New Song...

Lately found a super nice song... had this song quite some time ago... was not very appealing to me at first... so never paid much attention to it... til ystd when i was searching for guitar tabs to play... i decided to randomly check some songs out... when i saw the lyrics of the song... its like wa how can i miss this song out... wana share with u all who never heard it before... or like me, heard it but neglected it...
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人质

张惠妹

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我和你啊存在一种危险关系

彼此挟持这另一部份的自己

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本以为这完整了爱的定义

那就乖乖的守护着你

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相爱变成猜忌怀疑的烂游戏

规则是要憋着呼吸越靠越近

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但你的温柔是我唯一沉溺

你是爱我的就不怕有缝隙

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在我心上用力的开一枪

让一切归零在这声巨响

如果爱是说什么都不能放

我不挣扎反正我也没差

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人质在这一刻得到释放

相爱的纯粹落得如此下场

你满意吗我们都别说谎

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Describing an ending love in context of a hostage... professional...

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Sometimes i really respect ppl who have the talent to create lyrics that hit listeners in the heart... though this song is only a simple tune all the way, with the lyrics added, its like magic the way the lyrics alter the feel of the song... listening to this song really touches me alot... i like the last two parts of the lyrics the most... hope one day i can create a song of about the same standard... yup and also A-Mei's voice... totally rocks...

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Hmm today was a rough day for me... quarrelled wif my mum ystd... today she left a note beside my bed... saying how disappointed she was with me... it really cut me alot... but haiz... got used to getting cut by ppl anyway... Mum there's alot of things that you don't understand, but anyway i do owe you a sry... sigh...

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Yup booking in very soon le... guess this week will be faster cuz left 4 more days to book out day... something nice to share... "Don’t bother just to be better than your counterparts or predecessors... Try to be better than yourself..." William Faulkner... take care ppl... hav a great week ahead...

Tuition...

Hmm today went to tuition Ting's bro again... stepped in, sat down... asked abit here and there... den i opened the chinese assessment book... hmm was hoping that he wil tahan about half an hour before getting tired... den when i ask him to start... he started to say all the things that he said when he was tired... and he totally dunwan to do... very sad leh... i kip telling him its not alot... its not difficult... hmm tried to persuade him for 45 min... he was close to tears le... i duno why... i never raise my voice or scold him in any way... at that moment... i really felt like giving up and not to come next week... i would not want to become enemies with him when im trying to help him... it defeats the purpose... really sad and lost... but after more explaining and stuff... he finally understood that im not there to make his Saturday a dreadful one... and den he started to do the assignments... yup though the remaining time is short... he did quite alot... i was relieved la at last he listened... brought him out to play bubbles... haha... had a fun time with him... been long since i last played bubbles haha... Ting's mum bought nasi lemak for me...
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Will be booking in on Monday... yup so anybody wana go out Sunday? quite bored at home... though im having a test on one whole book on Thursday, i dun really wana study leh... weekends are meant to be enjoyed... not to mug... yup... so anybody wan to go out chill pls call me...
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Nothing much le... something which i feel that inspires me alot... and also guess many ppl need it out there as well... "It is wise to keep in mind that neither success nor failure is ever final..." Roger Babson... haha cool... nitex ppl...

Booking in soon le...

Hmm ystd was quite a nice day... Was supposed to reach Ting's house at 11am de... den duno why my hp alarm never ring... or ring le but i off it den forget... hmm duno la but i woke up at 1030am... bathe eat breakfast rushed there... reached bout 1130am le... hmm the lesson went successfully though... tink next Sat muz increase time for tuition otherwise dun tink can finish everything before his exam... see how la...
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After the tuition rushed down to Jurong Point... the meeting time was 1pm, i was already late by half hour le... end up i have to wait for them for another half hour... lol why everybody like being late de... We had Long John Silvers for lunch because Eric is dying to have some fried meat lol... Sian la actually i wana watch the movie "Shoot Em Up" de... the advertisement look so cool la haha... as Jun Hao watched it before, we scraped the plan... we settled with the movie "Resident Evil Extinction" instead... Quite cool la haha... i like action movies with one cool looking super duper hero wahaha nice... after the movie we went to KFC for dinner cuz Eric tinks the fried meat he had earlier is not enough to sustain his hunger... we reluctantly went with him haha... we had a nice chat bout many things and den we parted at bout 730pm...
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That night was very long... i practised my beloved guitar for some time... got a few new song tabs... haha was soo happy while practising cuz i got back my guitar feel le... its a very nice feeling singing your heart out in your own room... with the music at your control... its like K Box haha... kinda forget that i was super tired until i took a break... slept at 4am... Hmm was tinking if next time when my skills are better... will i get a new guitar ma? or will i stick with this black guitar forever? haha... we'll see...
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Today i'll be booking in soon le... bout 2 more hours... duno why everytime got this lost and sad feeling when i go back... hmm... monday got a practical which freaks me out... super scared haha... hmm but i guess time will past very fast la... yup before i know it... will be booking out again soon le... oh ya hope the secondary school outing wil be settled... haha let me hav something to look forward to...
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Hmm today gona change a new song which i really like alot... its a sad song though... talks about the feelings after a breakup... the lyrics were written beautifully... everytime i listen to this song, felt that even the lyrics were crying out... yup very nice and impressive song so hope u all will like it too...
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不让我的眼泪陪我过夜

金莎

你的柔情似水
几度让我爱得沉醉
毫无保留

不知道後悔

你能不能体会真情可贵

没有馀力伤悲

爱情像难收的覆水

长长来路

走的太憔悴

你只留下我收拾这一切

不让我的眼泪陪我过夜

不让你 的吻留著馀味

忘了曾经爱过谁

慢慢习惯了寂寞相随

不让我的眼泪陪我过夜

不让你的脸梦里相对

爱的潮水已经退

我的真情不再随便给

没有馀力伤悲

爱情像难收的覆水

长长来路

走的太憔悴

你只留下我收拾这一切

不让我的眼泪陪我过夜

不让你的吻留著馀味

忘了曾经爱过谁

慢慢习惯了寂寞相随

不让我的眼泪陪我过夜

不让你的脸梦里相对

爱的潮水已经退

我的真情不再随便给

不让我的眼泪陪我过夜

不让你的吻留著馀味

忘了曾经爱过谁

慢慢习惯了寂寞相随

不让我的眼泪陪我过夜

不让你的脸梦里相对

爱的潮水已经退

我的真情不再随便给

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Hmm yup nothing much le... something interesting here haha... "We are each of us angels with only one wing... And we can only fly while embracing each other..." - Lucian de Croszonza... Cya ppl in a weeks time... take care le... smilez...

Book out le...

Hmm today booked out at around 2030... reached home bout 2100 le... quite an early book out... yup been adapting le... more friends more fun... but as always stil afraid of the same old things... now i juz wana clear the course and clear it quick... and hopefully get to somewhere nice...
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Tml im gona meet up with some JJ friends le... Eric, Junhao and David haha havent seen them in awhile le... really wana know wats up in their life now... meeting 1pm at Jurong Point... tink im gona be abit late ba... cuz gona tuition Ting's bro... his exams are coming le... wana let him study more but scared later he frustrated again... hmm hope everything turns out well tml ba... Hmm bout the outing stil haven decide where to go after we meet... but mostly is movie and walk walk ba... haha... sit down talk... chill and stuff...
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Oh ya tink next Saturday gona go out with last time secondary school friends... wa if yes den i wil be super happy la... long long time no see them le... haha come to think of it... kinda miss the days with them too... hope the outing can be carried out successfully with good response... haha hope...
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5 days never touch guitar... abit lost touch le... haiz... damm sian... stil muz slowly play back and get the feel back again... haiya... i wana learn la... i hate deproving.... in everything i do... hate it loads...
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Hmm nothing much le... very late le... tml muz wake up early... now gona go watch my favourite anime "Bleach" again... Something nice to share which i feel is very inspiring... from one of my Sergeants in camp... Its not the rank that makes the man... Its the man that makes the rank... haha nice... take care le ppl... nitez world...

Lonely...

Gona book in about 2hrs frm now le... i really dread going back... tinking bout the whole rountine all over again... i dun really have any good friends there also... its been one week le... 9 more weeks to go... 63 more days... sigh...
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Sometimes i really need somebody to be there... Somebody to talk to... Somebody to run to... Somebody to voice out my problems... Somebody to encourage me... Somebody to stand on my side... Somebody to pull me up... Somebody to wipe the tears from my face... Somebody to hear my song... from my guitar... and also from my heart... haiz... Sometimes i really hate life... lonelyness is boundless... my room... my computer... my guitar and... myself...
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"The most painful love there is, is the love left unshown.. A love that cannot be expressed, affection left unknown... The love that withholds touching, afraid of what it would say... And the most painful thing about unexpressed love is... it never fades away..." --Susan Polis Schutz...
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I miss you so much...


Do u know...?

Sad la...

Juz booked out ystd night came back was around 9 pm something le... Hmm lately been feeling chest pains... when i run for awhile and i really mean awhile... i wil start to get out of breath... even in push up positions, i feel very stressed at my chest level there... it makes my breathing difficult... and when i stand up again... i will feel very breathless... and the thing is that the breathlessness will only go away in a matter of hours... so weird de... i dun use to hav this problem de... tink my heart is failing me le... wana train up myself oso cant... Medic course... im stil trying to get out of course... tink i'll spare the details ba...
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Today went to Ting's house to tutor her brother... hmm duno why start awhile he started to get restless den when i gave him some simple things to do... he cried... im very sad leh see him liddat... we two use to play happily de... now liddat... haix he is the second person that cried in front of me in that house le... haix i really feel very sad... am i that bad ma?... i tried talking nicely wif him, try to make him realise tat im trying to help him... but never worked... i also cant scold him cuz wil only make things worse... after very long den managed to calm him... since he dunwana do any work, i played hopscotch with him... yup... soon we had lunch rested awhile den i taught him for another 30 min or so den went back home le... hope next week dun liddat le... his tests are coming... i wana do a good job...
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One week never touch guitar le... sergeants want me to cut fingernails on my right hand... cant really pluck tat well le... plucking with a pick is quite slow... my F and Bm chord changing timing now also slow down le... haix... i wana improve leh.... i stil need to go on to other difficult chords le... like Dm, Bm7, B7, those are not barre chords... but its difficult to reach for me...
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Nothing much le... something to share ba... "We don't stop laughing because we get old; we get old because we stop laughing..." i feel im getting old le... tat explained the chest pains lolx... take care everybody and stay happy...

Nice new song...

Ystd was my ah gong's birthday... went to one of my uncle's house... haha had a fun time playing over there... played alot with Simon Nicole Jamie... talked alot to Wenxin Wenxi... haha Amanda and Hazel very little time spent together, they watching spongebob square pants... hmm i also watching it la super funny haha... after that we sang the birthday song for my grandfather... and had some cheese cake... super nice haha... but very small piece... took many many photos... after that saw my cousin Zi Xuan playing the piano... wow super pro lo... den later Wenxin Wenxi also came to play... they taught me a simple tune frm Jay Chou's last movie... the song is titled "Secret"... haha after repeated teachings, managed juz to do a juz the starting part haha... but very fun leh piano.... yup enjoyed myself... reached home 11pm...
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Been waking early and going out for the past 5 days le... super tired... slept at 3am ystd haha... today waked at 115pm haha... sian la... i love the feeling of lazing in bed...
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Hmm lately found a song... very very nice de... i feel it really expresses wat im thinking... ya lo... hmm though some parts i still dun quite get the meaning... but roughly its there la... hope u all can enjoy it too...
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开场白
蔡依林

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再见面已经是朋友了

我们就这么单纯瞎聊着彼此说以后

时间过了学会珍惜了

原来最初的快乐并不是我们要的

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终于能够坦白说着

我当时的脆弱

是唯一的一次

不留着遗憾的

简单结束了陌生

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我们微笑了

也都不躲了

这单纯的坦诚

就这样我们为彼此推翻着

不扰了

我们都笑了

时间停了

我们珍惜这一刻

放下累积的负荷卸下沉默

学会了不保留

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再见后真的是朋友了

我们都不再单纯

也会笑着看以后

时间过了也更珍惜了

原来当时的快乐仍在你我记忆中

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终于能够坦白说着

我现在不寂寞

是全新的一次

再也没了遗憾

简单地回应着伤痛

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我们微笑了

也都不躲了

这单纯的坦诚

就这样我们为彼此推翻着

不扰了

我们都笑了

时间停了

我们珍惜这一刻

放下累积的负荷卸下沉默

学会了不保留

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我们微笑了

也都不躲了

这单纯的坦诚

你好吗多么默契的开场白

我笑了

我们不走了

不再尴尬了

不回头凑理由

希望我们从此都真的快乐

说好了不说走

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Hmm in my opinion... this song is about a couple who came together easily but broke up due to differences... found out later part that they stil remember and love each other... they met up and both decided to return to each other... i feel its quite romantic but a rare reality... im not really sure if tats the correct meaning la so do correct me bout the meaning if im wrong cuz i wana know... but the last part of the lyrics was really nice... erm all of it is nice la haha... and Jolin's voice really works magic in the chorus really nice... hmm take some time to let it buffer and hope u all like it yea...
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Block leave is over le... 13 days juz like that haha... yup tml going in le... abit sian leh... haha everyone also quite gloomy... except those stay out de ba i guess haha... but haiya stil muz go... muz well live my last day of freedom happily...
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Something profound that u all gotta see... "Love is not blind - it sees more, not less... But because it sees more, it is willing to see less..." by Rabbi Julius Gordon... impacting rite... haha enjoy your weekends ppl... cya all in 5 days time... hopefully less...

Sad man got so zhun or not...

Duno if im sway or wat de... posted to Nee Soon camp... be a medic... and stay in... haiz... all my plans all can scrape liao... no more guitar... no more driving... no more dota... no more going out... haiz of all vocations... why medic de... im super afraid of blood lo... i see fracture pics i oso wana puke liao... tell me inject someone i sure stun there... i ask them if got phobia of such things den how? Then the guy tell me to voice out during my 1st day... den go c doctor... if confirm le... maybe can get re-posted to somewhere else... if they dun approve... den im gona be stuck there for almost 2 years... how sia... sad...
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Pretty much spoiled my mood... went out shopping and played pool with Ting... hmm made me feel a little better la... but come home sian again... feel like canceling all the other plans of going out on Saturday... dun really feel like stepping out le... haiz... no point talking here la... juz Monday i go unit and see how it goes...
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Nothing le... an encouragement quote... "I am not discouraged, because every wrong attempt discarded is another step forward..." Thomas A. Edison...

Im so happy...

Haha... i juz got back home...

Im soooo happy... u know why???? duno rite haha... Today I have managed to complete my song on time... i have managed to sing my song with only one mistake... (this is actually quite bad) and most importantly i managed to surprise her and to see that smile of hers... haha been so long since i last saw that smile up close... Its Ting's birthday today... yup... hahaha i enjoyed talking to her... hope u too... here are the photos taken at her house...

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Happy 19th birthday girl... may happiness and beauty and good things follow u through all of time...
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Nothing much le... today was spend on preparing the song and buying the present and stuff... but it was worth it haha... yup yup lol... something to share by an unknown person... "Life is a journey, and love is what makes that journey worthwhile..." haha take care ppl hav a pleasant night... im so happy haha...

Sian so difficult de...

Sian inspiration can never be forced... done alot of different sets of lyrics... but all i feel very substandard de... so waste alot of time... really muz wait for inspiration... hmm... even the tune also need inspiration... sian duno when den can finish the song...
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Hmm hav to check my posting on the 20th of September... on the 24th wil be going to the unit le... woo... time really flies when u are slacking... Hope i get a nice 8am to 5 pm unit haha... den my plans can carry out le... go find a centre to learn guitar and to carry on tutoring Ting's bro... wa better dun so happy yet... later tio muz stay in de... wil super sad lol...
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Yup thats all le... no programmes for the last few days... juz sian lol... a little something... "We have the power to shrink our dreams to fit reality or the power to stretch our reality to fit our dreams..." by Anon... if everyone thinks this way... wat wil our future be like?? haha... take care ppl...