Im so happy...

Haha... i juz got back home...

Im soooo happy... u know why???? duno rite haha... Today I have managed to complete my song on time... i have managed to sing my song with only one mistake... (this is actually quite bad) and most importantly i managed to surprise her and to see that smile of hers... haha been so long since i last saw that smile up close... Its Ting's birthday today... yup... hahaha i enjoyed talking to her... hope u too... here are the photos taken at her house...

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Happy 19th birthday girl... may happiness and beauty and good things follow u through all of time...
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Nothing much le... today was spend on preparing the song and buying the present and stuff... but it was worth it haha... yup yup lol... something to share by an unknown person... "Life is a journey, and love is what makes that journey worthwhile..." haha take care ppl hav a pleasant night... im so happy haha...

Sian so difficult de...

Sian inspiration can never be forced... done alot of different sets of lyrics... but all i feel very substandard de... so waste alot of time... really muz wait for inspiration... hmm... even the tune also need inspiration... sian duno when den can finish the song...
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Hmm hav to check my posting on the 20th of September... on the 24th wil be going to the unit le... woo... time really flies when u are slacking... Hope i get a nice 8am to 5 pm unit haha... den my plans can carry out le... go find a centre to learn guitar and to carry on tutoring Ting's bro... wa better dun so happy yet... later tio muz stay in de... wil super sad lol...
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Yup thats all le... no programmes for the last few days... juz sian lol... a little something... "We have the power to shrink our dreams to fit reality or the power to stretch our reality to fit our dreams..." by Anon... if everyone thinks this way... wat wil our future be like?? haha... take care ppl...

Sigh sad...

Today went to Ting's house to tutor his youngest bro... he having oral exam on Monday and Tuesday... tml gona go to her house again for another session with him... yup he's quite good with his reading... its juz the picture description... really tires and stresses him out when we were practising...
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Hmm duno why during the time there i felt very lost... although i already know the people there le... but it really feels so weird... i feel like they were strangers to me liddat... after i left... felt very sad... tat... everything had turned out this way...
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Hmm went to JP after that and bought a nice black snow cap... haha duno why i hav a special liking for snow caps... actually frm last time until now, i was hoping that someone wil sew a snow cap for me so that i can wear during slping time haha... yup... went home and tried it out... looks weird... but nvm haha...
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Today met up wif my mentor Mr Chua to collect my pay... just found out that he is gona close down the tuition centre in October le... hmm he told me that he dunhav time for the centre le... by closing it, he would hav more time to focus on his job in Singapore Poly... but i stil feel its abit of a waste la... cuz the centre was already building up a good reputation... but im not in any position to tell him anything la... hmm but im quite proud of the centre... cuz the best thing is that it produces results...
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Another day had passed... hmm... a little something which i came across by an unknown person... "A guy and a girl can be just friends but at one point or another one of them will fall for the other, maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late or maybe, just maybe... forever..."

Im Bored...

Having cough le... after i book out i finished alot of junk food at home... potato chips... seaweed... chocolate... pork floss... within two days all gone le... haha... i asked for it... but junk food is so nice hahaha... muz stop le... cant afford to stay sick...
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Today very sian la... supposed to go out wif army ppl... so many ppl end up not going den i oso sian never go liao... duno when wil we have another outing... bored leh... most of my other friends are studying and having tests... so today i stayed home all day... dota all the way... really become noob le... dun really have the game sense tat i hav before liao... lost most of the matches today... Today also watched a movie at home... Bleach" Memories of nobody"... nice actions during the ending haha... suld go catch the anime haha... its super nice... u wil be awed by the coolness of their characters...
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Nothing much le... hope somebody asks me out soon before time runs out... otherwise really rotting at home le... anywhere wil do... shop or movie or walk walk haha... so do call me if u are equally bored haha...
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Gona go down for supper wif Wilson and Milton le... long time since we three ate together le haha... Something nice to share... "Kind words can be short and easy to speak but their echoes are truly endless..." Mother Theresa... haha so dun hold back ur praises... u might juz make a person's day... tc ppl nitex...

Woot block leave...

Haha me juz book out today... gona post to unit liao le... before that got a long 10 days of holiday... gona hav lots of programmes... i hope lol...
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I felt that i am very lucky to meet such great friends in army... they come from different backgrounds... get to know alot bout their interesting backgrounds... haha i got a friend who was once a gangster la... but he change alot le... had alot of fun talking with him bout his past... got a friend who loves music alot... learns singing and very well trained in instruments... got some friends who are very mature... got some friends who are simply jokers... and so on la... haha... i feel that i've learned alot from them... cuz we wil gather to chat whenever we hav the time... and some views that they share really are different and the best part is that they can explain it till it inspires me also haha... For eg... i asked my friend... hey if you can only save your wife or your son trapped in your house engulfed in flames... who wil u save? one of my joker friends say he'll save the house... but my other friend replied that he'll save the son... den i asked him why... den he said... cuz my wife will wan me to do so... haha i stunned for a moment... cause i've never thought of that... we pratically talked bout almost everything under the sun... Today POC le... hmm gona miss them... hope we can gather once in awhile after we go to our units...
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Hmm nothing much le... today dota was a disaster... got thrashed twice... demoralised... haha but nvm la... now im tinking of writing a song... but im coughing again leh... sian... nvm see how it goes ba... try my best...
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I love this thingy... "When you make a mistake, don't look back at it long. Take the reason of the thing into your mind, and then look forward... Mistakes are lessons of wisdom... The past cannot be changed... The future is yet in your power." -- Phyllis Bottome... Nitez ppl... take care...

Everythings changing le...

Today went to play lan game wif army friends again... but this time Wilson Jing Chang and Benjamin came along... it was a 4 vs 5... but we stil managed to win 3 out of 4 games... so quite happy la...
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Went to Bugis after dinner... walked around and found out so many new shops being set up and many others replaced... the top floor of Bugis is now a food court haha cool... we juz walk here and there for awhile... sat bus 197 home with Benjamin...
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Speaking of Benjamin... haha brings me back lots of memories... the times we played pokemon cards... times when he pushed me into the mud... times when we cheated in tests... times when we played basketball... times when we laughed together... but now he change so so much le... not the good Benjamin i know last time... but a better one haha...
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Haha we chatted on many things... on studies, on dota, even on love as well... I remember he used to dislike studying... everytime i do badly in tests... i wil compare my results wif him to make myself feel better... Now he is planning on going overseas to study so as to further brighten his future... we even discussed bout the pros and cons of going overseas to work and return rich and stuffs like that... haha i wil spare the details on what we said la... but i must say he is really very mature liao... im sure he wil do well in the days to come...
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Juz now during dota, Benjamin's girlfriend, Michelle msged him two words "more seaweed"... she liked the seaweed that Ben gave her ystd... Ben is very sweet at times also haha... Actually he is supposed to go back to his second house in Bishan today but he took the time to go down to his girlfriend's house in Clementi juz to give her the packet of seaweed as a surprise... nice rite haha... cant imagine wat wil be on Michelle's face when she sees him haha... their two years anniversary juz passed a few weeks ago... haha all the best pal...
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Felt kinda sad when he mentioned bout Michelle... cause i really feel bad for not treating my ex girlfriend as good as i should be... only to regret after its too late... after i realise how important she is to me... sigh... its been 8 months le... stil feel the occasion sourness biting at my heart... but doesn't matter le... wats done cannot be undone... but i certainly do owe u a sry...
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We alighted near Michelle's house and we waited for bus 198 together... after i board the bus den he go find Michelle... I've got so many things to talk to him but the time is so short always... i can learn alot through chatting with him... and the best part now is that the issues that we talk about now makes me reflect on myself also... hope we can chat again soon...
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Time really pasts so so so quickly... 2 more days before i go out of Tekong... haha den block leave lo... hope can go out more often wif friends... wana find a snow cap type of headress... haha i see one of my friends wear very nice lol... yup nothing much le... Ben juz reach home... gona dota wif him liao...
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"A fight may come and go very easily, but a friendship could last forever..." Haha nightz world...

Going off le...

Wow talk about short weekends... haha wasted it on dota... deprove alot le... but the last game was nice... makes my day...
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Hmm i feel im recovering quickly le... happy happy... lookin at the timetable... this week in NS is gona be fun... haha... aiya no time le... gona book in bout one and half hr later... muz stop liao...
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"Happiness is enhanced by others, but does not depend upon others..." SMILEZ!! haha take care ppl...

Sick le...

Book out le... 7 more days in Tekong before POC...
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Duno why lately feel like vomiting after every meal... den no appetite... tink u give me Mac i oso cant finish half... totally no strength... plus diarrhoea... i climb up five floors of steps start to pant le... duno wat happen eh... haix sad... hope it heals quickly...
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I wana go out hav fun de leh... sian no time liao... tml booking in again le... hmm nvm la... on Sept 11 got block leave... muz fulfil promise go back to Senja wif Wee Ling... haha other den that tink no more plans le... see how la... hope can hav as much activities as possible...
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I wana go guitar lessons... anybody wan go wif me?? i wan a companion... otherwise i alone leh haha... i really wana do well in this area... it makes me feel alot better when i express myself through the songs i write... haha... yup... if after i post to unit is 8am to 5pm... den maybe i'll go for night classes...
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Nothing much le... lately seen lots of bullying going around... disgusted by their acts... but nvm... i cant do anything to help them think... hope they wil wake up... "Never look down on anybody unless you're helping him up..." Jesse Jackson... take care ppl...

Going off le...

Bout about 2 hrs more will be on my way to Tekong... Hmm abit sian le as usual... but nvm used to this feeling le... hope next weekend can hav better activties...
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Hmm change a new song ba... quite an old sad song by JJ... the tune and the lyrics are great... i listened to it quite a number of times le... stil think its nice... hope u all enjoy it too...
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距离

林俊杰

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在距离三公里的位置

我在这里

想像心中的你的呼息

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同样的熄着灯的窗子

你在那里

听不到我呼吸着分离

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我走向前你看不见

真的遥远

就连叹息影子听见

也是无言

你走向前我看不见

你的思念

你和我之间

刻着一条界线不曾有改变

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保留着三公分的距离

我的眼里

填满着整个我爱的你

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坐在同一张四方桌子边

你的眼里

读不到眷着我的讯息

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我走向前你看不见

真的遥远

就连叹息影子听见

也是无言

你走向前我看不见

你的思念

你和我之间

刻着一条界线不曾有改变

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当爱离开之前

能多苦

能多深

能多甜

距离是你走过我身边

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我走向前你看不见

真的遥远

就连叹息影子听见

也是无言

你走向前我看不见

你的思念

你和我之间

刻着一条界线不曾有改变

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Hmm thats pretty much the time i got left le... gona go pack up my things and get ready liao... take care ppl...
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"Time is too slow for those who wait, too swift for those who fear, too long for those who grieve, too short for those who rejoice, but for those who love, time is eternity..." - Henry Van Dyke (1852-1933) American Clergyman...

Saturday...

Today woke up at about 730am rushed down to khatib to play bball wif army friends... haha my frien bluff me... he tell me alot ppl come... den end up only nine turned up... enjoyed myself when playing... the feeling of wanting to win... the feeling of dealing with fatigue... the feeling of teamwork... haha... but injured my leg abit... now very sour... hope it heals before i book in tml... we played til bout 12 noon liddat... drained out... too long no play le haha...
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After that nothing to do... went to play lan game lo... lost a few again... very sian la... now hardly see the "victory" word on my monitor le... played til bout 5pm liddat... after that actually wana go watch "Rush Hour 3" de... but everybody watch before le... i tried to deceive one of my frien to watch second time... but fail lol sad... waste my saliva... took a cab home...
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Saw pasa malam below my house again le... always reminds me of things...
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Hmm oh ya most of my friends all in uni le... hope they can cope la... heard the pace is very fast... we humans hav no limits... juz a little getting used to and all wil be fine... haha jia you...
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Yup nothing much le... need to catch up on slp... tink today latest muz slp by 3am... nothing much le... something very nice that i learnt today from my army friend Andy... Do u all know why the engagement ring is placed on the 4th finger? Haha cuz the veins in the 4th finger are the closest to the heart... sweet... nitex ppl...