Sian...

Im drifting away frm my family le... not tat im not drifted b4... juz tat its more le... haix hard to explain... dun feel like closing back the distance anymore... juz let it widen ba... sick of this le... next time juz walk the road by myself...
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Wana go out everybody also not free de... after exams all got plans go out wif gf, jobs and CCA and other stuffs... sigh... so many nice movies now lo... hard for me to get weekends tat im free... i free den others not free zzz sian...
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Rough time for me lately... cant seem to do anything right and as planed... demoralised man...
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Field camp in Tekong from Monday to Thursday... i'm gona hav to book in today so tat i can make it in time tml... hate field camps man... not constructive... juz wasting time... sit there and stare blankly at ppl doing excercise... 4 days also duno wat im gona do there...
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Haix abit sad leh... duno why... sigh...

Extra Duties...

Sian got an extra duty for forgetting to paste the drug allergy sticker on a patient's registration slip... im not usually the one to paste the sticker... but its also my responsibilty to check la... so its also my fault la... abit sian leh so many weekends burnt liao stil hav to serve extra haha... nvm learn it the hard way ba... next time wil remember lol...
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Friday i went for my medical appointment for chest pain... the doctor very weird he keep checking on symptons for Marfans syndrome... Hmm cuz last time a specialist told me i dun hav that diesease liao... so duno why he stil check... den he send me for backbone scan... zzz... den he brought so many ppl into the consultation room to look at me... i tink got 5 ppl there... feel like telling the doctor to address the main problem but too many ppl le... pai seh...
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I've decided le... once the new batch of medics come into our camp... i wil confirm garantee plus chop go book for driving lessons and guitar lessons... i keep procrastinating for so long already... Im wasting so much so much time... zzz...
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Hmm my three gd friends... Ben Milton and Wilson... exams coming le... wish them good luck haha... dun tink they wil hav any problem la... poly seems to be nothing to them haha... Hmm k late le... gona practice a little guitar b4 i go sleep le... Nitex ppl...

Valentines Day...

Hmm blogging at night... Valentines Day is gona end soon le... this is a special day for me when i was 16 haha... first time i ever felt something like this... it was a great feeling... and that feeling lasted... yup this song is something which i really really like a lot...
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Irresistable

The Corrs

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You're irresistible You're mine

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Don't want you for the weekend

Don't want you for a day

Don't need a love divided

Don't wanna feel this way

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See I want you to need me (the way I need you)

Just like I need you (the way I see you)

And I want you to see me

Like no-one before

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You're irresistible, natural, physical

It's indefinable, magical, illogical

So make-you-mineable... You're mine

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So can't you see I'm tortured

Oh, can't you hear my pain

If you just let me show you

I'll be your summer rain

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Then you'll feel that you want me (the way I'm feeling)

Just like I want you (the way I want you)

And you know nothing's better

It's like nothing before

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You're irresistible, natural, physical

It's indefinable, magical, illogical

So make-you-mineable... You're mine

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Now you feel what I'm feeling (don't you feel what I'm feeling)

Don't you know that it's more (it can take you places)

It can take you places

Like never before

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You're irresistible, natural, physical

It's indefinable, magical, illogical

So make-you-mineable... You're mine

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U used to ask me why i sent that msg during Valentines Day... And I've always told you the same things again... haha... Hmm so many things that i stil wana say... but when i cool it and tink about it... the best thing to do is always not saying anything... No gifts... just a song... to tell u again once more... trust it'll make u happy haha...
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Happy Valentines Day...
Its been great knowing you...

New Song... and its Jap...

YUI - Good-bye days

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Dakara ima ai ni yuku

Sou kimetanda

POKETTO no

kono kyoku wo

Kimi ni kikasetai

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Sotto VORYUUMU wo agete

Tashikamete mita yo

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oh Good-bye days ima

Kawaru ki ga suru

Kinou made ni so long

Kakkoyoku nai

yasashi sa ga soba ni aru kara

la la la la with you

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Katahou no

IYAFON wo

Kimi ni watasu

Yukkuri to nagarekomu

Kono shunkan

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Umaku aisete imasu ka?

Tama ni mayou kedo

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oh Good-bye days ima

Kawari hajimeta

mune no oku alright

Kakkoyoku nai

yasashi sa ga soba ni aru kara

la la la la with you

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Dekireba kanashii

Omoi nante shitaku nai

Demo yatte kuru desho?

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Sono toki egao de

Yeah hello!! my friend nante sa

Ieta nara ii no ni...

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Onaji uta wo kuchizusamu toki

Soba ni ite I wish

Kakkoyoku nai yasashi sa ni

Aete yokatta yo...

la la la la Good-bye days...

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Translation...

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YUI - Good-bye Days

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So I'm going to go see you right now, that's what I've decided

I want to have you listen to this song, that I have in my pocket

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Quietly, I turned up the volume,

to make sure that it was there

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Oh good-bye days, right now

I've got the feeling that things are going to change; so long

to everything up until yesterday

An uncool kindness is at my side

La la la laWith you

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I pass one ear phone over to you

And this moment slowly streams over to you

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Can you really love me?

Even though I sometimes lose my way

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Oh good-bye days, right now

things inside my heart have begun to change, alright

An uncool kindness is at my side

La la la la With you

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If possible, I'd like to not have sad feelings

But they'll come to me, won't they?

In those times, it would be good, if only I could say

"Yeah, hello! My friend", with a smile

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When we both are humming the same song, I wish for you to be by my side

I'm glad that we were able to meet each other, with such an uncool kindness...

La la la la Good-bye days...

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I heard this song on tv when another singer sang it using a guitar... catchy tune so decided to check it out... the more i listened to it the nicer it gets haha... though i dun really understand the jap lyrics... but frm the translation can understand it la... YUI is a great jpop rock singer... and the best part is she plays song which is based alot on guitar lol... there are alot more songs by her which are equally superb which i tink i wil upload it in two weeks time...

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Chinese New Year was juz like any other year nothing special... haha but the long holiday is really great la... love the freedom of sleeping at any time... yup nothing much le... something to share...

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"In all my years I have learned one thing: hold on tight to things dear to you, even if you don't feel a pull against your hands, because if you hold on loosely, one strong pull can take everything all away..."

Janet Diane Belland...

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Take care ppl... hope u all enjoy the song... and oh ya may all your wishes and dreams come true in the following year... smilez...

Woo Outing...

Ystd went to meet up wif Jun Hao, Eric and David... haha long time never see them le... alot of things to catch up... haha we had dinner at the food court on top... as usual I had Korean Cuisine... haha stil as nice as it was everytime... actually we wana go for movie de but den the movies dun look very appealing... so we decided to give it a miss... we walked around Jurong Point and chatted as we looked at the new things on sale haha... After that went arcade play ahwile den made our way home by bus... haha hope to meet up wif them soon...
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Sian some unhappy things happened in camp... its due to me belonging to two places at one time... aiya hard to explain... yup abit sian... hmm and next next week after chinese new year gona go for field camp... last week was super sian in camp... cuz the two ppl who always talk crap wif me, James and Kenny were on leave... time really crawl man...
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I heard Jay's latest concert album in a cd shop on Friday... he sang songs mostly frm his latest album... i tot there's only two songs which are very nice in that particular album... but there's alot more man... i stayed there for very long... bout 30min liddat juz watching it... Jay's voice is really really comfortable to the ears... his normal key is already quite high already... den so talented in music instruments haha... envy haha... felt that his acheivements would be even higher in future...
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Yup nothing much le... haha something relevent... "You were born an original... Don't die a copy..."-- John Mason... I tink thats wat made Jay wat he is today... bringing about chinese rap, his unque way of singing unclearly yet sounding perfectly fine and his great lyrics sense which expresses wat he feels about certain things... haha he's one of a kind man... hmm k la stop here late le wana go slp liao take care ppl...

6 day work week...

This whole month did not hav a full weekend... everytime got weekend medical covers... hmm but tink that's the way it is la... hmm so never go out for super long le... wana go out catch a movie or something de... but everybody seems to be so so busy... poly ppl getting rdy for their end of year exam haha... wish all the poly students good luck on their preparations...
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Today went to play bball wif medical centre ppl... after 6 points i fall out... cuz i forgot to cut my stupid toe nail... tink when i brake too fast... the whole nail on my first toe cracked upwards alittle... bad thing is that it did not crack fully so i can but it out... zzz now blood clot inside... cant jump cant run cant even walk normally... super sian man... injure this injure that everytime i try to do such things...
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Lately feel very gloomy leh... get very frustrated very fast... duno why... maybe cuz nothing to look forward to... nothing to think about... juz blankly passing life... zzz... tink the whole of last year was a blank year for me...
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Aiya sadness aside... here to introduced an old song... i heard this song ystd la... was quite attracted to the tune... haha then checked out the original artist... it is one of my favourite male artist's song... one that is recorded in his first album when he was not so famous yet... both the tune and the lyrics are very nice... yup hope u all take some time to listen and enjoy it...
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靠岸

林宇中

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作词:林秋离, 张丽念

作曲:李志清

编曲:吴庆隆

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你坐在我身边

可是表情很不自然

聊的话很半凡

却很悲伤

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你说你不相信

活着就足为了梦想

甚至你更怀疑

什么是地久天长

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咖啡麻醉不了孤单

只会让心更烫

哦都一样

所谓梦想

终究飘飘荡荡

在迷乱的台北流浪

寻找一个幻想

突然很渴望

在我身上找到你要的靠岸

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这一刻当我们都感觉到彼此的心愿

爱情早已经开始始思念早己经蔓延

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咖啡麻醉不了孤单

只会让夜更长

我也一样

飘飘荡荡

眼神交换迷惘

在冷漠的台北流浪

找一个避风港

突然很渴望

在你身上也找到我要的靠岸

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Haha nice chorus tune and i really liked the lyrics of both the first and second chorus haha... this Malaysian artist hav a very unique voice leh... i like it alot... and he plays the guitar too haha.. he's getting more and more famous le... hope he realeases his third album in the near future...

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In my world now... only listening to such great songs wil bring up my spirits alittle... inspire me alot and also i like to imagine the scene that the artist is trying to portray... zzz i know this sounds girly... but hey it really is touching lol and it helps you to appreciate and understand the song in another level... haha yup yup nothing much le...

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"You may not see what you've been given... After what has been taken away... Just remember... From the darkest of nights... Always come the brightest days..."

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Take care ppl... another new week for me... hope it'll be passed more meaningfully... smilez always :)

Back pain...

LOL i tink i sprained my back during shuttle run... duno whether is i too weak or too long never do le... super pain leh... now cant stand straight lol... look like an idiot... sian man... sometimes when wana train up den see my body condition liddat den aiya juz feel like leaving it there dun train...
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Man dun even know my IPPT can stil pass anot... pull up drop to 6... shuttle run drop to 9.8... standing broad jump no change 243... 2.4 duno can make it anot... got two months never run le... haha i wana get promoted leh... Lance Corporal got extra $20 wahaha... but muz pass all these den they wil consider promoting me...
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To be honest im starting to like the medical centre there le... alot of crappy ppl... jokers... slakers... haha but they're all great ppl to be with la... even the Doctors are super friendly haha... today doctor stil prank call me LOL... AFC or medical centre both oso can la... (as long as no field camps lol)
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Tml doing medical centre duty so gona book in today le... but heng doing wif the very good medics haha... suld hav fun la... bringing in DVDs guitar and stuff haha... my sergeant there bringing in tons of food i guess haha... do duty wif them very shiok de... though is a Saturday la haha...
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"Don't brood about the future... Don't dwell upon the past... Live for today... For that is going fast... -- Krow..." Live it up ppl take care le... hav an awesome weekend...

TIME!!!

Hmm dun tink I'm going back to Army Fitness Centre le... senior medic and MO wana keep me in medical centre... duno why leh... hmm abit sian la... but stil not confirmed... juz hope the high ranking ppl in AFC wants me to go back... aiya... sian chances are very very low...
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Im not sticking to my goals that I've set for this year... side tracked for a week le... haix... sometimes really lack the will power and the motivation to do so... sigh...
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Guitar now also never really touch much... duno how to plan the time for my guitar lessons... same problem goes for my intended driving lessons... my timing so irregular with all the medical covers assigned to me now that i am staying in the medical centre... how leh... dunwana waste time and keep on waiting le... sian duno la see how it goes first...
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Found something nice which i like alot... "The bad news is that time flies... The good news is that you're the pilot." -- Michael Altshuler... haha inspiring... but sian la i duno how to pilot my time now zzz... tc ppl enjoy ur week cya soon...

Back frm field camp...

Juz came back frm field camp not long before... the boredom was really terrible... next time muz bring entertainment things there... hmm hope no next time la... tink my life is shortened by a day or so frm all the passive smoking... everybody is lighting up one after another, super funny... i siam here den there come...
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Found out that my medic friend Razif used to be a chef in a restaurant... lol he taught me a thing or two... no i stil cant cook... but i told my mum the recipe that he told me and den really the food turned out nice haha... cooking can be very fun if u trial and error... maybe can get something super nice...
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Lately been tinking alot again... ever heard of the phrase... master of all trades but good at none... Hmm tink im the master of little trades and yet stil good at none... hmm sometimes when i tink about my life really feel discouraged... aiya duno wat to do now... dunwana tink about it also...
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Long time no blog le... lost some interest to blogging... but i stil love songs haha... i love my song collection lots... 30hrs of music le... means wat ne? haha change song lo... muz help promote good music de... today's song is by a well known female artist "梁静茹" yup super famous... sang many many songs that topped the charts... haha since all the songs frm the top charts we all know so no point promoting... so gona change a song which i tink is not a well known one...
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别人的天长地久

梁静茹

词:陈没

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一闪而过回声轰隆

电光石火摩擦心痛

一瞬间加速度

坠落在寂寞公路

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哪里找我的梦被偷的梦

偷偷的逃走了不见了

一无所有了

一辈子晃晃悠悠

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你说的一天不够

不够你爱我

不够长不够久

你要的为爱而活

怎么忘了我

好羡慕你能拥有

别人的天长地久

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一笑而过爱恨酸楚

回忆的毒开满罂粟

飙着泪的光速

一个人栽进孤独

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摇曳点一盏灯点亮萤火

远远的飞走了熄灭了

蠢蠢欲动

在风中留一个梦

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你说的一天不够

不够你爱我

不够长不够久

你要的为爱而活

怎么忘了我

好羡慕你能拥有

别人的天长地久

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I included the person who wrote the lyrics cuz i really like the way the chorus is being written, expressed and of cuz sang... An emotional song bout the feeling of a person who encountered a broken promise due to a third party... really pours out the bitter feeling... its juz like wat the broken heart wil feel within... Juz a simple question... "Why"...
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Nothing much le... tml muz wake up super early... share something short and sweet... "Old friends make the best antiques..." haha true yea... take care ppl enjoy the song... cya soon...

New song lo hurray...

Hmm ystd went to my youngest uncle's house to celebrate a belated Christmas haha... our family tradition... was actually out with Jun Hao, David and Eric, but they were gona watch a movie... as i've seen all the movies that were screening that day... i told them to go ahead with the movie plan while i go see my relatives... hmm everytime i go see them... some ppl wil amaze me by the way they had changed haha... my cousin Wen Xi is now taller den her elder sis le... never noticed that... 165 le... thats like my sec 3 height... Simon and Nicole had slimmed down alot... and many more la haha... had a nice meal there...
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On my way home... my father talked bout his job... seems like his superior is giving him some work load that is not supposed to be done by him... even on his leave days, that guy stil wan him to go back... its been going on for quite a few years le... seriously F him man... take advantage of him not being able to switch his job easily... sometimes i really feel for my parents... becuz of this home need to endure all the shit thrown at them... hmm my parents are thinking bout setting up a small business outside if the superior continues with his shit... though i know it is difficult and risky... i wil stil give my full support la... can fork out all my savings if it is required... somore my bro studies business and can offer his advice... so should not be a problem... but see how it goes la... nothing is decided yet... juz hope that superior of his wakes up man...
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LOL last week during guard duty on Thursday... was doing the sentry duty... seriously bored... so started to reflect bout myself... wat am i gona do with my life that is in a mess now... in future?... all these time wasted wil be gone juz liddat... hmm i took out a paper and wrote my goals down and stuff... I've decided to cut down on Dota le... slowly la haha... spend more time on guitar... with family... and after i've been posted to AFC, i wil go take my driving lessons... and of cuz personal improvement too... yup yup... left the slip of paper in my wallet so i muz stick to it...
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Hmm queued next on my list of nice nice songs is this song by... "戴佩妮"... tink she's been singing for quite a long time le... so many albums by her... this song really grabbed me when i first heard it bout few months back... i tink another singer sang this song on tv... thats how i got to know the song la... the lyrics are really meaningful... simple thoughts by an individual expressed in words... i tink its really awsome la...
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街角的祝福

戴佩妮

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多少个秋多少个冬

我几乎快要被治愈好

但还是会只因为一个重覆的话题

就无心自扰

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也曾想过若真遇见

我们应该如何是好

我想我还是会站在某一个街角

不让你看到

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只因为我不想打扰

只因为怕你解释不了

只因为现在你的眼睛里

她比我还重要

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我只好假装我看不到

看不到你和她在对街拥抱

你的快乐我可以感受得到

这样的见面方式对谁都好

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我只好假装我听不到

听不到别人口中的她好不好

再不想问

也不想被通知到

反正你的世界我管不了

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若不想问若不想被通知到

就把祝福留在街角

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The last phrase was really the icing on the cake... makes me think alot haha... this piece is written by the singer herself... haha respect her man... love this song alot... tried to play in on guitar... dun really sound nice... yet... haha hope u all enjoy it...
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Haha one more thing today is my Mum's birthday... duno her age... never ask haha... but dun worry dun worry stil young lol... yup happy birthday le mum... its not that i bu ting hua... is u ting bu dong lol... no la jk... i love u haha...
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Nothing much le... i know super long and boring haha sry bout that... something to share before i go... "Even if I don't reach all my goals, I've gone higher than I would have if I hadn't set any... -- Danielle Fotopoulis..." Take care le ppl... new year coming le so SMILEZ haha...