was the first Mother's day that i actually bought a present for my mum... cuz frm young i was not v close to my parents... in fact i was not very close to anyone la... was on my own everyday... no one knew wat i was thinking... Hmm tink it was until towards the end of my secondary 3 then i found someone which was very close to me... haha but in the end i still lost her... now back on my own again... so was thinking hey y not giv a present? these thoughts were supported by Bryan's words and the drama that i hav watched recently 'One Litre Of Tears'... Haha i made a good choice haha...
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Haha my present does not cost $100 or wat la... its juz a small cake that i bought after my work... actually there are two cakes left de... one got fruits and vanilla cream which i think my mum wil like alot... the other one is chocolate de... then i was deciding before someone else took the fruit cake... sian then no choice got to take chocolate lol...
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When my mum saw the cake in the fridge... she ask me wat tat... then i say i buy for u de... very pai seh dun dare to c her haha... haha at night i felt that i juz buy liddat never say anything also dun mean much... so i wrote her note... "Eat the cake for breakfast... cuz i duno if it wil spoil... happy mother's day..." haha juz like that... then i sticked it near to her purse... haha next morning woke up saw the note was gone le, looked in the fridge one part of the cake was gone too... den found two notes on the tv saying "Thanx for the cake... its very nice... bought some cake for u too... its your off day frm work so dun play too much computer... use your time frm now onwards to your university to practise your guitar..."
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I was really touched la by the note... though stil abit naggy but this time i felt different... juz very touched haha tats all... i know she wun b reading this so i juz say wat i want to say here... " haha mum thanx alot i know u love me alot care for me... sometimes though i flare up, i wil feel very guilty after that... wil hide in my bed blaming myself... though we are not very close but i stil love u... yup your great... thanx for everything..." Haha felt great after saying my piece... :)
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Ok moving on to Monday le... i called Milton over to my house... we exchanged the songs we created la... haha his song is titled "It Must Be You" the whole song was done by plucking... its really very nice lol... haha then after that i was quite reluctant to do mine le lol... cuz really like inferior la... but stil managed to do mine quickly... i can do better de den maybe cuz pai seh and its my first time singing song to another person besides my ex haha so i rushed through my song... den guess didnt turn out well la... but he was great la he stil say not bad for a begginner gave me 7/10 haha... den he corrected some mistakes in my song... he also taught me the 4/4 strumming pattern and the 3/4 strumming pattern haha... really thanx alot la...
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After that we had a game of Guilty Gear 1 on 1 on my computer... Guilty Gear is a fighting game something like street fighter only that it is cooler la and hav more combos... Haha tink Milton was not used to my comp so he pretty much got thrashed la... lol had a fun time wif him...
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Hmm tink my entries always so long so muz stop for now le ba... Suddenly recalled something that i read about a few years ago which is good to share... Shaq. O Neil is a super tell pro NBA player... his father once said to him... "Son everybody already have to look up to you... Give them a good reason to do so..." i feel its very inspiring haha... so let everyone hav a good reason to respect you... take care le...
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Haha my present does not cost $100 or wat la... its juz a small cake that i bought after my work... actually there are two cakes left de... one got fruits and vanilla cream which i think my mum wil like alot... the other one is chocolate de... then i was deciding before someone else took the fruit cake... sian then no choice got to take chocolate lol...
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When my mum saw the cake in the fridge... she ask me wat tat... then i say i buy for u de... very pai seh dun dare to c her haha... haha at night i felt that i juz buy liddat never say anything also dun mean much... so i wrote her note... "Eat the cake for breakfast... cuz i duno if it wil spoil... happy mother's day..." haha juz like that... then i sticked it near to her purse... haha next morning woke up saw the note was gone le, looked in the fridge one part of the cake was gone too... den found two notes on the tv saying "Thanx for the cake... its very nice... bought some cake for u too... its your off day frm work so dun play too much computer... use your time frm now onwards to your university to practise your guitar..."
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I was really touched la by the note... though stil abit naggy but this time i felt different... juz very touched haha tats all... i know she wun b reading this so i juz say wat i want to say here... " haha mum thanx alot i know u love me alot care for me... sometimes though i flare up, i wil feel very guilty after that... wil hide in my bed blaming myself... though we are not very close but i stil love u... yup your great... thanx for everything..." Haha felt great after saying my piece... :)
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Ok moving on to Monday le... i called Milton over to my house... we exchanged the songs we created la... haha his song is titled "It Must Be You" the whole song was done by plucking... its really very nice lol... haha then after that i was quite reluctant to do mine le lol... cuz really like inferior la... but stil managed to do mine quickly... i can do better de den maybe cuz pai seh and its my first time singing song to another person besides my ex haha so i rushed through my song... den guess didnt turn out well la... but he was great la he stil say not bad for a begginner gave me 7/10 haha... den he corrected some mistakes in my song... he also taught me the 4/4 strumming pattern and the 3/4 strumming pattern haha... really thanx alot la...
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After that we had a game of Guilty Gear 1 on 1 on my computer... Guilty Gear is a fighting game something like street fighter only that it is cooler la and hav more combos... Haha tink Milton was not used to my comp so he pretty much got thrashed la... lol had a fun time wif him...
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Hmm tink my entries always so long so muz stop for now le ba... Suddenly recalled something that i read about a few years ago which is good to share... Shaq. O Neil is a super tell pro NBA player... his father once said to him... "Son everybody already have to look up to you... Give them a good reason to do so..." i feel its very inspiring haha... so let everyone hav a good reason to respect you... take care le...
Sunday, May 13, 2007
"One Litre Of Tears"...
Today juz finished the whole series of "One Litre Of Tears"... guess alot of ppl had already watched it le... but for ppl who doesn't know this... This is a drama bout a girl named Aya who spent a long part of her life fighting an incurable diesease... and the things that she had accomplished... it is filmed based on her diary to touch and impact ppl and to spread a msg that by simply being alive is already a great blessing... haha to be honest was really very hard for me to complete the series la... cuz half of the time was trying to hold back my tears... got quite a handful of times that i really lost it... den got once got caught by collegues so pai seh... But this show i gib 5 out of 5 tears... full marks... but highly recommend u all watch it alone at home...
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I feel so sry for Aya... she is down wif such a cruel diesease... She was juz physically handicapped but her mind was not affected... means she knows wats going on... she stil can c how ppl cared for her... how her illness was worsening each day... tears that her loved ones shed for her... Cruel rite... she cant play her favourite sport... cant copy down notes that the teacher says in time... slowly losing the abilty to talk fluently... slowly losing the ability to even get to the toilet in time... slowly losing the abilty to walk... but she stil struggled to write even though it was extremely difficult for her as her pen kips dropping... cuz thats the only evidence of her existence... until the last moment where she had lost the abilty to write... she completed her diary titled "One Litre Of Tears" and ended off with a distorted "Thank U"...
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As Aya was fighting the diesease... facing the reality was already hard enough... yet she always had to hear things frm other classmates or passer-bys that would hurt her even furthur... She even had to giv up a guy, Aso, that i felt she had loved, for fear of becoming a hinder to his life... Her dreams of pursuing her education was reduced to juz being able to help ppl... to complete her diary and lastly to juz simply stay alive with all that she got...
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Happy for her that her diary and all her writings were recognised by the media... and they were spread to many ppl and it was a great help... to let many other handicapped ppl know that they are not alone... to urge them never to give up... and many ppl wrote back to Aya showing their appreciation... The message she had given us, able ppl... is to treasure life and to let us know how lucky we are... not only that... she had also motivated doctors through her fighting spirit... Awesome person isnt she... though she seemed so helpless herself... yet she had unknowingly provided boundless help for others... Though she had passed away, she had already fulfilled her last few wishes...
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Another thing i want to comment was her great family... can understand that they were feeling very very pain deep inside, can really see the warmth and love in their family... its really unexplainable but the way the parents the siblings act really shows that... it wil b far too long to explain but really its soo touching...
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Hmm she had impacted me through this show as well... I learnt alot frm this show so today this entry is to show my appreciation for her too... nothing bout me... cuz compared to her... i can wait... hope her message that she had gone thru pains to note down, gets to everyone as soon as possible...
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Yup as always something good to share again le... "One Litre Of Tears"...
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I feel so sry for Aya... she is down wif such a cruel diesease... She was juz physically handicapped but her mind was not affected... means she knows wats going on... she stil can c how ppl cared for her... how her illness was worsening each day... tears that her loved ones shed for her... Cruel rite... she cant play her favourite sport... cant copy down notes that the teacher says in time... slowly losing the abilty to talk fluently... slowly losing the ability to even get to the toilet in time... slowly losing the abilty to walk... but she stil struggled to write even though it was extremely difficult for her as her pen kips dropping... cuz thats the only evidence of her existence... until the last moment where she had lost the abilty to write... she completed her diary titled "One Litre Of Tears" and ended off with a distorted "Thank U"...
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As Aya was fighting the diesease... facing the reality was already hard enough... yet she always had to hear things frm other classmates or passer-bys that would hurt her even furthur... She even had to giv up a guy, Aso, that i felt she had loved, for fear of becoming a hinder to his life... Her dreams of pursuing her education was reduced to juz being able to help ppl... to complete her diary and lastly to juz simply stay alive with all that she got...
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Happy for her that her diary and all her writings were recognised by the media... and they were spread to many ppl and it was a great help... to let many other handicapped ppl know that they are not alone... to urge them never to give up... and many ppl wrote back to Aya showing their appreciation... The message she had given us, able ppl... is to treasure life and to let us know how lucky we are... not only that... she had also motivated doctors through her fighting spirit... Awesome person isnt she... though she seemed so helpless herself... yet she had unknowingly provided boundless help for others... Though she had passed away, she had already fulfilled her last few wishes...
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Another thing i want to comment was her great family... can understand that they were feeling very very pain deep inside, can really see the warmth and love in their family... its really unexplainable but the way the parents the siblings act really shows that... it wil b far too long to explain but really its soo touching...
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Hmm she had impacted me through this show as well... I learnt alot frm this show so today this entry is to show my appreciation for her too... nothing bout me... cuz compared to her... i can wait... hope her message that she had gone thru pains to note down, gets to everyone as soon as possible...
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Yup as always something good to share again le... "One Litre Of Tears"...
Friday, May 11, 2007
Quitting tuition le... Sad...
Yup ystd tuition... Hmm ok la... juz that Jing Wen's parents requested a change in teacher haha... hmm quite sad la but nvm la hope she does better... Hmm frm next week onwards im not going to go back to teach on Tues and Thurs le... cuz the time slot for the two jobs clash... So decided to take more pictures of them... Oh hope Swee San can take over my place over there...
The store room where we put all our books there... haha looks so messy nobody cleans it up de but nvm la...
Our classroom where everyone studies hard lol... everybody went home le so empty... usually is quite packed...
At last got a chance to let u all c my secound proudest student lol... This is Sek Heng... haha he looks very funny and talks in a very slow and cute manner... best of all he is super bright... though in this pic he looks weird lol...
LOL Wei Jie and Sek Heng acting cool...
Hao Yong again soooo cute...
This is Yuan Jie... hmm he is quite weak need to really work hard le... cuz he seems lost at all times... haha lost my patience a few times wif him... but ok la he is a great boy very well behaved... but he needs to learn to think first before saying "teacher wat is this?"
These ppl are also my student... haha no la they are my colleagues... great ppl... the one on the left is Ming Hui she teaching for very long liao le... very experienced Math teacher... the one on the right is JOJO lol... duno y but every1 calls her that... she comes from China... very short look like small kid... she specialises in Chinese... very happy talking and teaching along with them...
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The store room where we put all our books there... haha looks so messy nobody cleans it up de but nvm la...
Our classroom where everyone studies hard lol... everybody went home le so empty... usually is quite packed...
At last got a chance to let u all c my secound proudest student lol... This is Sek Heng... haha he looks very funny and talks in a very slow and cute manner... best of all he is super bright... though in this pic he looks weird lol...
LOL Wei Jie and Sek Heng acting cool...
Hao Yong again soooo cute...
This is Yuan Jie... hmm he is quite weak need to really work hard le... cuz he seems lost at all times... haha lost my patience a few times wif him... but ok la he is a great boy very well behaved... but he needs to learn to think first before saying "teacher wat is this?"
These ppl are also my student... haha no la they are my colleagues... great ppl... the one on the left is Ming Hui she teaching for very long liao le... very experienced Math teacher... the one on the right is JOJO lol... duno y but every1 calls her that... she comes from China... very short look like small kid... she specialises in Chinese... very happy talking and teaching along with them...
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Hmm yup thats all the pics i took haha... Hmm today i caught episodes 6 and 7 of "One litre of tears" hmm nearly dropped a tear... but never la cuz in office... at home maybe wil cry lol...
its really touching... i really admire the courage of the girl... even though ppl look at her in such a way she juz smiled back... even if she knew her illness wil one day worsen she continued her studies... she gave up almost everything she liked doing and yet remain cheerful... and so many other things which would be endless to list all... i was really inspired by one phrase in the episode... "Being handicapped is not a misfortune its juz an incovenience"... i feel it really puts certain physically able ppl to shame... i really respect the positive thinking of the handicapped ppl... Learned to always look at things on the bright side and live life to the fullest... hmm its a great show go catch it ppl...
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Haha nothing more le... something i tot of some time ago so wana share it wif u all... If one day a fortune teller says that your days are numbered wat wil u feel? Hmm most likely very shocked and sad ba... after awhile u would like to make use of your remaining time to accomplish the things u dreamed of... to say i love u to your loved ones... to forgive everyone who offended u... or to impact others... and maybe other things too... But if u tink about it, everybody's days are numbered... Even a hundred years is also numbered... It may be long in our context... but if lets say that everybody would live to a thousand years old... and one day a fortune teller say that u wil die at a hundred... it wil hav the same effects on u... wouldn't it... So its not the matter of how long... its the mindset... Yup my point is that our lives are already numbered so its up to the individual weather he or she wants to make a difference or to continue thinking that life is long and continue wasting it away... so live life as though it was numbered by treasuring every second... time is precious... haha so friends your days are numbered... do something about it...
Haha nothing more le... something i tot of some time ago so wana share it wif u all... If one day a fortune teller says that your days are numbered wat wil u feel? Hmm most likely very shocked and sad ba... after awhile u would like to make use of your remaining time to accomplish the things u dreamed of... to say i love u to your loved ones... to forgive everyone who offended u... or to impact others... and maybe other things too... But if u tink about it, everybody's days are numbered... Even a hundred years is also numbered... It may be long in our context... but if lets say that everybody would live to a thousand years old... and one day a fortune teller say that u wil die at a hundred... it wil hav the same effects on u... wouldn't it... So its not the matter of how long... its the mindset... Yup my point is that our lives are already numbered so its up to the individual weather he or she wants to make a difference or to continue thinking that life is long and continue wasting it away... so live life as though it was numbered by treasuring every second... time is precious... haha so friends your days are numbered... do something about it...
Thursday, May 10, 2007
Great Job...
Haha my NS got news le... i suld b enlisting on July 27... because lucky my aunt who is a MP wrote to the army ppl and asked them bout it... den they gave me a slot... about two months left liddat before goin in... Muz really do something great and enjoy myself in the remaining times...
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Hmm talk abit about ystd first ba... hmm went back home and watched the last 30min of "The Beggining" on channel 8... I dun feel its as nice as the advertisement la... but i believe as the show progresses it wil turn out better... today gona miss it again cuz of tuition... Yup after that dota wif milton... won one match lost one match... Ystd was totally drained i slept at 2am sharp... forgot to practise guitar oso zzz... today also dragged myself off my warm bed to go to work lol...
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Hmm ystd also got a person came and gave me briefing about the accounting thingy of my job... lol she briefed for awhile den we end up chatting... but she taught me all the things liao... i juz completed a portion of it today... yup... send letters record things haha quite fun la this job even for the accounting part...
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Oh ya im starting to watch a new drama called "one litre of tears"... tink its a rather well known drama as i had heard alot bout it... Its about a girl who got a incurable diesease and how she managed life... i heaven got to the touching part yet but its already starting to stir me... yup the love of parents are great... Life is indeed unpredictable... so appreciate and treasure everything and everyone kk... Im looking forward to finishing it by this week haha... my job rox... can follow drama during work... lol...
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Hmm tink im gona miss Pastor Kong's sermon bout pop culture... my job is great but one thing... u cant take leave de... u wan leave can but muz find replacement... so short time how to find ne? and next week i tink i cant even go back to tuition on tue and thurs le... v sad...
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As always something good to share at the end... Lately working at CC found out alot of gossips and backstabbings going around... Hmm this even forced a person to resign... Hmm felt quite sad for the person la... Yup the words frm another person can either make you or break you... If u got nothing good to say den dun say it... If u really need to voice out... tell it to the person in private... Do not speak behind a person... if u do that the person might not even hav the chance to change... Yup others wun giv him or her the chance after wat u said... Afterall bad things spreads easily... If u said it out accidentally apologise ba... most importantly tink before u speak ba... yup thats wat i feel... Im hav this prob oso but trying to tackle it... friends take care wor...
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Hmm talk abit about ystd first ba... hmm went back home and watched the last 30min of "The Beggining" on channel 8... I dun feel its as nice as the advertisement la... but i believe as the show progresses it wil turn out better... today gona miss it again cuz of tuition... Yup after that dota wif milton... won one match lost one match... Ystd was totally drained i slept at 2am sharp... forgot to practise guitar oso zzz... today also dragged myself off my warm bed to go to work lol...
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Hmm ystd also got a person came and gave me briefing about the accounting thingy of my job... lol she briefed for awhile den we end up chatting... but she taught me all the things liao... i juz completed a portion of it today... yup... send letters record things haha quite fun la this job even for the accounting part...
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Oh ya im starting to watch a new drama called "one litre of tears"... tink its a rather well known drama as i had heard alot bout it... Its about a girl who got a incurable diesease and how she managed life... i heaven got to the touching part yet but its already starting to stir me... yup the love of parents are great... Life is indeed unpredictable... so appreciate and treasure everything and everyone kk... Im looking forward to finishing it by this week haha... my job rox... can follow drama during work... lol...
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Hmm tink im gona miss Pastor Kong's sermon bout pop culture... my job is great but one thing... u cant take leave de... u wan leave can but muz find replacement... so short time how to find ne? and next week i tink i cant even go back to tuition on tue and thurs le... v sad...
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As always something good to share at the end... Lately working at CC found out alot of gossips and backstabbings going around... Hmm this even forced a person to resign... Hmm felt quite sad for the person la... Yup the words frm another person can either make you or break you... If u got nothing good to say den dun say it... If u really need to voice out... tell it to the person in private... Do not speak behind a person... if u do that the person might not even hav the chance to change... Yup others wun giv him or her the chance after wat u said... Afterall bad things spreads easily... If u said it out accidentally apologise ba... most importantly tink before u speak ba... yup thats wat i feel... Im hav this prob oso but trying to tackle it... friends take care wor...
Wednesday, May 9, 2007
Bored here...
Now at work... nothing much to do also la... so blog awhile lo haha...
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Hmm ystd tuition alot of students came... the whole centre was packed la... but something that im quite unhappy la... Mr Chua took almost all my students... cuz im a little late... was held back at my CC work... haiz duno y liddat... i can help him to handle de... but he chose to kip running about and managing almost all by himself... i duno la maybe im tinking too much... i feel he tinks i am not doing my job well... or maybe he juz wana help while i ate my dinner... i duno... but i can handle also de ma... sigh Jing Wen's parents say her math got 4/20... duno y she so weak... tink cuz of that den Mr Chua wana secure the other students for me... den ystd hao boon and hao yong ask so many basic questions that can be found in the text book when today is their science paper... shows that they never study at all... damm sian tink today their science paper also cant make it le la... Very discouraged... tried my best to teach them liao le... sigh maybe my teaching method wrong ba... duno stil wana go back to teach after this week anot... this Thursday try again ba... if all the students not doing well tink im not going back le... i like them is one thing... but the important thing is that im not producing enough results though haiz...
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Hmm suddenly tot of u again... Hmm been three days since we chat le... never saw u online again... hmm wonder how r u le... haha u used to support me even if the sky falls... things are real different... it seems just like ystd that we parted... ya take care though...
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Im afraid i cant watch the 7pm channel 8 show le im not gona make it back home in time sigh... hmm muz wait for replay next time le haha... but every1 who had watched it tell me the story kk :)
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Ystd had a inspiration to write a song again... scribbled some lyrics.. sounds nice but not very impactful... gona take my time wif this slowly... dunwana rush here and there... hmm i found out i got not much time to practise my guitar le... only frm 2am to 3am... i cant practise beyond the time cuz tml working le... yea muz find more time to practise... im learning barre chords le... zzz so pain how did u guys do it... jia you la...
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Yup nothing much le... juz wana say practise makes perfect... how much your heart longs for it will determine how much results u will get... There is no pro who had never been a noob... so perservere in your trainings and studies... smilez ppl...
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Hmm ystd tuition alot of students came... the whole centre was packed la... but something that im quite unhappy la... Mr Chua took almost all my students... cuz im a little late... was held back at my CC work... haiz duno y liddat... i can help him to handle de... but he chose to kip running about and managing almost all by himself... i duno la maybe im tinking too much... i feel he tinks i am not doing my job well... or maybe he juz wana help while i ate my dinner... i duno... but i can handle also de ma... sigh Jing Wen's parents say her math got 4/20... duno y she so weak... tink cuz of that den Mr Chua wana secure the other students for me... den ystd hao boon and hao yong ask so many basic questions that can be found in the text book when today is their science paper... shows that they never study at all... damm sian tink today their science paper also cant make it le la... Very discouraged... tried my best to teach them liao le... sigh maybe my teaching method wrong ba... duno stil wana go back to teach after this week anot... this Thursday try again ba... if all the students not doing well tink im not going back le... i like them is one thing... but the important thing is that im not producing enough results though haiz...
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Hmm suddenly tot of u again... Hmm been three days since we chat le... never saw u online again... hmm wonder how r u le... haha u used to support me even if the sky falls... things are real different... it seems just like ystd that we parted... ya take care though...
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Im afraid i cant watch the 7pm channel 8 show le im not gona make it back home in time sigh... hmm muz wait for replay next time le haha... but every1 who had watched it tell me the story kk :)
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Ystd had a inspiration to write a song again... scribbled some lyrics.. sounds nice but not very impactful... gona take my time wif this slowly... dunwana rush here and there... hmm i found out i got not much time to practise my guitar le... only frm 2am to 3am... i cant practise beyond the time cuz tml working le... yea muz find more time to practise... im learning barre chords le... zzz so pain how did u guys do it... jia you la...
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Yup nothing much le... juz wana say practise makes perfect... how much your heart longs for it will determine how much results u will get... There is no pro who had never been a noob... so perservere in your trainings and studies... smilez ppl...
Tuesday, May 8, 2007
Working again le lol...
Lately feeling very dull sad all these la... alot of reasons but also not very clear la dun wish to talk much la but im feeling better... Ya lo muz perservere through this darkened days la in order to live brighter... though its hard... but can la juz need more strength to go on... jia you
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Hmm ystd went to watch Spiderman 3 with Bryan... awesome show la everyone should watch it... A action movie wif a little taste of love... juz to my liking... This is a darkened world... the only light left is love... even criminals do things out of love... sometimes love makes us do unwise things as well... powerful thing huh... but its great... Somethings that i cant accept lol... spiderman kissed a girl in front of Mary Jane... Hmm not very wise la... den Mary Jane also go kiss another guy zzzz lol... but show only la... Spiderman went to her rescue and desperately tried to save her despite his own suffering... hmm touching... Tink Mary Jane was greatly touched... Luckily they back together at the end... Haha happy endings rox... ya rox... sigh haha when wil mine come... The actions was WOW... fighting scenes were so cool la... i like Venom alot la... cuz it looks cool but duno why he was a bad guy in the movie... he should also be a good guy... haha he died so fast la sad was wanting to c him again in spiderman 4... maybe there wil be the Lizard or better stil maybe even Carnage... For me i rate it 4.5 hearts over 5 hearts haha... haha ppl use star so i use heart... Go catch it soon yea...
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After that went to connect group and listened to a great deal la... stil about a lesson on progressive commitment... Yup nid to let go of certain things to continue moving on brightly wif life...
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Hmm ystd quarreled wif my mum bout internet connections again... its the second time le haiz was supposed to kip myself frm flaring up but den always after scolding here and there and everything den i start feeling guilty... yup nvm dun dwell on it so much juz need to remind myself again and again...
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Oh ya picture of my students as promised... i forgot to upload two pics again!!! nvm next time wil let u all c more again... Haha this is rebecca a very cute student la... very angelic when she study den when she play she very noisy one de leh lol... so loud... she is in primary 1 now la hope she wil improve cuz she is not totally under me so im not really clear on her studies...
This is Jing Wen haha the cutest girl in the whole centre la i tink... she sooo shy la when i take her pic haha den she forced out this smile... she can do better then in this pic... sometimes she also wil ask stupid question but den she wil giv u this innocent smile den u also wil smile back at her de... Hmm she stil doesnt know alot of things but cute girl la really lol every teacher likes her de... I wil try my best to aid her...
Ok Agnes again... duno y she gib this face... slap her piak piak lol... Haha no ar no ar stil very cute lol... took this on the Saturday morning tuition... when i was sleepy and everyone else was sleepy... including her la...
This guy Ali is the cream in our centre tink the oldest and most clever student la... maybe cuz he is already in sec 4 la... juz explain abit here and there and he understands it all le... cool la handsome guy somore haha... hope he does well for his O levels...
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Hmm ystd went to watch Spiderman 3 with Bryan... awesome show la everyone should watch it... A action movie wif a little taste of love... juz to my liking... This is a darkened world... the only light left is love... even criminals do things out of love... sometimes love makes us do unwise things as well... powerful thing huh... but its great... Somethings that i cant accept lol... spiderman kissed a girl in front of Mary Jane... Hmm not very wise la... den Mary Jane also go kiss another guy zzzz lol... but show only la... Spiderman went to her rescue and desperately tried to save her despite his own suffering... hmm touching... Tink Mary Jane was greatly touched... Luckily they back together at the end... Haha happy endings rox... ya rox... sigh haha when wil mine come... The actions was WOW... fighting scenes were so cool la... i like Venom alot la... cuz it looks cool but duno why he was a bad guy in the movie... he should also be a good guy... haha he died so fast la sad was wanting to c him again in spiderman 4... maybe there wil be the Lizard or better stil maybe even Carnage... For me i rate it 4.5 hearts over 5 hearts haha... haha ppl use star so i use heart... Go catch it soon yea...
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After that went to connect group and listened to a great deal la... stil about a lesson on progressive commitment... Yup nid to let go of certain things to continue moving on brightly wif life...
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Hmm ystd quarreled wif my mum bout internet connections again... its the second time le haiz was supposed to kip myself frm flaring up but den always after scolding here and there and everything den i start feeling guilty... yup nvm dun dwell on it so much juz need to remind myself again and again...
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Oh ya picture of my students as promised... i forgot to upload two pics again!!! nvm next time wil let u all c more again... Haha this is rebecca a very cute student la... very angelic when she study den when she play she very noisy one de leh lol... so loud... she is in primary 1 now la hope she wil improve cuz she is not totally under me so im not really clear on her studies...
This is Jing Wen haha the cutest girl in the whole centre la i tink... she sooo shy la when i take her pic haha den she forced out this smile... she can do better then in this pic... sometimes she also wil ask stupid question but den she wil giv u this innocent smile den u also wil smile back at her de... Hmm she stil doesnt know alot of things but cute girl la really lol every teacher likes her de... I wil try my best to aid her...Ok Agnes again... duno y she gib this face... slap her piak piak lol... Haha no ar no ar stil very cute lol... took this on the Saturday morning tuition... when i was sleepy and everyone else was sleepy... including her la...
This guy Ali is the cream in our centre tink the oldest and most clever student la... maybe cuz he is already in sec 4 la... juz explain abit here and there and he understands it all le... cool la handsome guy somore haha... hope he does well for his O levels...
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Haha thats all for my students la gona c them again later le woot...
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Yup last Friday went back and took the same MRT wif Wee Ling... i was going home she was meeting her boyfriend David... Haha never tot they two would b together... i was wrong la... haha in fact i was wrong about alot of other things too haha... Yup they two now are strong together... David is in the police force la... haha both of them are my good friends frm JC... wish them lotsa luck wif their relationship...
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Sleepy rite? so long entry... but muz wake up for this gd thing le wor... Something i learnt ystd... Everyone is juz like a key... unique in their ways... everyone has a purpose here on earth... dun be discouraged if this friend is smarter den you or more good looking den you... Every key unlocks a different door... even a handicapped person have the power to impact others to hav a positive spirit... that is something that Brad Pitt cant do very well... though He can influnence others in different ways... Everyone are made at a high price and everyone is made to accomplish different tasks... So dun wry bout it... hav faith and never feel inferior... u all wil find ur door one day... To all my friends thanx for the caring yea appreciate it alot... take care le... bb
Saturday, May 5, 2007
Troubled...
Hmm ystd juz received my uni admission for environmental engineering admission... yup im relieved la at last got a uni would want me le...now waiting for my NS letter only... zzz duno wat they doing de... but really thank God for this le... To all those who hav not received hope u all wil get it asap yea...
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Hmm ystd night was very funny... a cockroach flew inside my brother's room... den he went to take a cup and cup the coackroach on the wall den tell me to take a piece of paper to slide beneth the cup so that the cockroach wun escape and because he nid to transport it out of his room... He was very scared la when doing it den i juz stand aside then support him mentally cuz im very scared of this thing too... haha after that he went into the toilet intending to throw it into the toilet bowl... i continue watching tv when he called me again... i went to the toilet then saw him violently shaking the cup wif the cockroach inside... he say he want to make it dizzy and would not fly off when he threw it in the toilet bowl... he saw me den said hey can u get ready the water to pour into the toilet bowl as soon as i thow the cockroach in?... haha of cuz i rejected la wat if it flew out and landed on me... haha den he c me not willing to help den he say 'orh u stand there lo' den he continue shaking the cup violently... haha intend to stun the coackroach more... for safety... haha it was hilarious la we both laughed... i dun tink i gave a gd description haha but nvm he managed to wash the cockroach down the toilet bowl...
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Today was so tired feel like slping during tuition...den today was suppose to go church de but end up never... partly im very tired and also there is alot of things bothering me that make me lose to heart to go back... though my life is blessed by God... but...haiz i duno how to put it la very confused... feeling terrible but duno for wat... I myself dun even understand... haiz tink run away for a moment ba...
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Hmm today while practising guitar my brother say y ur pattern of strumming all the same de... hmm i oso tink so... i only know one type only... nobody really had the heart to teach me for long hrs though... ya so much wana ask n learn... hmm nvm slowly practise the foundations that i hav first ba... Oh ya my father knows how to play the guitar too... my mum said when he first arrived in singapore he only has a few clothes some money and a guitar... haha i never ask him to play b4 la but i would love to hear it... My father is a great man... loves me alot but last time i kip looking down on him... haiz wat an asshole... Now im trying to treat my parents as good as possible le... friday blew up for 1 sec den felt very guilty over it... nvm slowly ba yea...
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Today watched return of the condor heroes again... Yang Guo grow up le... hmm frankly the computer effects is making me quite sian la... cuz really too fake le... but haha wana c the whole story on tv la... maybe i'll read my comic again...
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Hmm milon writing a new song le... haha tink he completing it by tml ba... yea... should be a great one...
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Yup that all le hmm nid to share a positive thing... Hmm anger clouds the mind... control it or be controlled... haha should heard it ba? but how many can do it? Haha i guess majority have this problem ba... Jia you le can de...
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