Yea Thursday is a holiday...

Woot juz realised Thursday is Vesak day... can rest liao le... one day stay at home not going to step out... My eyelids putting on weight everyday le haha... Yea Yea looking forward to that...
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Haha ystd went for CG quite a short sermon but meaningful la... after CG went to eat chicken rice wif church friends... wa so many ppl squeezing into the place... so noisy... like we own the place liddat lol... haha had a great time wif them la... only thing is that my chicken rice de chicken all bone only... zzzz den the rice also so little...
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Church moving to Singpost le... haha new basketball court... they say can form our own basketball team there wahaha... got Andrew Bryan Jia Yang and me all in the same zone... heard frm Bryan that Andrew and Jia Yang quite pro... look forward to playing wif them one day... haha duno if my rusty skills can kip up anot lol... haha next time inter zone competition can play together liao...
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Haha as said in my last entry here's my humble little art work done during tuition on Saturday... This is a pic of the couple in "return of the condor heroes" LOL... i know its not v precise la i juz captured the outline cuz the details will be too difficult to add in... Hmm was about to make some changes here and there when Hao Boon gave his first comment by erasing them off the white board zzz... haha but im already quite proud of it le... cuz been quite long since i last drew... but diff ppl got diff views la... haha if u tink not nice juz say not nice... haha i wil love to c your comments...

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Today back to work liao le... wa today so many ppl come in the morning... cuz school holidays is here... tink in the afternoon ppl will be pouring in le... yup though many ppl but its not that busy also la... hmm been working for a month here liao le... so fast... time really flies... less then 2 months before i go NS le...

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Haha think nothing much le... something nice to share wor... Pastor preached this... "Whoever we attract is the reflection of who we are"... cool leh haha tink about it... its so meaningful... if really dun get it can ask me haha... take care ppl... u all rock...

Bright Sunday...

Hmm alot of things regarding job is not going very smoothly le... may hav lost a friend due to misunderstandings too... sigh hmm nvm la dun wish to dwell on it... juz do wat i can now lo and juz c how it goes lo...
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Ystd went to tuition... no ppl de... cuz sch holidays coming le... and the ppl coming are taking lessons on chinese... as i am not very gd at teaching chinese... so my collegue took the students... haha den i juz hav to stay there and ans some questions... since free... i drew a pic of the couple in "return of the condor heroes"... actually was juz bo liao and juz scribbling rubbish on the white board la... haha den suddenly the accidental scribbling made the male character's facial expression very cool looking... as it was appealing to me... i went ahead wif the female character hahaha... Yup spent bout 45 min ba... but it really was very nice... i feel la... took some pics haha... I'll put it up here on Tuesday ba den u all can leave some comments... it was bout 98% completed le but can be improved la... den guess wat... Hao Boon arrived for the 2nd lesson... he come in den he immdiately wiped the drawings off... zzzz nearly plucked his head off lol... haha but i had a fun time there though...
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Ystd went to church... Pastor Lia preached bout the vital points of having a revival in church... yup frankly to me im stil quite blur about the things she said... cuz tink she preaches too fast for me le haha... but i know wats going on la haha... haha great place to be in... makes u forget your problems and helps u to pick yourself up when your down... and so much more... haha cool place cool friends... u all rock...
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Bryan got some bad news regarding uni... but this guy dun seem to b affected greatly haha... faith filled... haha respect u... Hmm hope your appeal wil get through la... everybody is rooting for u... haha can de... juz like pastors said... believe and it wil happen de... that wat u told me too... :)
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Haha nothing much going on in my life now... but lately the songs by this band called "3 doors down" really captured my attention... haha they play rock music la... but not to the extend of heavy metal... but the part that really make me like them is the starting tunes of the music... it is done on a plug-in guitar ba... but really the tunes are really awesome... some songs by them which i really like include... "Be Like That", "Here Without You","Here By Me", "Let Me Go", "Real Life", "Behind Those Eys", "Away From The Sun", "Be Somebody" and "Kryptonite"... haha go check them out... heres a pic of who they are... great band...
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Haha tink I'll end off now ba... share something... this is part of the lyrics in the song "Be Somebody" by 3 doors down... edited it abit... haha here it is... Dun try to be somebody else... be somebody... haha inspiring yea... take care ppl...

NOOOO...

Sian got said during work... hmm alot of things not done which is my duty but i am not aware de... i muz stop ppl frm bringing food n drinks in... hmm that i duno... cuz the ppl juz take food in without even asking me whether if its allowed anot... i tot it had already been allowed in the past or wat de... i stil hav to take care of the cables... hmm never knew i nid to do that as well... my in charge never tell me... wat she tell me de... i do liao le... den oso cant bring non stuff into cashier area... tidy up the place... and alot la forgot le... hmm nvm la now i know... though she never really said it harshly or wat but i get wat she trying to say la... but hope she understand im really not aware... sad hope dun nid to get said again liao...
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Haha bcuz of that whole day quite moodless... den go home play some games... den had a chat wif Fion cuz she added me in msn... starting i c her msn address is tingting underscore something de... lol den i was tinking huh my ex change her msn address for wat haha... den realised she is a girl that was sitting beside me during CG... she is Yi Ting den short form tingting lol... yea had a great talk wif her la bout our likes and stuff... she is having her "O" lvl chinese paper on Monday... hope everything she study comes out... hmm she has a target of 13 points for her "O" lvls... though now her results not that good yet... but i guess now chiong stil hav a very very gd chance de... haha tc le...
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Later many church ppl was invited into another msn conversation... den i can c them shooting each other here and there haha... very funny la... but they mean no harm de... den Bryan and some other handsome guys trying to claim that they hav more fans than each other and stuff la haha... and many many more la... haha they are cool ppls haha yea...
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Haha juz did the necessary things needed in my work le... yup nothing much more le... at least for wat i noe la... gona continue wif my "Corner With Love"... yea something to share... Bryan told this to me ystd la i tink he misunderstand... he thought i got job to do den stil purposely slack... lol is i duno not i slack... but nvm its stil good to share la... here goes... When it comes to work... it wil be best if u treat the work as if it was your own... haha i tink this shows that ppl are selfish by nature they wil treat their stuff wif care and cant b bothered wif the stuff of others... lol... Smilez ppl :)

Wooooooot... Work...

Haha ystd never blog at all... cuz had quite a boring day la haha... was watching drama "Corner With Love" the whole day... cuz on Tuesday i finished the stuff i am required to complete for the month le... hmm quite slack lol tink they paying me to watch dramas... sometimes really felt abit guilty la so i told Wee Ling to giv me some things to do if she too busy... Yup finished about 5 episodes ystd... the story of the two is really very funny... sweet... and romantic...

Haha pictures in this drama... these two ppl hated each other at first cuz they are frm different family backgrounds... they will quarrel whenever they c each other... cuz they both are stubborn in their ways of thinkin and both like to "win" in quarrels haha... very funny la... den they slowly got to know each other better... became very good friends... and they end up falling for each other without knowing haha... then the way they express their love is so funny cuz they both ego very big haha... then the guy realised he liked her and was deciding to confess on Valentines Day den they end up quarreling again wahaha... but the way they quarrel is very sweet too... cuz they dun mean it and they know it haha... yup i only watched till this part... i tink trouble wil b brewing soon as the ex fiancee of the woman came back to find her haha... today i'll continue with it... hmm excited...

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Haha ystd practised guitar from 1130 to 0100... i wil start by playing some church songs... den wil go on to secular songs... i printed alot of guitar tabs in my office... so everyday got new things to practise... i love to play... cuz the sound of this instrument really soothes my heart... and the fact that im seeing improvements really make me go on... oh ya my barre chords is getting more firm le no out of tune sounds le... haha happy happy...

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Ystd heard that some of my friends were unable to get into the uni they want... i juz wana tell them dun lose any hope la... there are still ppl wif straight "A"s who were given a shot at all the universities... and hav not made their decision yet... means once they make their decision there wil b some places available again de... so write a good appeal letter... i hav a friend, i read on his blog that he loved weekdays... cuz its a chance to receive letters frm universities... i feel its a very good thinking cuz everyday marks a new beginning and a new hope... to them jia you le...

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Haha nothing much liao le... but something very very good to share here... RED RAIN is coming le... its a really cool Christian rock and roll band... this band is having a concert in Singapore soon and they are gona rock the whole house... thier songs are awesome... im sure u all wil like it... cuz they are my all time favourites...

Its on the 16th and 17th of June... and its on the weekends... u all can catch a glimpse of wat the concert wil b like or to get to know their music on this website... http://www.redrain.sg/ also if u stil need more details can ask frm me lo... haha DUN MISS THIS... yup im sure u ppl wil hav a great time... k hope to cya all there...

Hmm peaceful heart...

WAAA so many things to blog... lets start with Saturday ba... went to tuition... was very touched la... everyone ask... "eh Mr Su y u never come... y u never come..." felt greatly appreciated... hmm their results were back le... some did quite well... some improved alot... Wei Jie and Sek Heng my proudest students... did ok only zzz... was expecting far more for them sigh... some deproved abit... but stil ok la... on the right track... some pics of them again... lol so cute de...



Hao Yong and Gracia... so cute la they two haha... hmm though they deproved abit... hope they wil spend more time studying...




A heart warming hug by Hao Boon and Gracia haha...
lol they look so happy... now i wan a little sis liao... i feel its always good to hav an opposite sex elder sibling who cares for u... same sex tends to fight lol... juz like me and my own brother... now we dun fight liao... sometimes my brother wil ask me... "eh didi(little brother) we long time never fight liao hor... come lets fight..." LOL

Duno y juz like taking pics of them la... this Hao Yong put twist on top of gracia... if gracia c wil sure fight again lol... haha children so funny.....

Haha very hard to get them together de... they look fine here... actually b4 this... they will eeeee here eeeee there haha... den wil shout and scream at each other de... i muz hold them together den they wil stay for bout 3 sec b4 they start playing again...

Woo so many cute students how can forget me??? feel very happy when wif these 2 students... cuz to me outside tuition they like friends to me... they even ask me to giv them my hp no. haha...




Wei Jie stunned for duno wat reason... i always make fun of his clothes... if he wear doreamon i wil sing the song... den when he is embarassed... he wil laugh... den his face v cute den i wil laugh oso... wahaha...

Woot me... erm free time so juz take la... haha... i Giv this picture 7 points out of 10... the 3 points were lost due to the background... LOL LOL no ar no ar... pls dun flood puke in my tag box... juz jk... haha...

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Hmm den after tuition went to church... Pastor is preaching about a topic on sacrificing... U sacrifice for the things u love or your goal... Sacrifice out of your own heart... if you r unwilling then dun bother... cuz an act without your heart is hypocrisy... Yup to wat extend will u go to sacrifice for God... and how sacrificing makes a difference in life... Very inspiring sermon... Garrett added to this by saying "a sacrifice is not one when it does not hurt"... Haha after that went to eat... den went to Yamaha and bought a capo and the pick for guitar... so ex leh total $30 plus...

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Sunday was a boring day la... stayed home and dota all the way wif Milton and Guan Soon... Hmm i feel that this game sometimes make ppl short tempered... even i get affected some times... like ppl ganging up to kill u den ur team mates never help u... den they wil start hurling vulgarities at u... scold u noob or wat de... sometimes i also get scolded... everyone got different perspective in the game... den sometimes really very pissed... i was thinking "you? wif such pathetic skills scolding me???" den i wil also scold back... lol... this is bad lol... really sub consciously its affecting you... haha... but now i try my best to kip quiet lol... tink next time gona limit myself at most 3 full games per day...

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At around 2 pm i started practising guitar... haha i did a two full hrs of practise... and duno y after buying the capo... i was suddenly able to play barre chords le... its really the technique of placing your fingers... and straightening your finger... haha had an enjoyable time...

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Oh ya one more thing during the weekends i watched "return of the condor heroes" its getting nicer le... the story is accelerating quickly as all the bad guys are appearing... cant wait for next sat to come again...

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Monday... had CG in a smaller group... Bryan was playing the guitar... Garrett preached bout ppl who are wasters and the choices that they made which eventually led them to wasting their lives their time their money and so on... wasters are ppl who make the wrong choices... wrong choice of timing... the wrong choice of friends... the wrong choice of spending and the wrong set of thinking... yup life is all about choices... den he said something... if our pastors were wastors and did not start building the church... the whole of Heart Of God Church wil b wasted... and all the lives of ppl in this church wil not change... and we wil all become wasters if nobody preached the sermon on wasters to us... every decision in life makes a hugh difference... i was very impacted... never know how important the choices in life were... but now i know... and now u know... so make the right choices...

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Yup today i spend bout 1.5 hr blogging le... so many things to say so happy and peaceful within... Haha something great to share... duno who said this forgot le either Bryan or Garrett... but they are both wise ppl.. talking to them can learn alot... here goes... There is no major choice in life that make a person who he is... a person wil b wat he is by all the small choices that he make... haha hope u all understand take care :)

Feeling low...

Unexplainable sadness kip re-occuring in my mind lately... duno why... haiz... Am i leading a better life now? hmm compared to last time... dun really feel so... cant seem to get this load off my heart... tried not to think about it le... but haiz... perhaps juz missing you again... duno y la if i hav a choice i would like to go back to the past... again haiz...
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Ystd juz talked back rather harshly to my mum cuz she kip nagging again... dun really understand y they wan to open my door to nag abit den close it back... They know that the nagging wuld b useless... but they stil do it... sometimes really wan to b alone... was thinking of putting a do not disturb sign on my door... for both our good... Ystd totally forgot bout the treat mum gd thingy cuz was in quite a foul mood la... den after that den realised... oh no... haiz there goes my efforts... it wil always be like this... then after more quarrels wil come again de...
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Hmm today started watching a new drama titled "corner with love" acted by Luo Zhi Xiang and Da S... ya its basically juz about love la... my ex intro to me de... she say its v nice... i watched abit and indeed was nice la... alot of things in the show reminded me bout alot of things wif her... hmm good memories are so difficult to forget... duno if she felt anything while watching the show anot... yup i heavent finish watching it yet but its v nice la... the 1st few episode hav already caught my attention so im surely gona finish it...
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Yup nothing much le... something to share again... this is something which Bryan corrected me ystd... Hmm he was playing the guitar for CG den in a song one of the chords was wrong... and think it sounds weird... he knows it but he said he wil need some time to figure the right chords out... But it wil take some time... luckily Garrett helped him touch here and there and came out with the right ones almost immediately... haha a chinese saying "there will always be higher mountain then the highest mountain that you know of"... haha den i replied i feel so small... cuz i feel theres so much more to learn la... den Bryan said... "Always feel inspired... never feel inferior"... Simple yet powerful... turn your "inferiorness" into your strength... aim to outgrow the highest mountain always... take care ppl...

SMU Letter!!!

Hmm ystd juz got a nice letter lying on my bed... ok white envelop with a small blue logo on top... WOOOOO SMU... very happy open the letter.... looking for the word congratulations... haha was so happy and excited la... i never really read la... then these four sickening words came out... We are very sorry.... zzzz sian crumpled the letter throw away le lol... disappointed la but nvm at least they reply... Hmm now left NUS le... surely chances are super slim duno wil get any good news anot haha...
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Hmm ystd my mum nagged at me again... was about to say back den i reme muz control haha... so kept my cool... den i felt very good cuz at least its a small improvement haha... hope this wil continue la...
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Today work as usual slack... im actually reduced to playing with air fresherner caps... cuz cant stare at comp too long wil spoil my eyes... very scared that my eyes wil b damaged cuz things are always getting very blurry at the end of the day... hmm juz now had long conversation wif Wee Ling... we talked about many things... job, uni, friends, work, relationships and family... we also debated some things which we disagreed lol... Hmm pleasant girl to talk to... Yup went to lunch with her ate Long John Silvers... den packed few sushi den back to work le...
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Haha juz received a msg frm Bryan... Red Rain, a christian band is coming to singapore for a performance... Red Rain is an awesome band la they travel around the world each year playing God's music hoping to get more ppl saved into God's embrace... the songs are so captivating... to those who like rock music haha u muz not miss this... the concert is going to rock the whole house!! Giv me a call if you want to go...
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Haha nothing much le... time to share a good thing le... this is something which i thought of a long time ago... This can be used in the context of christians and non christians... A weak love will always be destroyed by a strong temptation... A strong love will always destoy a weak teamptation... But wat about strong love meeting strong temptation?? haha... no ans... cuz they will never meet... take care pals...

Started Plucking...

Woot ystd printed lots of guitar tabs at my work place lol... i tried it out on my guitar at home... Actually plucking its not that difficult as i thought... i usually see the tabs of the song and freak out... Ystd decided to try figuring out myself... always tot i now stil at strumming level so surely cant do plucking de, so i dun even bother to try it la haha... hmm yup but i tried it out anyway... ystd learnt and memorised the starting tune of the song "Be Like That" by 3 Doors Down... haha though its very small but at least is a start la... next time maybe can do more complicated ones le... Ystd was super tired le but stil stayed up to practise... haha think my feelings for this instrument is growing... Haha maybe next time my boss can allow me to bring my guitar to work den can practise more liao le lol...
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Haha went to work super slack today... morning earn only $5.50... den i watched "kang xi lai le" and "yu le bai fen bai" haha very funny la... so fast time past den went for lunch break... Ate my lunch wif my collegues Dolly Elaine and Wee Ling lol... i ate tom yum soup wif rice... the soup not nice de... stomach quite uncomfortable now... My collegues are very funny de la haha kip joking... den they kip bluffing me... duno y frm the 1st day i kena bluff alot of time lol... tink i look blur to them den they bully me lol no ar no ar they nice ppl haha everytime buy thing for me to eat de...
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Haha now nothing much le waiting for 7pm to come den can go home le... Haha share something tat Bryan shared wif me... A person of no dream is a person of no life... cool... haha so get a dream and a target in life... most importantly work towards it... smilex

Mum i love u...

Mother's day is over liao... This was the first Mother's day that i actually bought a present for my mum... cuz frm young i was not v close to my parents... in fact i was not very close to anyone la... was on my own everyday... no one knew wat i was thinking... Hmm tink it was until towards the end of my secondary 3 then i found someone which was very close to me... haha but in the end i still lost her... now back on my own again... so was thinking hey y not giv a present? these thoughts were supported by Bryan's words and the drama that i hav watched recently 'One Litre Of Tears'... Haha i made a good choice haha...
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Haha my present does not cost $100 or wat la... its juz a small cake that i bought after my work... actually there are two cakes left de... one got fruits and vanilla cream which i think my mum wil like alot... the other one is chocolate de... then i was deciding before someone else took the fruit cake... sian then no choice got to take chocolate lol...
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When my mum saw the cake in the fridge... she ask me wat tat... then i say i buy for u de... very pai seh dun dare to c her haha... haha at night i felt that i juz buy liddat never say anything also dun mean much... so i wrote her note... "Eat the cake for breakfast... cuz i duno if it wil spoil... happy mother's day..." haha juz like that... then i sticked it near to her purse... haha next morning woke up saw the note was gone le, looked in the fridge one part of the cake was gone too... den found two notes on the tv saying "Thanx for the cake... its very nice... bought some cake for u too... its your off day frm work so dun play too much computer... use your time frm now onwards to your university to practise your guitar..."
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I was really touched la by the note... though stil abit naggy but this time i felt different... juz very touched haha tats all... i know she wun b reading this so i juz say wat i want to say here... " haha mum thanx alot i know u love me alot care for me... sometimes though i flare up, i wil feel very guilty after that... wil hide in my bed blaming myself... though we are not very close but i stil love u... yup your great... thanx for everything..." Haha felt great after saying my piece... :)
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Ok moving on to Monday le... i called Milton over to my house... we exchanged the songs we created la... haha his song is titled "It Must Be You" the whole song was done by plucking... its really very nice lol... haha then after that i was quite reluctant to do mine le lol... cuz really like inferior la... but stil managed to do mine quickly... i can do better de den maybe cuz pai seh and its my first time singing song to another person besides my ex haha so i rushed through my song... den guess didnt turn out well la... but he was great la he stil say not bad for a begginner gave me 7/10 haha... den he corrected some mistakes in my song... he also taught me the 4/4 strumming pattern and the 3/4 strumming pattern haha... really thanx alot la...
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After that we had a game of Guilty Gear 1 on 1 on my computer... Guilty Gear is a fighting game something like street fighter only that it is cooler la and hav more combos... Haha tink Milton was not used to my comp so he pretty much got thrashed la... lol had a fun time wif him...
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Hmm tink my entries always so long so muz stop for now le ba... Suddenly recalled something that i read about a few years ago which is good to share... Shaq. O Neil is a super tell pro NBA player... his father once said to him... "Son everybody already have to look up to you... Give them a good reason to do so..." i feel its very inspiring haha... so let everyone hav a good reason to respect you... take care le...

"One Litre Of Tears"...

Today juz finished the whole series of "One Litre Of Tears"... guess alot of ppl had already watched it le... but for ppl who doesn't know this... This is a drama bout a girl named Aya who spent a long part of her life fighting an incurable diesease... and the things that she had accomplished... it is filmed based on her diary to touch and impact ppl and to spread a msg that by simply being alive is already a great blessing... haha to be honest was really very hard for me to complete the series la... cuz half of the time was trying to hold back my tears... got quite a handful of times that i really lost it... den got once got caught by collegues so pai seh... But this show i gib 5 out of 5 tears... full marks... but highly recommend u all watch it alone at home...
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I feel so sry for Aya... she is down wif such a cruel diesease... She was juz physically handicapped but her mind was not affected... means she knows wats going on... she stil can c how ppl cared for her... how her illness was worsening each day... tears that her loved ones shed for her... Cruel rite... she cant play her favourite sport... cant copy down notes that the teacher says in time... slowly losing the abilty to talk fluently... slowly losing the ability to even get to the toilet in time... slowly losing the abilty to walk... but she stil struggled to write even though it was extremely difficult for her as her pen kips dropping... cuz thats the only evidence of her existence... until the last moment where she had lost the abilty to write... she completed her diary titled "One Litre Of Tears" and ended off with a distorted "Thank U"...
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As Aya was fighting the diesease... facing the reality was already hard enough... yet she always had to hear things frm other classmates or passer-bys that would hurt her even furthur... She even had to giv up a guy, Aso, that i felt she had loved, for fear of becoming a hinder to his life... Her dreams of pursuing her education was reduced to juz being able to help ppl... to complete her diary and lastly to juz simply stay alive with all that she got...
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Happy for her that her diary and all her writings were recognised by the media... and they were spread to many ppl and it was a great help... to let many other handicapped ppl know that they are not alone... to urge them never to give up... and many ppl wrote back to Aya showing their appreciation... The message she had given us, able ppl... is to treasure life and to let us know how lucky we are... not only that... she had also motivated doctors through her fighting spirit... Awesome person isnt she... though she seemed so helpless herself... yet she had unknowingly provided boundless help for others... Though she had passed away, she had already fulfilled her last few wishes...
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Another thing i want to comment was her great family... can understand that they were feeling very very pain deep inside, can really see the warmth and love in their family... its really unexplainable but the way the parents the siblings act really shows that... it wil b far too long to explain but really its soo touching...
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Hmm she had impacted me through this show as well... I learnt alot frm this show so today this entry is to show my appreciation for her too... nothing bout me... cuz compared to her... i can wait... hope her message that she had gone thru pains to note down, gets to everyone as soon as possible...
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Yup as always something good to share again le... "One Litre Of Tears"...