Feeling low...

Unexplainable sadness kip re-occuring in my mind lately... duno why... haiz... Am i leading a better life now? hmm compared to last time... dun really feel so... cant seem to get this load off my heart... tried not to think about it le... but haiz... perhaps juz missing you again... duno y la if i hav a choice i would like to go back to the past... again haiz...
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Ystd juz talked back rather harshly to my mum cuz she kip nagging again... dun really understand y they wan to open my door to nag abit den close it back... They know that the nagging wuld b useless... but they stil do it... sometimes really wan to b alone... was thinking of putting a do not disturb sign on my door... for both our good... Ystd totally forgot bout the treat mum gd thingy cuz was in quite a foul mood la... den after that den realised... oh no... haiz there goes my efforts... it wil always be like this... then after more quarrels wil come again de...
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Hmm today started watching a new drama titled "corner with love" acted by Luo Zhi Xiang and Da S... ya its basically juz about love la... my ex intro to me de... she say its v nice... i watched abit and indeed was nice la... alot of things in the show reminded me bout alot of things wif her... hmm good memories are so difficult to forget... duno if she felt anything while watching the show anot... yup i heavent finish watching it yet but its v nice la... the 1st few episode hav already caught my attention so im surely gona finish it...
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Yup nothing much le... something to share again... this is something which Bryan corrected me ystd... Hmm he was playing the guitar for CG den in a song one of the chords was wrong... and think it sounds weird... he knows it but he said he wil need some time to figure the right chords out... But it wil take some time... luckily Garrett helped him touch here and there and came out with the right ones almost immediately... haha a chinese saying "there will always be higher mountain then the highest mountain that you know of"... haha den i replied i feel so small... cuz i feel theres so much more to learn la... den Bryan said... "Always feel inspired... never feel inferior"... Simple yet powerful... turn your "inferiorness" into your strength... aim to outgrow the highest mountain always... take care ppl...