Quitting tuition le... Sad...

Yup ystd tuition... Hmm ok la... juz that Jing Wen's parents requested a change in teacher haha... hmm quite sad la but nvm la hope she does better... Hmm frm next week onwards im not going to go back to teach on Tues and Thurs le... cuz the time slot for the two jobs clash... So decided to take more pictures of them... Oh hope Swee San can take over my place over there...



The store room where we put all our books there... haha looks so messy nobody cleans it up de but nvm la...





Our classroom where everyone studies hard lol... everybody went home le so empty... usually is quite packed...



At last got a chance to let u all c my secound proudest student lol... This is Sek Heng... haha he looks very funny and talks in a very slow and cute manner... best of all he is super bright... though in this pic he looks weird lol...

LOL Wei Jie and Sek Heng acting cool...

Hao Yong again soooo cute...

This is Yuan Jie... hmm he is quite weak need to really work hard le... cuz he seems lost at all times... haha lost my patience a few times wif him... but ok la he is a great boy very well behaved... but he needs to learn to think first before saying "teacher wat is this?"


These ppl are also my student... haha no la they are my colleagues... great ppl... the one on the left is Ming Hui she teaching for very long liao le... very experienced Math teacher... the one on the right is JOJO lol... duno y but every1 calls her that... she comes from China... very short look like small kid... she specialises in Chinese... very happy talking and teaching along with them...

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Hmm yup thats all the pics i took haha... Hmm today i caught episodes 6 and 7 of "One litre of tears" hmm nearly dropped a tear... but never la cuz in office... at home maybe wil cry lol...

its really touching... i really admire the courage of the girl... even though ppl look at her in such a way she juz smiled back... even if she knew her illness wil one day worsen she continued her studies... she gave up almost everything she liked doing and yet remain cheerful... and so many other things which would be endless to list all... i was really inspired by one phrase in the episode... "Being handicapped is not a misfortune its juz an incovenience"... i feel it really puts certain physically able ppl to shame... i really respect the positive thinking of the handicapped ppl... Learned to always look at things on the bright side and live life to the fullest... hmm its a great show go catch it ppl...

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Haha nothing more le... something i tot of some time ago so wana share it wif u all... If one day a fortune teller says that your days are numbered wat wil u feel? Hmm most likely very shocked and sad ba... after awhile u would like to make use of your remaining time to accomplish the things u dreamed of... to say i love u to your loved ones... to forgive everyone who offended u... or to impact others... and maybe other things too... But if u tink about it, everybody's days are numbered... Even a hundred years is also numbered... It may be long in our context... but if lets say that everybody would live to a thousand years old... and one day a fortune teller say that u wil die at a hundred... it wil hav the same effects on u... wouldn't it... So its not the matter of how long... its the mindset... Yup my point is that our lives are already numbered so its up to the individual weather he or she wants to make a difference or to continue thinking that life is long and continue wasting it away... so live life as though it was numbered by treasuring every second... time is precious... haha so friends your days are numbered... do something about it...

Great Job...

Haha my NS got news le... i suld b enlisting on July 27... because lucky my aunt who is a MP wrote to the army ppl and asked them bout it... den they gave me a slot... about two months left liddat before goin in... Muz really do something great and enjoy myself in the remaining times...
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Hmm talk abit about ystd first ba... hmm went back home and watched the last 30min of "The Beggining" on channel 8... I dun feel its as nice as the advertisement la... but i believe as the show progresses it wil turn out better... today gona miss it again cuz of tuition... Yup after that dota wif milton... won one match lost one match... Ystd was totally drained i slept at 2am sharp... forgot to practise guitar oso zzz... today also dragged myself off my warm bed to go to work lol...
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Hmm ystd also got a person came and gave me briefing about the accounting thingy of my job... lol she briefed for awhile den we end up chatting... but she taught me all the things liao... i juz completed a portion of it today... yup... send letters record things haha quite fun la this job even for the accounting part...
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Oh ya im starting to watch a new drama called "one litre of tears"... tink its a rather well known drama as i had heard alot bout it... Its about a girl who got a incurable diesease and how she managed life... i heaven got to the touching part yet but its already starting to stir me... yup the love of parents are great... Life is indeed unpredictable... so appreciate and treasure everything and everyone kk... Im looking forward to finishing it by this week haha... my job rox... can follow drama during work... lol...
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Hmm tink im gona miss Pastor Kong's sermon bout pop culture... my job is great but one thing... u cant take leave de... u wan leave can but muz find replacement... so short time how to find ne? and next week i tink i cant even go back to tuition on tue and thurs le... v sad...
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As always something good to share at the end... Lately working at CC found out alot of gossips and backstabbings going around... Hmm this even forced a person to resign... Hmm felt quite sad for the person la... Yup the words frm another person can either make you or break you... If u got nothing good to say den dun say it... If u really need to voice out... tell it to the person in private... Do not speak behind a person... if u do that the person might not even hav the chance to change... Yup others wun giv him or her the chance after wat u said... Afterall bad things spreads easily... If u said it out accidentally apologise ba... most importantly tink before u speak ba... yup thats wat i feel... Im hav this prob oso but trying to tackle it... friends take care wor...

Bored here...

Now at work... nothing much to do also la... so blog awhile lo haha...
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Hmm ystd tuition alot of students came... the whole centre was packed la... but something that im quite unhappy la... Mr Chua took almost all my students... cuz im a little late... was held back at my CC work... haiz duno y liddat... i can help him to handle de... but he chose to kip running about and managing almost all by himself... i duno la maybe im tinking too much... i feel he tinks i am not doing my job well... or maybe he juz wana help while i ate my dinner... i duno... but i can handle also de ma... sigh Jing Wen's parents say her math got 4/20... duno y she so weak... tink cuz of that den Mr Chua wana secure the other students for me... den ystd hao boon and hao yong ask so many basic questions that can be found in the text book when today is their science paper... shows that they never study at all... damm sian tink today their science paper also cant make it le la... Very discouraged... tried my best to teach them liao le... sigh maybe my teaching method wrong ba... duno stil wana go back to teach after this week anot... this Thursday try again ba... if all the students not doing well tink im not going back le... i like them is one thing... but the important thing is that im not producing enough results though haiz...
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Hmm suddenly tot of u again... Hmm been three days since we chat le... never saw u online again... hmm wonder how r u le... haha u used to support me even if the sky falls... things are real different... it seems just like ystd that we parted... ya take care though...
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Im afraid i cant watch the 7pm channel 8 show le im not gona make it back home in time sigh... hmm muz wait for replay next time le haha... but every1 who had watched it tell me the story kk :)
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Ystd had a inspiration to write a song again... scribbled some lyrics.. sounds nice but not very impactful... gona take my time wif this slowly... dunwana rush here and there... hmm i found out i got not much time to practise my guitar le... only frm 2am to 3am... i cant practise beyond the time cuz tml working le... yea muz find more time to practise... im learning barre chords le... zzz so pain how did u guys do it... jia you la...
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Yup nothing much le... juz wana say practise makes perfect... how much your heart longs for it will determine how much results u will get... There is no pro who had never been a noob... so perservere in your trainings and studies... smilez ppl...

Working again le lol...

Lately feeling very dull sad all these la... alot of reasons but also not very clear la dun wish to talk much la but im feeling better... Ya lo muz perservere through this darkened days la in order to live brighter... though its hard... but can la juz need more strength to go on... jia you
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Hmm ystd went to watch Spiderman 3 with Bryan... awesome show la everyone should watch it... A action movie wif a little taste of love... juz to my liking... This is a darkened world... the only light left is love... even criminals do things out of love... sometimes love makes us do unwise things as well... powerful thing huh... but its great... Somethings that i cant accept lol... spiderman kissed a girl in front of Mary Jane... Hmm not very wise la... den Mary Jane also go kiss another guy zzzz lol... but show only la... Spiderman went to her rescue and desperately tried to save her despite his own suffering... hmm touching... Tink Mary Jane was greatly touched... Luckily they back together at the end... Haha happy endings rox... ya rox... sigh haha when wil mine come... The actions was WOW... fighting scenes were so cool la... i like Venom alot la... cuz it looks cool but duno why he was a bad guy in the movie... he should also be a good guy... haha he died so fast la sad was wanting to c him again in spiderman 4... maybe there wil be the Lizard or better stil maybe even Carnage... For me i rate it 4.5 hearts over 5 hearts haha... haha ppl use star so i use heart... Go catch it soon yea...
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After that went to connect group and listened to a great deal la... stil about a lesson on progressive commitment... Yup nid to let go of certain things to continue moving on brightly wif life...
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Hmm ystd quarreled wif my mum bout internet connections again... its the second time le haiz was supposed to kip myself frm flaring up but den always after scolding here and there and everything den i start feeling guilty... yup nvm dun dwell on it so much juz need to remind myself again and again...
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Oh ya picture of my students as promised... i forgot to upload two pics again!!! nvm next time wil let u all c more again... Haha this is rebecca a very cute student la... very angelic when she study den when she play she very noisy one de leh lol... so loud... she is in primary 1 now la hope she wil improve cuz she is not totally under me so im not really clear on her studies...

This is Jing Wen haha the cutest girl in the whole centre la i tink... she sooo shy la when i take her pic haha den she forced out this smile... she can do better then in this pic... sometimes she also wil ask stupid question but den she wil giv u this innocent smile den u also wil smile back at her de... Hmm she stil doesnt know alot of things but cute girl la really lol every teacher likes her de... I wil try my best to aid her...

Ok Agnes again... duno y she gib this face... slap her piak piak lol... Haha no ar no ar stil very cute lol... took this on the Saturday morning tuition... when i was sleepy and everyone else was sleepy... including her la...




This guy Ali is the cream in our centre tink the oldest and most clever student la... maybe cuz he is already in sec 4 la... juz explain abit here and there and he understands it all le... cool la handsome guy somore haha... hope he does well for his O levels...
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Haha thats all for my students la gona c them again later le woot...

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Yup last Friday went back and took the same MRT wif Wee Ling... i was going home she was meeting her boyfriend David... Haha never tot they two would b together... i was wrong la... haha in fact i was wrong about alot of other things too haha... Yup they two now are strong together... David is in the police force la... haha both of them are my good friends frm JC... wish them lotsa luck wif their relationship...

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Sleepy rite? so long entry... but muz wake up for this gd thing le wor... Something i learnt ystd... Everyone is juz like a key... unique in their ways... everyone has a purpose here on earth... dun be discouraged if this friend is smarter den you or more good looking den you... Every key unlocks a different door... even a handicapped person have the power to impact others to hav a positive spirit... that is something that Brad Pitt cant do very well... though He can influnence others in different ways... Everyone are made at a high price and everyone is made to accomplish different tasks... So dun wry bout it... hav faith and never feel inferior... u all wil find ur door one day... To all my friends thanx for the caring yea appreciate it alot... take care le... bb

Troubled...

Hmm ystd juz received my uni admission for environmental engineering admission... yup im relieved la at last got a uni would want me le...now waiting for my NS letter only... zzz duno wat they doing de... but really thank God for this le... To all those who hav not received hope u all wil get it asap yea...

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Hmm ystd night was very funny... a cockroach flew inside my brother's room... den he went to take a cup and cup the coackroach on the wall den tell me to take a piece of paper to slide beneth the cup so that the cockroach wun escape and because he nid to transport it out of his room... He was very scared la when doing it den i juz stand aside then support him mentally cuz im very scared of this thing too... haha after that he went into the toilet intending to throw it into the toilet bowl... i continue watching tv when he called me again... i went to the toilet then saw him violently shaking the cup wif the cockroach inside... he say he want to make it dizzy and would not fly off when he threw it in the toilet bowl... he saw me den said hey can u get ready the water to pour into the toilet bowl as soon as i thow the cockroach in?... haha of cuz i rejected la wat if it flew out and landed on me... haha den he c me not willing to help den he say 'orh u stand there lo' den he continue shaking the cup violently... haha intend to stun the coackroach more... for safety... haha it was hilarious la we both laughed... i dun tink i gave a gd description haha but nvm he managed to wash the cockroach down the toilet bowl...

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Today was so tired feel like slping during tuition...den today was suppose to go church de but end up never... partly im very tired and also there is alot of things bothering me that make me lose to heart to go back... though my life is blessed by God... but...haiz i duno how to put it la very confused... feeling terrible but duno for wat... I myself dun even understand... haiz tink run away for a moment ba...

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Hmm today while practising guitar my brother say y ur pattern of strumming all the same de... hmm i oso tink so... i only know one type only... nobody really had the heart to teach me for long hrs though... ya so much wana ask n learn... hmm nvm slowly practise the foundations that i hav first ba... Oh ya my father knows how to play the guitar too... my mum said when he first arrived in singapore he only has a few clothes some money and a guitar... haha i never ask him to play b4 la but i would love to hear it... My father is a great man... loves me alot but last time i kip looking down on him... haiz wat an asshole... Now im trying to treat my parents as good as possible le... friday blew up for 1 sec den felt very guilty over it... nvm slowly ba yea...

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Today watched return of the condor heroes again... Yang Guo grow up le... hmm frankly the computer effects is making me quite sian la... cuz really too fake le... but haha wana c the whole story on tv la... maybe i'll read my comic again...

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Hmm milon writing a new song le... haha tink he completing it by tml ba... yea... should be a great one...

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Yup that all le hmm nid to share a positive thing... Hmm anger clouds the mind... control it or be controlled... haha should heard it ba? but how many can do it? Haha i guess majority have this problem ba... Jia you le can de...

 

Third day at work...

Hmm ystd uploaded pics to photobucket.. at last can put pics on my blog le... me now at work... 3 ppl only in the morning... so im quite free... Ya since can update pics... i did a little something bout my past... Bout her... to express my thanx for her... Very emotional when doing the thing... lucky the camera in my workplace is facing my back... and not my face... yea kinda reminds me alot of things... hope she can be happy foreva...
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Hmm ystd work was very slack at CC i watched a movie Rob B Hood on the internet haha... cuz really no ppl the earnings for the time is only $57... which after deducting my pay is only about $10 for the company... Ya no ppl lo... after 530am i went to teach tuition liao le...
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Sian... im facing a problem... i can only do one job only liao... cuz my timing in the CC is frm 10am to 7pm le... i cant make it back in time for tuition haiz... ystd i teach the students they seem to understand it at one go... I feel im making great progress on my teaching i dunwan stop here... i like the students alot... i wana c them do well... den the teachers there who taught me how to teach... Mr Chua... and Mr Tiing and the other collegues... i had fun working wif them... i really like the place alot... haiz got to work something out la... i only got a week to settle this... i nid ppl who wans a job on Saturdays... yea pls tag me if u want... Ystd took some pics of some students yup here they are...


This is Wei Jie bright kid... I taught him the importance of models haha though its a small thing but i feel proud of him... he came wif gd grades le... he's maintaining and doing even better now... yup another bright kid is Sek Heng i dunhav his photo yet but he's v v cute too... both are primary 3 and great students... these two are my potential A students haha...

Hao Boon is the guy wearing specs he is primary 5 now... Hao Yong is the other one and he is primary 4 now... they hav a little sister Gracia... they come to tuition together de... Hao Boon is smart la but i tink he is overdependent on teachers... he needs to know how to solve the question himself... Hao Yong is my best friend the way he smile is really handsome and cute leh u feel like pinching him... He wil play play wif u at the beggining of the lesson but if u get stern he wil pay attention... though he's not very strong but i hope i can do more for him yea... Gracia is quite a playful student la haha she is the weakest... cuz at times really cant get her to study even other teachers oso cant do anything bout it... ya theres the pic wif Gracia wif Hao Yong... They always fight de... but they look so angelic... thats the thing bout kids... fight one moment and hug the next :) Y cant adults b liddat too??

This is Agnes the new student who came lately she looked alot like my cousin Wen Xin and her smile is the same also... she's a cute and beautiful girl... hmm was teaching her English ystd... she is very mature for a primary 4 student... ya... had fun chatting and joking wif her... Very happy though she is new she is clicking well wif me... that wil make my teaching easier...

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Haha yup tml wil upload the other students so u all can c wat they look like la... i like my students alot... hope they wil all grow up to be great ppl wif bright futures...

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Ya as always a gd thing at the end of the entry...Hmm ok this... Silence is golden... every1 take some time to reflect on yourself before u slp... 5 min maybe... juz remain silent and think... wat hav i been doing today... is it correct? or is it wrong... den take the neccessary actions to do even more if ur correct and to stop if its wrong... A change in character wil only begin when u yourself realise that u hav a problem... u tell it to yourself... take care friends...

My Precious Memories...

Me and the best girl in my life...







She loved everything that i loved...




Trying out my

brand new jerseys...





Doing happy things together...

She at my home...

Us at Seoul Garden...

She loves ice cream...

I love chicken meat and of cuz her too...

Though Im bad at times...

She was always forgiving...

Always...

Our graduation night picture...

She looked awesome...

Forever my dear...

But all is too late now...

How i Wish it was not...

How i wish for another day with you...

How i wish that fate wil bring us back...

Till that day...

All i can say is...

I will never break my promise to u...

Thanx for the precious memories...

Thanx for the precious happiness...

I love u... Foreva n eva babe...

And it will never change...

Thanx (-____-,)

Second day at work...

Hmm ystd never blog becuz was abit emo at night yea... now im working lo... since nothing to do so blog now la haha...
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This job was great la hmm it has alot of free times for u to do whatever u want la... sometimes can even play counterstrike here lol... now its 1030am le stil no customers coming in... Hmm this job is like a lanshop cashier... yup but not as advanced as a real lanshop la... u hav to count the time by yourself de... there are only two games here... maple story and counterstrike... to be honest i find it sadening la to c so many students coming here juz say play all the way to the closing time... some students even came at 1030am... hmm wondering if they skip sch lo... wan play den play after sch la... dun go sch sure hard to catch up de... hmm hope they understand la... dun lose your future to the virtual world... cuz i almost lost it myself even though i was not as bad as them la... i stil go sch stil do homework yea... my results stil sux... Hmm thats my 10 cents worth of advice la... this job is only on Wednesday Friday and Sunday... i tink one month later wil change to everyday le... cuz now got two ppl in charge of the job so muz split the days evenly... so tink one month later my tuition job no more le...
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Later going tuition hmm i really like it there... dun really wana quit lo... i love the kids there... some la ahahaha no no cant bias... i tink i friend friend wif them too much le den sometimes they wil bargain wif me bout the work i give them... hmm today muz change muz b super stern yea... Nah dun tink its me style haha i very soft hearted de... its my strength and my great weakness... -
Hmm i found out something bout myself i cant slp early... i muz wait til im beat den its safe to slp... ystd i lay in bed for 2 whole hrs... trying to slp and pass on to the new day... when i cant slp... i tink... when i tink... i will emo... when i emo i cant slp... haiz this has been wif me for a long time le... maybe thats y im slping so late everyday...
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Hmm sometimes i can talk to God... sometimes i juz need somebody there... though friends u all were great... but theres stil a little something missing... the thing that i hav in the past... which i dun now... its so hard to explain... though we chat... but the way we chat hurts me... I thank God for his arrangements but... y this ne? y? A part of me know to forget is the only way... but a part of me wants to reme... even if its to hurt... at least i stil reme...
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Sry for the negative thingy hmm let me tink of somthing gd ba... hmm oh ya... Garrett once shared this... yea... i changed it abit to the context of non chirstians... Here goes... If we talk about how great we use to be in the past... something is wrong... you are not as good now le... Always change and work towards excellence... let your light in the past be blinded by the light which you shine now... Let your present be your brightest light always... Amen to that... take care all...

Success...

Hmm today waked at 130pm cuz ystd hanged out quite long during supper wif wilson and milton... tink we 330am den went home... we never eat anything juz drank a glass of milk... zzzz so sweet like adding condensed milk to water liddat... after that talk talk abit here and there then went home le hahaha...
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Yeah success today during tuition i was very very patient :) haha i taught two students how to write a gd eng compo... its my 1st time teaching bout this and i hope my method is effective... hope tml they can hav great ideas for the titles they are writing... Today two new students came to the centre haha i tink the amount of students coming in are increasing quickly... today juz got my pay... $185 for one month... though its little but i hardly spend much la cuz no movies no eating out yup... haha but i would love to spent it the way i did last time... ya lo...
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Tml working le its my 1st day... i duno how to go there yet leh so muz wake way early before the time to report for work... den wee ling sick cant go work tml so she cannot show me where the place... scared tml get lost or what de... hmm wil try my best to do the job rite yea... haha tml shall update on how my work was...
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Short entry for a change...
Haha something to share which Bryan told me some time ago... When you are down to nothing... God is up to something... yup so if you are having your down sides in life... dun wry... cuz the rainbow is juz behind the tears that covers your vision... take care everybody :)

Completed...

Haha 1st things 1st paragraphing... Hmm sry last time never leave paragraphs one look muz b v irritated ba haha... Nvm muz learn haha...
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Hmm ystd stayed up but thought about how the song goes... c if its nice tested and added the chords... duno if the chords were correct... i juz noe that it sounds nice wif it can le haha... hmm stil duno how to put the chords juz by listening to the tune not up to the level yet haha.. scully all wrong de... but nvm EVERYTHING MUZ LEARN haha yea... the song is titled "默默" had a hard time tinkin of a title actually... Yup tink put this more suit le haha... Bored??? I noe next paragraph... wun bored le ba haha
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Wow ystd i saw fear factor couple's special at 230am... fear factor is a reality show where ppl compete for a million dollars... they hav to complete or beat the others in timing in a stunt... yup though this couple's special i seen b4 le but i stil wana watch again... there are 8 diff couples a few has been eliminated already yup... i already knew who won the million dollars... it was a married couple... haha last night they were doing a stunt which involves taking 5 flags the fastest yup... den the guy fell but held on to something... it was not allowed... they were fouled and the number of flags they obtained were only 3.. cuz after the penalty the flags taken was not counted... it seemed like the end of the road for them they were most likely be eliminated... cuz taking 5 flags was not a big prob... beating the timing was... the host asked the wife hey how do u feel?? the wife said i dun feel anything cuz its not my fault... haha it was a nasty comment... the husband juz smiled... the wife noticed her mistake seeing her husband feeling guilty... smiled... and gave him a kiss on the cheeks haha thats all... it was juz like saying that nvm dear u mean more than a millon bucks to me... haha yup at last another team commited the exact same penalty and got zero flags... haha the married couple went thru to the finals liddat haha... besides this, the married couple oso showed support for each other in their other stunts which i would not mention haha...
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Haha v happy to c marilyn and sue ping yeah long time never talk to them le hope they wil leave their emails in the tag box asap yea haha...
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Tml labour day... but stil hav to work tuition yup cuz exams coming le muz help the students... tml muz b very patient muz do a gd job!! cuz thats my duty muz responsible... hope they can do well for their exams la... if they were to come back saying yea i got band 1 so easy the test... i wil b very very happy hahaha... speaking of job actually the CC job i found its only working for 4 hrs per day yea liddat only 1 week only got $165 if count both jobs together... hope can increase the working hrs asap...
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Yup tat all... later 1am gona go supper wif milton and wilson... haha sry if its a little long haha but its juz bout 5 min la haha... Treasure everybody wor take lots of care ppl!!!