"Love is like a violin. The music may stop now and then, but the strings remain forever."

OMG... Bend it like Jolie...

2008-07-04T23:03:00.006+08:00

Today just watched the Movie "Wanted"... This movie is like awesome la... the actions are like sooo cool... And Angelina OMG... she really suit this kind of gun shows lol... icings on the cake... she simply just leak out this unintentional coolness... just like Brad Pitt... Im a huge movie fan of Angelina and Brad...
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This movie is about a few people in this world who have the ability to raise their pulse rate to around 400 beats per sec when they feel threatened... therefore with their heart beating so fast, it pumps a huge amount of adrenaline into the brain and hence making the human extremely alert, precise and brings out the individual's highest performance... and hence they can shoot so accurately to the point of bending the route of a bullet by swinging their gun as they fire...
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Yup the story revolves around this few types of ppl... Don't wana be a spoiler for the movie... great twist in the end... love the coolness to the max haha...

Just love the tattoos...
Just love the gun...
Just love the actress...
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Hmm today is my birthday... first present was from my medical centre... BIRTHDAY OFF!! haha... hmm wana thank the ppl who remembered it lol... ting called me around 12am to wish me, haha touched... stil reme lol... hmm gona meet up wif her hopefully next Sat ba... hmm elaine and alison thanx alot too... meet up soon :) some army friends also called to wish me... and many others... My grandparents remembered too lol... erm my mum forgot LOL... but she remembered around evening wahaha... my bro and his GF bought me a jacket which i tink is very nice... some ang baos and thats about all le haha...
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Today was happier den expected for me... not much activites, just satisfied and contended... 20yrs old le... zzz getting old liao le... time seems to pass so fast now when i look back... but why NS so slow one ROFL...
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Hmm ystd night before i sleep... felt this unexplainable feeling... been wanting to write a song on this feeling... but inspiration just came and go... only came up with a few verse before blanking out... tink wil continue it when inspiration hits me again... Bye ppl enjoy your week...

Touching...

2008-06-20T14:45:00.004+08:00

Hmm lately just watched Sex And The City with Jun Hao and Eric and David. LOL 4 guys watching the movie. Not because we wana see anything but cause we got no partner to go watch with hahaha... Hmm i think it should not be titled "Sex and the City". It should be "Love and The City". I felt that this show is quite good la. Alot of smart jokes. Fashion sense of the actresses are damm good. Showing how friends can pull each other up during times of difficulties. Ultimately it has a very lovely and sweet happy ending...
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Hmm to me i feel that love movies are the only type of movies that can really leave an impression in somebody's heart. To me these are money well spent movies. My mum likes horror, my dad likes action. Haha diff people.
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This song is a song I've found. It was played in the movie during new year, when Carrie the lead actress went over to her friend's house to give her a surprise when she's feeling down, simultaneously showing a contrast between some good moments and some frustrating moments between all the characters. Its very hard to explain the images. But it was really a touching scene and with the song the outcome was really really awesome. To all those who have watched it, think you all should remember and know what i mean...
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Auld Lang Syne
Mairi Campbell And Dave Francis
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Should auld acquaintance be forgot,
And never brought to mind?
Should auld acquaintance be forgot,
For auld lang syne
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For auld lang syne, my dear,
For auld lang syne,
We'll tak' a cup o' kindness yet,
For auld lang syne
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And surely ye'll be your pint-stoup,
An' surely I'll be mine;
And we'll tak a cup o kindness yet,
For auld lang syne
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For auld lang syne, my dear,
For auld lang syne,
We'll tak' a cup o' kindness yet,
For auld lang syne
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We twa hae run about the braes,
An pu'd the gowans fine;
And we've wandered mony a weary fit
Sin auld lang syne
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For auld lang syne my Dear,
For auld lang syne,
We'll tak a cup o kindness yet,
For auld land syne
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We twa hae paidl'd i' the burn,
Frae morning sun till dine;
But the seas between us braid hae roar'd
Sin auld lang syne
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For auld lang syne my Dear,
For auld lang syne,
We'll tak a cup o kindness yet,
For auld land syne
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Loving it... Duno why listen to this song abit emo abit touched yet at the same time felt that life really is good... Hope you all enjoy it people take care... haha music simply rox :)

New song...

2008-06-08T21:44:00.004+08:00

Koigokoro
Aikawa Nanase
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Nee oshiete hoshii
Mou modorenaino?
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Tooku namino oto kikoeta kiga shita
Yorisou futarino sukimani
Kobore ochiru omoideno kakera tachiwa
Kotobani naranai setsunai yokan
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Koigokoro atemonaku ima
Yoruni obieteiruwa
Garassu goshino yamini sotto
Namida kakushiteru
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Nee ano hino futari
DREAM uso janaine
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Tsukiga terashidasu yukibano nai silence
Aoi kagega kasanaruyo
Donna tokimo waraiaeta ano korowo
Konnanimo tooku kanjinagara
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Koigokoro hisoyakani ima
Yoruni hagureta mamade
Tokino meironi mayoikonda
Aiwo sagashiteru
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Koigokoro atemonaku ima
Yoruni obieteiruwa
Garassu goshino yamini sotto
Namida kakushiteru
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Koigokoro hisoyakani ima
Yoruni hagureta mamade
Tokino meironi mayoikonda
Aiwo sagashiteru
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Awakening Of Love
Aikawa Nanase
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Is it so? Tell me, I need to know
Can we go back inside already?
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Far away, nothing can be heard, not even a sound
The two of us got close, almost like love
The memories flooded over, falling and breaking to pieces
If there are no words, I have a painful premonition
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Awakening of love, now covering all sounds
I feel scared at night
The glass secretly protects from the darkness
Is my hidden tears
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Is it so? Are those people a couple?
Are my dreams lies?
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The moon shines brightly, my destination is dead silence
The blue shadows pile up in layers
I used to smile when that happens
But's it's so distant now
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Awakening of love, now is a secret
At night, I frequently get lost
Time is a maze, and I lose my way
I will discover love
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Awakening of love, now covering all sounds
I feel scared at night
The glass secretly protects from the darkness
Is my hidden tears
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Awakening of love, now is a secret
At night, I frequently get lost
Time is a maze, and I lose my way
I will discover love
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HOT HOT HOT...

2008-05-22T21:24:00.005+08:00

Wa i wonder how the ppl in army train... the temperature lately have been hitting the unsafe zone quite a number of times... all it takes for me to sweat is to be outside of the medical centre for 10min... seriously super hot... hope nothing happens to our fellow soldiers... haha so drink more water ppl...
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Today i covered my unit Army Fitness Centre's event... its a 6km run before a bball 3v3 tournament... after the 6km run which the Fitness specialist cleared as if was a 6m run... they went to do pull ups... imagine bout a few dozen hot bodies walking around and doing pull ups continuously as if they were push ups... lol abit too pro liao la lol...
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Local show "Super Band" will be airing somewhere in June... cant wait man... I've seen a few short performances of the top 16 bands... can say almost all of them are all good man... accept for one which i really tink is abit... lol shall not say which one... tink the trend for bands now are like all guys with a girl in it... influenced by "F.I.R" or "苏打绿" haha... Hmm when will "The Corrs" be the trend lolx... Hmm been crazy bout bands lately lol...
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Here to intro a new song which i juz heard on radio few days ago... haha im don't really know who this singer is... heard her name before but duno who lol... but hey the song's nice... a unique tune with some great lyrics haha... hope u all will enjoy it...
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下一个天亮
郭静
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用起伏的背影
擋住哭泣的心
有些故事不必說給
每個人聽許多眼睛
看的太淺太近
錯過我沒被看見
那個自己
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用簡單的言語
解開超載的心
有些情緒是該說給
懂的人聽你的熱淚
比我激動憐惜
我發誓要更努力
更有勇氣
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等下一個天亮
去上次牽手賞花那裡散步好嗎
有些積雪會自己融化
你的肩膀是我豁達的天堂
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等下一個天亮
把偷拍我看海的照片送我好嗎
我喜歡我飛舞的頭髮
和飄著雨還是眺望的眼光
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時間可以磨去我的稜角
有些堅持卻永遠磨不掉
請容許我小小的驕傲
因為有你這樣的依靠
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I really like the way she sang the high tune in the chorus... feels comfortable... i dun really get wat the real meaning is but i assume its somthing like the anxious feeling of wat tml will bring... good or bad there's always that somebody there for you... thats the impression the song gave me... tink it might be wrong... but aiya nice jiu nice la lol, i tried to find it on guitar tabs but tink its quite a new song so cant find... haha nvm wait lo... nothing much le... take care ppl...

Check her out...

2008-05-12T21:50:00.003+08:00

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Just browsing through youtube and i saw this clip made by our fellow singaporean. i feel she is so awesome la... she created this song and many guitarist who saw it wanted to play it on their own... great voice and guitar so pro... really inspires me and motivates me alot... im sure u all will enjoy her song as well... "Larkin Step"...

Hmm Interesting...

2008-04-27T14:04:00.002+08:00

Hmm lately is not no time to blog is lazy lolx... but hey many interesting things happened... Last Wednesday i went to cover a recce unit, a unit which focus on jungle survival skills… they were teaching trainees how to kill wild animals… it was really an eye opener for me… It’s the first time in my life that I’ve actually seen a live killing of something bigger then insects LOL… they demonstrated how to kill a crab, fish, frog, eel, fish, small bird and chicken… they also explained wat things to look out for to judge if that particular catch was edible or not… the instructors taught how to collect water with a thrash bag by using condensation method and how to build a water filter… they also taught them how to build a shelter to sleep in and a monitor lizard trap… it was soo interesting la…
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Something more interesting… at last I saw how snails mate… I was walking up and down the same day den I saw two snails crawling on each other… there was like a white tube linking the two snails together… last time I read on the internet that snails can reproduce by themselves, dun hav to meet de… lol was so bewildered I even call all the lieutenants to come and see haha… they say snails mate like aliens lolx...
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Sat juz went out with David, Jun Hao, Eric, Wee Ling and Wendy to Plaza Sing… long time never see them le… we met around 3pm den went to eat KFC den went to cartel to chill… wa one stupid coffee with a oreo need $5.20… tink it’s the most expensive drink I ever had… that’s why i dunlike to go to such places… force you to splurge one… but we talked a lot la… later Wee Ling and Wendy left cuz got something on… then left the guys, we went to watch The Forbidden Kindom… hmm felt that the show was abit meaningless… but hey the Jet Li and Jackie Chan fighting scene was awesome la haha a full 8 min I tink… the female actress Liu Yi Fei also very cute lolx... gona meet up with the guys again on 1st of May at Queensway to buy clothes…
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Hmm today feel like changing into a Chinese song… this song is by our dear Singaporean singer 蔡健雅... I love this singer cuz she made it with a guitar wahaha… this song is recorded in her older album… not sure which… hmm it may not be appealing at first cuz maybe the chorus tune is not the usual high type… but when I saw the lyrics and related to the song… it is actually a very captivating song… touching too… very nicely written...

二手烟
蔡健雅
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原本牵手用的手指

如今只能双手合十

祝福着他和她开始

同时吊唁你的遗失

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啊~啊~爱有时像二手烟

啊~才刚熄灭已蔓延

啊~啊~就当成过眼云烟

啊~只会熏红了双眼

还担心感情已停止

他的心要如何维持

如今见一面都奢侈

一直是他不算往事

啊~啊~他的爱像二手烟

啊~抽完很快已蔓延

啊~啊~太容易散开的烟

啊~让人没有勇气点

啊~啊~爱有时像二手烟

啊~才刚熄灭已蔓延

啊~啊~就当成过眼云烟

啊~只会熏红了双眼

I love the two verses... 8 lines tell how much a person misses another and how the memories made a mark... who needs composition... lets go back to poetry lol... hmm second hand smoke... who would hav thought it could be compared to love in this way... haha respectable... hope u all enjoyed it, a little emo but its addictive after u listen a couple of times... haha...

Nothing much le... busy busy busy... next week field camp... shucks man... lol... but im in charged of a new appointment... can say quite important de ba... every week muz check back and stuff... my warrant officer say im grounded inside medical centre after my field camp... woooot... muz do my stuff well... k la take care ppl hope u all enjoy the song...

New Song :)

2008-04-11T23:10:00.003+08:00

Hmm last Sat went out with Elaine and Alvin... lol im there to melt the ice ba i feel haha... but hey we had fun man... walk here and there... catch up on alot of things... i even got a new black bag... this bag is very nice de... been searching for it for super long... something like a haversack costs $40... now "bu she de" to use it haha... went to watch "The Empress and Her Warriors"... hmm i felt is abit exaggerating but its actually not bad la haha... Alvin drove us back around 12m... shag...
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Haha so far life's been better now... new detailer better to me hehe... I've been learning alot more from the document department IC... a very nice guy... hmm he got some prob with his back so wana help him relieve some work load haha... busy is busy but hey i like doing work inside medical centre... go outfield do nothing... so bo liao... LOL...
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Hmm found a new song in my bro's Ipod while browsing about... juz felt the lyrics were very touching... yup... if the lyrics captured my attention... its in my list le haha... this artist im not very familiar... felt that she sings like Corrine May... smooth smooth and comfortable de... haha here goes, hope u ppl enjoy it... Vonda Shepard's "Baby Don't You Break My Heart Slow"...
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Baby, Don't You Break My Heart Slow

Vonda Shepard

Lyrics: Vonda Shepard

Music: Vonda Shepard & James Newton Howard

I like the way you wanted me

Every night for so long baby

I like the way you needed me

Every time things got rocky

I was believing in you

Am I mistaken do you say,

Do you say what you mean

I want our love to last forever

But I'd rather you be mean than love and lie

I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye

I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know

But baby don't you break my heart slow

I like the way you'd hold me

Every night for so long baby

And I like the way you'd say my name

In the middle of the night

While you were sleeping

I was believing in you

Was I mistaken

Do you mean, mean what you say

When you say our love could last forever

Well I'd rather you be mean than love and lie

I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye

I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know

But baby don't you break my heart slow

You would run around and lead me on forever

While I wait at home thinking that we're together

I wanted our love to last forever

Well I'd rather you be mean than love and lie

I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye

I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know

But baby don't you break my heart slow

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Loving it... So many songs wana share haha... all this songs are my happy nuts... lol always listen for about 20 mins or so will become happy again le... the motivation of guitar wil come back too haha... later gona do some massive practising... stil having problems with my tempos... i asked my friend bout the problem he juz told me to keep practising... hmm juz scared im practising the wrong thing over and over again...
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Nothing much le... Im on duty on Sunday... tml is my only resting time haha... maybe gona play bball with JJC friens... now i so weak liao man... long time no excercise... climb 8 floors of steps wil pant abit le... haha... k ba enjoy your weekends ppl bb...

6 out of 10 haha...

2008-04-01T21:51:00.005+08:00

Hmm on Monday i wrote a new song... titled "Time Mage"... hmm why Time Mage such an imaginary title? Its because i've always asked many close friends... If u hav the choice to hav any superpower in the world, what wil it be... so far out of so many ppl i've asked, three gave the same answer as me... The power to control time... u can really do tons of thing with this power... this song is about a time wizard who have the ability to control time who falls in love with a girl... though its rather simple in terms of lyrics but the tune is quite catchy... im actually quite proud of it haha... something different with my normal theme of lyrics writing...
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Hmm ystd was the first time i let my mum hear my song... haha she gave me 6/10... but i tink she could hav failed me le la... she juz dunwana hurt me only haha... thats what i tink la... i ask her she say no la never fail haha... damm funny... haha i'm not gona write it here yet la... wait til i score a 9/10 frm my mum den maybe i'll let u all listen to it too... :) juz fail me if u hav to in future kk...
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Hmm thanx for all the tags and advice... only made me more confused hahaha... no la... but yea it wil be a minor subject... but my dream in future is to start a band with a group of friends when im more pro with the guitar... i am ok juz being a song or tune writer in the band... but its my dream man... and its wat i really really want... I'm still taking the NTU engineering course but im really going for music too... hope it comes true haha...
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Changing song lo... this song is a song by a band which i really respect and really look out for... spoke of them before... yes they are "苏打绿"... the lead singer's voice is omg... hmm this song i dun really know wat it means... juz purely mesmerized by the person's singing... guess the rough meaning behind the song is describing a woman's absolute beauty... guess u ppl might hav heard it somewhere before... "无与伦比的美丽"...
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无与伦比的美丽
词曲:吴青峰
苏打绿
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天上风筝在天上飞
地上人儿在地上追
你若担心你不能飞
你有我的蝴蝶
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天上风筝在天上飞
地上人儿在地上追
我若担心我不能飞
我有你的草原
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你形容我是这个世界上无与伦比的美丽
我知道你才是这世界上无与伦比的美丽
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天上风筝在天上飞
地上人儿在地上追
你若担心你不能飞
你有我的蝴蝶
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你形容我是这个世界上无与伦比的美丽
我知道你才是这世界上无与伦比的美丽
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你知道当你需要个夏天我会拼了命努力
我知道你会做我的掩护当我是个逃兵
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你形容我是这个世界上无与伦比的美丽
我知道你才是这世界上无与伦比的美丽
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天上风筝在天上飞
地上人儿在地上追
你若担心你不能飞
你有我的蝴蝶
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我若担心我不能飞
我有你的草原

SOLID rite... almost the same verses throughout the whole song... yet expressed so well and comes out so beautifully... i'm really quite inspired by the lead singing... haha my mum said this song is super nice haha... hope u ppl enjoyed it too...
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Nothing much le... now waiting for Wilson to come back frm tuition so that can dota with him haha... Hmm sadly Milton never play with us le... sob sob... girlfriend and job more impt haha... but hey we understand man lol... Hail DOTA lol... k la ppl hav a great week ahead le... take care :)

Lousy place...

2008-03-30T17:26:00.004+08:00

Sian alot of things going on in medical centre... bloody hell one person kip sreading things which ain't true... bloody back stabber... damm sian man... ppl are juz stupid enuff to believe without analysing first... i gave my 100% in work... thats wat i got to say... but after all that happens... no mood no motivation... juz hope by a miracle or wat i wil get pulled back to AFC... this place sucks... now i understand wat some of my seniors were saying and telling me... juz be freaking selfish here... dun need help ppl, ppl ain't gona pay u back your favour...
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Hmm stil got three extras for assuming something during duty... its my fault though... now can kiss my weekends goodbye... ppl who made the same mistakes as me did not get any... lol... aiya nvm... its stil my bad never double check... deserved it...
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This medical centre has taught me many things bout working life... the only difference is that u cant quit this job lol... nvm juz 1 year 4 months more... ORD oh... hmm i miss going to school leh...
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Going to learn many things in about 2 weeks later when new medics can remove some load frm us... heck care le... got detail juz say got lessons outside... Hmm long time never hang out with friends le... been long since the last movie haha...
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Hmm i'm thinking of studying music instead of the environmental engineering course that i got in NTU... but its a super risky decision... cuz wil waste alot of time if i dropped out or cant catch up or whatever de... hmm duno wat to do leh...
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Nothing much le... tml going back camp... SIAN... k la i'm gona go play abit of guitar to lighten my mood abit... long time no practice cuz having bad cough... bye bye take care ppl...

Back le at last...

2008-03-15T17:20:00.006+08:00

Man its been nearly two weeks since i last blogged... hmm been going on fieldcamps like a super duper "commando" haha... been super bored outside man... sit there do nothing... c ppl do this and that... time really crawl man... aiya over le at last... Hmm tink i'm going to go to Taiwan soon probably in May ba... wif the Recce trainees... they're sending one hugh battalion over... our doctor is also going... Haha sometimes i really pity those trainees suffering outfield... i remembered one trainee asked me to bandage his hand cuz he sprained it... i was talking to him and he was answering for awhile before he fell asleep... juz like that... lol juz takes 5 sec of silence for him to sleep... after bandaging him i let him rest there same position... but after 5 min the warrant officer woke him up and tell him go back to dig hole zzz... oh well haha...
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New medics juz came in bout 4 days ago... only two... they're having their medical centre training now... hope after they come in our batch of medics wil hav a better life ba... hmm i tink the whole medical centre is having quite a low morale now... can see that many ppl aren't happy there le... hmm shall not say bout this le...
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In so many days i've found so so many great songs... today gona intro a song by a singer 江美琪... this song is inside one of her old albums... guess very little ppl hav heard it if they dun purchase the album cuz dun tink the radio got intro this... i like the song cuz the tune of the chorus is very catchy and her voice is great man...
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我的他

江美琪

我只想要静静一个人

蹲在这个角落

我只想要静静一个人

望着那扇窗口

如果你要安慰我就陪在我身后

陪我计时倒数沉默

一起数着秒钟didadi走

忘了时间的繁与琐

是妄想也是种追求

一起背着梦到处的游

抽掉空气里的爱与痛

我双手的温柔你能收藏多久

我的话有一点皱纹

对不起我无法保证

我的心有一点灰尘

对不起我无法承认

我的他够不够认真

能不能不要有疑问

对错的人不懂恨

爱原来是种天份

想着想着我就睡着了

想通了我也不记得

哭着哭着我也迷糊了

哭干了我还不晓得

如果不是欺骗我

就陪在我左右陪

我等待看见承诺

一起数着秒钟didadi走

忘了时间的繁与琐

是妄想也是种追求一起背着梦到处的游

抽掉空气里的爱与痛

我双手的温柔你能收藏多久

我的话有一点皱纹

对不起我无法保证

我的心有一点灰尘

对不起我无法承认

我的他够不够认真

能不能不要有疑问

对错的人不懂恨

爱原来是种天份

我的话有一点皱纹

对不起我无法保证

我的心有一点灰尘

对不起我无法承认

我的他够不够认真

能不能不要有疑问

对错的人不懂恨

爱原来是种天份

天份

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Nice ma nice ma haha... love this song... guess the writer for this song is recounting a personel experience ba... quite touching though haha... the chorus have a bit of a relax relax feeling to the listener... yup hope u all enjoy it too...
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Hmm nothing much le... im gona hav my dinner soon le... hungry... been long since i touched my guitar... one more month when the new medics are fully operational, im gona learn driving and guitar... haha... excited... take care ppl and hav a great week ahead...

New Song...

2008-03-02T23:33:00.002+08:00

Hmm ystd did medical centre duty... It was quite fun la... only 4 patients for the whole day lolx... I spent most of my time playing the guitar there trying to master one song... This song used to be a song that i gave up practising... cuz i dun understand the guitar tabs that were on the web... and i tried many times stil cant haha... but den ystd i heard one of the duty crew play the whole song... juz like that... no mistakes no nothing and smooth singing... was pretty awed la... I decided hey i muz learn this man... i asked him to teach me the tab bit by bit la... lucky he was patient enough to teach me haha...
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Yup this song... may be a little loud but actually its a sad love song and the lyrics are nicely written... but the best part is the unique tune that goes with it... hard to believe that all this can be done on a single guitar haha... this song is a very famous song by Creed... One Last Breath...
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One Last Breath

Creed

Please come now I think I'm falling

I'm holding to all I think is safe

It seems I found the road to nowhere

And I'm trying to escape

I yelled back when I heard thunder

But I'm down to one last breath

And with it let me say

Let me say

Hold me now

I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking

That maybe six feet

Ain't so far down

I'm looking down now that it's over

Reflecting on all of my mistakes

I thought I found the road to somewhere

Somewhere in His grace

I cried out heaven save me

But I'm down to one last breath

And with it let me say

Let me say

Hold me now

I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking

That maybe six feet

Ain't so far down

I'm so far down

Sad eyes follow me

But I still believe there's something left for me

So please come stay with me

'Cause I still believe there's something left for you and me

For you and me For you and me

Hold me now

I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking

Hold me now

I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking

That maybe six feet

Ain't so far down

Please come now I think I'm falling

I'm holding to all I think is safe

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A very nice song... i like the starting verse and the way it was sung the most... powerful voice to express this sad love song... haha bout the tune... im getting smoother with it le haha... thanx alot to Quairul who taught me how its done and of cuz one whole day of practising... i'll try to make it the first song that i can sing and pluck together... though its very difficult... but practice makes perfect ba...
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Nothing much le... tml field camp again... abit sian liao man... kip sending me to all this boring medical covers... nonetheless hav a great week ahead ppl... and hope u all enjoy the song...

Sian...

2008-02-24T17:25:00.002+08:00

Im drifting away frm my family le... not tat im not drifted b4... juz tat its more le... haix hard to explain... dun feel like closing back the distance anymore... juz let it widen ba... sick of this le... next time juz walk the road by myself...
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Wana go out everybody also not free de... after exams all got plans go out wif gf, jobs and CCA and other stuffs... sigh... so many nice movies now lo... hard for me to get weekends tat im free... i free den others not free zzz sian...
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Rough time for me lately... cant seem to do anything right and as planed... demoralised man...
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Field camp in Tekong from Monday to Thursday... i'm gona hav to book in today so tat i can make it in time tml... hate field camps man... not constructive... juz wasting time... sit there and stare blankly at ppl doing excercise... 4 days also duno wat im gona do there...
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Haix abit sad leh... duno why... sigh...

Extra Duties...

2008-02-18T23:48:00.002+08:00

Sian got an extra duty for forgetting to paste the drug allergy sticker on a patient's registration slip... im not usually the one to paste the sticker... but its also my responsibilty to check la... so its also my fault la... abit sian leh so many weekends burnt liao stil hav to serve extra haha... nvm learn it the hard way ba... next time wil remember lol...
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Friday i went for my medical appointment for chest pain... the doctor very weird he keep checking on symptons for Marfans syndrome... Hmm cuz last time a specialist told me i dun hav that diesease liao... so duno why he stil check... den he send me for backbone scan... zzz... den he brought so many ppl into the consultation room to look at me... i tink got 5 ppl there... feel like telling the doctor to address the main problem but too many ppl le... pai seh...
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I've decided le... once the new batch of medics come into our camp... i wil confirm garantee plus chop go book for driving lessons and guitar lessons... i keep procrastinating for so long already... Im wasting so much so much time... zzz...
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Hmm my three gd friends... Ben Milton and Wilson... exams coming le... wish them good luck haha... dun tink they wil hav any problem la... poly seems to be nothing to them haha... Hmm k late le... gona practice a little guitar b4 i go sleep le... Nitex ppl...

Valentines Day...

2008-02-14T23:47:00.002+08:00

Hmm blogging at night... Valentines Day is gona end soon le... this is a special day for me when i was 16 haha... first time i ever felt something like this... it was a great feeling... and that feeling lasted... yup this song is something which i really really like a lot...
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Irresistable

The Corrs

You're irresistible You're mine

Don't want you for the weekend

Don't want you for a day

Don't need a love divided

Don't wanna feel this way

See I want you to need me (the way I need you)

Just like I need you (the way I see you)

And I want you to see me

Like no-one before

You're irresistible, natural, physical

It's indefinable, magical, illogical

So make-you-mineable... You're mine

So can't you see I'm tortured

Oh, can't you hear my pain

If you just let me show you

I'll be your summer rain

Then you'll feel that you want me (the way I'm feeling)

Just like I want you (the way I want you)

And you know nothing's better

It's like nothing before

You're irresistible, natural, physical

It's indefinable, magical, illogical

So make-you-mineable... You're mine

Now you feel what I'm feeling (don't you feel what I'm feeling)

Don't you know that it's more (it can take you places)

It can take you places

Like never before

You're irresistible, natural, physical

It's indefinable, magical, illogical

So make-you-mineable... You're mine

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U used to ask me why i sent that msg during Valentines Day... And I've always told you the same things again... haha... Hmm so many things that i stil wana say... but when i cool it and tink about it... the best thing to do is always not saying anything... No gifts... just a song... to tell u again once more... trust it'll make u happy haha...
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Happy Valentines Day...
Its been great knowing you...

New Song... and its Jap...

2008-02-08T13:45:00.000+08:00

YUI - Good-bye days

Dakara ima ai ni yuku

Sou kimetanda

POKETTO no

kono kyoku wo

Kimi ni kikasetai

Sotto VORYUUMU wo agete

Tashikamete mita yo

oh Good-bye days ima

Kawaru ki ga suru

Kinou made ni so long

Kakkoyoku nai

yasashi sa ga soba ni aru kara

la la la la with you

Katahou no

IYAFON wo

Kimi ni watasu

Yukkuri to nagarekomu

Kono shunkan

Umaku aisete imasu ka?

Tama ni mayou kedo

oh Good-bye days ima

Kawari hajimeta

mune no oku alright

Kakkoyoku nai

yasashi sa ga soba ni aru kara

la la la la with you

Dekireba kanashii

Omoi nante shitaku nai

Demo yatte kuru desho?

Sono toki egao de

Yeah hello!! my friend nante sa

Ieta nara ii no ni...

Onaji uta wo kuchizusamu toki

Soba ni ite I wish

Kakkoyoku nai yasashi sa ni

Aete yokatta yo...

la la la la Good-bye days...

Translation...

YUI - Good-bye Days

So I'm going to go see you right now, that's what I've decided

I want to have you listen to this song, that I have in my pocket

Quietly, I turned up the volume,

to make sure that it was there

Oh good-bye days, right now

I've got the feeling that things are going to change; so long

to everything up until yesterday

An uncool kindness is at my side

La la la laWith you

I pass one ear phone over to you

And this moment slowly streams over to you

Can you really love me?

Even though I sometimes lose my way

Oh good-bye days, right now

things inside my heart have begun to change, alright

An uncool kindness is at my side

La la la la With you

If possible, I'd like to not have sad feelings

But they'll come to me, won't they?

In those times, it would be good, if only I could say

"Yeah, hello! My friend", with a smile

When we both are humming the same song, I wish for you to be by my side

I'm glad that we were able to meet each other, with such an uncool kindness...

La la la la Good-bye days...

I heard this song on tv when another singer sang it using a guitar... catchy tune so decided to check it out... the more i listened to it the nicer it gets haha... though i dun really understand the jap lyrics... but frm the translation can understand it la... YUI is a great jpop rock singer... and the best part is she plays song which is based alot on guitar lol... there are alot more songs by her which are equally superb which i tink i wil upload it in two weeks time...

Chinese New Year was juz like any other year nothing special... haha but the long holiday is really great la... love the freedom of sleeping at any time... yup nothing much le... something to share...

"In all my years I have learned one thing: hold on tight to things dear to you, even if you don't feel a pull against your hands, because if you hold on loosely, one strong pull can take everything all away..."

Janet Diane Belland...

Take care ppl... hope u all enjoy the song... and oh ya may all your wishes and dreams come true in the following year... smilez...

Woo Outing...

2008-02-02T23:50:00.000+08:00

Ystd went to meet up wif Jun Hao, Eric and David... haha long time never see them le... alot of things to catch up... haha we had dinner at the food court on top... as usual I had Korean Cuisine... haha stil as nice as it was everytime... actually we wana go for movie de but den the movies dun look very appealing... so we decided to give it a miss... we walked around Jurong Point and chatted as we looked at the new things on sale haha... After that went arcade play ahwile den made our way home by bus... haha hope to meet up wif them soon...
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Sian some unhappy things happened in camp... its due to me belonging to two places at one time... aiya hard to explain... yup abit sian... hmm and next next week after chinese new year gona go for field camp... last week was super sian in camp... cuz the two ppl who always talk crap wif me, James and Kenny were on leave... time really crawl man...
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I heard Jay's latest concert album in a cd shop on Friday... he sang songs mostly frm his latest album... i tot there's only two songs which are very nice in that particular album... but there's alot more man... i stayed there for very long... bout 30min liddat juz watching it... Jay's voice is really really comfortable to the ears... his normal key is already quite high already... den so talented in music instruments haha... envy haha... felt that his acheivements would be even higher in future...
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Yup nothing much le... haha something relevent... "You were born an original... Don't die a copy..."-- John Mason... I tink thats wat made Jay wat he is today... bringing about chinese rap, his unque way of singing unclearly yet sounding perfectly fine and his great lyrics sense which expresses wat he feels about certain things... haha he's one of a kind man... hmm k la stop here late le wana go slp liao take care ppl...

6 day work week...

2008-01-25T23:50:00.000+08:00

This whole month did not hav a full weekend... everytime got weekend medical covers... hmm but tink that's the way it is la... hmm so never go out for super long le... wana go out catch a movie or something de... but everybody seems to be so so busy... poly ppl getting rdy for their end of year exam haha... wish all the poly students good luck on their preparations...
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Today went to play bball wif medical centre ppl... after 6 points i fall out... cuz i forgot to cut my stupid toe nail... tink when i brake too fast... the whole nail on my first toe cracked upwards alittle... bad thing is that it did not crack fully so i can but it out... zzz now blood clot inside... cant jump cant run cant even walk normally... super sian man... injure this injure that everytime i try to do such things...
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Lately feel very gloomy leh... get very frustrated very fast... duno why... maybe cuz nothing to look forward to... nothing to think about... juz blankly passing life... zzz... tink the whole of last year was a blank year for me...
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Aiya sadness aside... here to introduced an old song... i heard this song ystd la... was quite attracted to the tune... haha then checked out the original artist... it is one of my favourite male artist's song... one that is recorded in his first album when he was not so famous yet... both the tune and the lyrics are very nice... yup hope u all take some time to listen and enjoy it...
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靠岸

林宇中

作词:林秋离, 张丽念

作曲:李志清

编曲:吴庆隆

你坐在我身边

可是表情很不自然

聊的话很半凡

却很悲伤

你说你不相信

活着就足为了梦想

甚至你更怀疑

什么是地久天长

咖啡麻醉不了孤单

只会让心更烫

哦都一样

所谓梦想

终究飘飘荡荡

在迷乱的台北流浪

寻找一个幻想

突然很渴望

在我身上找到你要的靠岸

这一刻当我们都感觉到彼此的心愿

爱情早已经开始始思念早己经蔓延

咖啡麻醉不了孤单

只会让夜更长

我也一样

飘飘荡荡

眼神交换迷惘

在冷漠的台北流浪

找一个避风港

突然很渴望

在你身上也找到我要的靠岸

Haha nice chorus tune and i really liked the lyrics of both the first and second chorus haha... this Malaysian artist hav a very unique voice leh... i like it alot... and he plays the guitar too haha.. he's getting more and more famous le... hope he realeases his third album in the near future...

In my world now... only listening to such great songs wil bring up my spirits alittle... inspire me alot and also i like to imagine the scene that the artist is trying to portray... zzz i know this sounds girly... but hey it really is touching lol and it helps you to appreciate and understand the song in another level... haha yup yup nothing much le...

"You may not see what you've been given... After what has been taken away... Just remember... From the darkest of nights... Always come the brightest days..."

Take care ppl... another new week for me... hope it'll be passed more meaningfully... smilez always :)

Back pain...

2008-01-18T21:45:00.000+08:00

LOL i tink i sprained my back during shuttle run... duno whether is i too weak or too long never do le... super pain leh... now cant stand straight lol... look like an idiot... sian man... sometimes when wana train up den see my body condition liddat den aiya juz feel like leaving it there dun train...
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Man dun even know my IPPT can stil pass anot... pull up drop to 6... shuttle run drop to 9.8... standing broad jump no change 243... 2.4 duno can make it anot... got two months never run le... haha i wana get promoted leh... Lance Corporal got extra $20 wahaha... but muz pass all these den they wil consider promoting me...
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To be honest im starting to like the medical centre there le... alot of crappy ppl... jokers... slakers... haha but they're all great ppl to be with la... even the Doctors are super friendly haha... today doctor stil prank call me LOL... AFC or medical centre both oso can la... (as long as no field camps lol)
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Tml doing medical centre duty so gona book in today le... but heng doing wif the very good medics haha... suld hav fun la... bringing in DVDs guitar and stuff haha... my sergeant there bringing in tons of food i guess haha... do duty wif them very shiok de... though is a Saturday la haha...
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"Don't brood about the future... Don't dwell upon the past... Live for today... For that is going fast... -- Krow..." Live it up ppl take care le... hav an awesome weekend...

TIME!!!

2008-01-14T23:53:00.000+08:00

Hmm dun tink I'm going back to Army Fitness Centre le... senior medic and MO wana keep me in medical centre... duno why leh... hmm abit sian la... but stil not confirmed... juz hope the high ranking ppl in AFC wants me to go back... aiya... sian chances are very very low...
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Im not sticking to my goals that I've set for this year... side tracked for a week le... haix... sometimes really lack the will power and the motivation to do so... sigh...
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Guitar now also never really touch much... duno how to plan the time for my guitar lessons... same problem goes for my intended driving lessons... my timing so irregular with all the medical covers assigned to me now that i am staying in the medical centre... how leh... dunwana waste time and keep on waiting le... sian duno la see how it goes first...
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Found something nice which i like alot... "The bad news is that time flies... The good news is that you're the pilot." -- Michael Altshuler... haha inspiring... but sian la i duno how to pilot my time now zzz... tc ppl enjoy ur week cya soon...

Back frm field camp...

2008-01-09T23:38:00.000+08:00

Juz came back frm field camp not long before... the boredom was really terrible... next time muz bring entertainment things there... hmm hope no next time la... tink my life is shortened by a day or so frm all the passive smoking... everybody is lighting up one after another, super funny... i siam here den there come...
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Found out that my medic friend Razif used to be a chef in a restaurant... lol he taught me a thing or two... no i stil cant cook... but i told my mum the recipe that he told me and den really the food turned out nice haha... cooking can be very fun if u trial and error... maybe can get something super nice...
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Lately been tinking alot again... ever heard of the phrase... master of all trades but good at none... Hmm tink im the master of little trades and yet stil good at none... hmm sometimes when i tink about my life really feel discouraged... aiya duno wat to do now... dunwana tink about it also...
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Long time no blog le... lost some interest to blogging... but i stil love songs haha... i love my song collection lots... 30hrs of music le... means wat ne? haha change song lo... muz help promote good music de... today's song is by a well known female artist "梁静茹" yup super famous... sang many many songs that topped the charts... haha since all the songs frm the top charts we all know so no point promoting... so gona change a song which i tink is not a well known one...
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别人的天长地久

梁静茹

词:陈没

一闪而过回声轰隆

电光石火摩擦心痛

一瞬间加速度

坠落在寂寞公路

哪里找我的梦被偷的梦

偷偷的逃走了不见了

一无所有了

一辈子晃晃悠悠

你说的一天不够

不够你爱我

不够长不够久

你要的为爱而活

怎么忘了我

好羡慕你能拥有

别人的天长地久

一笑而过爱恨酸楚

回忆的毒开满罂粟

飙着泪的光速

一个人栽进孤独

摇曳点一盏灯点亮萤火

远远的飞走了熄灭了

蠢蠢欲动

在风中留一个梦

你说的一天不够

不够你爱我

不够长不够久

你要的为爱而活

怎么忘了我

好羡慕你能拥有

别人的天长地久

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I included the person who wrote the lyrics cuz i really like the way the chorus is being written, expressed and of cuz sang... An emotional song bout the feeling of a person who encountered a broken promise due to a third party... really pours out the bitter feeling... its juz like wat the broken heart wil feel within... Juz a simple question... "Why"...
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Nothing much le... tml muz wake up super early... share something short and sweet... "Old friends make the best antiques..." haha true yea... take care ppl enjoy the song... cya soon...

New song lo hurray...

2007-12-30T16:53:00.000+08:00

Hmm ystd went to my youngest uncle's house to celebrate a belated Christmas haha... our family tradition... was actually out with Jun Hao, David and Eric, but they were gona watch a movie... as i've seen all the movies that were screening that day... i told them to go ahead with the movie plan while i go see my relatives... hmm everytime i go see them... some ppl wil amaze me by the way they had changed haha... my cousin Wen Xi is now taller den her elder sis le... never noticed that... 165 le... thats like my sec 3 height... Simon and Nicole had slimmed down alot... and many more la haha... had a nice meal there...
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On my way home... my father talked bout his job... seems like his superior is giving him some work load that is not supposed to be done by him... even on his leave days, that guy stil wan him to go back... its been going on for quite a few years le... seriously F him man... take advantage of him not being able to switch his job easily... sometimes i really feel for my parents... becuz of this home need to endure all the shit thrown at them... hmm my parents are thinking bout setting up a small business outside if the superior continues with his shit... though i know it is difficult and risky... i wil stil give my full support la... can fork out all my savings if it is required... somore my bro studies business and can offer his advice... so should not be a problem... but see how it goes la... nothing is decided yet... juz hope that superior of his wakes up man...
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LOL last week during guard duty on Thursday... was doing the sentry duty... seriously bored... so started to reflect bout myself... wat am i gona do with my life that is in a mess now... in future?... all these time wasted wil be gone juz liddat... hmm i took out a paper and wrote my goals down and stuff... I've decided to cut down on Dota le... slowly la haha... spend more time on guitar... with family... and after i've been posted to AFC, i wil go take my driving lessons... and of cuz personal improvement too... yup yup... left the slip of paper in my wallet so i muz stick to it...
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Hmm queued next on my list of nice nice songs is this song by... "戴佩妮"... tink she's been singing for quite a long time le... so many albums by her... this song really grabbed me when i first heard it bout few months back... i tink another singer sang this song on tv... thats how i got to know the song la... the lyrics are really meaningful... simple thoughts by an individual expressed in words... i tink its really awsome la...
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街角的祝福

戴佩妮

多少个秋多少个冬

我几乎快要被治愈好

但还是会只因为一个重覆的话题

就无心自扰

也曾想过若真遇见

我们应该如何是好

我想我还是会站在某一个街角

不让你看到

只因为我不想打扰

只因为怕你解释不了

只因为现在你的眼睛里

她比我还重要

我只好假装我看不到

看不到你和她在对街拥抱

你的快乐我可以感受得到

这样的见面方式对谁都好

我只好假装我听不到

听不到别人口中的她好不好

再不想问

也不想被通知到

反正你的世界我管不了

若不想问若不想被通知到

就把祝福留在街角

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The last phrase was really the icing on the cake... makes me think alot haha... this piece is written by the singer herself... haha respect her man... love this song alot... tried to play in on guitar... dun really sound nice... yet... haha hope u all enjoy it...
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Haha one more thing today is my Mum's birthday... duno her age... never ask haha... but dun worry dun worry stil young lol... yup happy birthday le mum... its not that i bu ting hua... is u ting bu dong lol... no la jk... i love u haha...
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Nothing much le... i know super long and boring haha sry bout that... something to share before i go... "Even if I don't reach all my goals, I've gone higher than I would have if I hadn't set any... -- Danielle Fotopoulis..." Take care le ppl... new year coming le so SMILEZ haha...

Pictures...

2007-12-27T00:04:00.000+08:00

Sentosa!!!

Most of the ppl that were there... some were out buying drinks or wondered off somewhere when we were taking the photo...

6 ppl trying to bring down Yu Quan... im emptying his pockets lol... wa that guy in front is Wei Long... hmm Navy is a scary unit haha... but nice leh his pacs...

After 5 more mins... serious we still cant bring him down...

After a long struggle... lol at last... splash...

Haha super fun outing...

Chicken rice dinner at Vivo... it was really super nice... and cuz we were all super hungry also haha... should try it la... its at the basement floor in Vivo... Ting taking candid shots of everybody lol...

Shagged face... but going home le after such a long day... haha...

Few pics here... there are a few others... but those pics i look like a freak lol... here are the only acceptable ones haha... had a really fun time with them... hope to hav more of such outings...

"Friendship is a treasure gift, that gives our hearts a lift, a blessing we just cannot do without, because friendship is what living is all about..."

Christmas Eve...

2007-12-26T00:03:00.000+08:00

Hmm Christmas eve evening was really a very very fun time... went down to the park near my house for a BBQ... actually its a gathering for the 4E6 class... but as Ben never tell me the full story... so went with them haha... the food was really nice la... there are chicken, prawn, pork, salmon and satay... the pest part was that the place was filled with ppl... hmm namely Kaixin, Ding Yang, Milton, Jia Yong, Benjamin, Ker Jia, Jorichie, Ting Wei, Steph, Min Feng, Chun Hui, Tong Wei and also a few others who came for only a very short while...
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We chatted and cooked all the food from 730pm all the way to around 3am... after that we decided to go Orchard to walk walk... Kai Xin took her 7 sitter car and drove us there... lol muz say im abit worried la (no offence ar Kaixin lol)... but haha she did fine... we wanted to eat "tau hui" but unfortunately the shop was closed... we stayed in the car and looked at the pretty lights along Orchard Road... after that it was already 415am le, we headed to West Coast's Mac to hav our breakfast... Ben and i ended up playing the playground over there haha... Kaixin fetched us back and i reached home around 6am... wa shag man...
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Today woke at 1230pm and met up with Soon Siong, Kelvin, Steph, Chun Hui, Leonard and Jing Chang to walk around in Orchard... but many ppl had to leave very early... so left only 3 ppl there... Leonard, Soon Siong and me... talk crap with him until Ying Ling and Wynne came... im super tired le and also as they're gona drink later, i decided to go home le...
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Hmm thats pretty much it le... tired... but fun la haha... nothing much le... share something nice... "The best way to make your dreams come true is to wake up... Paul Valery..." haha Merry Christmas ppl... take care...

Sentosa outing...

2007-12-23T17:08:00.001+08:00

Hmm ystd was really a fun day la... we met around 9am in the morning and made our way there... Wai Yan, Kah Heng, Kumaran, Yu Quan, Wei Long, Long Cheng, Chun Seng, Alvin, Woon Chang, Bryan, Ting Ting, Jie Xin, Mei Hong, Collen and Pearly were the ppl there... hmm chatted alot with the guys on the MRT... asked bout their NS life and stuff... Kah Heng and Woon Chang are sergeants le lol...
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When we reached the place... we tried to play an 8 on 8 beach volleyball... lol not very fun la... everybody keep missing and then it was too crowded which makes it very difficult to play... haha we played a match of 21 points to make the play more exciting... my team was leading 8 to 0 de... den duno y lost to them 23- 21 haha...
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After that Wei Long and Long Cheng went down to the water... lol their body super built la... the NAVY had trained them well... lol envy den feel very inferior... lol no la... hmm i gave up training my body le... medical officer said that my right chest muscle is either retreating or its not there at all... den tink wun be able to build them up no matter how much i train... hmm abit sian la... but haix what to do...
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We pulled everybody down into the water after that haha... super funny... the way 6 ppl pin down a person and throw them into the water... and we faced a super strong resistance by Yu Quan... he is a very small guy... but he is super strong and he keep kicking lol... Wai Yan and I tried to bring him down ourselves... but we totally cannot subdue him... lol called for reinforcements... everybody came... and after a super long struggle... 8 ppl managed to bring him down lol...
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After that Marilyn and Jia Lin came but never really talk to them much la... we played Captain's Ball in a sheltered area... was very challenging... cuz everybody gave it their 110%... even the girls were trying their very best... everyone sweated like crazy from running up and down... we played two matches... both teams won one match... tink it was the best part of the outing there... after the games felt my right sole aching like crazy probably due to the sprain i had in the water eariler on.. sian im getting weaker le...
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Was late in the evening le... many started to go off le... we had our dinner at a chicken rice restaurant at the basement of Vivo City... duno whether its super nice... or its juz that we were too hungry le... wanted to go for a movie... no movies nice to watch currently and everybody is very tired le... went home after walking around...
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Hmm pictures... havent got it yet... but once i get it will upload it... haha... tml booking in for half a day... den can go home le... hmm felt some great inspirations after the outing... wana write a song haha maybe write it on monday night ba...
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Yup nothing much le... "Not doing more than average is what keeps the average down... -William M. Winans..." Hmm i also feel that giving your best in everything u do wil make whatever u do enjoyable... haha take care le ppl... smilez...

"National Treasure" rocks...

2007-12-21T23:46:00.000+08:00

Last Thursday... Benjamin came to my house... play dota lol... he lost two games to computer LOL... we met up with Wilson, Wei Tian and Leonard in the evening... we met Milton, Kai Xin and Ding Yang at Jurong Point... they were shopping for Ker Jia's bday present and would hav dinner with her later in the night... haha we were walking in two groups so never had a chance to talk to them... best i can do is to call Ker Jia and wish her through the phone haha...
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We decided on the movie "National Treasure 2 the book of secrets"... Leonard did not watch with us because he went to drink with his friends... hmm felt that Leonard really changed alot after going in to NS... in short, we juz prefered the older version of him... yup carried on without him... the movie was totally sweet man... the way Nicolas Cage obtain the clues to get the treasure and go through pains to get one step closer and closer... and all his plans were really unexpected and super cool... great movie man... keeps u in suspense almost right from the start... 4.5/5...
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Today juz came back from camp... today had a very nasty experience with a process called Nasal Swab... inserts a stick into ur nostril and go in further and further... super disgusting man the feeling... but lucky was only less then 2min... enuff to make everybody tear... hmm medical side ppl practice weird things...
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Saw Caleb my bball senior in the medical centre today... he came to do his FFI ORD... lol his only 1 year older and he's already a 2nd lieutenant and ORDing next Feb... haha ppl see him will say good morning sir... ppl see me wil say eh u private go knock it down 20... lol no la jk haha...
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Tml going to Sentosa with secondary school ppl... hmm dun really reme who is going le... hmm hope there's alot ppl going and hope to hav fun tml... and pray hard dun rain man... otherwise really sian...
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Oh yea tml Bleach movie is coming out... "The Diamond Dust Rebellion" haha i cant wait man...
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Nothing much le... "You can run from the disappointment through trying to forget, but it's only when you embrace your past that you truly move forward..." take care ppl...

Haha lonely...

2007-12-16T17:08:00.000+08:00

Hmm now my house is soo empty... its kinda weird and scary in a sense... sometimes i really wan peace... but when i get it... i start to miss them... even weekends... u dun really treasure them till u experience NS... hmm wonder why are humans like that... we will only miss the water when it is gone... haha...

Here to change a new song... this band... I tink its been around for quite some time le... dun really know much about them... but frm today wil start supporting them le... the lead singer's voice is really unique... laid back but has a lighter feel... really nice man... he writes his own songs... and the way he writes is something like, few words but a whole lot of meaning... yup none other den the band "苏打绿"...

频率

苏打绿

是不是只能透过双手

爱才会有交直流

我也找不到够坚强的插座

看天空里浮云悠游

羡煞了我的不自由

我站在窗口我蹲在角落

听你的流动

谁说学不了微风

过眼从山间飞过
看耳边的窝

堆成泡沫

咽了下一口

就放出彩虹

落在我胸口

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跳动的世界里找你的频率

静止也不休息抓住你的呼吸

我再多说一句

猜你的回应

流动的时间里找你的旋律

转眼整个世界只剩你的应许

今夜就开始放晴

我身上还有春天的痕迹

尘封的记忆已开始飘零

瞬间和永远零距离

我放自己飞行

在有你的记忆yeah……wo……

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So nice rite... haha the tune and the lyrics and everything... i dun really get the full meaning of the lyrics but i know it roughly la... tink thats wat makes this song beautiful... hope u ppl enjoy it alot... there are many other nice songs like... 这天, 漂浮, 小情歌 all by the same band which is really worth listening too... tink next week gona change again... haha...
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Nothing much le... "Life is not measured by the number of breaths you take... but by the moments which take our breath away..." haha tink im really starting to like music... due to the constant discovery of new awesome songs and lyrics that take my breath away... smilez ppl take care le hav a great week ahead...

Home alone...

2007-12-15T00:24:00.000+08:00

Hmm ystd juz got back frm camp... actually Wednesday and Thursday i get to go back home... Warrant Hans was in a good mood so let us stay out wahaha... Hmm tink my attachment duration at the medical centre would be extended... cant finish the schedule yup... maybe one more week ba...
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Ystd was spending alot of time orientating Shane to Dota haha... he's a new player so i played together with him in Dota AI(artificial intelligence)... cuz cant let him play public games yet otherwise he will kena scold by other ppl... haha... hope this does not affect his studies... tink he's mature enuff to control le haha...
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Today went to watch "The Warlords" with Ben and Leonard... haha quite nice la... featuring three big stars... never had dinner with them cuz they're gona hav it somewhere with Zheng Way... muz pay $28... so i never go le haha... but had fun with them today... Wil be having another meeting on Christmas ba...
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Hmm today my parents had flown overseas to my dad's hometown... actually i wana go also de leh... long time never see the ppl on my father's side... tml my bro is flying overseas to work... nobody at home le haha... all the way til next week...
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Currently been listening to a band named... "苏打绿" the lyrics of various songs really super good... got to know this band frm tv ystd lol... really nice... suld go check out thier songs...
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Nothing much le... "A smile is a curve that sets everything straight..." haha take care ppl stay happy...

New Song...

2007-12-09T00:41:00.000+08:00

Last Friday really super sian... we were revising spinal management in camp... thats the only thing that i do not know... i gave up studying that topic due to time constrain... i told the sergeant i never study that... den he stil kept on asking me questions... duno which part of "never study" he dun understand... make me look like an idiot who smoked through my basic medic course... crap man... but new place... quite ok la... medical officers and warrants there are very nice ppl...
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Ystd went out with my BMT friends... See Yong and Terrence... actually Wee Ling wanted to go back Senja there de... but after movie with the two, its already 1830 le... no time go back wif Wee Ling liao... feel so bad leh until now stil haven visit them when i promised to do so... Ystd juz knew that Wee Ling went to Hong Kong with David... lol so good de... i always felt that going overseas together as a couple is really nice haha...
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Ystd watched the movie "The Kingdom" its a movie about terrorism... good movie la... a meaningful ending as well... since See Yong had a $45 Delifrance voucher... we went there to eat... costed $72... so expensive... along Orchard Road met sergeant David, Jian An my basic medic course friend... and Cindy my Jurong Junior College orientation group leader... haha small world...
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Yup a nice song which was introduced to me by my BMT friend Wilson... its very nice but tink not many ppl heard it before... haha... again its the lyrics that made me like this song... i find that im more of a lyrics kind of guy haha... hope u all like it...
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再一次拥有

龚诗嘉

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我想念去年的冬天

下着雪的那一夜

你给的温柔紧握的双手

温暖整个寒冬

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失去了曾经的拥有

在你离开以后

带走了笑容

只留下寂寞

忘了幸福是什么

没有你的夜特别的漆黑

只能闭上双眼去感觉

没有我的夜谁在你身边

代替了那个从前

能不能再听一次你说爱我

回到还在你怀里的时候

能不能让我再一次拥有

曾属于我的温柔

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Nice and touching... msg being brought across beautifully... Both the singer and the writer should be proud of this... love this song alot...
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Hmm been trying to find the guitar tab for this song... but i have only one website that have chinese song tabs... and it happened that this song was not there... so if u ppl know another website that provides guitar tabs for chinese songs... let me know k... thanx lots...
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Nothing much le... tml gona book in le... though its roughly 2 weeks more to the end of my attachment course but tinking bout all the injections... lol sad sia... ystd when we walked down Orchard Road, i saw this quote on one of the buildings which i tink is really nice haha... "I don't jump high... I juz fly low..." lol a cool way to express confidence... haha tc ppl...

Army Fitness Centre???

2007-12-04T20:10:00.001+08:00

Hmm I’ve been posted to Army Fitness Centre… the only one who is posted there… its somewhere in Pasir Laba Camp… hav not been there yet but one thing is confirmed… its not a medical centre… now I hav to stay in for one more month to complete the “on job training” with ppl at Pasir Laba Medical Centre… after one month den wil proceed to Army Fitness Centre… stay in or out not confirmed… I know very little bout that place… I only know that all my weekends wil be on duty… in exchange for two weekdays off… sian… hmm tml gona book in le… the discipline there seems super strict…
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Today at 6pm on Channel U… they’re showing a repeated Chinese Singaporean film… "任我遨游"… haha I stil reme this show was shown when I was secondary four… and the time when im having my O levels… though its my impt exam I stil watched it la… due to the continuous recommendation of Ting lol… but the show is nice la haha… if I can book out everyday den can follow the series but too bad can’t…
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Nothing lo… "Only a life lived for others is worth living..." Author:Albert Einstein... MEDICS!!! lol... cya ppl on Friday... organizers pls call me... im getting bored lol...

Graduate lo...

2007-12-03T20:07:00.000+08:00

Hmm today is my graduation day… haha… quite happy la… can say that im quite proud too… got a medic armband… haha was very nervous when I went up to stage to take the certificate… so many ppl… lucky the commander kept smiling… somehow calmed me a little… lucky never do anything wrong to embarrass myself haha… looking forward to getting the beret… the current green cap like not nice de haha… tomorrow is the announcement of where will I be posted to le… hmm if gd news… tml I’ll be home… if not… haha means bad news le… stay in for the rest of 1 year and 8 months… lol excited…
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Many many outings coming up le… but dun really know the dates… juz waiting for the organizer to tell me the time and place den I’ll go haha… month of December rocks haha…
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Guitar making sweet progress… can avoid looking where im pressing and get the barre chords right… hmm at least 85% of the time its right… haha happy… but stil long way to go…
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Hmm nothing much le… "The best way to find yourself, is to lose yourself in the service of others..." - Ghandi... Hmm one of my friend proved this to be true... haha tc le... hope to cya tml lol...

One more week left...

2007-11-25T20:04:00.000+08:00

Hmm ystd dota at East Coast til very late… lost a lot… cuz Milton not playing… Wilson only played two matches which we won… too many ppl there le… muz take turns to play… but the good thing is the long bus trip home… I had a nice chat with Leonard, Jing Chang, Benjamin and Wilson… chatted bout the the good old secondary sch days haha we kept laughing throughout the journey… will be meeting them again around the Christmas period… went home and slept immediately… tired…
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Today woke up at around 11am… went down to get a haircut… hmm I was expecting a malay waiting there for customers… cuz from far, it really looked like a malay layout… hmm it turned out to be a salon which is quite cheap… $8 for a haircut… haha went in everything looks so new… a woman did my haircut… quite weird… first time let woman cut my hair in my life haha… my bro used to do it for me… but overall she did a great job I tink haha…
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Hmm next week most probably going back to Senja CC with Wee Ling… long time never see the ppl there le… on 22nd Dec tink there’s a class outing ba… dun really know which class la… but can go out good le… haha… still long…
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Yup nothing much le… This week when I get back to camp got my most hated field camp… haha but its juz one more week!!! Before passing out parade…hope I go to a nice place… but also quite sad la… there are a bunch of nice friends inside… whom I tink I will really miss… though the number is little… but haha they’re great…
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Something to share before I go off… "All men dream but not equally... Those who dream by night in the dusty recesses of their minds wake in the day to find that it was vanity; but the dreamers of the day are dangerous men, for they may act their dream with open eyes to make it possible... T.E. Lawrence..." haha cya le... take care...

Movies!!!

2007-11-23T23:32:00.000+08:00

Haha ystd watched some old movies, "Hitch" and "50 First Dates"... both are love stories with humour... a little sad part in the middle... but both ended happily... both movies were really nice haha... bought them for my family to watch during the nights out when im in camp... in my opinion... "50 First Dates" is a nicer movie haha cuz im really touched by the true love shared between the two... yup go catch it if u all have time...
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Today went to the open house in my camp... checked out all the big vehicles used to carry casualties... watched a flashback clip of our pioneers in their past 40 years of medical service... overall quite ok la... returned home after 2 hours...
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Tml gona go out with Ben they all... hope it'll be a fun trip... 9am muz reach Jurong East MRT station... muz sacrifice my beauty slp le... lol muz cherish weekend instead of slping it away...
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Nothing much le... "Love has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get, it's what you are expected to give — which is everything..." yup cya soon tc le...

14 hours...

2007-11-18T20:29:00.000+08:00

On Friday saw everybody carrying bags wearing smiles on their faces... haha they can book out... 8 other platoon mates and I only got nights out... hav to come back by 10pm on that same night... hmm slept in camp and started my duty at 8am... 24 hours of guard duty burned out almost my whole weekend... i only booked out at 830am today... 14 hours...
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But luckily one of my good friend lent me a small small radio, the size of an mp3 to keep me from boredom... haha discovered a whole list of nice songs... so very thankful for the small radio haha... one song really took my breath away... i mean for a moment la when i paid attention to the lyrics... i stopped my breathing so i do not miss wat is being sang... yup here is the song...
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当你离开的时候

蔡健雅

我只能低着头发呆

让回忆渗透脑袋

渐渐变空白

我把它当做个意外

但内心还想不开

因为我明白

其实你都还在

我想起了你给我的感动

想起我们之间的温柔

我想起了我们第一次牵手

我闭上眼想起当时你许下的承诺

把你整个心都交给我

然而到后来我什么都没有

当你离开的时候

我可以当作已释怀

他对我也算关怀

他看不出来

我知道这样不应该

在他身上找依赖

算不算是种出卖

因为你一直在

我想起了你给我的感动

想起我们之间的温柔

我想起了我们第一次牵手

我闭上眼想起当时你许下的承诺

把你整个心都交给我

然而到后来我什么都没有

当你离开的时候

我想起了你给我的感动

想起我们之间的温柔

我想起了我们第一次牵手

我闭上眼想起当时你许下的承诺

把你整个心都交给我

然而到后来我什么都没有

越是没用力

越是心痛

我想起了你给我的感动

想起我们之间的温柔

我想起了我们第一次牵手

我闭上眼想起当时你许下的承诺

把你整个心都交给我

然而到后来我什么都没有

当你离开的时候

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I duno why... this song took me back on an emotional journey... everything in the chorus reflects like a mirror... hmm yup... i was doing my prowling duty in camp when i heard this... i closed my eyes as i walked and listened... chuckled for a moment when i recalled the small little memories that we had... haha... but after the song ended and i opened my eyes again... it leaves me with juz the fading ends of my smile... hmm but this song really touched me alot...
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Nothing much happened today le... juz here to share this song... you all may not feel the way i feel for this song... cuz to me... i feel its more about the memories i had... haha so its ok... but overall i tink its stil an awesome song la... nice lyrics nice voice... there are a few other super duper nice songs... tink I'll share them with u ppl next time too...
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Hmm had a little tiff with parents... cuz im having a foul mood ba... but come on its 14 hours leh... haha... im feeling better now le... but gtg soon le... needa be back in camp by 1015pm... 2 more weeks lo... something to share before i go off... “Life gives us brief moments with another... but sometimes in those brief moment we get memories that last a life time..."
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To you...
Though... fate decide to pull us apart... but hey stil thanx for the memories... sometimes i may wana forget them but... haha... how?... take care and stay happy always ya... :)

Woot my seventh song...

2007-11-11T20:09:00.000+08:00

Ystd was a very very nice and satisfactory day for me… I watched tv from 1am to 1.30am… den decided to practice abit of guitar before slping… but duno why suddenly got a hugh surge of inspiration… since the time permits… I sat down and tried to create a song… took quite long la… I spent a total of 3 and a half hours… thought of the right tune very quickly… however I took a lot of time to write the lyrics… probably becuz of all the nice songs that I’ve been exposed to… I felt I had done quite a gd job on the set of lyrics… the song’s lyrics has got some poem feel to it… I feel it also have some resemblance of Jay’s style of writing, those dreamy dreamy type haha lol… I slept at about 5am after finishing up and testing and stuff… I feel it’s the best song that I created so far… haha my seventh song… proud of it... actually its supposed to be eighth le … but I scrapped one out… cuz I feel its not up to standard la… the title of the song is “玫瑰花 ”… its actually a simile… comparing a rose to love, with a little msg frm myself haha… Aiya if someone can listen and tell me how they find it… wil be nice haha… if got ppl say its good maybe put on me blog lol…
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Hmm spoke to my mum on issues about buying new guitar... she like very supportive... even more enthu den me... yup wil be getting a new one if i got 8am to 5pm after my course... if sway sway muz stay in again... den dun tink so le... dun get hopes to high first... later disappointment greater haha...
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Orrrh its Sunday le, my long awaited book in day… lol crap… however holidays well spent ba… haha nvm la… look forward to booking out… which is next Sunday due to guard duty… wa come to tink of it… very long wahaha… 3 more weeks!!!... haha nothing much le… "Life is not about waiting for the storm to pass... Its about learning to dance in the rain..." Take care ppl... smilez... cya next Sunday...

King Kong!!

2007-11-11T00:26:00.000+08:00

Hmm today watched the movie "King Kong" with my parents they all... haha long time never watch movie with parents le... tink next time should buy more movies home... i watched "King Kong" before already... with Ting... tink was last year around April there ba... cant really recall when le...

The movie was very nice eh... 3 whole hours... the actions were totally wow... haha the best part is when King Kong took on three T-Rex... lol punch them and slam them like sandbags... haha... and most importantly i feel that the movie is trying to convey a msg... the cruelty of corrupted ppl... and the warmth of love... even from a beast... animals do hav feelings too... Though i know its fake... but Im really touched by the act of King Kong... trying to protect a girl despite it being wounded severely by gunshots... yup a sad ending... for once i was hoping to change the ending haha... but nonetheless money well spent, 4.8 out of 5... for those who hav watched it already, go catch it again... it wil stil be nice de...
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Arrrh one more day to book in day... sad le sad le... i already cherish these few days le... but its stil so so short... aiyo... haha... cant wait to finish my course... ystd printed lots and lots of song tabs by 张惠妹... found some new nice songs by her in my brother's Ipod... yup later gona practise awhile...

Nothing much le... "Change is the essence of life... Be willing to surrender what you are, for what you could become..." thats all... take care ppl...

Orrh time past so fast...

2007-11-10T00:37:00.000+08:00

First things first... head super duper pain... duno wat happen... tink stare at screen too long... here for a short post...
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Hmm was actually back on Wednesday already... yup two days had passed in a blink of an eye... ystd went out with Elaine to Vivo city cuz needa give her something... and to go there walk walk... shopped alot of things... i got a nice black suit for only $39 after a 20% discount... hmm actually wana movie de... but the timing sux la... so we juz walked around... Vivo really very big... haha ate lots of candies also lol... bought King Kong DVD for only $8... haha for my father to watch de... enjoyed myself there...
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Yup today pretty much stayed at home... hmm today juz received news that Ting's bro didn't do really well for his exams... abit sad la... Math band 1 but English and Chinese band 3... never improve.... got a kind of failure feeling... lol... hmm :(
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Hmm tink i stop here le... the pain is getting unbearable le... haha something to share... "You cannot be brave if you do not have a coward inside you..." - Deepak Chopra... cool haha... tc ppl...

New nice song...

2007-11-04T20:03:00.000+08:00

Hmm ystd was fun… went out with Ben, Mil, Wil, Jing Chang, Guan Soon, Jeremy, Shi Wei. Wei Tian, and Zheng Way to east coast there… pretty much dota the whole day away… hmm but was fun la had a number of good games… but was hoping to do something more meaningful haha…had Burger King at about 1130pm… so expensive… $9.30 for a meal plus large onion rings… next time cannot anyhow order le lol… made our way back by bus and chatted a lot on the way haha…
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Hmm gona change a new song le… cuz I like the lyrics of this song a lot… its brief... but it explains and fully expresses everything... very well written… its actually a song sang by the band "动力火车"... totally rox la... but i found this somewhere which is sung by a female... i duno who... a pity... her voice really works very well in this song also... when I hear such songs… really motivates me to work harder… so that next time i can create a song liddat… take some time listen... confident u all will like it...

也许有一天

作词:陈绮萱

作曲:陈忠义

编曲:江建民

也许有一天我会爱上你

也许有一天我们在一起

也许有一天等一个也许

也许有一天我们都忘记

如果一切都会过去不如留点回忆

当我看着你的眼睛我等的是奇迹

也许有一天你会想起我

也许有一天我们都忘记

就算一切都会过去还是应该相信

当你睁开你的眼睛看一看我的心

Duno why i juz love this song... we duno wats going to happen in the future... Friends may become lovers... Lovers may become friends... who knows?... nobody... this is one of my personal favourites... hope u all enjoyed it... (ps. i can play this on guitar... well juz the chords lol)

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Yup gona book in very soon le… I found out something… everytime I book in… will feel very lost and very emo de… but after when I go back to camp will be ok le… weird… yup it’s the start of my 7th week le haha!!... hmm but hor I tio guard duty on one of the up coming weekends… sad la… can only book out on Sunday 8am den book in at 10pm again… hmm dun tink so much le cuz this week wil be short… Wednesday will be booking out again le… looking forward to that…
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I'm going to smile and make you think I'm happy...

I'm going to laugh so you don't see me cry...

I'm going to let you go in stlye...

And even if it kills me I'm going to smile... - Unknown

Take care ppl... smilez... cya ppl on Wednesday :)

Do you?

2007-10-28T20:01:00.000+08:00

Ystd was going quite alright... hmm met wif some minor problems during tuition... but at least the things are done la... after that was suppose to go meet Eric Jun Hao and David de… as im late for the first part of the plan… I say I will meet them at Jurong Point for the movie… but den suddenly Jun Hao and Eric not going… so canceled movie… super sian… stayed home again…
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Went back reached around 2pm… Dota all the way… hmm ystd my hero kills totaled to about 100+ in five games… hmm quite a lot… yup… so was pretty much on the edge of my seat most of the time… but sian would prefer to go out…
-Hmm 2am… I watched a movie titled “Click”… it’s the second time I’ve watched it le… this movie is very funny and touching at the same time… its about a guy who works a lot and pretty much neglected his family… he was came across this universal remote control which allows him to control life like the way remote controls work in televisions… he can fast forward time, skip chapters, pause events, etc… however after some time the remote control fast forwards time on its own… skipping everything that was unpleasant…the guy missed many things… he got wat he always wanted… his promotion… but he missed out on times spent with his parents, his wife and his kids… his wife left him for another man… he cant even be there for his father’s funeral… that’s when he realized the importance of spending time with his family… the last parts were very touching… when he told his family about his regrets when he is juz about to die… watched it twice… cried twice… but… it is a happy ending… shall not spoil it by spilling the beans… hope those who have not seen it can go check it out… slept at 3.40am…
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Today went to tuition again… Ting’s bro was very nice today… did everything I told him to do… he finished 3 sets of math full practice… after that played bubbles with him again haha…tink he is well prepared for the test le… hope he does well on Monday…
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Hmm that’s all for my weekends… gona book in soon le… in1hrs time… something nice to share, a verse which the couple in the movie “Click” used… it is like a promise of their love…

It was said once before they had their first kiss…
Woman: Will you still love me in the morning?
Man: Forever and ever babe…

And once juz before the man died…
Man: Will you still love me in the morning?
Woman : Forever and ever babe…

This verse also brings back some of my memories too… every couple has some kind of verse which touches each other greatly… its really memorable and meaningful to the individuals … to me too… I still remember it… Do you?... hmm not everyone gets a second chance… unfortunately not everyone… sigh…

WOOT...

2007-10-27T00:13:00.000+08:00

Here for a fast entry... today is Friday... why i can book out??? haha becuz i passed all my major tests woot... (pat pat) proud of myself.... haha this week and next week can book out Friday... yea... Deepavali also coming soon le means got off day hahaha... happy...
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Tml gona go to tutor Ting's bro... hmm hope he wil study super hard... get good marks... will be happy for him... haha after that gona rush to Eric's house meet up with him, Jun Hao and David again... our plan is to play abit of play station... go to JP watch a movie den dinner... rather dry but is the chatting that wil make it worthwhile haha... cant wait...
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Next week Saturday gona meet up with Ben they all le... haha the plans are stil pending but should be very nice la haha... best if Ben can organise one big thing den all go for a meal or wat... haha...
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Hmm later dun tink practising guitar le... no time... quite tired le... mentally tired too... nothing much le... "Do not wait to strike till the iron is hot; but make it hot by striking..." William B. Sprague... Haha nice... Nitex ppl...

Haha weekend over again...

2007-10-21T20:22:00.000+08:00

Been quite a boring weekend la... stay home... games guitar and stuff... study abit only... the rest tink i go camp den study ba... hope i dun fail the oncoming test... gona book in bout 2 hrs time... time really past super fast leh blink of an eye booking in again…
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Yup today printed lots of guitar tabs… mostly old songs by Hillary Duff and Shakira… my fingerings are abit off and unfamilar again le… cuz 5 days never touch guitar… today only practiced bout an hour liddat… but the good news is that now I can change to the barre chord fingerings quite fast le… whether accurate anot is another story… but given practice should be able to make it work la… dun really know how do I fair now in my skills cuz all the practices were done alone… hmm was hoping to have somebody whom im comfortable with to judge my guitar and singing skills… yup that will be very nice…
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Been blog hopping every weekend… saw many ppl going out with friends to catch up… and many have new friends to go out together also… yup could say im abit envious leh… now wana go out also duno wana find who leh… den last week actually can meet up with secondary school friends de… but confined then missed it… haiz so sian…
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Nothing much le… after this week when I book out… guess will be more happy le… ya and next week muz give tuition… cant afford to waste anymore time le… he will be having his exams very soon… Yup something to share before i go… "Everyone hears what you say... Friends listen to what you say... Best friends listen to what you don't say..." haha... meaningful... Smilez ppl...

Streaks of grey...

2007-10-20T17:37:00.000+08:00

Juz returned home today cant go tuition Ting's bro... got confined for failing a test... wasted bout 12 hours liddat... alot leh... hmm next week major tests... cannot afford to fail de... if fail they say will out of course... so much to study but so little time... hmm aiya complain so much oso no use... oso muz get through... hope time wil fly faster... few more weeks and we'll be through haha...
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Today my dad came to fetch me... he asked me why i so late den can go home... den told him bout the failing thing la... later we continued chatting... linked to his job and many other things... den he noticed that i cut my hair... talked about it for awhile and den i turned to look at his hair... his sideburns were greying le... i know its been there for very long le... today den i took a long look at it... duno why i see le... felt abit sad la... duno why i felt guilty all of a sudden... hope to have a better relationship with my family...
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Hmm nothing much le... cant go out this week... will be busy... next week should be quite free le... later gona watch bleach again haha... im so excited bout the oncoming episodes... cuz my friend sort of gave me a brief description of wat the coming stories will be like... haha cant wait... a little something to share... "Do not blame Heaven, and do not blame earth, for your loneliness... You are traveling the ways of loneliness because your mind has not tried to conquer the darkness of frustration-frown..." by Sri Chinmoy...

New Song...

2007-10-15T17:22:00.000+08:00

Lately found a super nice song... had this song quite some time ago... was not very appealing to me at first... so never paid much attention to it... til ystd when i was searching for guitar tabs to play... i decided to randomly check some songs out... when i saw the lyrics of the song... its like wa how can i miss this song out... wana share with u all who never heard it before... or like me, heard it but neglected it...
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人质

张惠妹

我和你啊存在一种危险关系

彼此挟持这另一部份的自己

本以为这完整了爱的定义

那就乖乖的守护着你

相爱变成猜忌怀疑的烂游戏

规则是要憋着呼吸越靠越近

但你的温柔是我唯一沉溺

你是爱我的就不怕有缝隙

在我心上用力的开一枪

让一切归零在这声巨响

如果爱是说什么都不能放

我不挣扎反正我也没差

人质在这一刻得到释放

相爱的纯粹落得如此下场

你满意吗我们都别说谎

Describing an ending love in context of a hostage... professional...

Sometimes i really respect ppl who have the talent to create lyrics that hit listeners in the heart... though this song is only a simple tune all the way, with the lyrics added, its like magic the way the lyrics alter the feel of the song... listening to this song really touches me alot... i like the last two parts of the lyrics the most... hope one day i can create a song of about the same standard... yup and also A-Mei's voice... totally rocks...

Hmm today was a rough day for me... quarrelled wif my mum ystd... today she left a note beside my bed... saying how disappointed she was with me... it really cut me alot... but haiz... got used to getting cut by ppl anyway... Mum there's alot of things that you don't understand, but anyway i do owe you a sry... sigh...

Yup booking in very soon le... guess this week will be faster cuz left 4 more days to book out day... something nice to share... "Don’t bother just to be better than your counterparts or predecessors... Try to be better than yourself..." William Faulkner... take care ppl... hav a great week ahead...

Tuition...

2007-10-13T23:59:00.000+08:00

Hmm today went to tuition Ting's bro again... stepped in, sat down... asked abit here and there... den i opened the chinese assessment book... hmm was hoping that he wil tahan about half an hour before getting tired... den when i ask him to start... he started to say all the things that he said when he was tired... and he totally dunwan to do... very sad leh... i kip telling him its not alot... its not difficult... hmm tried to persuade him for 45 min... he was close to tears le... i duno why... i never raise my voice or scold him in any way... at that moment... i really felt like giving up and not to come next week... i would not want to become enemies with him when im trying to help him... it defeats the purpose... really sad and lost... but after more explaining and stuff... he finally understood that im not there to make his Saturday a dreadful one... and den he started to do the assignments... yup though the remaining time is short... he did quite alot... i was relieved la at last he listened... brought him out to play bubbles... haha... had a fun time with him... been long since i last played bubbles haha... Ting's mum bought nasi lemak for me...
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Will be booking in on Monday... yup so anybody wana go out Sunday? quite bored at home... though im having a test on one whole book on Thursday, i dun really wana study leh... weekends are meant to be enjoyed... not to mug... yup... so anybody wan to go out chill pls call me...
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Nothing much le... something which i feel that inspires me alot... and also guess many ppl need it out there as well... "It is wise to keep in mind that neither success nor failure is ever final..." Roger Babson... haha cool... nitex ppl...

Booking in soon le...

2007-10-07T17:12:00.001+08:00

Hmm ystd was quite a nice day... Was supposed to reach Ting's house at 11am de... den duno why my hp alarm never ring... or ring le but i off it den forget... hmm duno la but i woke up at 1030am... bathe eat breakfast rushed there... reached bout 1130am le... hmm the lesson went successfully though... tink next Sat muz increase time for tuition otherwise dun tink can finish everything before his exam... see how la...
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After the tuition rushed down to Jurong Point... the meeting time was 1pm, i was already late by half hour le... end up i have to wait for them for another half hour... lol why everybody like being late de... We had Long John Silvers for lunch because Eric is dying to have some fried meat lol... Sian la actually i wana watch the movie "Shoot Em Up" de... the advertisement look so cool la haha... as Jun Hao watched it before, we scraped the plan... we settled with the movie "Resident Evil Extinction" instead... Quite cool la haha... i like action movies with one cool looking super duper hero wahaha nice... after the movie we went to KFC for dinner cuz Eric tinks the fried meat he had earlier is not enough to sustain his hunger... we reluctantly went with him haha... we had a nice chat bout many things and den we parted at bout 730pm...
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That night was very long... i practised my beloved guitar for some time... got a few new song tabs... haha was soo happy while practising cuz i got back my guitar feel le... its a very nice feeling singing your heart out in your own room... with the music at your control... its like K Box haha... kinda forget that i was super tired until i took a break... slept at 4am... Hmm was tinking if next time when my skills are better... will i get a new guitar ma? or will i stick with this black guitar forever? haha... we'll see...
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Today i'll be booking in soon le... bout 2 more hours... duno why everytime got this lost and sad feeling when i go back... hmm... monday got a practical which freaks me out... super scared haha... hmm but i guess time will past very fast la... yup before i know it... will be booking out again soon le... oh ya hope the secondary school outing wil be settled... haha let me hav something to look forward to...
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Hmm today gona change a new song which i really like alot... its a sad song though... talks about the feelings after a breakup... the lyrics were written beautifully... everytime i listen to this song, felt that even the lyrics were crying out... yup very nice and impressive song so hope u all will like it too...
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不让我的眼泪陪我过夜

金莎

你的柔情似水
几度让我爱得沉醉
毫无保留

不知道後悔

你能不能体会真情可贵

没有馀力伤悲

爱情像难收的覆水

长长来路

走的太憔悴

你只留下我收拾这一切

不让我的眼泪陪我过夜

不让你的吻留著馀味

忘了曾经爱过谁

慢慢习惯了寂寞相随

不让我的眼泪陪我过夜

不让你的脸梦里相对

爱的潮水已经退

我的真情不再随便给

没有馀力伤悲

爱情像难收的覆水

长长来路

走的太憔悴

你只留下我收拾这一切

不让我的眼泪陪我过夜

不让你的吻留著馀味

忘了曾经爱过谁

慢慢习惯了寂寞相随

不让我的眼泪陪我过夜

不让你的脸梦里相对

爱的潮水已经退

我的真情不再随便给

不让我的眼泪陪我过夜

不让你的吻留著馀味

忘了曾经爱过谁

慢慢习惯了寂寞相随

不让我的眼泪陪我过夜

不让你的脸梦里相对

爱的潮水已经退

我的真情不再随便给

Hmm yup nothing much le... something interesting here haha... "We are each of us angels with only one wing... And we can only fly while embracing each other..." - Lucian de Croszonza... Cya ppl in a weeks time... take care le... smilez...

Book out le...

2007-10-06T00:13:00.000+08:00

Hmm today booked out at around 2030... reached home bout 2100 le... quite an early book out... yup been adapting le... more friends more fun... but as always stil afraid of the same old things... now i juz wana clear the course and clear it quick... and hopefully get to somewhere nice...
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Tml im gona meet up with some JJ friends le... Eric, Junhao and David haha havent seen them in awhile le... really wana know wats up in their life now... meeting 1pm at Jurong Point... tink im gona be abit late ba... cuz gona tuition Ting's bro... his exams are coming le... wana let him study more but scared later he frustrated again... hmm hope everything turns out well tml ba... Hmm bout the outing stil haven decide where to go after we meet... but mostly is movie and walk walk ba... haha... sit down talk... chill and stuff...
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Oh ya tink next Saturday gona go out with last time secondary school friends... wa if yes den i wil be super happy la... long long time no see them le... haha come to think of it... kinda miss the days with them too... hope the outing can be carried out successfully with good response... haha hope...
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5 days never touch guitar... abit lost touch le... haiz... damm sian... stil muz slowly play back and get the feel back again... haiya... i wana learn la... i hate deproving.... in everything i do... hate it loads...
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Hmm nothing much le... very late le... tml muz wake up early... now gona go watch my favourite anime "Bleach" again... Something nice to share which i feel is very inspiring... from one of my Sergeants in camp... Its not the rank that makes the man... Its the man that makes the rank... haha nice... take care le ppl... nitez world...

Lonely...

2007-09-30T20:04:00.000+08:00

Gona book in about 2hrs frm now le... i really dread going back... tinking bout the whole rountine all over again... i dun really have any good friends there also... its been one week le... 9 more weeks to go... 63 more days... sigh...
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Sometimes i really need somebody to be there... Somebody to talk to... Somebody to run to... Somebody to voice out my problems... Somebody to encourage me... Somebody to stand on my side... Somebody to pull me up... Somebody to wipe the tears from my face... Somebody to hear my song... from my guitar... and also from my heart... haiz... Sometimes i really hate life... lonelyness is boundless... my room... my computer... my guitar and... myself...
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"The most painful love there is, is the love left unshown.. A love that cannot be expressed, affection left unknown... The love that withholds touching, afraid of what it would say... And the most painful thing about unexpressed love is... it never fades away..." --Susan Polis Schutz...
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I miss you so much...

Do u know...?

Sad la...

2007-09-29T15:30:00.000+08:00

Juz booked out ystd night came back was around 9 pm something le... Hmm lately been feeling chest pains... when i run for awhile and i really mean awhile... i wil start to get out of breath... even in push up positions, i feel very stressed at my chest level there... it makes my breathing difficult... and when i stand up again... i will feel very breathless... and the thing is that the breathlessness will only go away in a matter of hours... so weird de... i dun use to hav this problem de... tink my heart is failing me le... wana train up myself oso cant... Medic course... im stil trying to get out of course... tink i'll spare the details ba...
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Today went to Ting's house to tutor her brother... hmm duno why start awhile he started to get restless den when i gave him some simple things to do... he cried... im very sad leh see him liddat... we two use to play happily de... now liddat... haix he is the second person that cried in front of me in that house le... haix i really feel very sad... am i that bad ma?... i tried talking nicely wif him, try to make him realise tat im trying to help him... but never worked... i also cant scold him cuz wil only make things worse... after very long den managed to calm him... since he dunwana do any work, i played hopscotch with him... yup... soon we had lunch rested awhile den i taught him for another 30 min or so den went back home le... hope next week dun liddat le... his tests are coming... i wana do a good job...
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One week never touch guitar le... sergeants want me to cut fingernails on my right hand... cant really pluck tat well le... plucking with a pick is quite slow... my F and Bm chord changing timing now also slow down le... haix... i wana improve leh.... i stil need to go on to other difficult chords le... like Dm, Bm7, B7, those are not barre chords... but its difficult to reach for me...
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Nothing much le... something to share ba... "We don't stop laughing because we get old; we get old because we stop laughing..." i feel im getting old le... tat explained the chest pains lolx... take care everybody and stay happy...

Nice new song...

2007-09-23T15:59:00.000+08:00

Ystd was my ah gong's birthday... went to one of my uncle's house... haha had a fun time playing over there... played alot with Simon Nicole Jamie... talked alot to Wenxin Wenxi... haha Amanda and Hazel very little time spent together, they watching spongebob square pants... hmm i also watching it la super funny haha... after that we sang the birthday song for my grandfather... and had some cheese cake... super nice haha... but very small piece... took many many photos... after that saw my cousin Zi Xuan playing the piano... wow super pro lo... den later Wenxin Wenxi also came to play... they taught me a simple tune frm Jay Chou's last movie... the song is titled "Secret"... haha after repeated teachings, managed juz to do a juz the starting part haha... but very fun leh piano.... yup enjoyed myself... reached home 11pm...
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Been waking early and going out for the past 5 days le... super tired... slept at 3am ystd haha... today waked at 115pm haha... sian la... i love the feeling of lazing in bed...
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Hmm lately found a song... very very nice de... i feel it really expresses wat im thinking... ya lo... hmm though some parts i still dun quite get the meaning... but roughly its there la... hope u all can enjoy it too...
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开场白
蔡依林

再见面已经是朋友了

我们就这么单纯瞎聊着彼此说以后

时间过了学会珍惜了

原来最初的快乐并不是我们要的

终于能够坦白说着

我当时的脆弱

是唯一的一次

不留着遗憾的

简单结束了陌生

我们微笑了

也都不躲了

这单纯的坦诚

就这样我们为彼此推翻着

不扰了

我们都笑了

时间停了

我们珍惜这一刻

放下累积的负荷卸下沉默

学会了不保留

再见后真的是朋友了

我们都不再单纯

也会笑着看以后

时间过了也更珍惜了

原来当时的快乐仍在你我记忆中

终于能够坦白说着

我现在不寂寞

是全新的一次

再也没了遗憾

简单地回应着伤痛

我们微笑了

也都不躲了

这单纯的坦诚

就这样我们为彼此推翻着

不扰了

我们都笑了

时间停了

我们珍惜这一刻

放下累积的负荷卸下沉默

学会了不保留

我们微笑了

也都不躲了

这单纯的坦诚

你好吗多么默契的开场白

我笑了

我们不走了

不再尴尬了

不回头凑理由

希望我们从此都真的快乐

说好了不说走

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Hmm in my opinion... this song is about a couple who came together easily but broke up due to differences... found out later part that they stil remember and love each other... they met up and both decided to return to each other... i feel its quite romantic but a rare reality... im not really sure if tats the correct meaning la so do correct me bout the meaning if im wrong cuz i wana know... but the last part of the lyrics was really nice... erm all of it is nice la haha... and Jolin's voice really works magic in the chorus really nice... hmm take some time to let it buffer and hope u all like it yea...
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Block leave is over le... 13 days juz like that haha... yup tml going in le... abit sian leh... haha everyone also quite gloomy... except those stay out de ba i guess haha... but haiya stil muz go... muz well live my last day of freedom happily...
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Something profound that u all gotta see... "Love is not blind - it sees more, not less... But because it sees more, it is willing to see less..." by Rabbi Julius Gordon... impacting rite... haha enjoy your weekends ppl... cya all in 5 days time... hopefully less...

Sad man got so zhun or not...

2007-09-21T20:10:00.000+08:00

Duno if im sway or wat de... posted to Nee Soon camp... be a medic... and stay in... haiz... all my plans all can scrape liao... no more guitar... no more driving... no more dota... no more going out... haiz of all vocations... why medic de... im super afraid of blood lo... i see fracture pics i oso wana puke liao... tell me inject someone i sure stun there... i ask them if got phobia of such things den how? Then the guy tell me to voice out during my 1st day... den go c doctor... if confirm le... maybe can get re-posted to somewhere else... if they dun approve... den im gona be stuck there for almost 2 years... how sia... sad...
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Pretty much spoiled my mood... went out shopping and played pool with Ting... hmm made me feel a little better la... but come home sian again... feel like canceling all the other plans of going out on Saturday... dun really feel like stepping out le... haiz... no point talking here la... juz Monday i go unit and see how it goes...
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Nothing le... an encouragement quote... "I am not discouraged, because every wrong attempt discarded is another step forward..." Thomas A. Edison...

Im so happy...

2007-09-18T23:40:00.000+08:00

Haha... i juz got back home...

Im soooo happy... u know why???? duno rite haha... Today I have managed to complete my song on time... i have managed to sing my song with only one mistake... (this is actually quite bad) and most importantly i managed to surprise her and to see that smile of hers... haha been so long since i last saw that smile up close... Its Ting's birthday today... yup... hahaha i enjoyed talking to her... hope u too... here are the photos taken at her house...

Happy 19th birthday girl... may happiness and beauty and good things follow u through all of time...
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Nothing much le... today was spend on preparing the song and buying the present and stuff... but it was worth it haha... yup yup lol... something to share by an unknown person... "Life is a journey, and love is what makes that journey worthwhile..." haha take care ppl hav a pleasant night... im so happy haha...

Sian so difficult de...

2007-09-17T21:49:00.000+08:00

Sian inspiration can never be forced... done alot of different sets of lyrics... but all i feel very substandard de... so waste alot of time... really muz wait for inspiration... hmm... even the tune also need inspiration... sian duno when den can finish the song...
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Hmm hav to check my posting on the 20th of September... on the 24th wil be going to the unit le... woo... time really flies when u are slacking... Hope i get a nice 8am to 5 pm unit haha... den my plans can carry out le... go find a centre to learn guitar and to carry on tutoring Ting's bro... wa better dun so happy yet... later tio muz stay in de... wil super sad lol...
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Yup thats all le... no programmes for the last few days... juz sian lol... a little something... "We have the power to shrink our dreams to fit reality or the power to stretch our reality to fit our dreams..." by Anon... if everyone thinks this way... wat wil our future be like?? haha... take care ppl...

Sigh sad...

2007-09-15T20:05:00.000+08:00

Today went to Ting's house to tutor his youngest bro... he having oral exam on Monday and Tuesday... tml gona go to her house again for another session with him... yup he's quite good with his reading... its juz the picture description... really tires and stresses him out when we were practising...
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Hmm duno why during the time there i felt very lost... although i already know the people there le... but it really feels so weird... i feel like they were strangers to me liddat... after i left... felt very sad... tat... everything had turned out this way...
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Hmm went to JP after that and bought a nice black snow cap... haha duno why i hav a special liking for snow caps... actually frm last time until now, i was hoping that someone wil sew a snow cap for me so that i can wear during slping time haha... yup... went home and tried it out... looks weird... but nvm haha...
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Today met up wif my mentor Mr Chua to collect my pay... just found out that he is gona close down the tuition centre in October le... hmm he told me that he dunhav time for the centre le... by closing it, he would hav more time to focus on his job in Singapore Poly... but i stil feel its abit of a waste la... cuz the centre was already building up a good reputation... but im not in any position to tell him anything la... hmm but im quite proud of the centre... cuz the best thing is that it produces results...
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Another day had passed... hmm... a little something which i came across by an unknown person... "A guy and a girl can be just friends but at one point or another one of them will fall for the other, maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late or maybe, just maybe... forever..."

Im Bored...

2007-09-13T23:29:00.000+08:00

Having cough le... after i book out i finished alot of junk food at home... potato chips... seaweed... chocolate... pork floss... within two days all gone le... haha... i asked for it... but junk food is so nice hahaha... muz stop le... cant afford to stay sick...
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Today very sian la... supposed to go out wif army ppl... so many ppl end up not going den i oso sian never go liao... duno when wil we have another outing... bored leh... most of my other friends are studying and having tests... so today i stayed home all day... dota all the way... really become noob le... dun really have the game sense tat i hav before liao... lost most of the matches today... Today also watched a movie at home... Bleach" Memories of nobody"... nice actions during the ending haha... suld go catch the anime haha... its super nice... u wil be awed by the coolness of their characters...
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Nothing much le... hope somebody asks me out soon before time runs out... otherwise really rotting at home le... anywhere wil do... shop or movie or walk walk haha... so do call me if u are equally bored haha...
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Gona go down for supper wif Wilson and Milton le... long time since we three ate together le haha... Something nice to share... "Kind words can be short and easy to speak but their echoes are truly endless..." Mother Theresa... haha so dun hold back ur praises... u might juz make a person's day... tc ppl nitex...

Woot block leave...

2007-09-11T21:59:00.000+08:00

Haha me juz book out today... gona post to unit liao le... before that got a long 10 days of holiday... gona hav lots of programmes... i hope lol...
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I felt that i am very lucky to meet such great friends in army... they come from different backgrounds... get to know alot bout their interesting backgrounds... haha i got a friend who was once a gangster la... but he change alot le... had alot of fun talking with him bout his past... got a friend who loves music alot... learns singing and very well trained in instruments... got some friends who are very mature... got some friends who are simply jokers... and so on la... haha... i feel that i've learned alot from them... cuz we wil gather to chat whenever we hav the time... and some views that they share really are different and the best part is that they can explain it till it inspires me also haha... For eg... i asked my friend... hey if you can only save your wife or your son trapped in your house engulfed in flames... who wil u save? one of my joker friends say he'll save the house... but my other friend replied that he'll save the son... den i asked him why... den he said... cuz my wife will wan me to do so... haha i stunned for a moment... cause i've never thought of that... we pratically talked bout almost everything under the sun... Today POC le... hmm gona miss them... hope we can gather once in awhile after we go to our units...
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Hmm nothing much le... today dota was a disaster... got thrashed twice... demoralised... haha but nvm la... now im tinking of writing a song... but im coughing again leh... sian... nvm see how it goes ba... try my best...
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I love this thingy... "When you make a mistake, don't look back at it long. Take the reason of the thing into your mind, and then look forward... Mistakes are lessons of wisdom... The past cannot be changed... The future is yet in your power." -- Phyllis Bottome... Nitez ppl... take care...

Everythings changing le...

2007-09-08T22:21:00.000+08:00

Today went to play lan game wif army friends again... but this time Wilson Jing Chang and Benjamin came along... it was a 4 vs 5... but we stil managed to win 3 out of 4 games... so quite happy la...
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Went to Bugis after dinner... walked around and found out so many new shops being set up and many others replaced... the top floor of Bugis is now a food court haha cool... we juz walk here and there for awhile... sat bus 197 home with Benjamin...
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Speaking of Benjamin... haha brings me back lots of memories... the times we played pokemon cards... times when he pushed me into the mud... times when we cheated in tests... times when we played basketball... times when we laughed together... but now he change so so much le... not the good Benjamin i know last time... but a better one haha...
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Haha we chatted on many things... on studies, on dota, even on love as well... I remember he used to dislike studying... everytime i do badly in tests... i wil compare my results wif him to make myself feel better... Now he is planning on going overseas to study so as to further brighten his future... we even discussed bout the pros and cons of going overseas to work and return rich and stuffs like that... haha i wil spare the details on what we said la... but i must say he is really very mature liao... im sure he wil do well in the days to come...
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Juz now during dota, Benjamin's girlfriend, Michelle msged him two words "more seaweed"... she liked the seaweed that Ben gave her ystd... Ben is very sweet at times also haha... Actually he is supposed to go back to his second house in Bishan today but he took the time to go down to his girlfriend's house in Clementi juz to give her the packet of seaweed as a surprise... nice rite haha... cant imagine wat wil be on Michelle's face when she sees him haha... their two years anniversary juz passed a few weeks ago... haha all the best pal...
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Felt kinda sad when he mentioned bout Michelle... cause i really feel bad for not treating my ex girlfriend as good as i should be... only to regret after its too late... after i realise how important she is to me... sigh... its been 8 months le... stil feel the occasion sourness biting at my heart... but doesn't matter le... wats done cannot be undone... but i certainly do owe u a sry...
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We alighted near Michelle's house and we waited for bus 198 together... after i board the bus den he go find Michelle... I've got so many things to talk to him but the time is so short always... i can learn alot through chatting with him... and the best part now is that the issues that we talk about now makes me reflect on myself also... hope we can chat again soon...
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Time really pasts so so so quickly... 2 more days before i go out of Tekong... haha den block leave lo... hope can go out more often wif friends... wana find a snow cap type of headress... haha i see one of my friends wear very nice lol... yup nothing much le... Ben juz reach home... gona dota wif him liao...
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"A fight may come and go very easily, but a friendship could last forever..." Haha nightz world...

Going off le...

2007-09-02T17:38:00.000+08:00

Wow talk about short weekends... haha wasted it on dota... deprove alot le... but the last game was nice... makes my day...
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Hmm i feel im recovering quickly le... happy happy... lookin at the timetable... this week in NS is gona be fun... haha... aiya no time le... gona book in bout one and half hr later... muz stop liao...
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"Happiness is enhanced by others, but does not depend upon others..." SMILEZ!! haha take care ppl...

Sick le...

2007-09-01T20:26:00.000+08:00

Book out le... 7 more days in Tekong before POC...
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Duno why lately feel like vomiting after every meal... den no appetite... tink u give me Mac i oso cant finish half... totally no strength... plus diarrhoea... i climb up five floors of steps start to pant le... duno wat happen eh... haix sad... hope it heals quickly...
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I wana go out hav fun de leh... sian no time liao... tml booking in again le... hmm nvm la... on Sept 11 got block leave... muz fulfil promise go back to Senja wif Wee Ling... haha other den that tink no more plans le... see how la... hope can hav as much activities as possible...
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I wana go guitar lessons... anybody wan go wif me?? i wan a companion... otherwise i alone leh haha... i really wana do well in this area... it makes me feel alot better when i express myself through the songs i write... haha... yup... if after i post to unit is 8am to 5pm... den maybe i'll go for night classes...
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Nothing much le... lately seen lots of bullying going around... disgusted by their acts... but nvm... i cant do anything to help them think... hope they wil wake up... "Never look down on anybody unless you're helping him up..." Jesse Jackson... take care ppl...

Going off le...

2007-08-26T16:09:00.000+08:00

Bout about 2 hrs more will be on my way to Tekong... Hmm abit sian le as usual... but nvm used to this feeling le... hope next weekend can hav better activties...
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Hmm change a new song ba... quite an old sad song by JJ... the tune and the lyrics are great... i listened to it quite a number of times le... stil think its nice... hope u all enjoy it too...
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距离

林俊杰

在距离三公里的位置

我在这里

想像心中的你的呼息

同样的熄着灯的窗子

你在那里

听不到我呼吸着分离

我走向前你看不见

真的遥远

就连叹息影子听见

也是无言

你走向前我看不见

你的思念

你和我之间

刻着一条界线不曾有改变

保留着三公分的距离

我的眼里

填满着整个我爱的你

坐在同一张四方桌子边

你的眼里

读不到眷着我的讯息

我走向前你看不见

真的遥远

就连叹息影子听见

也是无言

你走向前我看不见

你的思念

你和我之间

刻着一条界线不曾有改变

当爱离开之前

能多苦

能多深

能多甜

距离是你走过我身边

我走向前你看不见

真的遥远

就连叹息影子听见

也是无言

你走向前我看不见

你的思念

你和我之间

刻着一条界线不曾有改变

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Hmm thats pretty much the time i got left le... gona go pack up my things and get ready liao... take care ppl...
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"Time is too slow for those who wait, too swift for those who fear, too long for those who grieve, too short for those who rejoice, but for those who love, time is eternity..." - Henry Van Dyke (1852-1933) American Clergyman...

Saturday...

2007-08-26T00:04:00.000+08:00

Today woke up at about 730am rushed down to khatib to play bball wif army friends... haha my frien bluff me... he tell me alot ppl come... den end up only nine turned up... enjoyed myself when playing... the feeling of wanting to win... the feeling of dealing with fatigue... the feeling of teamwork... haha... but injured my leg abit... now very sour... hope it heals before i book in tml... we played til bout 12 noon liddat... drained out... too long no play le haha...
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After that nothing to do... went to play lan game lo... lost a few again... very sian la... now hardly see the "victory" word on my monitor le... played til bout 5pm liddat... after that actually wana go watch "Rush Hour 3" de... but everybody watch before le... i tried to deceive one of my frien to watch second time... but fail lol sad... waste my saliva... took a cab home...
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Saw pasa malam below my house again le... always reminds me of things...
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Hmm oh ya most of my friends all in uni le... hope they can cope la... heard the pace is very fast... we humans hav no limits... juz a little getting used to and all wil be fine... haha jia you...
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Yup nothing much le... need to catch up on slp... tink today latest muz slp by 3am... nothing much le... something very nice that i learnt today from my army friend Andy... Do u all know why the engagement ring is placed on the 4th finger? Haha cuz the veins in the 4th finger are the closest to the heart... sweet... nitex ppl...

BOOK OUT LE... hooray...

2007-08-25T00:27:00.000+08:00

Haha found out many ppl in camp know how to play the guitar haha... asked for their guidance along the way... they taught me how to play some songs too... their fingers are very very fast haha... first time see haha... seeing them play motivates me to go on... haha but i wonder how much longer can i reach their stage... but nvm la juz practice...
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Next week wil be rather xiong for me in NS... but after that week all wil be quite relax liao... yup endure...
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Sian come back dota lose like siao... too long never touch wil become noob... haha today my pudge got owned by a new hero... sad... lol nvm... it will be temporary...
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Ppl say when u go NS... you wil be closer to family... haha i seem to be the opposite... when i book in... i dun even feel the slightest sadness... its juz the same feeling of staying home... juz abit more sian only... and juz look forward to the next book out... sometimes i feel im juz roaming aimlessly...
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Nothing much le... see wat tml has installed for me ba... "Exert your talents, and distinguish yourself, and don't think of retiring from the world, until the world will be sorry that you retire..." Samuel Johnson... haha impacting... nitex...

Nice lyrics...

2007-08-19T17:33:00.000+08:00

Haha today saw this while im finding guitar tabs... I've listened to this song quite a few times le... not very nice when i first heard it... but when i look at the lyrics... its so beautifully done... especially the chorus... so i like this song alot liao... haha by looking at this song... i feel that there's really no limits in the world of song writing... awesome...
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词:方文山曲:周杰伦

"不能说的秘密"

冷咖啡离开了杯垫

我忍住的情绪在很后面

拼命想挽回的从前

在我脸上依旧清晰可见

最美的不是下雨天

是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐

回忆的画面

在荡着秋千梦开始不甜

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远

又何必去改变你走过的世界

用你的指尖阻止我说再见

想像你在身边才完全失去之前

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远

或许命运的签只让我们遇见

只让我们相恋这一季的秋天

飘落后才发现这幸福的碎片

要我怎么捡

Haha so many talented ppl around... haha really respect such ppl...

Nothing much le... booking in bout 2 hrs time... yup... something very impacting to share... "Go for it now... The future is promised to no one..." Wayne Dyer... Haha now i feel so pumped up and ready to go lol... take care ppl cya in a weeks time... enjoy the song...

Time flies...

2007-08-19T00:15:00.000+08:00

Haha ppl joke that time pasts faster in mainland compared to Tekong... lol very true... but nvm la... to me, spending time in mainland ain't more meaningful den spending time in Tekong haha...
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Had an outing today... my bunk mates are jokers... super funny... in the rough way la lol... tink im getting influenced by the bad culture abit le... haha but no worries la... i have been taught well... Sian actually today wana catch Rush Hour de... everyone caught it liao... so sian...
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Yup got my guitar bag today le... tml gona bring it to camp... my skills been stationary for quite some time le... muz practise intensively during my admin time in Tekong... Wilson introduced me quite a number of places where i can learn my guitar... hmm im thinking of taking guitar lessons during weekends... not confirmed la juz c how it goes ba...
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Nothing much le... "If you don’t reach down and help pick up those less fortunate, the day will come when due to sheer weight of numbers, those less fortunate will reach up and pull you down..." Joby Harris... Haha so always lend a helping hand... you never know that a simple act can work magic in one's heart... Nightz... take care ppl...

Short weekends...

2007-08-17T21:10:00.000+08:00

Last Sunday wrote a new song... titled "Stop"... was very happy when i complete it but after awhile den i realised there is some similarities with two other secular songs... lol very sian... but stil ok la not entirely same... and stil have its uniqueness... so i decided to keep it...
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Juz discovered can bring guitar to army... woot... can practice le... i got a cool friend in army who learns singing... i learned alot from him just by talking to him... haha awesome la free music lessons...
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Tml going to discovery centre in the morning... duno after that got any plans to go out anot... so many movies i wana watch...
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Sunday booking in le...
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4 more weeks... cool...
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"Nothing is over when you stil have something to give... Everything ends only at the moment you stop trying..."

Booking in soon le...

2007-08-11T23:40:00.001+08:00

Today been overwhelmed with thoughts... thinking in bed... had some quarrels wif my mum again... haix... i really dunwana quarrel de... i will feel damm guilty de... and im trying to improve our relationship le... den everytime due to her lack of understanding and my lack of tolerance... i will blow it... back to square one again... haix... super super sian... i wil lose faith and will be disappointed... sometimes i really feel so inferior and small... cant even do such a small thing right... so little good points so many bad points... perhaps this is the reason why im alone now... cant even find anyone to go on an outing... let alone talking to anyone bout such personal issues... haix things sure are different now...
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Sometimes i envy you... the life you have now... got things to do everyday... ppl to talk to everyday... family to cuddle with everyday... being happy everyday... im happy for u... yet there's an unexplainable sadness hidden within my smile...
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Booking in tml le... time pasts so fast at home... abit sian now le... stil abit sick... hope tml wil get better...
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Time doesnt stop for anybody... regardless you're happy... or sad... time pasts... on and on...
But...
Juz how long more do i need?
Sigh...
Hurt...

Sigh...

2007-08-10T17:07:00.000+08:00

Quite a lonely book out... wana go out awhile, catch a movie or something but oso duno can find who... its either they're studying... working... staying so far away... or already going out with other friends le... haiz very sian... ystd stil ranted at my parents on stupid things... haiz... sometimes really feel distant from everybody... only thing im close to is guitar and dota... so much things wana share wif someone yet nobody is close enough...
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Feeling abit sick le... been having occasion headaches... i tot this only happens in Tekong cuz temperature there higher bout 2 degrees there... come home stil the same... comes and goes de... sore throat also... haiz sian... now juz counting down to book in day... book in liao den count down for book out day... Bleah no life... Sigh...
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A little something that caught my eye... "Love is life... And if you miss love... you miss life..." Leo Buscaglia... Hmm... i really miss life... really...

New Song...

2007-08-09T14:09:00.000+08:00

So long no blog le... Hmm im not supposed to talk about army here so not much to update too haha... but at last im home le... back to my room... back to my guitar... back to my comfy computer seat... lol...
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Been tinking of many things during the nights... somehow straightened my thoughts on certain things... but somehow those straightened thoughts now wil soon be messy again...
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New song that i like alot... "Big Girls Don't Cry" by Fergie... ppl always know her for her dances and stuff... tink she got something like a bad girl image, but this song really proves that her voice is awesome too... shows a different side of her... nice yea...
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Big Girls Don't Cry

Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
Your probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But Ive got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps until I'm full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
Ill be your best friend and you'll be mine
Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if u want to
Cause I want to hold yours too
Well be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But its time for me to go home
Its getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
La Da Da Da Da Da

Love this song... lol... hope u all enjoy... something nice which is hung on the toilet... The fastest way to get love is to give love... The fastest way to lose love is to hold on too tightly... The only way to keep love is to give it wings... hmm i feel its abit chim... duno if its true... but haha maybe one day i'll figure out... Take care le ppl...

Thank you all so much...

2007-07-26T23:22:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA... happy happy... erm ok abit mixed feelings la... happy cause many things happened which i wil mention later... kinda sad too but the sadness comes from the happiness that i hav now haha...
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Thursday... went out with Wendy and Bryan to Jurong Point... Haha i saw Swee San, Eileen and Fong Lin shopping there as well... Yup tink Wendy and Bryan hav not been to Jurong Point in years le... haha so i intro them as always my favourite food korea cuisine... we chatted bout our past... happy times together and many other stuffs la... was really a fun conversation... Haha get to know Wendy a bit more better... we chatted til quite late la bout 930 liddat... den we went down to get bubble tea... Den Bryan gave me a diary done by church ppl with their regards for me... to giv me support in NS la... haha went home, after reading the diary, i was really touched lo... Wendy gave me a nice can of cookies... thanx ppl i appreciate it...
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Friday... haha my long awaited outing with Ting... haha i dressed my best, blow my hair nice nice... and we met at 1200... haha... we went to get our Simpsons movie tickets which was scheduled at 1230... went to Value and bought some drinks, chips and sea weed... haha the movie was totally funny la... haha b4 the movie even start got something very cute le... and also there's a part which is very very sad regarding the couple... yup a nice movie... go catch it... haha after the movie went to eat korea cuisine again... cause Ting long time no eat le... haha den go play pool with her... starting i lost 3 matches in a row... haha duno why the ball juz dunwan go in the hole... even black ball oso go wrong hole... haha but later things started going my way... end up me winning 4 matches to 3... tink she abit disappointed haha but she really played well... we shopped abit at This Fashion... She bought a very unique white top... haha it'll look fabulous on her but dun tink i'll get to see it... after that it was quite late le... was preparing to go home le... actually wanted to take a pic wif her de cuz its my last day with hair and also because i took the time to dress up haha... but her bus came immediately... she passed me a card and boarded it le... felt very lost again after that... and when i read her card... haiz i hav no idea that it wil stil be so painful after so long... haha... but stil thanx alot le... i enjoyed the outing alot... take good care of urself ok...
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During the outing my uncle msged me to wish me luck... i dun hav his number... so i asked him who he was la... den he reply... "I am your er jiu(second uncle) deleted my no.? dun slp too late tonight..." i so pai sei... though we had some quarrels last time and we hardly talk now and yet he stil cares for me... yup thanx alot...
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haha and to Kai Xin Wee Ling and Elaine thanx for the regards too... i had a nice time chatting with u all... u ppl rock... muz go out gather one day leh... haha yup do tc... haha surprisingly even my working colleague Dolly called to say hi and told me to take care and stuff... wow haha touched leh... thanx so much... owe my colleagues a treat on my first book out...
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At night... 8pm... Milton and Wilson was already waiting for me le... my best pal Benjamin MSN me and apologised that he cant play on my last day... haha its ok... its the thoughts that matter... Yup we played a total of 4 games... wat a nice set of last games... we were basically thrashing our opponents... and within the 4 games, two of the games we were handicapped at a 4 vs 5... my last game was with my favourite hero Pudge... haha was juz hunting all my opponents down... very nice... after the games... its was already 1130 le... we chatted in msn awhile discussing how we played and stuff... and when im leaving the conversation... I said... "Guys its been an honour fighting by your side..." haha den a few LOLs coming here and there... Den Wilson said... "Nah the honour is ours..." Erm this came from WILSON leh lol... thanx for the games pals... u all are the best teamates lol... i enjoyed myself alot...
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Now its 12am le... tml need to wake at 7am... but i feel a need to blog juz to express my thanx to u ppl... as always something to share le... today's one is the best one... the thing i wana share is... You people... because you friends are the best things that i can share... haha cya all in two weeks time... nitex... thank you all so much...

Inspiration Surge...

2007-07-24T17:31:00.000+08:00

Haha ystd after watching "Yu Le Bai Fen Bai" was really inspired by the singer that was invited to the programme... haha duno how to explain... juz suddenly have alot of thoughts in my head...
I tink is becuz of the lyrics in his songs...
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So after watching the show, i continued with a chorus that i made bout some days ago... i was thinking for very long which verse will go nice wif the chorus... but cant get a really nice one... so left it aside lo... ystd after the show... juz took a pen and wrote down everything without thinking much... haha tink i completed the whole lyrics in 30 min... den the rest of the time was adding chords and so on la... haha happy happy my 5th song le yea... the Title is "七个月"... i felt this is my best one yet cuz lyrics more chim abit and tunes more complicated LOL... Haha oh boi i hav a dream to one day play in a band... to play together wif my best friends... exchanging ideas sharpening each other's skills and so on... wow juz think about it... that will be the the best thing...
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Yup so fast NS coming le... haha no worries... no worries... tml going out with Bryan and Wendy... Tml de tml going out with Ting to watch my favourite cartoon... "The Simpsons" woot haha... very funny show... after all that gona go botak and be a training machine lol...
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Tink i end of here le... something nice to share that motivates me... "Nothing happens until I make it happen..." by Scott Wilson... Haha tc le ppl... bye...

Weekends...

2007-07-22T00:03:00.000+08:00

Haha talk abit bout ystd... Guan Soon, Darwin, Zheng Way, Shi Wei, his bro, Jeremy, Benjamin, Milton, Wilson and me went to play lan at Novena... haha quite fun la... Mil Wil and I won the first two rounds of 4 vs 3... but after that when Shi Wei and gang came, we den lost the other two games... yup quite disappointed with the lost... but like a nice Yuhua gathering liddat lol... waste money... $10 leh... lol but once in a blue moon... it was past midnight le... so Mil Wil Ben and me took a cab home... Ben went to Michelle's house to stay over night... den i realise Ben and Michelle two years plus liao le... haha happy for him... after dropping ben off... we went supper straight... reached home bout 130 le...
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Today went to church... pastor preached bout something not very spiritual... bout the business plans of S'pore and how its linked to building a church... yup learned a great great deal...
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And then today den i know that Bryan is going overseas next month le... in August... he's going to Australia to study business... abit shocked la so fast going liao le... hmm hey pal sry like often rejected outings... wil go out wif u one day b4 my NS starts promise... May u hav no troubles with the studies over there... come back well equipped wif a set of skills and companies will be out to grab u... yup... do take care le over there...
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Nothing much le... share something awesome haha... "When one door closes another opens. But often we look so long so regretfully upon the closed door that we fail to see the one that has opened for us... by Helen Keller..." Take care smilez...

GROSS...

2007-07-20T14:05:00.000+08:00

LOL ystd got one adult cockroach come inside my room... never notice it till im practising guitar... it climbed up a chair... shocked man... so big... den i was looking at the cockroach for bout 5 min liddat... i duno wat to do also... i scared if i removed my view for a moment it will be gone... cuz liddat at least i know where it is... better den knowing its there but duno where... den my mum came out for a drink and i told her... eh mummie you zhang lang (means got cockroach in chinese lol)... den suddenly the cockroach took flight around the room... wa lau disgusting man... flying cockroaches hate it man... den my mum tell me use newspaper wack... crawl de maybe i dare... but fly de... zzz dun tink so later i wack halfway it land on me how... den at last my mum woke my father den after bout 5 min he caught it in a plastic bag... whole family wake up cuz of cockroach... ok i know damm sissy... but i juz hate cockroachs...
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Haha its friday today le... thats fast... exactly 7 more days before NS... haha nothing much le... share something... "One man tells a lie, dozens repeat it as the truth. - Chinese Proverb..." cool huh haha... take care le bb...

A chat with Milton...

2007-07-18T14:17:00.000+08:00

Haha ystd chatted abit with Milton after playing one game... ystd den i know that Wilson's brother got some problems with his heart and also some problems with speaking... felt very sad for him la... feel that life is really not that bad liao le... thats something we kip forgetting... den we went on...
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Milton says that when he has time wil often tink about wat will happen if the world is gona end soon... den he explained the seriousness of our earth damaging acts... yup... Haha den he said that God promised not to use water to destroy earth... so he predicted that fire is the next element... so we take it as the earth is gona explode or a meteour will crash to earth...
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Haha den i asked him if in 2 hrs time the meteour will come... wat will u do? First thing he said is that he will share John 3:16 with all his friends... den hug his family and scream lo... i was thinking wat wil i do... hmm i dun really know... Tink i'll would love to spend the last moments with somebody lol...
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Den the conversation turned all funny la... actually was serious de... den we said how bout a last game of dota? or spam guitar? lol... den it got more shallow... i told Milton that hey maybe some ppl on the earth wil reveal their secret powers that they kept hidden within them... like superman or iceman or even justice league??... den we talked about characters in the anime "Bleach" that possess unique powers to save us from the meteours... we discussed which powers will be useful in stopping the meteour... and so on la... we end up laughing lol... but it was very fun... talking useless things lol...
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Haha lately found a nice song by Avril... When You're Gone... its very nice... i like the lyrics alot though... and theres a little something special in Avril's vocal... erm duno how to explain... maybe halfway from teenager to adult kind of voice? haha her voice really puts the extra cream on the cakes... oh ya she got nice blue eyes too...
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AVRIL LAVIGNE "When You're Gone"

I always needed time on my own

I never thought I'd need you there when I cry

And the days feel like years when I'm alone

And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]

When you're gone

The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone

The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone

The words I need to hear to always get me through the day

and make it ok

I miss you

I've never felt this way before

Everything that I do reminds me of you

And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor

And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]

We were made for each other

Out here foreverI know we were, yeah

All I ever wanted was for you to know

Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul

I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

[Chorus]

Haha hope u all enjoy it... i love the chorus part when she sing "and make it ok"... haha super nice... ya lo... haha... oh ya heard frm Wilson that Avril's married le hmm... so young... but cool...

Nothing much le something nice to share... something to motivate everybody... very nice... "Whether you think you can or whether you think you can't, you're right..." by Henry Ford... Haha so dun give up ppl... tc le...

Lol...Sway New Guy...

2007-07-17T17:10:00.000+08:00

LOL Today at my work place... internet server down... then very troublesome muz call here call there haha... the new guy called me a few times le... as i have never met such situations before... so dun really know how to handle properly haha... i juz told him to call the company to get someone down to repair it... hmm duno ok le anot...
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Ystd heard a few songs by local singapore super band 迷路兵 haha nice songs they created... haha also inspire me alot... cool band everyone should listen to their music... wish that they will be a future band that can make a mark outside Singapore as well...
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Today juz saw a little something in my bro's room haha... damm cute de... In block letters it says "Very important person award..." then below it says certificate to (bro's name) for being there always when im down... for being understanding... and so on la got alot... one whole list... haha den his gf's signature below... lol... sweet haha...
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Ok nothing much le gona go watch tv liao le... share something which is very very nice too haha its was on Swee San's msn nick... "Love is only a word until somebody comes along and gives it a meaning..." NICE RITE?? awesome haha... take care bb...

Alone at home...

2007-07-16T15:22:00.000+08:00

Today my mum go back to work lo... my bro also go to work lo... my father as always go to work lo... i dun need go to work lo... haha... alone at home... duno bout u all... but being alone sometimes its a great feeling... like i hav the whole house to myself liddat haha... yup... lol sian la tink i become abit anti social le... juz dunwan to talk... dunwan to be bothered... juz wana be alone...
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Juz a short one today... cuz its really boring now lol... hanging on to 1/4 of the world that i hav left now haha... yup something cool for ya all... "The anger and hatred we feel, hurts us so much more than it hurts the hated." Author: dreamslaughter... haha so actually when we're angry or hating somebody... the only person that is suffering the most is urself haha... forgive and forget... tc ppl bb...

Last day at work le...

2007-07-14T16:42:00.000+08:00

Haha today is my last day le... new guy come le... teach him a few things here and there so he can handle the things when im gone... haha quite nice guy la... knowing that i like songs he stil take the trouble to burn cd for me... he is here since Thursday le... got a little company for my last few days haha... but due to age gap haha not much things to talk about...
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Yea was supposed to treat my collegues de... but i tink alot of them thought that my last day is next week... so they never ask me bout the treat... hmm i wun be coming back liao... so instead juz bought back a pack of donuts for them... tink they abit unhappy cuz was supposed to be lunch de haha... but nvm la haha... at least a little something better den nothing...
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Today is Eileen's birthday haha... happy bday le may all your wishes and dreams come through... hope she do well in her university studies le and may she be happy always haha... yup tink they are celebrating at K-Box today...
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Yup its bout 530 le... bout an hour or so before i go home le... haha duno suld be happy or not lol... stopping work means NS coming liao le... frankly im quite prepared bout the whole thing le... juz worried bout feeling lonely inside... hmm hope to meet some nice friends over there la...
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Today paid May Ee and Hui Li their pay... totals up to about $150 liddat... stil owe Ting they all bout $50 liddat... hmm overall my bank account only increase bout 1.2k++ liddat only after two and a half months of working, thats after i pay my debt and spent $100 on clothes... hmm weird leh duno why become so little...
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Yup nothing much le... found something which is nice for couples haha... "Love like she's the first. Fight like he's the last..." sweet haha... take care ppl hav a great weekend...

Pondering...

2007-07-12T12:14:00.000+08:00

Something done by Jie Xin haha... Yup "Why be optimistic & end up disappointed, when you can be pessimistic & perhaps be pleasantly surprised?"... haha but sometimes being negative may not be a good... it lowers our confidence and dulls our motivation... on the other hand being positive would give us a renewed strength to push on... so... which one is better? haha... take care...

Progress...

2007-07-11T10:18:00.000+08:00

Ystd was playing the guitar... haha duno suld be happy or not, my changing of chords from Bm to F is faster by 0.2 sec le... its quite insignificant but at least its abit la... ystd i tried out the 4/4 strumming pattern on the changing of the Bm to F chord also... it was really a strain on the muscle near my thumb because the duration of 4/4 beat is longer... the muscle got so tired that i had to let go at the tenth time i change the chord... was unable to continue le... so decided to pluck the tune of the song "Hero" by Enrique Iglesias... turned out quite well haha tink cuz its easy... haha and also my voice is recovering le... yup slept well last night due to the accumulated tiredness...
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LOL today the first thing that happen to me at work is that Dolly blame me ystd work never go find her... joker... haha den she went on and on wanting me to treat them lunch cuz its gona be my last day at work soon... tink gona treat Elaine and Dolly only cuz they're the only ones im closer to la... Yeap funny ppl lol...
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Hmm ystd saw something on Yanling's msn nick... which she had found it somewhere... its very meaningful la haha i like it alot... "True love does not have a happy ending, because true love does not have an ending..." haha impacted me alot... short post today but the nice quote should be more den enough... smilez :)

Can't slp...

2007-07-10T10:44:00.000+08:00

Ystd tink about 3.45 liddat den finally fall asleep... duno why i cant leave my mind blank think here think there... damm sian leh... especially when u know that there's work tml... i tossed and turned for about one and half hour or so... today wake liao, expected... tired...
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Haha speaking of being unable to slp... when i was young i was super afraid of the dark... i will always tell my mum to accompany me to slp... my bed has two levels... so she will always slp below me... hmm when i cant slp... i wil juz turn and tell my mum... eh mummy wo shui bu zao (means i cant slp in chinese)... her answer will always be the same... guan yan jing(means close your eys in chinese)... although i know this will always be her ans... i will always ask even when she's sound asleep le... haha duno why, maybe juz for the assurance ba... den i can slp le haha... childhood memories lol...
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Haha theres one more method which i always use when i cant slp... i wil close my eyes and i will look at the back of my eyelids... though its pitch darkness... but sometimes if u concentrate hard enough, u will see patches of white light... everytime its a different pattern... i dun tink u all understand la... but its very fun de... muz really concentrate very hard and look in front when u close your eyes... haha i tink it blocks out other thoughts so allows me to slp easier... u all can try also haha...
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Ohh ystd found some new songs again haha... post on blog next week... the songs are by Enrique Iglesias... haha nice vocal and hot looks... cool...
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Yup a sweet thing to share...
A girl asked a boy if she was pretty.
He said no.
She asked him if he wanted to be with her forever.
He said no.
She then asked him if he would cry if she walked away.
He again said no.
She had heard too much.
She needed to leave.
As she walked away, he grabbed her arm and told her to stay, he said,"You're not pretty, you're beautiful. I don't want to be with you forever, I need to be with you forever. I wouldn't cry if you walked away, I would die."

New song...

2007-07-08T10:17:00.000+08:00

Hmm got a new song introduced by one of my friends... haha its a super sad song but its very nice la... the lyrics alone is already good le... i love this song... so hope u all enjoy it too... yup and learn to treasure your loved ones... the lyrics are below... let the words stir your hearts for a moment...

-Tonight I Wana Cry-

-Keith Urban-

Alone in this house again tonight

I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine

There's pictures of you and I on the walls around me

The way that it was and could have been surrounds me

I'll never get over you walkin' away

I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show

And I thought that bein' strong meant

never losin' your self-control

But I'm just drunk enough to let got of my pain

To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain

From my eyes

Tonight I wanna cry

Would it help if I turned a sad song on

'All By Myself' would sure hit me hard now that you're gone

Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters

It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better

But I'll never get over you by hidin' this way

I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show

And I thought that bein' strong meant

never losin' your self-control

But I'm just drunk enough to let got of my pain

To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain

From my eyes

Tonight I wanna cry

I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show

And I thought that bein' strong meant

never losin' your self-control

But I'm just drunk enough to let got of my pain

To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain

From my eyes

Tonight I wanna cry

Haha yup thats all... something to share by an unknown person... i tink its really really awesome... "Love me when I least deserve it, because that's when I really need it..." hope u all understand wat it means la... i pondered for sometime before figuring out... but once u know the meaning... u'll agree wif me that this phrase is really great... take care ppl...

Yi Jia Ren Chalet...

2007-07-06T16:12:00.000+08:00

Hey blogging from home now... many things to update today...
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4th of July is my birthday haha... alot of church ppl wished me happy birthday so thanx alot le... hmm was practising guitar wanted to bring it wif me to the chalet... to play for Ting... but my throat really cannot le, i cant reach high keys, even for my own song i cant... so i was devastated la so decided not to bring it le... guess its fated... i dunwana give a lousy performance also... woke up at around 11am packed my things and went to the chalet myself... Haha this chalet is for a particular group in the class only la... hmm consist of Jie Xin, Swee San, Fong Lin, Yan ling, Shane, Eileen, Ting and me la... we named this group Yi Jia Ren la haha... hmm it was cause of Ting that i am a part of the group...
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Hmm when i reached the chalet they were already playing UNO stacko le... yup after awhile i went out to buy some things with Shane and when we returned, the lights were switched off and there was a nice mango cake for me accompanied by the nice bday songs... they chipped in to get a few clothes for me too... Ting gave me a personal gift... a key chain wif the shape of a guitar... those type where often malay ppl set up stalls in pasa malam, and they wil make it on the spot for u... haha to tink of it, i duno why but it really hurts me... we passed by so many such shops saying how nice their craftwork was... now it has become my birthday gift... but i loved the keychain alot alot... yup besides all the presents, they also prepared a card...
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Yup later on we continued playing la... til its dinner time when we settled our meal in the kopitiam... yup after that went to play pool wif the whole group... everybody dun know how to play de... only Shane, Ting and me know how... so we teached them along the way la... was very very fun... and super funny la... and best of all its cheap...
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After that we went to the arcade hmm played the basketball machine... i kip losing leh... whoever teams wif me sure get the lowest score de... duno why liddat... tink too easy le thats why i cant do it wahaha... no la i suck in that game... haha we went on to Daytona after that and i continued my losing streak haha...
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It was quite late le so we went back to chalet to play games... its very difficult to explain the games la... but its all those games that were played by stars on tv... for eg, 1 representative frm each grp wil act out something and the others wil try to guess... haha and so much more la...we played truth or dare... and really frm that game i really understood everybody at a deeper level la... had fun slept around 4am...
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Haha the next day.... we were supposed to go to Sentosa de, seeing that the sky was turning grey, we decided to get a few VCDs to watch at home... after much looking around we decided to get Primeval, Pretty Woman and Poseidon... we watched Primeval first... ok i think its really boring la... yea haha after that everybody was falling asleep la... so everybody went on to play Dai Di and mahjong... i went out to grab something to eat...
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Hmm actually was feeling very lost at that time la... same old things bothering me... haha so took that excuse to go out for a walk... i went to the beach there... the journey there was so hot but i was shivering from the occasion cold winds... felt very emo at that time... i went to the rock where Ting and Me first vandalised something haha... we made an agreement that we'll come and vandalise one rock each year... sigh its smudged already le... no longer that clear anymore... guess it cant take the continuous pounding of the rain... so it fades... all that is left now is juz some little outlines and a few tears of my own there... took a picture of it... really means alot to me... sigh... dwelled there for a little longer before going back to get something to eat...

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When i got back... played abit of Dai Di wif Eileen Fong lin and Jie Xin... haha i kip winning yea... then we went to dinner at the same kopitian... we returned early cuz many wanted to see Lin Yu Zhong on tv... he's one with great talents and he has a great voice and best of all he played the guitar too... after that we played some games again... this time it was something like a test on everybody's understanding on each other... we wil set questions regarding ourselves to let others guess the correct ans... haha everybody did badly la... but it was fun...
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Continued with the second movie... Pretty Woman... this movie is quite an old movie le... its very meaningful... how a hooker and a selfish businessman fell in love with each other... how the hooker was changed by the businessman to be a straight lady... and how the businessman was changed by the hooker to be a person who does business wif compassion... ok i did quite a bad description... go catch it very nice de... i love something that they said at the last part when they finally got each other... the businessman asked the woman "So wat happened after the knight climbs up the tower to save the princess?" the woman replied "the princess saves the knight right back"... SOOOOO sweet la haha... nice show...
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Everybody was tired le... so we never get to watch Poseidon... yup we woke at 6am and took a taxi home to our respective homes... when i alighted from the taxi i looked at Ting from the back window... she never turned back...
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Yup dragged myself up home... i took out the card and read the msges one by one... i was really reading wif tears... i duno why... im juz very touched... did a msg for everyone to thank them for their efforts... and thats basically wats happened...
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Oh ya here's a picture when she visited my mum a few weeks back only... juz let u all c ba :)

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This year my birthday was happy... but... its juz that i didn't get to share it wif anybody...
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Thanx to all once again... i love u all... sry for taking 5 min of your time but thanx for reading :) Yup... "A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out." Walter Winchell... Take care le...

Happy Gathering...

2007-07-03T10:27:00.000+08:00

Hmm few days no blog le... many things happened... start wif Saturday ba... Hmm was actually going to tuition de but end up never... went to church later on... yup pastor preached bout the things which most christians missed out on... she brought us back on track la... Yup after that church friends prepared a card and bought a small cheese cake to celebrate my bday la... hmm was happy la... thanx ppl appreciate it alot :)
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On Sunday met up wif Benjamin his girlfriend Michelle and Leonard... hmm we met at Jurong Point at 6pm... haha as always they were late bout 20 min liddat... haha we went to buy the tickets for TRANSFORMERS... later on we ate korea cuisine... haha chatted alot through our meal... as our movie was quite late... we went to play pool... actually i dun intend to play de... cuz i duno how... but seeing that the group dun really hav a common interest besides pool, so i juz go wif them lo... haha very very funny lo the game cuz we kip missing alot of easy shots haha... Ben and Michelle team up... Leonard and me team up... sian la we lost 3 games to 1 haha but cant blame la... i was juz hitting the ball happily only haha... wa Michelle also know how to play de haha tink she score more den Ben... yup after that went to get some things to drink and eat before going to the cinema... we were sitting at the second row... it was so uncomfortable la... and very difficult to see the graphics clearly cuz too close to the screen le... the movie was nice juz disappointed at the view... becuz of that i cant tell which is good guy which is bad guy... and it seem juz like a whole chunk of metals crashing into one another... but got to admit the actions were great and long and very funny also haha... Yup if we were at the back sit... we would hav enjoyed the movie more... it was about 1130 le when the movie ended... Leonard got to rush home while Ben Michelle and me boarded the 198 bus... haha for the whole journey really really had a great time chatting to Ben, he told me bout his Manchester trip wat he learned and so on la... haha very sorry to Michelle la cuz Ben never talk to her on the trip back... but she's a very understanding girl so dun tink she will mind such things... haha so little time yet so much to catch up... haha i sent Ben a msg after the gathering regarding how i enjoyed the time la... haha he replied that he enjoyed too and that he stil remembered all the times that we had together, he also added an extra "friends forever"... haha really means alot to me... hope we can hav another outing soon...
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When i reached home sat down, i suddenly got an inspiration to write a song la... so since juz got back from gathering decided to do a song for Ben... haha finished the chorus le and also some parts of the verse... Hmm hope can do a good one la... yup speaking of song quite sad la... i did not do a good job for Milton's tune... i got the wrong tune... means i used a similar tune but not the correct one... so the lyrics would be hard to fit lo... haiz v disappointed though... he said that he dunwan the lyrics cuz he dunwana change my lyrics juz to suit his tune as it'll be unfair to me... and he says my version of singing the lyrics is nice... so he told me to improve on the song lo... though its a kind way to put it la... but its stil very sad la... well its my fault la for not making sure the tune was right... sigh im a let down... Hmm Milton said that if i improved on my strumming patterns it would be a great song... cuz he told me that my strumming is all over the place totally weird... now been learning the basics again le... counting "1 and 2 and 3 and 4 and" lol juz hope it helps la... now im also training the barre chords F and Bm... i told myself this two chords first... muz get it quick and get it right... so i juz change F to Bm 20 times whenever i pick up the guitar...
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Yup tml is chalet le... im juz looking forward to seeing u again... duno if i wana bring my guitar anot... cuz im really quite lousy still... and due to all the junk food my voice is totally CMI... but i duno if i stil got any chance to meet u after the chalet anot... so guess i'll probably juz bring and play it for u only... dun laugh wor haha...
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Hmm nothing much le... today i looked at the mirror when i was changing... i smiled and found out that it was not so smooth anymore le... hmm tink its been long since i stayed happy for a whole day... juz hope it gets better la... yup a nice phrase to share... "To gain that which is worth having, it may be necessary to lose everything else." -Bernadette Devlin. very true... but sometimes the question is do we know what is worth having?? take care ppl...

Junk food spree...

2007-06-29T11:17:00.000+08:00

Wa this few days really ate alot of junk... unhealthy things... even healthy things also eat until bad... on Wednesday i ate 4 eggs altogether... so much la... Hmm ate fried chicken chop rice for dinner... at night finished one big packet of potato chips... Den Thursday ate KFC for lunch... So much chicken and oil and pepsi... almost all meals are fried food... at night supper wif Milton and Wilson... i ate 2 eggs again and condensed milk drink which is so so sweet... After the two days my body really cant take it le... stomach so pain... its not the type of pain where when u relieve it den it wil be gone... it is the type pain that signals u tat you r falling sick... today breakfast i stil ate chicken nuggets for breakfast... later gona hav lunch wif Wee Ling they all le... Wee Ling today last day at work sure got junk food again de... Hmm muz stop this le... otherwise really gona fall sick...
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Duno if its juz me or is the weather getting hot... i tink i hav the power to control sweating... when im out on gatherings or any other outings i wil always control my sweat so tat if possible not a single drop la... haha when doing sports juz let it flow... cool huh lol... Hmm lately i feel that im the one emitting so much heat... even the walk frm my house to the MRT station wuld make me highly uncomfortable... so hot... Haha remember got one night it was raining... and it was very cold outside la... as it was late le i closed my windows and door to practise guitar... it was really hot inside haha den when i practise finish my whole window fogged up haha i also shock... my mum says im heaty lol... hmm maybe ba... muz start to tc of myself le...
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Tink im gona meet up wif Ben to watch Transformers on Saturday or wat de... havent decide yet... this few days had a fair share of wins and losses in dota... haha had a great time cuz Ben can join us liao...
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Haha nothing much liao... something relevant to share today... old chinese saying... "Trouble comes out from the mouth and sickness comes in through the mouth"... not very accurate la... direct translation lolx... haha duno why frm young im tinking of ways to dispute this saying haha juz felt that the saying is abit too vague... but is stil very true la haha... tink b4 u talk or eat haha... smilex ppl...

Reflections...

2007-06-27T10:39:00.000+08:00

Hmm today juz saw Bryan's blog... some sad news for him la... hmm this friend had always been there for it whether i need it or not... 24 - 7 listener... hmm den today den i realise bout his sad news la... Hmm God is up to something... and it will be something totally awesome... You are a great person... so many ppl are behind you... hmm tc le...
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Hmm ystd felt really pissed at something so small la... i feel that there had been a problem wif me for quite a long time le... i always get sad or angry at the slightest things... i wil do things out of impulse also... i might feel nothing at that moment... but after bout 20 min or so when i reflect on my actions... i will regret it... alone in my room tears wil juz form and i wil always ask myself... why am i like this... im not like this de... haix very sad... there used to be somebody who encouraged me and gave me more confidence in myself cuz she was the only person who knows this... now i muz pick myself up everytime and give myself a chance... haix wats done is done... wats the point of regretting when things are over... sigh... ystd though i did not greatly offend or anger anybody but in my heart no matter how small a mistake is... a mistake is a mistake... it really made me felt bad bout myself... maybe its also because of the words from all my loved ones that hav hurt me before... i duno how to explain... Hmm juz something personal bout me ba...
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Hmm Benjamin Chua is back from Manchester le... my good friend... ystd the small thing got something to do wif him de... but he knows me quite well too... so tink he used to it le... yup hope to go out wif him one day before my NS starts... this frien had never failed to make me laugh la... remembering when i was in secondary sch wif him... when i bored i wil call him juz to disturb him for awhile... den he wil entertain me with his jokes... we also used to quarrel over some things... over disagreements and even pokemon cards etc... haha we even made a stupid but constructive pact together... we made a pact that we wil not gang up to cheat on ppl anymore le... hmm i guess he's ok wif it since its in the past so i share abit la... we were something like con mans la... we go around cheating younger ppl to exchange expensive rare cards for our not so valuable ones... so when im in action he wil go and help me la... saying this one good trade or what de... haha in return i help him when he is in action la... den using the same methods we sell the cards together at a higher price la... ok ok i know we are like total ass holes... we knew it was wrong la... so we made a pact lo and we really stood strong... so really no more of such things le... haha had so much fun during my sec sch times wif him... Overall he's a great person la... he is very secure bout himself... he remembers the good things and forgets the bad almost one day after... Yup he's an awesome friend, a humorous figure and a far away brother to me...
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Yup congrats to Ting who got into uni... seems like everything is getting better le... haha hope it wil stay this way le... yup take care of yourself... cya soon le...
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Hmm today i talked to another guy playing maple... he is a drop out la... reason... he pon sch juz to play maple... so tink the principle basically granted his wish la... i asked him why he gave up something so important for something so insignificant... he cant gave me a ans... he told me that he's going to go to another sch next year... i forgot the name le... but the sch is for PSLE failures... drop outs... or students who are expelled... and he told me if lucky can go ITE... i feel that wif so many ppl who hav no intention of studying... they may juz influence one another... and majority wil juz end up giving up studying again... juz hope that the guy is the minority and wil make it one day... Hmm den he told me his maple account can sell bout 8k to 9k... basically i tink its crap la... if he can sell it... the person who buys it is seriously dumb... i dun even hav 8k on me lo... spend 8k on games?? zzz i rather slp on the bank notes...
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Hmm nothing more le... later gona continue wif Bleach... hmm yup something to share again i saw this some time ago... this is very strong... "The most powerful weapon on earth is the human soul on fire." ~ Ferdinand Foch ~ i love this so much... light yourself on fire and be wat u want to be... hmm hav a great day ahead ppl :)

Interesting day...

2007-06-26T10:18:00.000+08:00

Hmm ystd woke at 11am go bathe le den go straight to Bishan... the journey was so long lo... went to the CPF building to change the router... Its been so long since i last came to Bishan... so decided to shop for some clothes... haha lucky for me most things were on sale la... i spent about $96 on two long sleeves and three T-shirts... ok la like it quite alot... was wanting to get jeans de... but i spend too much liao so decide to wait for my next pay den go shop abit... Yup after shopping there till bout 1330 liddat... i went down to Plaza Sing to get the guitar bag... but suay it was their anniversary so they are closed for the day lo haha... Sad so i juz walked around look abit here and there lo haha...
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Yup after that went to meet Elaine... hmm she also change le... grew long hair haha cool... hmm we went to watch the movie Fantastic Four... haha very nice and funny la... the movie got into the nice part very fast... haha i like the silver surfer... he is so cool la... and he got nice silver muscles lol... i like the part where he grabbed the human torch up into space suffocating him haha... nice nice... we both enjoyed the movie alot la... the ending part was also very cool... those who haven watch it yet... i shall not spoil the fun haha...
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After the movie we went to meet Shermaine... haha she stil the same cute look but mature haha no big difference haha... we had Korea Cuisine for dinner... we had a long chat thru our meal... haha catch up on lots of stuff... through them also got some information bout other friends... den later talked bout things on love and stuff lol... Shermaine like specialist liddat she doing the talkin while Elaine and i listened lol... haha oh ya they very waste food also... so nice the Korea Cuisine but they left so much meat there... felt like helping them eat lol... Yup after that was bout 730 le... Shermaine had to go off for tuition liao le... was wanting to take some pics with them but since she rushing i guess next time ba haha... had a fun day though...
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Hmm went home after my bro fixed the router my zion programme can be used again le haha... weird... yup i tink on Sunday me and milton were disagreeing on somethings la... about dota... yup kinda wanted to settle the scores ystd haha... but disappointment my Pudge lost to his Obsidian Destroyer... felt very demoralised after the game la... my best character... and i failed to defend his name... but Milton's hero build was modified to suit the situation of 1 vs 1 and to counter my hero... means in team games he wil not build his hero in this way... i juz followed my original hero build for team games... so was kinda lost la... haha i hav always guarded one lane wif two heroes against me... and i hav no problems... Milton proved to me hey dude u hav seen nothing yet haha... but i admit la Milton is a much better player den me... he got a mind made for strategies... gona hav my rematch today... gotta plan something out le... even if its a pro like Milton, any other hero i can lose... but not Pudge...
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Today back to work liao le... nothing interesting yet haha... oh ya been liking Wang Li Hong's song lately... haha i like alot of artists now... yup something to share le but not by me... its very very impactful de... "The power of imagination makes us infinite"... and this continues to my friend's msn nick... "Anything that is dreamable is reachable"... Cool yea... haha rock on ppl...

Drifted...

2007-06-24T10:16:00.000+08:00

Hmm lately been drifting away from God le... need to go back soon... Hmm yup... feel kinda lonely le...
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Haha sianz my brother router spoilt le... means no internet for me till Monday... he came back from his holiday trip and download stuff for 3 days straight... den router too hot den spoilt le den he stil wan me to go and help him change... haiz no choice need to have internet earlier so muz help him go down to Bishan and change a new one...
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Today on MRT got an adult couple... the lady was very sweet and pretty den the man very very macho and quite handsome de... but the man got a really fierce look if he don't smile... when i c him i abit shocked tot i offend him or wat... haha den very funny later he and his girlfriend started chatting den by using his hands, he started to act out the things he said... then they both started playing here and there... lol i was sitting opposite of them and the sight was hilarious la... so mature and macho look guy playing wif his hands lol... haha den both of them end up laughing haha... really sweet... bout 10 sec later they go back to serious again lol... haha i did quite a bad description la... haha but if u were there... u wil smile with me de haha... haha tats why ppl say love is being stupid together lol...
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Ystd went for supper with Milton and Wilson again... Milton is blowing me for the song le... haha not tat kind of angry type of blowing... he's juz excited... hmm i abit stressed up... i scared later turn up not nice... like disappoint him liddat... ARRRH inspiration faster come leh... haha hope can finish the verses by today... haha...
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Yup nothing much le... caught something nice on net again... "It is not how much you do, but how much love you put in the doing."... Haha i love this yea... do things with your heart... take care le ppl...

Good thing or bad thing?

2007-06-22T12:10:00.000+08:00

Ystd after i alight the MRT i was adjusting my bag abit... den my elbow totally rammed into the sign board in the station... PONG... tink alot ppl look at me... tink i trying to kill the sign board or wat de... i faster walk away so pain la... but i walk bout 30 more steps before sayanging my elbow... cuz very pai seh liao lol... wa go home minor bending of the arm also pain le... cant even do my routine push ups... lucky stil can guitar lol...
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Den ystd also sian... i was trying to transfer two pictures frm my handphone to my comp... the comp juz could not read lo haix... den was trying it out for 30 min le... fed up... go restart comp... den when after restarting... a program cound not be used liao... that program happens to be zion... the program which allows me to search and join public games de... so when im alone with no friends i can go and join in... now cant le... if my friends are too busy to play... i cant play alone le... wa at that time really frustrated one by one spoilt... and of all programmes zzz... but after that cooled down a little den also tink not so bad la... next time can spend more times on guitar or other things... so decided to leave the program unfixed... yup tink its a bad thing wif something goodness within la haha...
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Hmm today listened to SHE songs for a change on my way to work... their vocals really very very good... Selina's voice very soothing and Hebe's voice can manage high keys and Ella's low voice really adds the cream to the cake... each hav their own strengths and together they are juz perfect la haha... even simple hummings in their songs are nice altogether... haha found another two songs which i liked...
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Yup nothing much le... something which i found which i tink everybody know... but put in a better way... "Let the joy in your heart overflow and water everyone you meet"... u feeling happy today? haha yea? den go "infect" one more haha... smilex and take care...

Weekends approaching...

2007-06-21T10:14:00.000+08:00

Weekends been passing by juz liddat... time passes by so fast... been bout 7 months le after my A levels... now i look back everything is juz a blink... haix this 7 months was supposed to be very enjoyable de... but end up dreading through the holidays... NS coming in bout 1 months time only le... juz one thing to look forward to now... thats my jc friends chalet gathering... yup on the 4th of July... cuz i can c her again le yea...
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Felt that this world is getting darker... Alot of NS friends come out... five sentence got one F word lol... and the culture in NS really sux... they talk about sex with total disregard for females... yup dun really like it... makes me worry alot bout her... scared that she might get cheated by other men in future or wat de... but i cant do anything la... feel quite powerless sometimes... Hmm den last Saturday saw a man and woman quarreling so loudly (i mean literally yelling) on the MRT... i think the problem is that they stare at each other... the man juz started ranting at her called her mad woman and stuff... den the woman scolded back too calling him mad man... zzz i was looking for a moment la but got bored... comon u scold me mad i scold u back liddat also muz win... and later they kip repeating the same stuff... grown ups still liddat... Ystd a woman was backstabbing somebody in the MRT through the phone... talking about wat motive why she do this and that... she said it so loudly as though this is the most wonderful thing... i can even hear her through my ipod... Today i was on the train... was juz looking around den i caught the eye of a man for bout 2 sec liddat... he den raised his head by body language like asking me wats wrong liddat... was quite taken aback duno why his reaction so big den juz looked away... weird ppl zzz...
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Yup today nothing much juz the same old stuff... something to share from the internet... "Happiness is always here, but covered by thoughts, desires and fears"... very true... but i feel its easier said than done... sometimes i find it real hard to put aside the thoughts desires and fears juz to taste the goodness of happiness... maybe thats why been unable to feel happy lately... hmm im working towards it though... Yup at least to know what u hav to put aside is the first step la... hope u all can be happy everyday always... afterall happiness prolongs life lol... take care le...

Thoughts...

2007-06-20T10:49:00.000+08:00

Sigh losing much fire in my life... lately dun really hav the mood to do anything... been thinkin alot at night... cant really slp ystd... been reading many ppl's blog regarding regrets... felt a little sad la... If we all can hav somebody or something that can tell us which is right and which is wrong... weather we are at fault or not... how great is that... at times i really get very frustrated with such questions... God can be the one... but sometimes i wonder is it God or are we juz doing a simple reflection for the day... if thats so... we'll be simply going round in circles... if we are wrong and we think we're correct we will not ponder about it anymore... how are we gona correct that? very difficult to explain also... but i know for one thing God helps us to start anew regardless weather he might be true or not... but in simpler terms... either its God or its juz self deception... but i know that either of the both will be a good thing in this case... feeling quite faithless within... juz my thoughts...
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Yup just wana be alone... but with somebody who understands me... who i can trust and share everthing but not selectively... who is 100% real... who is willing and interested... currently there's no such person anymore le... sigh endure awhile more ba... juz hope Saturday's sermon can spark my fire again...
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Short post for today... Hmm something which i liked alot from the show "Yuan Dian"... it says somethin like... When u successfully avoid a problem for today... den congrats u still hav tomorrow... Though avoiding something may appear to be the best thing to do at the moment... it never really solves the problem... yup so tackle them today... tc le ppl...

Moody...

2007-06-19T10:24:00.000+08:00

So many days never blog le... start from Friday ba... was so happy and excited la... my ex was coming to visit my mum... hmm very long never see her le... yup saw her... stil as angelic as she looks... her life is so busy now... work and work... yup hope she takes care of her health... when i saw her, all the memories juz came back to me... haix felt very emo... we had dinner together chatted abit here and that... later she went to my house my grandma was also there... so she found it very difficult to talk to my mum as my mum kept talking to my grandma... i called her to my room... was wanting to play a song that i wrote for her... never got to complete the song due to some reasons... ended up playing "perfect" by simple plan for her... hmm we had a nice long chat before i reluctantly see her go off... haix i know what i feel... i miss u so so much... they say that time heals... i say that u had only got used to it...
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Hmm Saturday Red Rain was here though it was good but did not enjoy it that much cuz was feeling rather sick ba... and was not in a very good mood... yup juz wanted to be alone... to all those who i didn't reply with enthusiasm... im sry... but there was one song which i liked very much... not by Red Rain but by a band in our own church... they performed it during the concert... On my way back was tinking bout the old stuff's again... and when i was reaching the traffic light i met the whole group of friends together... ting, woon chang, chun seng, wei long, kah heng, wai yan and siew hui... they were back from their Sentosa outing... yup so long never talk to them le was quite shy to say anything... hmm duno wat happen to me le... i used to be very outspoken de...
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Been trying quite hard to write the lyrics for milton's tune and i stayed up til bout 4am on Friday, Saturday and Sunday... i only managed to come out with the chorus... its not bad le la goes well with the tunes... but i feel its stil not very good... dun really wan the song to be only a ok standard... i wan it to be better... hope i can get inspirations soon... Milton is right he said something nice... Dun force inspirations... let inspirations force you... haha cool...
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Besides guitaring and watching tv been dotaing my time away... sigh sian...
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Nothing else on my mind le... came across this person, Mignon Mclaughlin's quote which i tink its nice to share... yup here goes... "In the arithmetic of love, one plus one equals everything, and two minus one equals nothing"... Yup its better to experience juz the first part of the quote... the second part ain't something pleasant... hmm take care le...

Good News... Haha Happy...

2007-06-15T10:29:00.000+08:00

Haha so happy many of my jc pals tagged so long never talk to them liao they stil remember me haha woot... haha happy la today... super duper happy... why?? haha duno juz happy lo...
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Hmm my mum had done the operation liao le... the cancer cells were taken out le... but she stil has to go for regular scans to make sure those cells are not hiding somewhere... she at hospital stil call me to ask me eat already anot haha... hmm heard from my father that she stil hurts abit... hmm duno wat happen exactly... but she wil be discharged today in the afternoon... yup actually today was gona hav my dinner wif my tuition collegues de... but i rejected it ystd... cuz gona c my mum... and partly Ting also coming to c her... yup haha... thank God for the successful operation...
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Ystd work... i made a mistake la... tink it was rather big mistake but i duno haha... lack of experience... i thought its a super small thing so never take into consideration... den sort of got scolded again haha... but nvm la... next time juz remember this mistake can le... haha like wee ling said... i juz learnt it the hard way haha... den later for the last 3 hours was helping wee ling to cut and paste some stickers la... but there is one whole stack lo... and muz do nice nice de otherwise tio scolding again haha... chatted as we do but hard as we tried... we stil cant finish... but its ok la haha...
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I went home after that den played a public game wif milton... haha i was owning with pudge... den halfway through the game... my opponents ask hey Blessed Boy(my gaming nick also la) are u jin ming's friend? haha jin ming was one pro basketballer which is also quite pro in dota de... he now in army... i used to play wif him and his friends everyday during my jc times... haha my opponents happened to be one of jin ming's friend la haha... such a small world... i duno them but they know me... they say they played with my pudge before last time haha... tink im kinda known for my pudge lol... haha jk la not so bu yao lian...
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Was gona off my comp at 1130 de... then milton told me recently he wrote a tune that he created but he duno how to put in the lyrics... haha he wanted me to fill in the lyrics... i was so happy la when i heard that... its kinda like making a song together... den next time if either of us gets the chance to perform it... we wil say... this song's tune is made by milton and the song's lyrics is by ziheng... den start playing... wa its really very satisfactory lo... u all may think i siao or wat de haha but it had always been one of my goals la... to make a song with either bryan or milton... we went down for supper... with wilson coming along too haha... he was quite bored la haha... cuz wilson duno anything bout guitar de lol...
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After having our meal we went to a park... and milton plucked the tune out as i took down the notes... by the way his tune was awesome la... really very nice de... and besides that he really taught me alot during that 1 hour or so lo... he taught me which is the base string for each chord... the importance of the base string... the strumming emphasis... the lowering of chords... the postion of the hand during plucking. and so much more la.. wow was totally blown away la by the amount of things Ive learnt... last time i stil left out the base string during strumming cuz i dunlike the sound haha... den when i went home it was about 2am... was supposed to slp but dying to try out what ive learnt and i practised till 3am before slping... haha i tried out everything that he taught me and everything really sounds better le... haha then i look at the notes of the tune that milton created... den i say ok now the hard part... haha i used to do plucking with only my thumb lol... so its very slow la... i tried with his positioning den i used my index finger and middle finger for the first time... haha 1 hr and i hav done the intro for the tune liao... i feel it was more than good le... cuz the tune was really very fast... which was impossible for me to do last time... and i managed to play it in only an hour... i felt so encouraged lo... as promised im not gona let him down... gona write a nice set of lyrics for the nice tune...
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Hmm everyday before i go to work... a bottle filled with water will be on top of my bag... cuz my parents know that i dun go and fill water bottle de... wil rather be thirsty than take a min to fill up a water bottle... haha so my mum wil help me la... den today while i was bathing i thought hmm today sure no ppl fill up bottle for me cuz mum not home ma... to my surprise... in my bag stuffed at a very weird place... was another bottle again... my father filled it up for me... im really touched la and i smiled to myself haha... my family is great...
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Haha so much is going on now... i love life haha... somore tml gona go play bball wif my jc friends... soo excited la... all ns man fit lo... lol NVM i use speed... and strength counts for nothing wahahaha... juz jk they are faster den me... JJC bball team... no height... average skills but we hav something and thats speed... haha thats wat i feel... after that im gona go home and change before going to RED RAIN CONCERT WOOOOOOT... one of my favourite christian band... haha wana come ma??? today last day le wor...
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Haha yup new day le... really very sry for such a long post haha muz hav felt giddy ba... haha cuz too much to say le... today gona pray for RED RAIN's influence over the ppl... yup haha something to share by me haha... Life is actually good when we know which are the places to look in... Take care le smilex smilex life is great...

Im glad to be alive...

2007-06-14T11:39:00.000+08:00

Ystd Bryan msged me that they prayed once again for my mum as a cg... today Gina and Garrett msged me sayin that they are praying for me too... feel very encouraged and cared for... i never really talk to my mum about the operation lest it wil upset her or wat de... today is the operation day... later at lunch gona call my father to ask bout her scan... if scan no cancer cells den no need for the operation le... yup to all church friends really thanx duno wat to say liao :) will be posting good news tml...
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Ystd shut down my comp at bout 1130 liddat... practise guitar... duno why juz cant let out voice... the guitar tempo and the strumming patterns i cant seem to get them right together... basically the sound is like killing chicken... when i do the strumming right its very difficult to sing along... if i sing right then the strumming wil b wrong... cant seem to make it work together... few times i juz lay back on my bed thinking y no improvement de? i stil continued with the practise till bout 1am la... it is the first time that i wanted to stop... i went to watch tv after that... i felt God is delivering a msg to me... ystd Jolin was the guest for the show yu le bai fen bai... she said that everything is possible through hardwork... and dun feel discouraged if the results dun come so soon or there are small setbacks... cuz every effort u put in wil always carry u higher... haha after that my fire seems to burn even brighter le... tonight gona try again le yea yea...
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Hmm today soooo happy i found a new song... its introduced by Wee Ling... this song is not very appealing at first la... but after looking at the lyrics and the mv and hearing it after a few times... i really started to like it so so much... and its really something that i want to express to someone... haha duno bout u guys but its my favourite song... haha put it on blog liao... oh ya if u all want to c the mv... its here but click after u hav finished reading my blog haha... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j4y-RzVGrHg
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Haha the lyrics is so good la though very simple but the msg was sent... after hearing the song i juz felt that love is great and its the only light left in this darkened world... haha a rock version of expressing love... here are the lyrics...

"Far Away" Nikelback

This time, This place

Misused, Mistakes

Too long, Too late

Who was I to make you wait

Just one chance

Just one breath

Just in case there's just one left

'Cause you know,

you know, you know

[CHORUS]

That I love you

I have loved you all along

And I miss you

Been far away for far too long

I keep dreaming you'll be with me

and you'll never go

Stop breathing

if I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask

Last chance for one last dance

'Cause with you, I'd withstand

All of hell to hold your hand

I'd give it all

I'd give for us

Give anything but I won't give up

'Cause you know,

you know, you know

[CHORUS]

So far away

Been far away for far too long

So far away

Been far away for far too long

But you know, you know, you know

I wanted

I wanted you to stay

'Cause I needed

I need to hear you say

That I love you

I have loved you all along

And I forgive you

For being away for far too long

So keep breathing

'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore

Believe it

Hold on to me and, never let me go

Keep breathing

'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore

Believe it

Hold on to me and, never let me go

Keep breathing

Hold on to me and, never let me go

Keep breathing

Hold on to me and, never let me go

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Haha i found the guitar tabs for this song le... the chords are rather new to me and quite difficult to play de... but i wil train this song haha and this wil be the first song i fully master haha... yea jia you...
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Nothing much le... juz glad to be alive... and i love all of u... haha RED RAIN... last chances to find me... fast fast... Saturday and Sunday... Yup something nice to share... out of the calender de haha... When u start to feel the flight of time... U will start to understand the meaning of life... Hmm chimology but i think i understand abit haha... tc ppl enjoy the song haha...

Plans for the next few days...

2007-06-13T10:10:00.000+08:00

Hmm ystd wana write song duno y juz nothing come out of my mind... maybe cuz i need to be alone ba... otherwise no thoughts... haha nvm c how it goes... maybe during the weekends den i try again...
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Ystd while i was on the MRT... i passed by the Jurong East pasa malam... the stalls were gone le... hmm den i remembered that a few days ago it was juz setting up... i love shopping the pasa malam though the stuffs are always the same... my ex loves it alot too... she loves the corn wif butter... haha i wil always say... "so unhealthy stil eat"... last time we will never miss a single pasa malam near my house... we wil always make it b4 they move again... now they are juz passing by juz liddat... sigh...
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Moving on... Do u all know what day is today... haha its maple story's birthday... lol such games oso hav birthday de... the ppl playing here say today once u kill a monster it wil drop a random item... hmm so i might be expecting tons of ppl coming in le haha... ystd i approached one guy and i ask him y u kip playing maple... he replied that cuz nothing to do at home ma... hmm i told him to learn something la haha den he juz smile smile liddat... haha nvm once he grow older wil c things differently le...
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Haha now got one baby girl very cute... she is pressing her face on the glass wall seeing me... lol she pressing very hard... her face all distorted liao haha so cute... and now she go lick the wall also lol... haha... Innocence is beauty...
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Yup gona expect lots of things coming up liao le... tml my mum's operation... i duno wat time it wil end... today gona ask... if operation ends early... den i'll be going to c her awhile la... oh ya to Ting, u say wana come along? hmm u free tml ma? msn me if u read this... Juz pray that the operation wil go on smoothly la... hope the tissue papers hav been of help... yup...
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On Friday my tuition collegues and i are all going to a sushi restaurant... haha and Vincent will be treating us lo... so excited for it... been so long since i went to dine in a restaurant le... duno if it will be a buffet or something out of the menu... everybody will be there haha sort of like small reunion for us...
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Saturday tuition day and RED RAIN... wa kao excited la... everybody wil be super high lol... i really mean high... haha hope many ppl wil be there... they wil surely enjoy it...
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Yup nothing much le... something strong to share... not by me de... haha... "He who manages time is organised... But he who manages himself is wise"... haha self-control ppl... take care le...

Heaty...

2007-06-12T10:53:00.000+08:00

Hmm lately been feeling very heaty within... duno if i ate too much fried stuff or what liao le... tink oso cuz i slp very late every night... heard it affects too... been waking up feeling totally dehydrated... lol... duno why so long liao stil heaven recover yet... been drinking barley... vitamin c... and lots of water le... hope it does not get worse...
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Ystd dota we had a draft match with wilson's friends... erm draft match is a serious match which is something like an official competition style of playing la usually played by clans... both team chooses the hero one by one with alternating turns... so as to counter each other la... in the 5 opponents, a few of them were girls... and we totally got thrashed la... zzz... the girl on my lane so pro la... totally stopped me from earning gold at all leh... i dun even dare to go near... juz go near for a moment next thing my life wil be left wif a quarter... first time i face such circumstances... somore a girl opponent saded lol... haha stil reme 2 heroes killed me in juz 2 sec... den later on every1 was getting ganged and killed and so on la... lol milton and i felt very discouraged after that... later milton and i continued playing in public games and we lost all the matches haha... sad gaming day lol... haha but nvm la thats wat makes the game fun...
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Bryan sent me some church songs that were very very nice... haha... like it alot... was trying to find the chords for the church songs but cant seem to find it... yup currently in my computer i hav 1 hr worth of nice church songs and 14 hrs worth of nice secular songs... haha alot hor... nid to balance them out someday...
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Hmm lately been having inspirations to write a song again le... duno y my mind had been recalling things again... haha decided to write one during work today... hope it can be a successful piece and den i can fill in the chords at home... haha...
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Been reading Jie Wei's blog for some time le... every week he wil blog once cause he is in NS... and he wil share something which is so inspiring haha do click on his link... i love his blog lol...
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Hmm two more days b4 my mum's operation le... yup yup...
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OH OH OH RED RAIN is coming le... quick quick... stil hav some time left... quick ask me about it... haha super duper nice de... miss this and u wil hav to wait for another year b4 they come again le... its free... ya do come if you are free on Saturday or Sunday...
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Yup nothing much le... haha something to share... Feeling despair after defeat is weakness... Feeling strength after defeat is power... haha been reading ppl blogs and many of them hav goals to fulfil... which is totally awesome haha jia you le hope u all can reach it... smilex...

Touched...

2007-06-10T10:23:00.000+08:00

Wow ystd spent the whole afternoon in church cuz i stayed for two services... becuz Pastor Joakim from Sweden is here to preach... haha was really amazing the sermon yup... felt so different and impacted... the first sermon was about virgin Mary how she was a role model in the christian walk... she dared to accept God has chosen her... she dared to pay the price... and she stood strong in faith at tough times... and there are 7 more which is very hard to explain but these were the three that really struck me... the second sermon was bout a connection with ppl of the higher generation... becuz the best part of the younth is their strength while the best part of the old is their greyed hair... very very inspiring day...
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Yup something else happened... After the first service Bryan, Feng Xu, Gabriel, Henry, Wendy and some other leaders did something that brought me close to tears... they took out two packets of tissue paper... then they gathered and say... hey Ziheng we would like to pray for your mum... They told me... that they wil pray on the tissue paper and told me to bring it home for my mum to use... hav faith that with our prayers on the tissue... when she uses it... through God's grace she will be cured... cuz thru God all things are possible Amen... i duno why when i saw them gather and heard what they said... i felt a great stir in my heart... really felt like crying cuz i was very deeply touched... i sucked back my tears and prayed together with them... im not very good with words... but to u all... really thanx for the effort... these actions means alot to me... thanx ppl u all are truly awesome... after going home i put the tissues in her handbag... hope she uses it...
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Reflected alot when i went home... i wana make some sacrifices already le... with every sacrifice comes great power in ones life... i need a controlling hand to help me with it... cuz sometimes my weakness is i lack the will power... yup wana reduce the time for computer games... hav more time for guitar hav more time for things that are benificial to me... God help me...
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Haha some pics here... my great pal... great leader Bryan... haha he was always there for me la... this guy wear so nice... outshine me liao zzz haha... next time i wear long sleeve put tie then take pic with him again... haha... nice person la... he lives a life for others and is working towards selflessness... respectable friend... he has a great vision in church... though he is younger but he is wiser haha... i really learned a great deal from him...

Haha frm left Henry, Jie Wei, me and Bryan... I juz met Henry ystd cuz there are three services and i think he is going to the different services from me... so never met him b4... but cool la he... Jie Wei army boy... first day i returned to church he approached and talked to me bout alot of things... shared with me some army things... haha nice bunch of ppl... next time i was thinking of taking a pic of all the bball players in our zone... 4 ppl haha juz like this... yea...
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Ystd practised guitar haha i feel church songs sounds nicer when i play them... next time get more guitar tabs from bryan wahaha... but i played for bout 1 hr or so then my fingers began to hurt le... lately duno why felt my strength juz draining away... my hands wil feel tired if i press barre chords for too long even basic chords would hurt the tips of my fingers... dun usually hav such problem... hmm only one explaination... not enough practise... haha tonight practise till 4am...
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Yup today work cant wait to get home to watch return of the condor heroes... haha very very nice... RED RAIN coming next week SATURDAY and SUNDAY... wil be reminding u all for the next five days... very very nice de... trust me... u all wil be amazed by the change of style in chirstian songs... do ask me about it... i'll tell you more about it kk...
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Haha nothing liao let me share a little something... pastor shared this last few weeks ago... haha good thing bout pastors is that every week they will hav new things that will inspire us... yup here goes... when u hear somebody trying to correct you in the positive way... or the word of God... or inspiring phrases... or anything that applies to you... hearing without doing is juz pure knowledge... haha friends... dare to accept... dare to pay the price of correction... the price wil be nothing compared to the results...

Thanx ppl...

2007-06-08T10:23:00.000+08:00

Haha first of all quite happy that lots of ppl tag... yup really very touched la... hmm im sure she'll be fine de... thanx alot...
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My mum really is strong... frm her actions cant even tell that she is bothered by it... i dun really know how she feels now... duno whether suld i ask about it anot... duno if it wil make her more nervous... i tink my brother duno bout this yet... yupz juz pray that she'll be fine...
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Ystd i received my pay slip... i got only $600++ only leh... haiz the CPF thingy really took out a large sum... it even reduced my basic pay... Frm $6.00 to $5.25 per hour... i duno wil reduce lo... i tot only juz 20% deducted frm total... on top of that i stil hav to pay May Ee some money cause she replaced me a few days... tink i left with $400 plus only... sian i was expecting more de... i hav plans to pay alot of things this month de leh... i tink i cant even save at all lo... even without spending on a single thing... stil heaven even include food yet... haiz... now duno wat to do liao...
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Ystd wilson milton and me had two games of dota... we won a 3v3 match vs milton's friends... and also a handicapped match of 3v5... actually was 4v5 de but our teamate was feeding... feeding means keep dying and feeding gold to the opponents... so that person was not of much use... wilson was really angry with him haha... but we stil managed to pull it off... nice game though...
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Ystd was really bad cuz i never practise guitar at all lo zzzz... it was my first day without touching the guitar... cuz i went down for supper wif my dota friends... we had kaya bread half-boiled egg and ice lemon tea... very nice... 2am den come back... after reading my bible plan den fainted on my cosy bed... haha today go home muz double my practise time le...
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One more reminder... Red Rain is coming very very soon le... June 16 and 17... if u wana go pls let me know... u wil b blown away by their music... trust me... furthermore their songs soothes the heart... dun miss this... come come wooot!!!
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Ya nothing much liao le see wat today has installed for me... excited... hmm lets share something... this is something frm pastors a few weeks back which i think is very very good... "Wat determines the extend of your sacrifice is not the amount that u offer but the amount that you have left"... something quite random la... but i love it alot... take care ppl and thanx again... i appreciate it... :)

Mummy Good Luck...

2007-06-07T10:44:00.000+08:00

Ystd at around 8am somebody msg me... "pls pray for your mum, she is detected of cancer and is going for an operation on Thurs"... my first thought was that this person got nothing better to do... actually it was my aunt... at night den my mum told me bout the cancer thingy... she hav already known it since April... i feel that its a blessing that it is detected to be a first degree cancer... which is stil not serious... as long as it does not spread... luckily it was found out at this stage... heard that it was still curable... yup she's going to the operation room next Thurs... i left a note on her wallet wishing her good luck... hope she can feel that i still care though cuz ystd kinda blamed her for keeping this from us...
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Ystd prayed for her too... during prayer suddenly the good things she done all appear in front of me... she said she knew the news around April... April was a rough month for me cuz of my relationship probs... was juz snapping at anybody who disturbs me and every day wil numb myself wif games and every night will juz weep in bed... my mum knows it but in order to save my face she never discussed it with me... i know she cares alot and worries alot bout me... cuz she met my ex one day and asked bout me... my ex told me my mum asking bout me... duno why i juz felt very touched when i heard it...
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i can imagine my mum's feeling... I hav been through the feeling when i was suspected of a chronic diesease... when i hear it... i was so shocked and lost la... i thought im gona die soon le... i almost gave up studying also... totally no mood to do anything... cant stop the tears on my way home... but luckily my ex was there for me la... cried in her hug... she comforted encouraged and supported me... i managed to pick myself up... yup later in the year went for another few tests... they found my heart to be abnormal abit but its working normally... so i actually do not hav the diesease la... but i stil muz go back check up to ensure... i feel my mum is such a strong person... despite the fear she is facing she stil puts me first... instead of worrying bout herself... she was more anxious about me... haiz feel very guilty for wat i hav done last time...
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Hmm nvm wats done cant be undone i can only treat her better in future lo... yea to be honest my relationship with my parents are alot better liao le... Hmm i hav faith that with God... i can say at ease that my mum wil return a healthier person after next Thursday...
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Friends go for a check up together with your families once in awhile ba... its better to be safe than sry... yup...
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Hmm nothing on my mind now... i juz want her to be safe when she comes back... Yup ppl when we're feeling down or fail or the times where u feel like life's meaningless... dun fret... theres something that wil be there to guide us... thats the love from our family... so honour your father and mother as they are our light... treasure them...

I must stay positive...

2007-06-06T10:39:00.000+08:00

First things first i tink each week i wil change a new blog song... yup for this week is titled "Love, Me" by Collin Raye... its a touching love flashback between two ppl... hmm i feel this song is very meaningful... haha my bro and I loved it... Shows how wonderful love can be when it works out... even til the person is old... or even after the partner passed away... their love is stil strong... all the memories are as clear as crystal... quite touched by the song... haha hope u all wil enjoy it...
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Ystd was a peaceful day at work nothing happen... the weird lady came back offered me some kueh haha very funny... tink no more problems frm her le ba...
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Yup was talking to someone ystd for most of the time la... started off very well but towards the end we sort of disagreed on something...yup she ended wif a few words that really really hurt me... made me really look down on myself... i felt very lost after hearing it... been pondering over this... but its ok... i know to her... those were juz words...
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Been practising the 4/4 strumming pattern... ytsd i listened to the tunes i play carefully... i realised that when i play some songs with their chords... they dun sound like the songs... for example when ppl hear the chords of the song without the lyrics they duno im playing that particular song... but with the lyrics added den they wil say ooooh... something liddat la... its juz an example... quite dishearted la... when i see others play... juz need to listen for awhile den can know wat they playing le... i tink there are two possible reasons... they used plucking while i used strumming... or my strumming pattern not correct... c how it goes ba... tonite i gona try again...
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Haha my goal is to be something like Tank... not in his vocal or looks la... nowhere compared to him... but in his guitar skills... he said once, that if he knows how to sing it... he would be able to play it... and he uses plucking throughout the songs... so ppl will juz name one song... and he wil play it on the spot... haha like him alot... his songs are awesome too... yup hope i can reach that level one day... God aid me...
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Yup tink gona stop here liao le... a new day awaits me... hope it wil be a better one... haha something nice to share... think positively... a better day wil start by thinkin it will be...

Wasted three days...

2007-06-05T10:33:00.000+08:00

Haha never update blog for the last three days cuz i prefer to blog at work cuz at home i nid to use other methods to post instead of juz clicking new posts... yup haha wasted three days cuz spent most of my time on dota... haha alot of you ppl duno what is it ba giv u all a brief description :)
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Haha ystd Dota Allstars 6.44 was released... there are 6 new heroes... some changes here and there... haha tried all of the 6 new heroes out... hmm some really requires training im not sure how to bring out the full potential of the hero yet... the thing about this game is that its played worldwide even working adults go to lan shop for one game lol... and also the improved maps are constantly being released with new items new heros... so will hardly ever get bored wif the same old things la... currently there are about 88 heroes le... erm so u hav to play the game 88 times to b juz an average player... haha but overall its not some lame game... cuz a single mistake can cost you your victory... it requires teamwork, strategy, skills, estimation and the knowledge of other heroes, cuz no hero is perfect as there will b some others which can counter you... yup been playing this game wif my friends milton wilson and guan soon nowadays... haha wilson is the most pro in the four of us la haha...
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Haha this is a little something taken on dotaportal.com its a fan submitted artwork... haha i really love this pic alot la... duno how its done cuz it looked so perfectly drawn haha...

Abit of description bout these two haha... on the left in the cool armour suit and the fabulous muscles is a hero named Sven the Rougue Knight... haha its one of the good guys which in general known as the Sentinals... the one on the right... MY FAVOURITE HERO... Pudge the Butcher... From the looks he is obviously one of the baddies which in general known as the Scourge... haha I've been training Pudge for maybe a year plus le... i chose this as my main hero cuz i observed that this guy is on the top of the food chain... he is a predator with only two to three heroes that can counter it... and the way he makes a kill with his hook is very cool and ppl wil always b awed and say nice one... to anyone who wants to prove me wrong by saying that this guy is lousy haha feel free to initiate your challenge... haha try the game if u are not studying... but don't get HOOKED... lol (deeper meaning)

On the weekends continued with the tv series the return of the condor heroes... the story is accelerating at a fast rate haha and those exciting parts are coming up so fast... its very nice liao now do catch it...

Ystd talked to Bryan through the phone haha he told me bout some problems he faced la... this lets me know more about him la... and the way he attends to the problem really gains my respect haha... shan't elaborate more... Bryan take care le... as u said God wil bring you through this... haha next time we take a picture together den i post and let u all c him wahahah...

Hmm on my way here on the MRT juz now... I suddenly thought of the past days during my basketball years... frm secondary all the way to jc... how we persevered and endured in trainings... how we absorbed coach's teachings how we improved... how we made fun at each other during friendly matches... how we gathered under coach's words while panting hard during tournaments... the joy that we lost and won together as a team... i feel thats the magic of sports... its not the results its the processes... this brings a smile to my face... i miss those days... i miss playing...

Haha yup thats basically it ba.. nothing much liao le... Something knowledgable to share frm the book i read... do u all know that laughter contains some sort of "pain killer" elements... its like a drug where u get a high but this is the self produced drug by the body and its a good thing... it heals sickness and prolongs life... it is also found that tears also contain some of the "pain killer" elements too but wif other things also la... when we are sad our body produce these liquids to soothe ourselves... so we feel better after a cry... the water containing the elements produced in our eyes which are unable to drain off by the tear ducts in the eyes quickly, will leak out as tears... haha cool rite how the body works... yup stay happy ppl take care le...

Haha completed the book...

2007-06-01T11:16:00.000+08:00

Hmm used a few hours of my Vesak Day holiday to finish the book, "Why man don't have a clue and women always need more shoes"... yup learned alot again... haha few quotes in the book are very funny too... for eg "A woman will worry bout her future till she is married... A man will worry bout his future after he is married"... haha in my opinion not all men are liddat la haha... apart frm this there are many other quotes too... awesome book haha learned a great deal...
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Actually reading is quite fun too la... and doesnt take too long to complete one book... tink i used only bout 5 hrs in total to complete a book of about 300 pages... haha maybe next time visiting the library wil b one of my hobbies as well... wa come to think of it... its been so long since i last visit the library...
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Oh on Thursday a weird woman lodged a complain on the noise level in the computer room... she came a few times already and i helped her a few times... so know her quite well... i call her weird cuz she usually talks to me bout things which im not interested... On Thursday she was using bout 15 min den suddenly stand up tell me i gona lodge a complain that the ppl there are too loud and using vulgurities... she said that her complaint have nothing to do with me... but she duno indirectly it does hav something to do with me la... but y didnt she come out and alert me... and tell me to do something about it 1st... im behind a glass wall leh... how am i suppose to hear things inside... and this is not her first visit... the noise level had been around the same since she was here the first time... after complaining... she came back, switched on the lights n started scolding ppl inside zzz... they kept quiet for awhile den was back to their usual noise level... i feel the way she doing things not good at all... everybody there is mumbling curses at her... ppl having fun ma of cuz sometimes these words come out... u lecture them liddat... how u expect them to listen... during the closing time i told them to kip quiet as a friend... tink at least it got through to them abit... with constant reminders suld do the trick... Wa speak of the devil she come today again... stil argue wif me zzz... wa kao make such a big fuss... seriously nothing to say bout her... she feels that the world should revolve about her... bleah...
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Haha nothing much le... waiting lunch followed by the end of the day... weird woman spoils my mood lol... something nice to share... haha do u all mind a joke taken frm the book? ok la dun always good phrases... hav something fun for now...
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One day a man found a nice golden lamp in a rubblish dump... he picked it up, seeing it dirty he wiped it with his clothes... poof a genie appeared... RAAAA IM THE GENIE THANX FOR FREEING ME FROM THE LAMP... I'LL GRANT U A WISH... NOW SPEAK... the man thought for awhile... he always wanted to visit his parents in Paris... but a plane flight is too expensive... and he had always enjoyed driving... so he said i wan a high way from Singapore to Paris... The genie being so tired said... SUCH A LONG WAY IS FAR TOO MUCH HARDWORK... CHOOSE ANOTHER WISH... the man thought for awhile... his relationship with his wife had not been very good lately... so he said... i wan to be able to fully understand women... The genie paled at his wish and said OK OK ONE LANE OR TWO?
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Haha funny way to express its impossible for men to fully understand women... its edited abit la cuz i cant really recall the entire story... haha its oso proven in the book that laughter cures most sickness and prolongs life... ask me why... haha so ppl laugh at least 3 big laughs everyday...

Haha good book...

2007-05-30T11:02:00.000+08:00

First of all... SAD so few ppl tag bout my art sobx... tink not very nice la... haha nvm la... NVM haha... lol next time do a better one den show u all wahaha...
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Woo ystd Wee Ling lent me a book titled... "Why men don't have a clue, and women always need more shoes" haha the contents is bout the thinkings of the opposite sex... wat they really want each other to do... why men and women hav communication breakdowns and how to solve various problems... why do women do this why do men do that... etc etc la... alot la... basically this book helps the opposite sex to understand each other better to prevent future conflicts...
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Haha ystd i started reading about naggings... why women nag more, why do they nag... wat are the consequences and how to solve the problem... gives me a great idea on why my mum nags at me... and theres actually more then meets the eyes... women who nag feels unappreciated and unimportant at home... they wil nag to reassure themselves that they are stil in position... and this often backfires and end up even more hurt and lonely... and the bad cycle goes on lo... yea actually quite sad la... if only i understood this earlier... its a very interesting and good book... yup im starting another chapt le... 7 things that women hate about men LOL cool... hope to finish the book asap...
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End of the month liao le... collect pay lo woot... i havent write my time sheet yet... today muz do it haha... duno how much money wil i collect... suld reach bout 800 ba... i hope...
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Nothing much liao le now waiting for lunch time gona eat chicken rice later... duno whether nice anot but muz try la haha... so far no more problems at work le... so hope it stays that way haha...

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Good things to share le... Hmm this is taken frm my friend's msn nick which i feel is very inspiring la haha... "Nobody planned to fail... but many fail to plan..." haha cool rite i love inspiring sentences... so ppl start planning... smilez :)

Yea Thursday is a holiday...

2007-05-29T10:10:00.000+08:00

Woot juz realised Thursday is Vesak day... can rest liao le... one day stay at home not going to step out... My eyelids putting on weight everyday le haha... Yea Yea looking forward to that...
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Haha ystd went for CG quite a short sermon but meaningful la... after CG went to eat chicken rice wif church friends... wa so many ppl squeezing into the place... so noisy... like we own the place liddat lol... haha had a great time wif them la... only thing is that my chicken rice de chicken all bone only... zzzz den the rice also so little...
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Church moving to Singpost le... haha new basketball court... they say can form our own basketball team there wahaha... got Andrew Bryan Jia Yang and me all in the same zone... heard frm Bryan that Andrew and Jia Yang quite pro... look forward to playing wif them one day... haha duno if my rusty skills can kip up anot lol... haha next time inter zone competition can play together liao...
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Haha as said in my last entry here's my humble little art work done during tuition on Saturday... This is a pic of the couple in "return of the condor heroes" LOL... i know its not v precise la i juz captured the outline cuz the details will be too difficult to add in... Hmm was about to make some changes here and there when Hao Boon gave his first comment by erasing them off the white board zzz... haha but im already quite proud of it le... cuz been quite long since i last drew... but diff ppl got diff views la... haha if u tink not nice juz say not nice... haha i wil love to c your comments...

Today back to work liao le... wa today so many ppl come in the morning... cuz school holidays is here... tink in the afternoon ppl will be pouring in le... yup though many ppl but its not that busy also la... hmm been working for a month here liao le... so fast... time really flies... less then 2 months before i go NS le...

Haha think nothing much le... something nice to share wor... Pastor preached this... "Whoever we attract is the reflection of who we are"... cool leh haha tink about it... its so meaningful... if really dun get it can ask me haha... take care ppl... u all rock...